Chapter 25 Chapter 24 Unable to enter the play

Sheng Huainan laughed when he heard the sound, and tilted his head to look at her seriously. You will not understand.Luo Zhi sighed. Romance is always seen by the bystander. For Sheng Huainan, this incident was a childhood romance, a quiet girl, an encounter without "later". But it wasn't for her, it was the first time she met him.She was always the unfortunate, unromantic guy who took on all the "after". Because she later learned that her mother brought Moutai and a set of children's encyclopedias to ask his father to help claim her father's pension; because that day when she saw her mother greet Sheng Huainan's mother at the gate of the government compound, the woman's eyes The indifference and disdain inside; because the sunset behind him was so beautiful that day, she couldn't see his face clearly, but the afterglow of the setting sun hurt her eyes.

All subsequent stories, up to this day, should be blamed on him if they are to be blamed. At that time, she was alone, sitting on the steps, and she seemed to be able to feel her left hand. Just now, her mother's hand was cold and wet with sweat. She looked up and saw the clear blue sky, and the clouds were arranged like ripples or fish scales, spreading all the way to the horizon.She watched, watched, and suddenly wanted to tell her mother, don't want the money, okay? If we don’t want the money, it’s because we don’t want it, not because they don’t give it to us. That way you won't cry.

Lift your head until your neck aches, and suddenly the sky is blocked by a big head. It's him, smiling at her, and asking her, what's your name?My name is Sheng Huainan, which means the south, my mother is from the south, but I am a man from the north.But they all said my name sounds nice. Before she could answer, he said again, why are you sitting here?Their girls are going to play house, so you can come too. He said, now you are my fourth imperial concubine. He was the one talking all the time. Only when she grew up did Luo Zhi understand that speaking is a very important thing, and those small and broken sentences can fill the gaps between people. It is better to be crowded than empty, after all, it is not desolate.

When he waved goodbye to her, the setting sun behind him was so dazzling that she shed tears. What did the lyrics say? You shine for a moment, I am dizzy for a lifetime. He wouldn't even know that a few days later, when she passed by the agency compound again, her mother went in to handle errands and entrusted her to the director of the agency kindergarten. When the director teased her and asked her mother to send her to this kindergarten, she was stupid Thinking that he was a child in this kindergarten, he rushed into the compound to tell his mother that she was going to the kindergarten, but saw her crying and begging for an aunt.

She didn't hear what they said.She went back to the kindergarten and said to the principal seriously, ah, auntie, this place is too far away from my home, I want to go to a kindergarten closer to home. Where, closer to her miserable home? It must be far away from him. He doesn't know anything.Even during the eleven years when he didn't show up, he still haunted Luo Zhi's youth. It's just that in the past eleven years, the warmth of the first meeting is no longer there.For the next four years, he lowered her into the dust, and a humble flower bloomed. Sheng Huainan reached out to pull her distracted back to reality, and the vegetable tempura was already served.

Sheng Huainan said, "It's a good thing there is no fat in this dish. How about I put these two pieces of fat on the beam later?" He was overjoyed by this magical coincidence. She did it on purpose.She was on purpose throughout the entire meal.He was the one who put the fat on the crossbar of the stool at a wedding when his mother boasted about the naughtiness of her precious son while she sat quietly at the next table eating. How dare she put the fat there?In the past, when she ate nasty chopped green onions and fatty meat, she would hold back her nausea and would not even chew them, just swallowing them abruptly like swallowing medicine.

She looked at his clean expression through the hot air of the ramen, and as soon as she lowered her head, tears spilled into the noodle bowl. "Thank you, though." Sheng Huainan was stunned for a few seconds because of her thoughtless words. "Thank you for what?" "Thank you for inviting me to dinner." Thank you for remembering the four imperial concubines. She is very good at listening and chatting, although she usually speaks very little. From who is the most handsome in the slam dunk to the teacher who drags on for 20 minutes every time in the meditation class and always boasts that he has removed three-fifths of his stomach as a feat, Luo Zhi has never chatted so much that the corners of his eyes and brows are closed laughing.

And really laughing. Therefore, this cafe chat really made each other very happy and satisfied. It was already one o'clock in the afternoon when I walked out of the cafe.He had already stood up and took two steps, but he turned around suddenly, and finally pulled her to secretly place two pieces of fat on the beam of the chair, and then naturally took her sleeves and strode out of the restaurant. Luo Zhi suddenly saw Zhang Mingrui coming out of the third canteen. Zhang Mingrui also saw them, he didn't say hello or smile, he turned his head to look at the mirror at the door, and after a while, he entered again.

She turned her head and looked at Sheng Huainan who was walking on the left.His right hand accidentally hit her left hand several times, Luo Zhi suddenly panicked and quickly put his left hand into his pocket. When he sent her back to the dormitory, she left very simply, not as reluctantly as before. Who would believe that such a big progress, from burying the past to seeing each other late, but Luo Zhi not only does not have much sense of accomplishment, but even feels a little sad. She tried her best to use her information to create topics and coincidences in exchange for Sheng Huainan's interest, and she did.Just now at the door of the dormitory building, he said to her for the second time, "It's really a pity that I didn't know you in high school."

This time Luo Zhi saw sincerity from Sheng Huainan's smile. "Indeed, I feel sorry for it too," she said. He laughed, thinking it was her harmless little narcissism.But she will never know that that is the only truth she said from beginning to end. She directed and acted in a play, but she was the only one who couldn't get into the play.Luo Zhi regrets that she missed the surprises of 'discovering a coincidence' and 'meeting each other' that Sheng Huainan felt just now, because she knows the truth, all the truth. If, like she acted, she met Sheng Huainan by chance on the university campus, and heard the story of the fourth imperial concubine from him, she jumped up from her chair happily and said, "So, it's you... ...Damn, meet His Majesty the Emperor!"

That must be very happy, the heart is beating violently, real happiness. It's not like sitting in the dormitory and carefully calculating whether he will be tempted by doing that. She is not fit to be a suitor.She seemed to be jealous of him for eleven years, and looked up to him humblely for four years, but she never thought that her real trump card was pride. She is proud. From family to school to love, she struggles. Every step she takes is because she looks forward proudly. Maybe it was just because he happened to be always in front of her.