Chapter 72 22. Hesitation and decision

When Lin Hu spoke suddenly, I was startled, and then I knew that Lin Hu might have woken up for a while, and probably saw the scene where I was intimate with Sun Li just now, and his face suddenly became hot.At a loss for words, he said hesitantly: "You, what, when, heh, woke up." Although Lin Hu sat up, he was obviously still weak. He leaned against the wall and said slowly, "It's been a while, and I heard everything you said. Who is she? You seem to know her." I didn't know what to say, so I could only stammer, "Is your injury okay?" Lin Hu nodded: "Fortunately, it just hurts a lot." Then he pulled the wound on his trousers, looked at it under the dim light, and said, "No bones or muscles, just skin trauma."

I nodded, remembering that Sun Li said that there were medicines inside, so I passed Lin Hu and crawled inside. This burrow is not straight, but curved, perhaps to prevent the light in the hole from showing through the ground. After climbing a distance of one person, I found a few small cardboard boxes piled up at the end. When I opened it, I found that there were quite a lot of things, including canned food, water, towels, medicines, gauze, clothes and other daily necessities. A pistol and a bunch of bullets. Lin Hu watched me pull things back and forth, and leaned over with his hands supporting his body.Lin Hu quickly found the right medicine, and with my help, he took off his pants, cleaned the wound fairly skillfully, took a few medicines with water, and bandaged it up.Two or three sets of clothes in the cardboard box belonged to men.Clothes at that time were basically the same size, so Lin Hu and I dried ourselves off a bit and each "borrowed" a set to put on.

After tossing and tossing like this for a long time, the two of us finally settled down, and after wolfing down a canned meal, we leaned against the wall with extreme fatigue and breathed a sigh of relief. Lin Hu took out the gun, kept looking at it in his hand, and asked me after a long while: "Brother Bai, I still can't help it. Who is that woman? Why are we staying in such a weird hole?" in." He asked me this way, so I judged that he was not sober at the beginning of my conversation with Sun Li. He didn't hear many of the previous words, but he must have heard or seen the scene between me and Sun Li.It made me blush again.

Lin Hu poked me and smiled: "Brother Bai, I didn't see anything. There is nothing to be embarrassed about." These words made me feel a little better, and I smiled awkwardly: "Hehe, it's okay. Can I keep the identity of this woman a secret? I was also surprised to meet him. This place is not far from the reservoir." Lin Hu said: "Brother Bai, I know you are a good person. You are worried that I will harm her in the future. In fact, this hole can explain the problem. She is definitely not simple. I can guess that she is a very high-level Taiwan spy." I kept silent, neither affirming nor denying that if Sun Li was really Gou San, then she would indeed be worthy of the title of senior spy.

Seeing that I still didn't speak, Lin Hu said, "Brother Bai, tell me whether you are a Taiwan spy or not." I shook my head and said firmly, "No." Lin Hu said: "Then do you have to rebel? Is there really no other way?" I lowered my head and said solemnly: "I have been abandoned by this world. I have wanted to die countless times, committed suicide, and survived from the gunpoint. Death is not so terrible to me anymore. I just want to Know, who am I?" Lin Hu said, "Who am I?" I said, "Yes, I want to know who I am?" Lin Hu said: "I don't understand, who am I?"

I said, "Where do I come from? How do I know myself? And why am I not someone else but me?" Lin Hu's eyes became confused, and he said, "I'm confused by you." I said, "There are some things that I can't explain clearly." Lin Hu said: "Brother Bai, I don't know how you lived in the past, but I think you were the one who took me out from 703, and you were the one who saved me. Many things that I don't understand are all related to you. .I'm also confused, who are you?" I smiled: "I am me." Lin Hu sighed and said, "Brother Bai, you are too profound..."

I smiled again and didn't speak. Lin Hu, a little brother, has knowledge and abilities far beyond those of his peers, and he is decisive in doing things. I admit that his abilities are much better than mine in many aspects. On the way to the South China Sea, if it weren't for Lin Hu, I might have was found.In order to let me escape, the strong will shown by forcibly swallowing water to commit suicide, I believe that I can't do it at all. Lin Hu is a friend who is absolutely trustworthy. I have heard Lin Hu's thoughts many times. Apart from the ups and downs about going to Jinmen, he also absolutely trusts me and is willing to entrust life and death to me.

Lin Hu is a person who does not express his feelings easily. He looks a little cold on the outside, and he will never say thank you for saving him from prison 703 and finding him food. He just silently uses his actual actions to respond. The only thing I am worried about is that Lin Hu may make mistakes on some big issues. This is also related to his personality. Some of his advantages may also be his shortcomings. His thinking still does not jump out of what he has seen, heard, learned and felt. , is likely to be used by others to realize their own ideals and do things that he thinks are right but are actually wrong.

I'm not very wise, I just came into contact with too many things that deviate from the normal logic of this world, so I got some insights and made these judgments about him.Maybe, my judgment is not correct... I blew out the little lamp and said, "Little Tiger, take a rest. Don't talk." Immediately, you can't see your fingers in this small hole, and no light can penetrate it.It was so quiet that only the soft breathing of the two of us could be heard.There was no sound of anyone approaching on the ground. Lin Hu and I should have leaned against the wall and listened for a long time before slowly falling asleep.

