Chapter 57 7. Xu Deyou, a soldier

I went to Zhao Demin and Pang Yiqiao's wedding because of Sun Li.After coming out of the third hospital, I have always been obsessed with Sun Li. After holding it for a week, I took the time to go to the third hospital, aiming at Sun Li. Sun Li was very happy to see me suddenly appearing at the door of the ward where she was nursing.I waited until she was done with work before chatting with her in the hospital for a while.I don't know why, but I think Sun Li is very kind and lovely. She is 3 years younger than me and has been working as a nurse in this hospital since she was 16 years old.Because the Third Hospital is a place for the treatment of disabled soldiers, it has not been impacted and is fairly stable.

Sun Li is not very tall, but very slender. She looks very delicate, loves to smile, has big eyes, and has a playful straight nose. She is a very cute and well-behaved girl.But I don't know if it's because she was an orphan since she was a child, but Sun Li's eyes show a kind of sadness from time to time.It's not that she never showed her kind of sadness, but when she knew that my parents were gone, she felt sorry for me instead. Although the first chat was not very long, it made me develop the habit of going to the hospital to look for Sun Li every two or three days. If I didn't see Sun Li, I would feel a little uncomfortable.Since Pang Yiqiao broke up with me after my mother died, I have never had any emotional support, so I seem to regard Sun Li as my emotional support.

But I was very careful with Sun Li, for fear that my impulsiveness would offend her, so every time we met, I tried my best to restrain my emotions and treat Sun Li as a good friend. I don't know if it's because Chen Jingqiang greeted the hospital or what, but every time I come to see Sun Li, it goes smoothly, and no one deliberately looks at the two of us.Walking in the quiet backyard of the Third Hospital, there is a feeling of paradise, there are no big-character posters and heart-piercing slogans, and there are only me and Sun Li chatting quietly, which finally made me smile.Sun Li said that I have a pretty smile, and I would also say that she has a very pretty smile.

But I was still very awkward when I returned to the brigade. Although I was rehabilitated and my identity was restored, I still had no friends. Everyone kept a polite attitude towards me, as if they were afraid of offending me or getting any relationship with me.This puts me in an awkward position.Despite the embarrassment, the brigade still arranged for me a glorious task, which was to join the coastal defense unit. Since the 1970s, the activities of Taiwan's secret agents seem to have become rampant again, often able to catch Taiwan's "special service soldiers" who sneaked in from Kinmen. Therefore, the Red Guards in the entire South China Sea have a coastal defense unit, which is responsible for different locations and time Patrol missions throughout the coastline of the South China Sea.This kind of work is easy to produce results, so it is particularly enviable. I think it was Chen Jingqiang who arranged for me to participate in Haiphong.

Before the Spring Festival, I got the "good news" that Zhao Demin and Pang Yiqiao got married. Zhao Demin asked someone to tell me that I could attend their wedding.I hesitated for a long time, and originally planned to give up, but Sun Li noticed it when I was chatting with Sun Li.Under her repeated questioning, I hesitated to tell her the story of me and Pang Yiqiao, and that I didn't want to go to their wedding.As a result, Sun Li told me firmly that I must go and face things that I didn't want to face, and said that she would go with me. Just like that, I actually brought Sun Li to Zhao Demin's wedding.Sun Li specially asked for leave, and even dressed up. Sun Li, who changed into a nurse uniform, looked very playful. Her clothes were also specially arranged and looked very fit. Unexpectedly, under the large nurse uniform, Sun Li The figure is also very good.It made me look a little blush.

It is said that it is a wedding, but everyone knows it, but everyone eats some melon seeds and peanuts together, and the team leader will be a witness to read out the marriage certificate.I remember when I was very young, I saw people getting married in Nanhai making it very lively, not only setting off firecrackers in the sea, but also the groom fishing for the bride's first meal.However, the revolution later demanded that all marriages be kept simple, and the sea was banned, so that such lively weddings were never seen again. On the day of Zhao Demin's wedding, the "similar" feeling I marked as "Zhou" has been particularly strong, and the feeling has been very clear since early in the morning.When I took Sun Li to the auditorium where they got married, the sense of isolation came obviously.Because the feeling of "Zhou" was so clear that day, as soon as the sense of isolation came, I doubted whether "Zhou" was Zhao Demin.

