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Chapter 87 Thirty-seven, twenty-nine years later

Desperate record 张海帆 6712Words 2018-03-23
Twenty-nine years later. I know, the white light has faded. Everything is back, so natural, something that should belong to me, and I seem to have lost it for many, many years. All the rings on my body loosened and snapped open. I slowly sat up from the bed, looked at the father not far away, and said, "Zhao Erlin, thank you for your hard work, I feel good now." Zhao Erlin came over and said, "How to deal with the memory of Zhao Cheng?" I pointed to my head and said, "Keep it for now, I want to study this memory first." My name is Zhao Yajun.I'm finally back.

This is a twenty-nine-year-long dream, and the protagonist of this dream is myself.Throughout my twenty-ninth high school, I always thought that I was Zhao Cheng. I didn't know clearly until today that my name is Zhao Yajun. I asked the man who used to be called Zhao Demin but is now called Zhao Erlin: "Why, did Zhao Yijun change his name to Zhao Yajun?" Zhao Erlin said: "Yes, according to the plan, after Zhao Yijun became you, he changed his name to Zhao Yajun." I smiled: "No wonder I didn't like the name Zhao Yajun when I was Zhao Cheng, because I didn't like the name either. However, everyone thinks, am I Zhao Cheng or Zhao Yajun?"

Zhao Erlin and the others looked at each other and said, "You should be Zhao Yajun." I got up from the bed and moved my body. There was nothing wrong with it, but I knew that this body was not mine. I jumped up and said, "But why do I feel that I am Zhao Cheng? I just It's just Zhao Yajun's memory." Zhao Erlin smiled slightly: "Because Zhao Chengcheng is Zhao Yajun." I nodded. I felt that my state was still a little messed up. I pointed to my head and asked, "Is Chen Duxiu still alive? I have his memory here." Zhao Erlin replied: "He has been waiting for you to come back."

I said, "Come on. I'm going to see him." In a white room, I saw Chen Duxiu, whom I hadn’t seen for nearly 30 years, sitting on a large wheelchair with his head down, with a lot of medicines hanging above it. It could be seen that Chen Duxiu was already wandering between life and death. On the edge, life is maintained by drugs. I sat beside Chen Duxiu and said softly: "I am Zhao Yajun, I am back." Chen Duxiu's body trembled a bit, opened his eyes, coughed, the ashes in his eyes gleamed again, and he said slowly: "I finally waited for you to come back. I'm going to die."

I said, "The copied you are still alive." Chen Duxiu said: "Yes, they are alive, but they are them and I am me. Taisui cannot communicate with each other, copying is meaningless. I envy you, Zhao Yajun." I said: "Thank you for protecting me for 30 years, so that I didn't lose myself. However, Shenshan has launched the final control ahead of time, and I don't know if we will have enough time." Chen Duxiu said: "I can only try it." I said: "When the final control of Shenshan is launched, will all human beings and Tai Sui people be absolutely controlled?"

Chen Duxiu said: "Yes, because the self-awareness of human beings was originally given by the primordial body." I said, "Does Shenshan really think that controlling the consciousness of all people can change the future?" Chen Duxiu said: "They think that the concept of time is given by self-awareness. If all people can change their sense of time, they can change the future. Moreover, Tai Sui people will never regain their self-communication ability. .” I said, "Shenshan wants to form a unique intelligent life, which is too scary." Chen Duxiu said: "This is actually life, and the final development of life is an independent individual. Because we belong to an individual, to that original body. When we die, we just return our self-consciousness to that original body. Originally, there is no There are individuals, our individual senses, just primordials wanting to understand the world."

I said: "The original primordial wants to control the world, to control time, not to be controlled. This seems to be a debate between idealists and materialists. One thinks that consciousness produces matter, and the other thinks that matter produces consciousness." Chen Duxiu said: "You are right. If Shenshan is the purpose, there is no need to use all of us as chips to gamble. Maybe we have no self-awareness and no boundary between life and death, but as an independent individual, there is no doubt It's happiness. I don't want the mountain to take away my happiness."

