Chapter 21 Chapter 20 Never Be a Passerby

The oolong incident has been buzzing for quite a while. In fact, the cause was that a person Chen Mohan fell in love with deeply hurt her self-esteem.She said in front of that person, you misunderstood, I don't like you, but I actually have a boyfriend. Chen Mohan really has the ability to concoct a devoted boyfriend in ten minutes. She reads a lot of Yishu books, but in essence she is very Taiwanese novels. Maybe it was justifiable, but Belle would never know if that story was touching enough to make her forgive Chen Mohan. Gobi didn't go to school for a week, and Chen Mohan and Jiang Baili's seats were moved.

Later Gobi came back. When he looked at Chen Mohan, he was stern, and when he looked at other girls he was contemptuous, but when he looked at Belle, he was enthusiastic. It's passion, not love. That kind of look translated, that is, thank you, really good buddy. For a period of time from that day on, Belle was inseparable from him.We went to the cafeteria to eat together, and met many of his buddies.She was isolated by the girls, and she also knew that everyone was laughing at her and Chen Mohan behind their backs. For a frivolous man that Chen Mohan didn't know whether to want or not, a pair of girlfriends turned against each other.Some people laughed that Chen Mohan deserved to have no friends, while others laughed that Jiang Baili and Gobi were born to be one-on-one.

Although Belle is annoyed that her life is no longer peaceful, and she doesn't like to be pointed at, she is clear and smooth in her heart.Chen Mohan shattered the perfect mask in her heart, she didn't have to suffer anymore, and she didn't have to worry about inferiority anymore. It turns out we are all the same.She finally faced Chen Mohan and herself. Although when facing Chen Mohan, Belle still insisted that she was only out of a sense of justice, and was not the exclusive suitor who coveted him as the rumors said.At least she didn't lie completely, Belle didn't pursue Gobi, she was very self-aware and conscientiously fulfilled her duty as a good buddy, never interfering in Gobi's overflowing love luck.

It's just that she didn't say that it was love that made her sense of justice burn. On Christmas, she wrote on the greeting card she gave him, "May you have similar flowers every year, but different people every year." She knew that even though the life in Gobi was full of peach blossoms, even if he never forgave Chen Mohan, he still loved her. Maybe it was because he loved her that he couldn't forgive. But after all young.It's the person she loves again, how can she stay calm forever.On the eve of the college entrance examination, everyone was irritable, and so was Belle.When someone who didn't know who was his first peach blossom walked up to her to persuade her to be more sensible and not to pester Gobi, she finally stopped shrugging and saying the words "I'm just his ordinary friend" and "He loves you" that no one believed. There is someone else", but raised his face to face the other party, and said, "What's the point? If he doesn't like me, what's the use of pestering him? I think you should know this better than me."

And when she opened her mouth, God actually made her the center of attention.On the stairs, Chen Mohan went downstairs, Gobi went upstairs, and a group of classmates came around the corner talking and laughing, as if the director had arranged their positions. The girl saw Gobi and asked him aggressively, did you hear that?you like her?Is that how the three of you turned against each other? As soon as these words were uttered, the scene remained silent for 10 seconds in a cooperative manner. Gobi glanced at the girl, and said coldly, get out. Chen Mohan glanced at Belle, a contemptuous smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Belle stood on the periphery, watching one of them continue to go up the stairs and the other to go down the stairs. When they passed each other, it was like a carefully edited clip of a movie. The people around him are ashamed and hideous. Although Gobi didn't answer the question, the "scroll" threw a hot riddle to the girl on the other side. Instead, no one paid attention to Belle's self-indulgent boast just now, and all looked at the self-defeating Peach Blossom Girl amusedly. Maybe she should thank Gobi, but she knew that the whole thing was not the point for her. Later, Gobi really didn't allow her to pester him anymore.

She could have appeared beside him carelessly, and said to him, no, you really think I like you, I was just a stopgap measure so that she would not bother me, after all, my existence as a shield helped you solve so many problems Question, you don't want me to be angry with them in order to protect my own rights?Hey, hey, Gobi, can you be less narcissistic? she didn't. The college entrance examination is coming, and she is too tired to hide it. However, that scene was too chaotic, and she was not reconciled.So I sent a text message and said solemnly, I like you. Her confession must be more formal.

A text message every day, only one sentence, I like you. If it's morning, add "good morning" and if it's evening, add "good night". Jiang Baili still didn't know what Gobi's expression would be when he received a "good luck, come on, I like you" before entering the examination room. He never replied.When she returned to her small county town, she didn't say goodbye to him, nor did she hear any news from him. Jiang Baili has always been a lucky person. She actually scored higher in the college entrance examination than Gobi, and successfully entered P University.

Everyone has a good home. For example, she and Gobi entered P University, and Chen Mohan also passed the admission line of W University for minor languages. Belle has taken texting as fun and has developed a habit, so that now she can't remember whether there were any strange signs that she didn't notice before August 3rd. The classmate played for a day, and remembered that the mobile phone was left at home at night, and there was a text message. "it is good." What good?She stared at Gobi's text message, and it took her a long time to react, she couldn't believe it.The sweetness overflowed slowly from the bottom of her heart, and she had already missed the best time to scream.

