Chapter 394 Chapter 361 If not, am I still Du Wei?

When Alpha's secret letter came again, Du Wei opened it. This time, there was not much content in the letter, only a very simple sentence. "She's done." In Alpha's letter, neither "the plan was successful" nor "everything went well". Instead, the seemingly vague word "completed" was used. Alpha... he must also be dissatisfied with me. Du Wei was silent for a while, then slowly picked up the letter, put it next to the candle on the table and burned it. He sat in the study, on the desk, but looked out the window, he looked to the northwest.The sky in the distance was gray.

That girl named Hanyue is probably dead at this moment. Yes... She is just a pawn. I took her in and trained her for such a day.But why do I still feel that I am despicable and shameless? At this moment, suddenly, with a bang, the door of the study was pushed open, and then a figure in red clothes rushed in.With anger and disbelief on her face, she came in and yelled at Du Wei: "Me! Let me ask you, where did Hanyue go!!" Du Wei narrowed his eyes, and looked coldly at the person who broke in, but it was the female prisoner he had captured, a disciple of Daxue Mountain named Ai Lu.

"Get out." This is Du Wei's answer to her. Ailu opened her mouth, and her beautiful face was distorted: "I ask you, where is Hanyue! Where is Hanyue! Where did she go! Where did you send her!!" Only then did Du Wei face the girl, his voice was very low, even with a hint of chill: "First, I remember that I said that no one is allowed to enter my study room without my order. So, just rely on this , I can have someone drag you out immediately. Second..." The muscles in the corners of Du Wei's eyes twitched, and he seemed to be suppressing his anger: "Poor little girl, you have forgotten your identity, why do you question me?"

"You!!" Ai Lu seemed to be desperate. Since she stayed with Du Wei, she has been arranged by Du Wei to live with Han Yue and other girls, and even dance and train with them every day.Ai Lu is not a fool, she is from Daxue Mountain, it is not that she has not learned some basic tactics, although she does not have the talent in this area, she still knows some.She had already vaguely guessed in her heart that this devil-like young duke raised these girls, and in the future they would all be used for... As for Hanyue, there is no doubt that among these girls, she has the best relationship with Ai Lu.Hanyue's beauty, her gentleness, and her carefulness all made Ai Lu very kind to her, but these days, Hanyue suddenly disappeared.An uneasy guess came to Ai Lu's heart.Finally, I couldn't bear it anymore today, so I rushed to Du Wei to question him.

Du Wei pointed at the door, and said calmly: "It's the first time you disobeyed me, so I can forgive you once, now... get out, and then remember, this place is not for you to come in." After finishing speaking, Du Wei continued to look at the things on the table and ignored the girl. Ai Lu seemed to want to say something, but she felt the chill emanating from Du Wei's body, she couldn't help but shivered, but still left a sentence bitterly: "If... if you do something to her Yes, I... I..." At the end, she stomped her feet vigorously, and rushed out with red eyes.

After she went out, Du Wei raised his head, and then he sighed: "It seems that I am really a shameless person." After speaking, Du Wei looked at the door and suddenly sneered: "Come in, my respected paladin. I know you are listening outside. If you didn't let her go on purpose, that stupid girl wouldn't be able to come in at all." Sure enough, as soon as he finished speaking, he saw Hussein walking in from the door. The paladin's face seemed a little gloomy, his remaining eye looked at Du Wei, and there was an unprecedented strangeness in his eyes. Then, his eyes fell on the table, which was a piece of ashes left after the secret letter was burned.

Du Wei looked at Hussein: "You...do you think I was wrong too?" Hussein didn't say anything, he walked over slowly, walked around the desk, and looked at Du Wei quietly for a long time... Suddenly, the paladin raised his hand. Snapped! ! A slap hit Du Wei's face hard. Du Wei staggered from the beating, and turned his body sideways. Then Du Wei covered his face, but he was not angry at all. He was silent for a while, and then he suddenly smiled. There was no joy in Du Wei's smile, but deep bitterness instead.Then, he actually said to Hussein: "Thank you."

