It has been said that true humanity only exists when one is alone. In the corner where no one sees, what a person will do is his true nature. For example, if an elementary school student who does well in school stealthily throws stones on the railway tracks after class, then he is actually a bad boy. For another example, a little hooligan who often beats up old people on the street, if he always remembers to buy a few meat buns to feed wild dogs in private, then he is still a good person after all. I couldn't agree more. If true humanity really only exists in the self when alone, then how can this self that will never be revealed in front of others be real?Does reality only need one's own consent to exist arbitrarily?

A few days ago, I always felt that my true self needed approval from others. There is a Japanese movie that was banned in Taiwan called "Battle Royale". The plot is about a group of high school students who were in the same class for three years were detained on a deserted island by the perverted military. After distributing weapons, they were forced to kill each other until only Only one survivor can leave the island, otherwise, when the three-day period is up, all the neck rings installed on everyone's necks will explode together. It is conceivable that this group of good friends began to kill each other, killing each other with knives and guns. I think everyone will agree at the end that true humanity exists in the interaction between people.When someone puts a gun to your face, you slash through it, and another person rushes out and throws a grenade at you, and everyone proves each other's true humanity so fiercely, the fallen weak will never admit each other is a nice guy.

At this time, who cares if you are a good baby when you are alone in private, because the one who threatens my life is the real one, you standing in front of me. Therefore, whether a person's true self exists in the moment of being alone is not the point, but it should be said that a person needs to be alone anyway, because being alone can release the energy that a person does not want to release in front of other people, whether it is good or not. energy or bad energy.Everyone always has some moments that they don’t want others to participate in, such as masturbating with their mouths, lying in front of the toilet to study the stool that they forgot to flush yesterday, wearing their wife’s underwear on the sofa with heavy makeup on the sofa, etc., but if you insist on accusing someone The person's private self is the real him, and I'm afraid no one will be convinced.

Being alone is just a breather so that we can perform better when interacting with other people. So then I realized that the true self does not exist at all. What kind of interaction there may be, what kind of self may appear, so human nature is too elusive, whether people are composed of a kind of real thing, or they are often composed of different realities, or, Reality is actually an illusion, it is all manufactured. What kind of people make what kind of truth, Don't expect brilliant humanity in a brutal interaction like the movie "Battle Royale", and a warm movie like "Spread the Love Out", it's hard to imagine that there are bad embryos running around in the film.

too messy. Sometimes I can't even convince myself. If you really have your true self, it should be as solid as iron and should not change. So people are just performing one scene after another, and each scene has a different self, but to say that a certain part of the play is "true" and a certain part is a "false response story", but it is too hypocritical and idealistic, and there is no significance. So I installed pinholes.