And they have been together for more than a year, which is so ordinary and profound. Maybe Gobi doesn't love her with all his heart.But not love at all?It seems not.She doesn't know.The only thing she knew was that Jiang Baili was the only one in this world who could burn fully and with a clear conscience. She asked him many times, do you love me?He never answered directly.This avoidance was unpleasant, but it didn't make her sad enough to leave him. He has always been able to evade with all kinds of strange answers.The most emotional time was after he succeeded in running for the head of the association in the first semester of his freshman year. At the celebration party, many people bullied him. In the end, he got a little drunk and kept holding on to Belle to say thank you.Everyone said he should thank her.Before and after the saddle, she almost put her heart and soul into his campaign, canvassing votes, making posters, wooing contacts to spy on the enemy, polishing speeches, and accompanying him to choose a suit and help him rehearse the timing...

When everyone was gone, he hugged her from behind and put his chin in the hollow of her shoulder. She felt itchy on her shoulders and heart.Don't people tell the truth after drinking?She immediately asked softly, Gobi, do you love me? Gobi smiled vaguely, she smelled beer.Gobi pointed to the huge M logo that can be seen outside the lobby window, and said, we are like McDonald's and KFC, together forever. She laughed, but tears rolled down her face.Yes, as long as there is a KFC place, there must be a McDonald's nearby.They are together forever. But at that time, she forgot that after drinking, people not only tell the truth, but also talk nonsense. Gobi is KFC, so Chen Mohan is the original finger-licking chicken, and she is just some kind of embellishment dish like seasonal vegetables or cod sticks that is launched every season-she will be replaced sooner or later, and even customers will not find out, but Without finger-licking chicken, KFC would no longer be KFC. Belle continues to persevere, and they may be together forever. If I hadn't seen an email in Gobi's mailbox yesterday. "I once said that it would be better if we were together, but you said, the word 'not as good as' hurt you more than the first time I regretted it. Now I finally understand, I confess, I apologize, I let go of those unnecessary self-esteem, but , will you turn back. I know I'm mean, but without me, without your anger, would she be happy today?" Gobi's reply was only one sentence. "I can't feel sorry for her." "You said, does this count as betraying me?" Belle tapped her finger on the table, as if to call back Luo Zhi's soul. "I'm listening." Luo Zhi glanced at her restless fingers lightly. "But, he said so, why do I still feel so unwilling?" Belle asked. "Because what you want to hear is not a sentence of 'I can't be sorry for her' who is suspected of being cheap and playful, but what you want to hear is him saying that he used to be young and ignorant, but now that's all gone, what I love now is Jiang Baili, please think about it, I wish you happiness." Luo Zhi smiled wryly. Belle was taken aback when she heard this, and she didn't speak for a long time, as if she had talked too much just now and wanted to rest now. They can already see the sunset outside the window. It was getting dark earlier and earlier. Belle's tears fell like she didn't want money. "It is said that the tears of the merman will become precious gemstones when they fall, and can be sold for a lot of money. I really hate you for not entrusting this species." "Can't you say something else? Something comforting, something warm?" Belle smiled reluctantly. "Most of all the words that can be called comforting are nonsense." "What about the suggestion?" "You don't know how to listen, and you don't know how to do it." "Even if I can't do it, it's okay to talk about it." Luo Zhi looked at her indifferently, as if she was obsessed with her. After a while, he said softly, "Let's break up." At night, Luo Zhi, who was sitting in Tiffany's study and watching the child recite ancient poems, remembered what Belle asked her after she and Belle walked out of KFC. "If you were me, you would break up." "I don't love him, how could it be you, how could I be considerate of you, what I say is fart. If I were you, the other party would reply to my confession angrily with a 'OK' ' instead of 'I like you too', I wouldn't have started with him at all!" "I've been entangled to this day, and I'm really bored. If you look at it from the side, you'll die laughing." "I forgive you," Luo Zhi shrugged, "Who told you to only read Taiwanese novels?" After a pause, he added, "Although the little white heroine is stupid, she is generally kind. It's just that I hope you have them more." Such good luck." Belle looked at her gratefully, "But what if I'm Xiaobai, but not the heroine?" Luo Zhi was stunned for a moment, and gave her a blank look. "That's right." When the two were about to separate, Luo Zhi suddenly remembered something and called Belle to stop. "how?" "The next time you tell someone a story or quarrel with Gobi, talk less about your progress and more about the good things in your year. At least be the protagonist in your own world, even if it's a bitter scene, it's better than Passers-by are strong." It's better than being a passerby.Luo Zhi recalled her diary in her third year of high school. Her pride was vividly reflected in the small details. For example, no matter what, there was only Sheng Huainan's name in her diary. As for the people around him, she didn't seem to write a single word. .