Chapter 10 Chapter 9 A passerby who treats everyone equally

Luo Zhi walked slowly towards the dormitory building, and saw Gobi standing at the door holding a large bouquet of roses. The other party also saw her, and she had no choice but to politely nod as a greeting.Gobi smiled at her very generously, "Beauty, is Belle in the dormitory?" "sleeping." "No wonder she doesn't answer my calls. Then help me bring the flowers up." Luo Zhi nodded, and stretched out her hand to take the flowers that Gobi handed over, but she didn't expect that she would grab it firmly, but the other party would not let go. "I hope she won't be angry with me. It's the first time in my life that I'm standing downstairs with flowers in my hands. If she doesn't appreciate it, I won't do it anymore."

Luo Zhi let go, took a step away from that handsome face, and said, "Then I'll go upstairs and ask her to come down and take a look." She was about to leave when Gobi said quietly behind her, "You are really the most boring girl I have ever seen." Luo Zhi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and swiped her card to enter the door without saying anything. "There's a difference between a cold beauty and a big ice cube. You don't have enough ranks, and you still need to practice to make good use of Playing Hard to Get. You can't do it like this."

She burst out laughing and said without looking back, "Who wants to arrest you?" When I turned the corner, I heard a low "reck" from behind. She thought of Jiang Baili's experience of always climbing onto the bed and crying bitterly after fighting wits with all kinds of girls. Compared with Gobi's pride just now, she felt a little bitter. asshole. Her vocabulary is a little tired, but since she said it in her heart, it's fine if she knows it. Back in the dormitory, Belle was woken up by shaking. Before she finished speaking, Belle picked up the facial cleanser and rushed to the bathroom to get dressed.

Luo Zhi sat at the table and opened the envelope casually. There was still only a piece of calculation paper inside, with a letter on one side and a messy analytical equation on the other. "Luo Zhi, I only write letters to you on random calculation paper like this. You don't care anyway. It's really saving money. Others write to me on beautiful hard board letter paper, but I don't even have your calculation paper. I haven’t seen it before, can you write me a letter from your grandma?! To be honest, I really want to know, have you ever cared about people like us in your heart?

I really want to know. You are very similar to another person I know, you are indifferent to everyone, so light that I feel that I have never existed; that person is very good to everyone, so good that I misunderstood it as love.I don't know if you really think that other people don't care, but that person really doesn't love me. " Luo Zhi froze for a few seconds, then read the letter again. Who, she was tempted to ask, were "us"? Ding Shuijing has always been good at everything. She spends every day in novels and magazines, but with a little effort, her grades can be kept in the top ten of the class, and she is very popular, whether it is a top student like her, a well-known and popular beauty like Ye Zhanyan or even that Xu Qiqiao and Ding Shuijing, who are gossipy and vicious, can pretend to be confidantes and friends with them, listening to other people's complicated thoughts.

Luo Zhi rarely said anything to her.Although they will smile at her when they meet, and will complain to her symbolically that a few math problems are difficult to do, and if the history teacher has a convulsion and keeps so many papers, the two of them can still walk home for a while every day. Many people They regard Ding Shuijing as one of the few friends of the arrogant and indifferent Luo Zhi—but she is not, and both of them know it in their hearts. Fill in the volunteer form with the best major and school that she can choose based on her grades, and Ding Shuijing will be able to live comfortably in college, even better than a nerd like Luo Zhi—everyone thinks so Yes, until Ding Shuijing dropped out of school for no reason and went to learn painting.

That day, Ding Shuijing wrote the first letter to Luo Zhi, and it was only then that Luo Zhi learned about this well-known news.Her letter was full of grievances and confusion, and her tone was as hopeless as if Luo Zhi was the only life-saving straw in her spiritual world. Of course, there is still a little bit of hidden secrets—"I think, I can finally prove that I didn't evade anything or ridicule anything, although the people I care about may not wait for my proof." But Luo Zhi didn't study this carefully. the meaning of the sentence. Compassion and admiration for Ding Shuijing's brain full of intelligence all the time made Luo Zhi write her a letter back.There are only two sentences.