I said: "I see, I will initiate related control. Don't worry." Chen Duxiu said, "Thank you." Then a smile flashed on his face, he tilted his head, and died. I know that with Chen Duxiu's death, the Wang Taisui in his brain will also quickly dissipate.A ray of light shot out from Chen Duxiu's forehead, flickered in the air, and then disappeared.This is the scene when the owner of Wang Taisui died, and that ray of light may be the self-awareness of returning to the original body. I stood up slowly, took one last look at Chen Duxiu, and left the room.Although I have existed as Zhao Cheng for 29 years, I don’t know everything about Shenshan and Shenjing during these 29 years, but Chen Duxiu left his memories of these 29 years to me.

Shenshan has already found the critical time when the balance of the world is broken, so Shenshan launched the final control ahead of time. I don’t know if this is a coincidence. Shenjing’s related control would have completed energy accumulation in just one year, but now it is also forced to advance .After Shenshan destroyed the first channel, it has been constantly affecting the world, and it is even ready to destroy the second and third channels. Shenshan will use the ultimate control to manipulate all self-aware beings in the world at the critical point where the world balance is broken, and let the world rebalance the pattern completely under its own layout. 500 years ago, Shenshan did not have the ability to launch the final control, but now Shenshan will not let go of this opportunity.

What Shenshan did was completely crazy to Shenjing.Chen Duxiu spent his whole life to discover the purpose of Shenshan, and got such a result. Although Chen Duxiu is not sure whether it is completely correct, Shenjing has no time to wait. No matter what the final control of Shenshan is, Shenjing Correlation control must also be activated. From my experience as Zhao Cheng, I know that A3 who was killed by Xu Deyou is Wang Shanlin. This person lived for so long, but died under his own desire.That Lin Hu, now C1, has finally completely succumbed to his self-righteous ideal.That poor Yuqiao is the daughter of Xu Deyou and Sun Li.