When I woke up, a little bit of light penetrated into the cave, and Lin Hu was still not facing me. As soon as I turned my head, I saw Lin Hu was cating at the entrance of the cave. Observing something, and the light is coming in through this gap. Hearing that I woke up too, Lin Hu closed the lid, and the cave was dark again. Lin Hu crawled and said, "Brother Bai, turn on the lamp." The match and the oil lamp were lit, and the cave was lit up. Lin Hu observed for a long time before crawling over and said: "This cave is really ingeniously designed. Even though it is small, it is a little small. The ventilation and concealment measures are very ingenious. It is definitely not something that ordinary people can complete. Here should be It's a place of refuge, and quite a few people have been here. You see."

I followed Lin Hu's gestures and looked over. Lin Hu was touching the wall, pointing, and said: "The ground is covered with a layer of sea sand, and the walls are smooth with a kind of wax. When you go out here, you won’t have too much mud and dust on your body. There are even places to defecate, which are carefully considered and can be buried with sand. Lin Hu was indeed observing very carefully, and I didn't speak, but just listened quietly. Lin Hu continued: "From here, it is a forest, but the view is very good. And if someone approaches, it is easy to hear in the cave. So, it is very safe here." I suddenly asked, "How's the weather outside?" Lin Hu said: "The wind is strong and gloomy. It is estimated that it will rain." I shook my fist excitedly and said, "God helps me too." Lin Hu snorted and said, "What?" I pulled Lin Hu over and started to talk about how I planned to swim to Jinmen. This plan has been in my mind since I escaped from Prison 703. After I was rescued by Chen Jingqiang, I was "rehabilitated" and became an inspector of the coastline. One of the closest places to Kinmen. If there is heavy wind and rain, the time for changing the guard will be longer, and the line of sight will be poorer.Especially patrol ships in the sea are also hindered by wind and rain, and their maneuverability and patrol density will also be reduced. However, this is still a very dangerous thing, because the frequency of Taiwanese spies swimming from Kinmen has gradually decreased since 70 years, and now it is the focus to prevent people from the South China Sea from swimming to Kinmen. But I am very familiar with the situation in that area, maybe it is a kind of luck!However, I always feel that this seems to be arranged. Could it be that Chen Jingqiang knew that I would escape to Jinmen one day, so he arranged for me to be a member of the inspection team? Lin Hu listened carefully to my description of the terrain, time, process, etc. He didn't say that there was anything wrong with my plan, but his brows were tightly furrowed all the time, and there was hesitation in his eyes.I know that he has approved my plan, but he is struggling with whether he wants to follow me to the Golden Gate. After I finished my plan completely, I asked Lin Hu: "Will you come with me?" Lin Hu was silent, his eyes dodged from me, he leaned against the wall slowly, and said after a long, long time: "Brother Bai. I can't go. Forgive me." Instead, I relaxed, stretched out my hand and patted Lin Hu's shoulder, and said, "Little Tiger, don't force yourself to do things you don't like. I'll go by myself at night, and you can find a safe time to leave." Lin Hu seemed to get more excited, his voice was not right, and he said with a choked up voice, "Brother Bai, is there really no other way?" I said, "The Director Chen Jingqiang I was looking for is not here anymore. So..." Lin Hu interrupted me and said, "Stop talking about Brother Bai..." Lin Hu and I stopped talking, and sat quietly for a long, long time. I knew that Lin Hu was in a fierce ideological struggle. After a long time, Lin Hu crawled to the side of the cardboard box, rummaged through it again and again, and finally let him find something, which was an inflatable plastic life jacket. Lin Hu handed the clothes to me and said softly: " Sure enough, there are life jackets here." Then he hid away again, without saying a word. I smiled faintly, just took the life jacket and tidied it up.This kind of lifejacket is very advanced, it blows up and plugs in, and it is very comfortable to wear on the body, which greatly boosts my confidence. Lin Hu didn't say anything more. He had never been so silent all the way. He just said a few words after eating canned food at noon. It was messy and meaningless. I knew he was very confused.I don't want to persuade Lin Hu to go with me, let him decide for himself. According to the plan, after dark, if the rain is still heavy, it is the best time to start. This moment came faster and faster, Lin Hu began to fidget, and kept sighing and moaning in low voices, while I was at the entrance of the cave, opening the lid from time to time to observe the movement outside. The time had come, it was windy and rainy outside, and there was no movement of anyone around. I glanced at Lin Hu and said, "Xiaohu, I'm leaving. Be careful yourself!" Lin Hu turned over and got up from the ground, and said, "Leaving?..." I nodded, looked out again, and said, "Take care!" After I finished speaking, I felt sad. I don't know if I will see Lin Hu as a good brother in the future. I really treat Lin Hu as my younger brother. . Lin Hu's voice was obviously choked up: "Brother Bai... Take care..." I nodded, pushed the cover away, turned over and went out.The gust of wind and rain hit me all of a sudden, and it was extremely cold.Without any hesitation, I put on the uninflated lifejacket, closed the cover, and ran forward with my waist down. After running for more than ten meters, I heard the rustling of the grass behind where I came from. I turned my head and saw Lin Hu came out of the hole and ran towards me. My eyes were hot, and I almost shed tears, and I stopped in my tracks. Lin Hu blinked and ran to my side, his eyes were also red, as soon as he caught up with me, he whispered: "I'm with you." The rain hit Lin Hu's face, I don't know if he was crying.I know he has too much to say. I didn't say anything, and ran towards the dark front together with Lin Hu. Fate bound the two of us tightly together.