"Come on. I respect your choice." It's a done deal, she dropped out of school, and still pointing at her and saying you shouldn't do this or that, it's really wicked behavior.What's more, Luo Zhi sincerely hopes that this smart head who is passing by can bravely fight for his dream. She didn't expect that Ding Shuijing would like to write to her from then on, although she didn't reply later. The point of those nonsense is that the writer is comfortable and there is no need to reply. In fact, they lost contact for a long time.Originally in high school, Luo Zhi was just making friends casually and maintaining a superficial peace. When she entered university, she was no longer in the same classroom with everyone. She was free in an instant, to the point of isolation.

In retrospect, it wasn't just a university problem, she and Ding Shuijing seemed to be estranged in the second semester of their senior year of high school.After the model, Luo Zhi huddled in the corner impatiently and read Edgar Allan Poe's gloomy and weird collection of short stories. Ding Shuijing came over and asked her why Ye Zhanyan told her to go downstairs to play volleyball just now and she ignored him. "She got angry and said you were digging her face." "Is there?" Luo Zhi was very puzzled, convinced that no one had called her just now, although she had always been fascinated by reading novels, but today she was a little out of her mind and not particularly devoted, so it shouldn't have happened that she didn't hear someone calling her.

But she still tried to maintain a polite smile, "Maybe I didn't hear it. I was too fascinated by reading novels, and I will apologize to her later." But Ding Shuijing doesn't care about drinking. "We all want to be friends with you. You are so out of touch. Our classmates actually think you are too arrogant and cold. Except for your papers, you look down on everyone." For the first time, there was no harmony in Ding Shuijing's words The tone was accusatory. Luo Zhi's gloomy mood made her gather urgently. She withdrew her polite smile and said flatly, "What do you think of Zhang Min?"

Ding Shuijing was stunned for a long time, and hurriedly searched for Zhang Min in the classroom, "...it's pretty good, what's wrong?" From the corner of Luo Zhi's eyes, she saw Zhang Min sitting with her head down in a corner flipping through the newly issued boring school newspaper. The light purple down jacket was dirty, which set off her khaki skin even more haggard. "Do you know her well?" "I'm not familiar with you, why are you asking this?" "Do you think there is a difference between me and Zhang Min? Except that she is not good at studying, we both like to read books, we both like to hide in the corner, we don't like to talk, we don't like shopping or karaoke, why don't you say Zhang Min Proud? Or why can’t you ignore me like you ignored Zhang Min’s existence? I think I never speak ill of others, and I am eager to help my classmates when I can, so I won’t put such a big hat on it.” "We just..." Ding Shuijing was speechless, and after thinking about it, she said, "We just want you to be happy, so we want you to join for your own good." "If you just want to make me happy and want to 'save' me, why does Ye Zhanyan not feel worried and sad for me when she sees that I don't go out to play volleyball, but thinks that I look down on her and hurt her face?" Luo Zhi remembered that Ding Shuijing stared at her speechlessly, but she just kept her voice flat and stared at the book in her hand from the beginning to the end.She couldn't remember how Ding Shuijing left afterwards. That seemed to be the only time in the three years of high school that Luo Zhi showed her aggressive side, truly as aggressive as an 18-year-old girl. If she was in a better mood that day, she might face Ding Shuijing's menacing accusations, and she would just smile and say perfunctorily, "Why are you so serious? I'll apologize when she comes back." She still doesn't know why Ding Shuijing wants to "be friends" with herself so persistently.Perhaps everyone has their own pride and persistence, such as Luo Zhi's achievements, and Ding Shuijing's popularity. Maybe she should be thankful that she still has some ability to be looked down upon by others. It's a pity that her threshold for making friends is so high that it will cause Ding Shuijing to misunderstand that "she doesn't care about anyone".However, it's not a misunderstanding - she really didn't care much about them. Luo Zhi is not interested in discussing with her how many people in her life are not just passing by - so what if they are.Naturally, Ding Shuijing has a lot of beautiful letter paper. It is a little regretful that one of her reply letters is missing, but it is another kind of perfection. She read the letter again, took out a blank sheet of paper, and wrote: "The equation behind you is wrong, it should be a hyperbola, not an ellipse. So it can be seen that I read your letters well.Both pros and cons. "