Chapter 28 Chapter 28 Breakup

When I returned to the palace from the hospital to bandage the wound, it was already dark, the dark sky was like my mood at the moment, lonely and depressing, and I couldn't see a ray of light. I dragged my cold body to Jingyuan. The quiet garden is still so quiet and serene, and the shadows of the overlapping trees are like the owner of the garden, half of them appear in the bright room, and half of them are hidden in the dark. As before, I was stopped before I approached the study.But this time I didn't stop, the man in the study was no longer worth standing and waiting for him.

The person in front of me reluctantly turned sideways to avoid me and went straight to his figure, and the door was easily pushed open by me. "My lord, villain..." "You go down first." Xu Hua's voice interrupted the urgent words of the servant. I stood quietly at the door, Jun Huangyue sat behind the desk, still wearing the silver mask on his face, and my picture of "Dragon Boat Race" was hung by the window behind him. I thought Li Qing did it to curry favor with me. Actively begging for the painting turned out to be trying to please another person. "Give me an explanation." My voice was very calm, as if I had never felt the anger before.

He was silent, his sitting body didn't move at all, his eyes looking at me were as black as ink, and his eyes were as silent as water, without any emotion. I slowly approached the desk, glanced at him, and then looked at the desk. There were many folds wrapped in bright yellow silk, and one of them was spread out in front of him. Some kind of consciousness emerged in my heart, but it was quickly left behind by me, no matter what his identity is, it will soon have nothing to do with me. I picked up the pen next to the inkstone and handed it to him. He didn't take it, and still looked at me silently, his eyes became more and more silent and deep.

"If you don't want to say it, then write it." I said lightly, "If my right hand is not injured, I would be more than happy to write it for you, but I think a mere letter of divorce should not be difficult for you to break through six barriers. The beauty returns to Beiluo, right?" His pupils constricted for a moment, and the sight in his eyes was like a sharp knife, cutting straight on my face. I looked back coldly, not hiding the determination and disdain in my eyes. The study was so quiet that only the sound of each other's breathing could be heard. "You, I still get it..." After a long time, he finally spoke, his voice was very soft, it drifted into the air and soon dispersed.

"Some people are so dazzling in the afternoon that it's hard for me to pretend that I don't know him." I said coolly. "...I'm sorry, this plan was made before I married you." His voice became extremely hoarse, and there was a faint secret revealed in his words, as if he was not afraid of being known by me. "Use the Zhou family first, and then win over the Mo family. No matter what plans you have behind your back, I'm not interested in knowing. What I'm interested in is asking you to write the divorce letter as soon as possible." The disdain in my eyes became more obvious. Men who pursue power have never had a good heart.

He looked at me deeply, with stubbornness in his hoarse voice: "I don't know how to write." "Mo Siyou said, only marry unmarried men, I'm helping you." "Even if I die, you will always be Prince Rong and Princess Concubine." "You are wrong, whether you die or not, I will not be Princess Rong anymore." I said in a cold tone. "No matter what, you can't get rid of my wife's identity." He said very firmly. "It seems that someone is about to get rid of the identity of the masked man." I couldn't help ridiculing him.

The anger of the afternoon seemed to fill my chest again. This man was not only ruthless but also selfish, selfishly holding on to what he didn't deserve and refusing to let go. A look of embarrassment flashed in his eyes, he turned his head and remained silent. "You will be embarrassed too? I really want to see if this hypocritical face under the mask is blushing." All the anger in my heart turned into thorny words, "But I think shameless people have thick skins, and they probably don't know anything. can not be seen." "Zhou Yunxin!" He called me by my first name and last name for the first time.

I sneered: "Are you angry?" He pursed his lips tightly and stood up looking down at me. Apart from anger, there was sadness in his eyes. My heart retreated a little, and I unconsciously remembered his silent concern and silent tolerance for me in the past six months, and even occasionally appeared. Gentle and gentle. It was those reassurances and touches that made me gradually accept the identity of his husband, regardless of love or not. I respected and valued him more, and even told him without hesitation that he was my husband.I know that I am a very principled person, and since I said that to him, it means that I will truly face him as a wife in the future, instead of just acting superficially like before.

I have always been reserved about love, but this does not mean that my heart is hard. I cherish the warmth that others give me, but Jun Huangyue completely shattered my cherishment of him in front of me. Thinking of this, I no longer softened my heart, and stared at him with cold eyes again. "Don't you understand what I mean for you?" His voice was full of emotion and his tone was suppressed. "Then do you understand what I mean? I will never share the same man with other women in my life!" "But I have to do this. I have endured it for fifteen years, and I am determined not to give up at the critical moment. I know your personality is very strong, and I don't expect you to forgive me."