And the poor man Li Shengli, or this poor "I", has been replaced by Zhao Cheng's original consciousness.And Li Shengli's consciousness is hidden next to the associated control center of the 3rd game.It has been used as one of the "fuels" to start the associated control, ready to be thrown into the flame of the associated control. The mutated Tai Sui in Li Shengli's body is being used by Shenjing as a sharp weapon to avoid the ever-increasing communication restrictions of Shenshan, and is in contact with Shenjing's allies and the masterminds of various internal units. These allies are the second channel and A Brigade , the enemy they deal with together is Shenshan.Why did such an ordinary Tai Sui have such a big mutation, some abilities even surpassed Wang Tai Sui? For this question, Chen Duxiu did not give me an answer. However, Zhao Cheng's experience confuses me. Zhao Cheng also loves Yuqiao so deeply. Once I touch this kind of emotion, it makes me feel uncontrollable, even though the fake Li Shengli and Zhao Erlin told me that it was Li Shengli gave Zhao Cheng an illusion, and eventually this illusion would kill Zhao Cheng and Yuqiao.But when I tasted Zhao Cheng's feelings carefully, I began to think that this was not an illusion, but a kind of feeling of myself.Because many deep wells don't know that Li Shengli's consciousness is mine. For a long time, Zhao Cheng believed that Li Shengli was my own consciousness. At the beginning, Zhao Cheng felt that he was right. The Li Shengli in his mind was a split personality, and I was always talking to myself.It is only because of the different I know that Zhao Cheng and Li Shengli are two different people. Zhao Yajun, Zhao Cheng, and Li Shengli were alone from beginning to end. To understand all this, I only have to get Li Shengli's consciousness back. In the preparation room next to the associated control center, tens of thousands of Tai Sui containers are densely arranged, and each Tai Sui container stores a person's consciousness.These Tai Sui containers are egg-sized Tai Sui, which are inserted into metal bases one by one.Every Tai Sui container emits a faint blue light, and among the tens of thousands of Tai Sui containers, there is one very special.In the blue light it radiates, there is still a faint golden flashing. This container contains Li Shengli's consciousness, and it is also my consciousness. I took down the Tai Sui container and held it in my hand, and suddenly a familiar feeling came over, as if it was going to tell a story to its owner. Zhao Erlin, Chen Yixiu (Chen Duxiu's first clone), Chen Erxiu accompanied me, they may not know why I am so interested in this Tai Sui, but, I am Chen Duxiu's appointed successor, they don't want to ask me everything The whole story.They think everything I do is justified. Yes, when I picked up Li Shengli's consciousness, the first thing I considered was to complete the activation of the associated control. I had to solve the problem of who I was before I could recover all my abilities.Although my ability has been greatly restored after I restored Zhao Yajun's memory, Zhao Cheng's body does not seem to have completely retained my ability. This very pure former consciousness of mine returned to my body. Not only to activate the associated control, but also to know how Zhao Cheng made me feel. With the help of Zhao Erlin and the others, I tried several times to transplant Li Shengli's consciousness into my body, but failed every time, as if this consciousness was not compatible with me.Finally the attempt had to be stopped.I asked Chen Yixiu if he could return Li Shengli's consciousness to him, but Chen Yixiu said with certainty that the mutated Tai Sui in Li Shengli's body was seriously mutated, and if Li Shengli's consciousness was restored, it is very likely that this mutated Tai Sui would be out of control. Just when I was at a loss, Shenshan's second general attack on the second channel began.Just like the conversation between Zhao Cheng and Xu Deyou, the second passage failed to resist the general attack of Shenshan this time. The battle lasted for three hours before it fell completely.In the end, the second channel adopted the method of killing each other. The nuclear bomb was released in the second channel, and Beijing only felt a slight shock.However, everything is irreparable. According to the agreement, Shenjing rescued Xu Deyou, Yuqiao and the four elders, and sent them to the headquarters of the 3rd bureau. When I saw Yuqiao in the association control center, I almost lost control. This woman who is so deeply in Zhao Cheng's memory made me almost uncontrollable when I saw her. Yuqiao was trembling all the time, clutching Xu Deyou's clothes tightly, while Xu Deyou was expressionless.The black uniform on Xu Deyou's body has been torn into shreds, hanging on his body one by one, looking extremely embarrassed. When he saw me, he said in a low voice: "Are you Zhao Cheng now, or Zhao Yajun?" I answered him: "Now, I am Zhao Yajun." Xu Deyou smiled miserably: "I didn't expect that we would meet again, but this is the scene." I said, "You still have a chance." Xu Deyou laughed twice: "Opportunity? 