"Thank you?" Hussein snorted. "Yes, thank you." Du Wei licked the corner of his mouth, and then spat out a mouthful of bloody spit: "Thank you for your mercy. You are a paladin, if you really hit me hard, you will kill me with this palm." Broken neck." "..." Hussein stared at Du Wei, and after a while, he said a word: "Du Wei, I am very disappointed in you, very disappointed." Du Wei's expression was not surprised, he listened quietly, he knew that the Paladin hadn't finished speaking. "I originally thought that although you sometimes go too far,... at least you still have a bottom line!" Hussein's expression was extremely gloomy: "I remember you said a word when you were chatting with me before, you said 'If that's the case, am I still Du Wei', that's what he said. But now, what's the difference between you and... and those unscrupulous despicable guys."

Du Wei didn't say anything, just sneered twice with "hum hum". Hussein's eyes were full of anger: "What's wrong? Did I say something wrong." "Hehe...hehe, hahahaha..." Du Wei still laughed, and after laughing for a long time, he suddenly stared at Hussein closely, and then Du Wei's tone was low: "Hussein... I thought, You may be the only one who can understand me about this matter. But it seems that you don't understand either. You are not even as good as Rodriguez. At least he didn't come here to question me." "..." Hussein was silent for a while, then gritted his teeth and said, "She's just a poor girl. If you want to sacrifice, do you have to use a woman to sacrifice? Du Wei, is this what you do?"

"Hahahahahaha..." Du Wei was still laughing, as if he was about to burst into tears. Hussein was irritated by his laughter, and suddenly he slapped the desk forcefully with his palm. With a bang, the entire desk was shattered into five or six pieces by his palm. "What are you laughing at!!! Do you think you are right!!" Hussein suddenly became angry, he went up and grabbed Du Wei by the collar of his clothes, and threw him heavily on the ground: "You can say, but Put away your laughter that makes me angry! Du Wei!!" Du Wei slowly got up, and then lightly flicked the dust on his body. Then, he took a deep breath, looked at Hussein, and whispered: "Shut up, Hussein."