A resentment rose in my heart instantly. He knew that I would not forgive him, but he did it anyway, and he said it soundingly.how should I do?Slap him and call him mean and selfish?Like a battle goddess, telling him that I don't care about him at all? The wound has been scratched, no matter how much you scold the person holding the knife, the pain from the wound cannot be erased, and no amount of arrogance can cover up the damage done. But do I just forget about it?If he had been indifferent to me from the beginning, I would have nothing to say now.But he kept tugging at my heartstrings again and again, saying touching love words while doing ambiguous behavior. When I finally opened my heart to accept him, he turned around and remarried. Betrayal, how can I pretend that nothing happened, how can I calmly accept the fact that my self-esteem has been trampled on?

"Indeed, I won't forgive you." I said to him indifferently. His eyes flickered, and the light and darkness in his pupils were unclear, and it took a long time for him to return to his usual silence. "I won't embarrass you, but I won't write a letter of divorce either. No matter where you go, you are my wife. No one can take your place in my heart." He said slowly, his tone very firm. I really want to tell him to shut up. The oath that moved me yesterday sounds so hypocritical and harsh at the moment, every word seems to be mocking my blind dependence and trust in him these days. "You're right to wear a mask. I'm glad I can't see your ugly face right now." After I finished speaking, I left without looking back. In the middle of the night, I was awakened by countless noisy voices. "Sister, the house is on fire!" Laixi slammed the door open. "What?!" I was shocked. "Really, in the direction of Jingyuan, I can already see the flames soaring into the sky." I staggered out the door, and sure enough, the Jingyuan caught fire, and the blazing flames lit up the sky above the palace as bright as day. I silently watched the flames flying in the air, feeling a little strange in my heart, how could there be a fire with so many masters hidden in Jing Yuan? "Sister, why are you so calm, the prince lives in Jingyuan, although he and you..." "Don't worry, he won't die." I interrupted Laixi impatiently. "But such a big fire..." "Someone is putting out the fire, go back to sleep." I urged Laixi, and I turned around and lay back on the bed. In a daze, I heard someone outside the door shouting "Princess", the voice was high and shrill.I woke up suddenly, and I recognized Li Qing's voice. Look out the window, it's still dark. He was covered in black stains, his hair was disheveled, his eyes were red, and his face was full of grief. "What's wrong?" I wondered. "Princess, my lord, my lord..." Li Qing sobbed, "We found the wang in the study after we extinguished the fire, my lord, but he already..." I am horrified, how is this possible, this is absolutely impossible! Not to mention that there are so many masters hiding around the study room, even with his ability to easily rescue Mo Siyou from the curtain, he can also avoid the fire in time. Thinking of this, I suddenly understood that the fire was set on purpose by himself, and "Junhuangyue" was not dead, so how could he play "Beiluo" well without any skill.I should have thought earlier that he would not marry Mo Siyou as Jun Huangyue. Is this what he meant by not embarrassing me?Outsiders only know that Prince Rong is dead, and he only married a wife like me before he died. No one will know that the real Prince Rong has actually abandoned his original wife and remarried.But he gave me a huge psychological embarrassment. He "died" so suddenly, which made me have to bear the title of Princess Rong for the rest of my life. The Lan Dynasty allowed divorced women to remarry, but had strict requirements on women whose husbands died. Although there was no order to prevent widows from remarrying, almost everyone in society believed that widows should live the rest of their lives with a chaste archway. Does he not agree to write a letter of divorce because he wants me to be his widow for the rest of his life?He even selfishly tried to imprison my life's happiness because he had love for me from the bottom of his heart. After realizing this, instead of being furious and angry, I was surprisingly calm in my heart.Since he treats me so "well-intentioned", I will do something to repay him... Early this morning, two major events spread in the capital: one is that the favorite of the Great General Zhennan will marry a handsome man named Beiluo on August 12th, two days later; the other is that the only son of Prince Ding'an Prince Rong Junhuangyue was buried in the fire that broke out in the palace this morning.While praising Mo Siyou and Beiluo's natural creation, people lamented that Jun Huangyue's life was destroyed in two fires. I was wearing a bright yellow dress, and on the right side of my head, I pulled a lively and pretty flower bun, and inserted a white jade hairpin with flying phoenix spitting beads obliquely, with a long golden silk bead in its mouth. A string of golden chrysanthemums was pasted on the sideburns, and a touch of lipstick was applied, making the whole person look bright, dazzling and radiant. I showed a satisfied smile in front of the mirror, and stopped Laixi from changing into a white mourning dress. What kind of mourning clothes are you wearing if you are not dead? Take those etiquette into account. Under the suspicious eyes of the servants, I stepped out of the gate of the palace with my head held high. When I came to Yufu, I happened to see Yu Wujian coming out of the gate, and