20 years ago, you forced me to rebel and become the leader of the second channel. In fact, you were diverting the attention of Shenshan. It's just that I didn't think that Shenjing is Shenjing, and Shenshan is Shenshan. " I said, "No one is forcing you, we just want to unite whoever can." Xu Deyou said: "You deliberately retained the results of the first channel Taisui communication, and constantly tempted Team A to understand the secrets of Shenshan, and finally let Team A grow up. Your calculations are really superb, including your use of innocent Zhao Cheng's identity, deliberately let Zhao Cheng become a member of the second channel, that is, to let the second channel launch the ability of Tai Sui communication. As a result, the second channel bought time for you. Zhao Yajun, Zhao Yajun, from my first When I saw you, I knew you were definitely not simple, even Sun Li, the mother of this poor girl, thought you were the strongest opponent when she died." I said lightly: "Xu Deyou, what you said is not wrong. However, it is not my ability alone that can arrange all of this. Shenjing relies on the strength of all." Xu Deyou said: "You died twenty-nine years ago, but you have arranged your own destiny for yourself. No one can arrange your destiny. All this is your own idea, and other people are just assisting you. That's all." I still said lightly: "Whatever you want to say, I am just an executor now. In the past twenty-nine years, the only story I have personally experienced is Zhao Cheng's story." Xu Deyou pulled Yuqiao out from behind, and shouted angrily: "Zhao Yajun, don't make excuses for yourself. You think you packaged yourself as a passive person, and even erased your dirty memories. Can you become a righteous person? My daughter’s misery was planned by you alone! Do you think you are pursuing the liberation of the same kind? Hehe, you are only for yourself.” I was a little surprised and said, "What do you mean I should erase my memory?" Xu Deyou said: "Are you pretending to be confused? If you don't believe me, you can ask the people around you." I looked at Chen Yixiu who was standing beside me, and said, "Is my memory incomplete?" Chen Yixiu said: "Yes, many things were planned by you when you were alive, but you asked to erase these memories. You even made up a set of memories for yourself." I said, "Why would I do this?" Chen Yixiu said: "After you joined Shenshan, most of your memories were compiled by yourself, and you only kept what you thought you could keep. Because you want to purely enter your life after association control." I said, "Then what the hell did I do?" Chen Yixiu said: "Sorry, I can't say it. You stipulated that this is one of Shenjing's secrets." Xu Deyou said: "Zhao Yajun, you never stopped hating me because I took away your beloved woman Sun Li. But you completely erased this part of your memory. Shenjing wanted to resurrect you and become a The perfect leader, who made up almost all your memories. You are afraid that after the association control, other people will learn about your dirty soul. I was informed that Zhao Cheng was just a replacement chosen by Shen Jing, no I thought it was you. I really regret why I didn't kill you at that time, but I still had a glimmer of hope for that Zhao Cheng." I laughed: "Xu Deyou, you are really a person who can make up stories. I don't believe a word you said. Don't get excited, I know that the destruction of the second channel is very uncomfortable for you, but making up It’s not good to use stories to influence my thinking.” I turned to Chen Yixiu and said, "Thank you for telling me honestly, I'm not interested in what I did before. I'm in a good state now, even if I lose some memory, since it's my own request, I believe Absolutely makes sense." Chen Yixiu nodded with a smile, and stepped aside. I told Zhao Erlin: "Call Feng Sanxiang over and check Xu Deyou's body. Also, call Li Shengli over here and meet Yuqiao." I looked at Yuqiao and thought silently in my heart: "At least I should honor Zhao Cheng's promise." Xu Deyou still looked at me with disdain, and I didn't want to talk to him anymore. This person seems to have learned a lot for more than 20 years.I just think Xu De's logic is very strange. The deep well has always existed, and I am just the last link control initiator. He seems to think that I am the designer of the deep well. I am not an old monster who has survived for hundreds of years. Feng Sanxiang is a member of Shenshan Bureau 2, of course he is also a deep well. When Feng Sanxiang appeared, Yuqiao screamed: "Don't come close to me, don't come close to me." She desperately hid behind Xu Deyou, stared at Feng Sanxiang and said in fear, "Doctor A, Doctor A." Feng Sanxiang first gestured to me with a smile, and then said to Yuqiao, "Hi, we meet again." Xu De suddenly became angry: "You killed my daughter!" Feng Sanxiang