"What did you say?" "I said..." Du Wei took a deep breath, and then, as if all his suppressed anger finally burst out! "I said... shut up!! Shut up!! Hussein! You simple-minded guy! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!!!" During Du Wei's roar, the veins on his forehead burst out. The movement in the room alarmed the tulip guards outside, and soon some guards rushed to the door of the study, seeing the angry eyes of the Duke and Hussein staring at each other, everyone was a little dazed. "Everyone go out!" Du Wei frowned and shouted, raised his hand, rolled up his sleeves, and with a bang, the door of the study was slammed shut under a silver door. "You want to hear my explanation? Okay! Hussein! I'll fucking explain it to you!!!" Du Wei no longer suppressed his depression, and kicked over the broken table in front of him. , and then walked in front of Hussein. "Yes! That's right! She's a girl, a weak girl! I sent her to die, to sacrifice! But so what! What!!" "If you want that prairie king to die, I can do it! Rodriguez can do it too! We have very skilled fighters, and they are all willing to sacrifice for you!! To complete the most dangerous missions." After Du Wei listened, he snorted, and then looked into Hussein's eyes: "I ask you, the girl Hanyue is a sacrifice. Is it not a sacrifice if I send other warriors? It is also a dead person. Is there any difference?!" His voice suddenly increased: "Yes! She is a girl, but her death is despicable, and it is noble if I send other warriors to die?!!!! Those samurai, those guards, their lives are at stake!!!" Du Wei's chest heaved, and he looked at Hussein coldly: "Kill a prairie king! Kill a prairie king. If I send people to assassinate, do you know how difficult it is!! If I send warriors to assassinate, there is a chance How slim!? Hussein, let me tell you, even though you are a paladin, it is difficult for you to even walk to the golden tent of the royal court!! Alpha has been to the northwest for a year! He has not even reached the golden tent of the royal court You can't get close to 500 meters away!! Send people to assassinate, how many people will die, do you know!!" Hussain was speechless. "Let me tell you! Hussein! Philip and I have planned at least nine methods, but after calculation, the success rate of each method is not high! Moreover, even if you are lucky, you can succeed at least Many people will die! Many people!!" Du Wei shouted loudly: "Are you an idiot! Hussein!! Let me ask you again, don't those warriors, those guards, their lives are not their lives!! Yes, you are very powerful, you are a paladin, you thought you could rush into the royal court single-handedly, and cut down that bastard, the damned Prairie King! But let me tell you, you will never come back alive!! But your sacrifice, for me Do you know how heavy the loss is!!" Du Wei finally took a deep breath. He barely suppressed his anger and asked Hussein: "I just made the simplest choice: First, I have to send many people to die to complete this task. Second Two, I'm going to send someone to die, and that's the job. It's that simple! It's fucking easy!!! And you? Just because the dead person is a weak girl, you think I'm Despicable? Am I... I'm fucking noble when I send a bunch of loyal men to die?! I'm telling you, that's fucking stupid! That's mean, yes Stupid!! I just made a choice! With the least loss, to complete what must be done!! It has nothing to do with whether she is a woman, beautiful, innocent or not!! Yes, she, she... She treats me I was loyal, so I died without hesitation. But... Could it be that my other subordinates, other guards, and other warriors were not loyal to me? Would I rather let ten or one hundred loyal subordinates go to die? To keep a beautiful girl—is this what you call noble?!" Hussein was silent for a while, and then slowly said: "This is not chivalry! Despicable, still despicable." Du Wei was furious, and his anger suddenly became stronger than anything else! "Fucking shit chivalry!!! If a shit spirit wants many, many people to die in vain, then let this spirit die!!" Du Wei slapped the table hard, but his hand fell When it was time, he realized that the table had been broken, and his palm slapped his thigh hard. "However, I would rather choose to defeat the prairie people head-on." Hussein shook his head: "I still insist, relying on women is a shame to men!" "Defeat head-on." Du Wei groaned, then he suddenly gave a thumbs up, and slowly said to Hussein: "Hussein, you are a knight, you have your dignity, your persistence, I Not trying to disagree with you on that. Very well, I admire you. But..." Du Wei suddenly laughed, and he laughed wildly: "We have a hundred thousand troops outside! Yes, one hundred thousand! If we fight the grassland head-on, how much will we die? Good! Not to mention these things, conquer the grassland, conquer this nail Nails behind us, how long will it take us? One year? Not enough! Three years? Not enough! Five years!?!! How many people will we die? Fifty thousand? Eighty thousand? One hundred thousand?" "..." "What the hell can I do!!! Damn it! Damn it!!! Damn it!!!" The muscles on Du Wei's face were all twisted, he grabbed Hussein's shoulders hard, and then fought hard He shouted: "Hussein, do you really regard me as a god! I am not omnipotent!! How much time do you think we have!! Time!! Hussein!!! We only have three years! Three years Three years!!! But these damn three years, how many things do we have to do?! Ah?!! Prairie people, Northwest Legion!! Each of them can kill us! And then we have to face To a sinner who can kill the entire dragon clan!!" "Hanyue, she's dead! She's dead! She made me feel guilty and ashamed of her. I even regretted it in my heart, regretted it...but." Du Wei slowly said word by word: " I can tell you, Hussein, if, if I could do it all over again, I would still do it!" "I'm telling you, Hussein! I'm going crazy!! I feel like I can't breathe! Three years to hell, three years to hell!! How much planning did I make for these three years , How much effort has been put in!! I tell you, many people will die in the future, many, many people!! If you think what I did is wrong, you can kill me now! Or, I fucking quit! I took the fleet, all my family, and all the horses and property, and I fucking went to Nanyang. With my ability, I could wipe out that damned Brahman Island in a month, and then I will be the emperor there! Even if the Roland mainland Captured by criminals, I can still live happily in Nanyang