he also saw me who just got off the carriage, hesitation and disbelief flashed in his eyes. I showed him a faint smile, and stood beside the carriage without moving. He raised his mouth and walked towards me. "I was going to visit you in the palace..." "I just died, and you, a single man, came to my door. I'm afraid it's not good to spread the word?" I moved to him. "I never care what others say about me, don't you? Otherwise, I wouldn't be here." He had a free and unrestrained smile on his handsome face, and stared at me with bright eyes. I smiled happily, and he did not disappoint me. "However, I'm curious why you are dressed so brightly, and there is no trace of grief on your face. This doesn't seem like the performance of a newly widowed person." "You don't like me like this?" "No, I just didn't expect you to be so ostentatious, without even a little concealment." He said in a low voice, the smile in his eyes did not diminish. "I came to see you today because I have something very festive to tell you. Of course, I have to dress brightly." I said lightly, a little afraid that he would reject what I was about to say. "Then let's talk in the mansion." I nodded, leaving Xi and Zhang Lu in the carriage, and followed Yu Wujian into the Yu Mansion. "What! Did I hear you right?" Yu Wujian's high voice was full of disbelief. I kept a bright smile on my face and said: "You heard me right, I want you to marry me in two days." "This, this really surprised me." His eyes widened, "He, he just this morning... you are going to remarry?" I pulled down my smile slightly and said, "If you don't want to, I'll go find someone else." "Yes, yes, it's too late for me to be happy, why don't I want to." He responded to me hastily, his voice full of excitement. "But can we be late, two days are too rushed, I don't have time to prepare the things for the big wedding." His face was slightly shy, and his eyes were as bright as diamonds shining. "You just need to invite a celebrant, and you don't need to prepare anything else." I said slowly, "I must get married in two days." His face was a bit worried: "The Lan Dynasty has always opposed the remarriage of new widows, can Prince Ding'an agree? And only two days have passed..." "He will definitely agree, you just wait until the time comes to Qinglan Xiaozhu in the north of the city to marry me." Qinglan Xiaozhu is a house given to me by my grandfather on the day the foundation was established. It is next to the foundation, and it is said that it is convenient for me to rest while managing the affairs of the foundation in the future. "How to go there?" "Because I will marry you as Qin Lan, Prince Rong's concubine will stay in the palace for the rest of her life to keep the tablet for Prince Rong, and no one will see her again." In fact, I most want to marry as the new widow of Prince Rong, but considering that Yu Wujian is a proud person, in order not to let others hurt his face, I still chose a conservative method. "That time at the banquet held by Concubine Li, the First Prince, Concubine Li and many wives and ladies met you. You should use Zhou Yunxin's identity, I don't care." He smiled and said to me, his eyes sparkled. Obvious love. My heart was scorched by the scorching heat in his eyes, and I almost couldn't bear to say the following words, but now I have no choice but to speak. "Just use Qin Lan. The big deal is that when I see them in the future, I will refuse to admit it. There are people who look like them in the world." I paused and continued: "But I have one condition. After you and I get married, you must enter the court as an official. You can't just hang a title without a title like today, and you can only be loyal to the emperor in the court. Form a faction." I finally said it, and this is the biggest reason why I chose to marry Yu Wujian. Thinking of the memorials I saw on Junhuangyue's book case that only the emperor could review and his move to win over an important figure in the military, General Zhennan, I am already fully sure of Junhuangyue's true identity. Does he love me that much? He loves me so much that he wants to imprison me for the rest of my life. I just won't let him do what he wants. I deliberately want to remarry on the day he remarries, and marry a person who will appear by his side every day in the future.If I'm not mistaken, after he gets that position, he will try his best to eradicate the family power behind the princes, and Yu Wujian's talent and appeal to the new political forces are what he needs. The deeper his feelings for me, the more jealous and painful he will be when facing Yu Wujian. As the saying goes, "Siege the city is the bottom, and attack the heart is the top." What I want is this kind of silent torture to his soul. "Okay, as long as you are willing to marry me, I will agree to any conditions. I will definitely perform well in court and make you proud of me." Yu Wujian said happily while holding my left hand. I couldn't stop feeling uneasy and guilty. He treated me so well, but I took advantage of him. But I am definitely not a selfish person like Jun Huangyue. I will definitely not disappoint Yu Wujian's sincerity. I will definitely treat him well after marriage, and I will definitely do my best to fall in love with him. My second marriage will definitely not fail like the first one. I must manage it to be perfect and happy. After noon, the third major event of the day broke out in the capital: the eldest son of the imperial tutor and last year's top scholar Yu Wujian will also marry in two days, and he is going to marry a painting artist who has been famous for a year. , the mysterious Qin Lan.