still smiled and said: "Please listen to my explanation. I am just following Shenjing's orders. You asked for Wang Taisui to be implanted in your daughter, but I am sorry to tell you that she is just an experimental product of a new type of Wang Taisui. She She was the first experimenter who had both Wang Taisui and ordinary Taisui in her body. Unfortunately, the experiment failed, so we had to perform an autopsy on her, which saved her life. However, part of her memory was also erased. We released her and wanted to use her to attract the mutated Tai Sui on Li Shengli, but we did not expect to succeed. This also allowed Shen Jing to obtain the research power of Li Shengli, the mutated Tai Sui, and escaped the investigation of Shenshan. That's all. " Xu Deyou shouted: "Who told you to do this!" Feng Sanxiang glanced at me with a smile, then turned his head away, and said to Xu Deyou with a smile: "I just follow the instructions." Xu Deyou took a step forward and was about to grab this doctor A. Doctor A dodged for a while, then walked away, and said with a smile: "Commander Xu, you are very important to us, don't do anything irrational. There is no black You in uniform are just an old man who is almost 60 years old. If you continue to exercise so vigorously, the wounds on your body will burst." Xu Deyou stood there and glared at me, and finally turned his eyes on me, and said bitterly: "Zhao Yajun, you should relieve your anger, you just want to get me here and make fun of me! My importance is to let you Let go of my hatred for taking Sun Li away from you!" I smiled: "Xu Deyou, I don't know why you always point the finger at me. I don't know anything about Yuqiao's past. Moreover, I have long forgotten about Sun Li and have no interest." .” As soon as I finished speaking, I heard Yuqiao shout: "Brother Liming!" and then quickly ran towards a person.This person was Li Shengli who had been replaced by Zhao Yijun's consciousness before. Yuqiao ran in front of "Li Shengli" in three steps and two steps, hugged "Li Shengli" and shouted with tears all over her face: "Brother Liming, I have been looking for you so hard, Brother Liming, don't let me go!" Leave me again." But this "Li Shengli" smiled faintly: "Sorry, I am no longer the brother Liming you know." Yuqiao was startled, let go of her arms, and took two steps back. This "Li Shengli" stood there without any reaction, just smiling. Yuqiao stood blankly, looking at Li Shengli with her head tilted. Suddenly, big drops of tears welled up in her eyes. She pressed her lips tightly, not letting herself make any sound. Yuqiao's fists Holding it tightly, the whole body trembled, like a leaf trembling in the cold wind, so helpless and lost. "Li Shengli" seemed a bit unbearable and said, "Yuqiao, Li Shengli is no longer here. My name is Zhao Yijun." Yuqiao still pressed her lips tightly, her eyes finally moved away from "Li Shengli", and said softly: "I see." Then Yuqiao turned around, nodded to me, and said, "Brother Cheng, thank you." As soon as the words fell, the person's body softened and fell to the ground. Xu De yelled loudly, rushed up to help Yuqiao up, hugged Yuqiao in his arms, and said with tears in his eyes, "Nini, it's all my father's fault, it's all my father's fault. Nini, you Wake up." Yuqiao twisted slightly, opened her eyes slightly, and said, "Father, your daughter is dead, and you have to live." Xu Deyou said: "Father will not live without you." That doctor A leaned over again, and said with a smile, "Father and daughter are both alive and well, don't always die." Xu Deyou suddenly bounced off the ground with a loud roar, his right hand suddenly emitted a dazzling yellow light, and with a click, it actually penetrated into Doctor A's chest. Doctor A's expression changed, he only opened his mouth, then tilted his head, and remained motionless. Xu Deyou laughed and said, "Nini, Dad avenged you." As soon as the words fell, the yellow light on his arm extended towards his body, covering his whole body at once, and in the blink of an eye, the yellow light disappeared In the middle, there was only a clang, and a small metal rod fell from the yellow light. The yellow light returned to the small metal rod and disappeared quickly. Doctor A's body also went limp, but he didn't even bleed out, and fell to the ground. Chen Yixiu walked over, picked up the metal rod, and said to me, "You really know how to hide it, but it's hidden in Xu Deyou's arm." I smiled lightly, and said to Chen Yixiu: "Call Feng Yixiang, Feng Erxiang, come and take Feng Sanxiang away." Then, I looked at Yuqiao who was sitting on the ground stupefied, and then at "Li Shengli". There was still a faint feeling of unhappiness in my heart, and I tried my best to restrain my emotions.Said to Zhao Erlin: "Protect this girl. I want to see her alone." I don't regret that I arranged Xu Deyou's meeting with me, and Yuqiao's meeting with "Li Shengli". I just felt the need to tell them the truth.
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