for a hundred years!!" Du Wei clenched his fists tightly: "But, I won't do this! Because I know, I still have the people of the Tulip family ! There are tens of thousands of Pingming who regard me as a god in the Desa province, and hundreds of thousands of people in the Luolin Plain who regard me as hope!! Do you understand how heavy my burden is?" "Finally, you told me the principle? The 'bottom line'?" Du Wei sneered. "Hanyue is my subordinate, but you, as well as the thousands of warriors under my command, are all my subordinates! I will not take special care of anyone just because who is a man and who is a woman, or who is weaker From the first day of her training, Hanyue knew what she would write in the future! She knows this, I know it, and you know it too!! If I want to take special care of her, I won’t let her alone People go to die, but instead send a hundred or a thousand loyal subordinates to die...Hussein, is this what you call principles? This is your bottom line? This is what you call 'noble'??" Du Wei let go of the paladin, then he took a few steps back and said coldly: "It's yours, not mine!" Hussain was silent. However, Du Wei had already calmed down, and the anger in his heart had been vented...or in other words, his depression and self-blame about the woman's death also vented out with a burst of anger at this moment. "The most important point, my paladin! We only have three short years! We have to accomplish too many things in these three years, so I can't use the normal method! I can only use some despicable Even a shameless trick to do it!! If you use your so-called 'upright' method to do it...I tell you, then everyone is doomed in the end!! So, my method, I don't like it myself, very Despicable, extreme! But... In the future, many people may go back to die.This is the greatest crisis.You may die, I..." Du Wei pointed to his nose: "I may die too! But before I die, I will still stick to my 'principles'!! I also really want to give up, want to escape, want to escape... However, I have no choice!! If, in order to live one person, let one hundred and one thousand subordinates go to die...then, I am not a qualified leader!As a leader, I will not look at my subordinates, who is a man and who is a woman!I will only choose, when a thing must be completed, how to do it in the state of least loss!As for this matter, Hanyue sacrificed herself, the deadliest choice with the least number of people, so I did it!Hussain, you are not in my position, so you cannot understand me!Maybe, you think it's very masculine and fucking masculine to bring tens of thousands of soldiers to fight against the prairie people!But I asked you, we fought all our strength with the prairie people, what should we use to deal with Lu Gao of the Northwest Army?In the end, what will be used to deal with those criminals in the future? !Can you come back to my question?snort!Desperate...you might answer, Desperate.But... what I want to consider is not 'fighting to the death', but trying to keep as many people alive as possible! ! " Having said that, Du Wei took a deep breath: "Now, I still have to say something to you... If I don't do this, am I still Du Wei!" ... Du Wei left Hussein in the study, and he strode out of the room.Everyone who passed by saw the Duke's face, and they all understood that the Duke was extremely annoyed at the moment.No one dared to go up to talk to him, but saluted him from a distance. Like a wounded lion, Du Wei rushed into the garden behind the castle. Here, Vivienne is standing in the garden, holding a branch in her hand, surrounded by more than a dozen Hogwarts students. Vivienne is drawing some magic patterns on the ground with the branch, and explaining a certain method to these students. The principle of a magic circle. In fact, after Du Wei became more and more busy, the task of teaching these students was undertaken by Vivienne alone. Seeing that the dean came in hurriedly, the students immediately stood up and saluted Du Wei neatly. A few winking guys immediately saw that the dean seemed to be in a very bad mood.Soon, they exchanged glances with each other, and then they all made excuses and retreated. Du Wei didn't say anything, and when everyone left, he suddenly sat heavily on the ground like a deflated ball. Vivian looked at her fiancé tenderly, and then she walked carefully to Du Wei's side. Du Wei pulled Vivian into his arms with a strong pull.Then he took a deep sniff of Vivian's scent. "You...what's wrong with you." Vivienne looked at Du Wei tenderly. "Vivienne, little silly girl." Du Wei's voice was tired: "I... I did something. It was a very bad thing, it can be said to be very bad... even despicable and shameless. But I There is no way, I have no choice. Because this is the most effective method and the method with the fewest deaths. But..." He sighed heavily, then leaned his head on Vivienne's arms and looked at the sky: "But why, I still feel very guilty and painful." Vivian didn't know what happened, but she didn't ask, she just let Du Wei lean in her arms, and then, like a kind mother, she gently stroked Du Wei's hair, After a while, she said softly with her stammering voice: "Du Wei... Du Wei... You, you have worked so hard, I know, you, you have worked so hard..." "Do I regret it? Yes... But, if I do it all over again, I still have no choice. If one person dies, tens of thousands will live..." Du Wei seemed to have a weak voice: "Noble, conscience... I am not qualified to talk about these things Something, Vivienne... I am the leader of everyone, do you know what a leader is? The lives and deaths of thousands of people are on your shoulders, and then force you to do things you don't want to do... Sometimes it is obvious Knowing that you're an asshole, but you have to play the role of an asshole for the sake of everyone else. This...is the fucking leader." Vivienne didn't speak anymore, she just stroked Du Wei's hair gently, very lightly... No one knows that the situation in the northwest of Roland Continent has been completely changed because of a beautiful girl named Hanyue.She is like a beautiful and delicate butterfly, but her death has affected the grassland, the northwest, and even the fate of the future empire. At this time, few people think of these, few people know about them. After the Governor's Mansion in Loulan City, the capital of Northwest Desa Province, Du Wei had already fallen asleep due to exhaustion.In his dream, he murmured in a low voice... "Pearls... like spilled pearls..."