It must have been a bit late when I came, Zhao Demin and Pang Yiqiao were about to enter the house, as soon as they saw me coming, Zhao Demin immediately pulled Pang Yiqiao up to meet her, and Pang Yiqiao seemed a little reluctant.Zhao Demin stretched out his hand and shook it with me very enthusiastically, and I also hurriedly muttered: "Congratulations." As soon as I shook hands with Zhao Demin, I felt Zhao Demin's thoughts rushed to me, he was thinking : "Yajun, I will take good care of Yiqiao. Thank you for coming. Don't blame me. I really love Yiqiao." I felt awkward and immediately withdrew my hand. It wasn't because I wanted to embarrass Zhao Demin on purpose, but because it was really strange to hear other people's thoughts.Zhao Demin didn't take offense either, and led Sun Li and me inside.I saw that Pang Yiqiao didn't look too well, so I smiled at her. Pang Yiqiao also smiled at me awkwardly, but her eyes stopped on Sun Li's face, as if she was sizing up Sun Li. Korea.

I quickly introduced to Zhao Demin and Pang Yiqiao: "This is Sun Li, a friend of mine." Zhao Demin also looked at Sun Li, and immediately smiled as if relieved, and said, "Welcome." Sun Li seemed to be looking at Pang Yiqiao too, and I panicked, don't say anything unhappy about this girl.But this worry is unnecessary, Sun Li looked at Pang Yiqiao, smiled sweetly, and said: "The bride is so beautiful, congratulations!" As soon as I brought Sun Li into the door, everyone who saw me was taken aback. No one even spoke at the door, probably because no one thought that Zhao Demin would invite me.However, the quarrel quickly resumed, and no one wanted to find bad luck on this happy day.

When Sun Li and I sat down, I breathed a sigh of relief. I expected that I would be uncomfortable and embarrassed, so I didn't dare to come, but when I really came, I felt that I was wrong.Seeing Zhao Demin and Pang Yiqiao standing together in good spirits, and the people below following him booing, I also quickly became happy.The love affair with Pang Yiqiao became blurred like a dream, like a leaf, flowing with the water, without the sadness of falling down. I squeezed Sun Li's hand secretly, without thinking about anything, I just wanted to express my gratitude to her, if she hadn't encouraged me to come, I'm afraid I would be depressed now.I squeezed Sun Li's hand, and Sun Li's face flushed with two blushes, and she slowly withdrew her hand.He glanced at me sideways and smiled secretly.

Although the wedding was very simple, the atmosphere was very good. Everyone was desperately tossing Zhao Demin and Pang Yiqiao. Captain Wang and Instructor Qian were the two who made the most noise. It seems that only at this time, everyone will forget The pain and depression in life really make me feel like a person. Although there is nothing to eat, there is still wine, and there are some rare dried fish and shrimp to go with the wine.Zhao Demin drank a lot, screaming excitedly.Pang Yiqiao is also a person with a pungent personality. She blocked several drinks for Zhao Demin and spoke loudly.

I'm not very good at drinking, I felt a little dizzy after only two small cups, but I drank a lot of tea.So Sun Li said hello and went out for convenience.As soon as I went around the room for more than ten meters, the "Zhou" induction slowly appeared, and the farther I went, the clearer the induction became.I quickly found a convenient place, and walked back, and the sense of isolation returned. I was surprised, and felt that this might be a rare opportunity to verify who "Zhou" really was, so I walked back and forth several times at the distance where the feeling came, and finally confirmed that "Zhou" was at Zhao Demin's wedding.And this feeling of "Zhou", which is different from any other time, is probably only the current groom officer, Zhao Demin, who is so excited. After confirming that Zhao Demin is actually "Zhou", I suddenly felt a very strange feeling in my heart, as if Zhao Demin suddenly appeared in my brain, and got closer and closer to me, almost merging with me.I shivered with fright, and quickly dispelled this feeling. Could it be that Zhao Demin is a special person like me?But why didn't he seem to sense all this at all?Could it be that I am the same as him, but also different? Back in the wedding room, the more I looked at Zhao Demin, the more weird I felt, as if I could jump into Zhao Demin's body if I wanted to.This made me a little restless, and while people were leaving one after another, I also pulled Sun Li away from the scene. And as soon as he left, the feeling of "Zhou" came again. Seeing that something was wrong with me, Sun Li hesitated and asked me, "Are you unhappy?" I quickly shook my head and said, "No, no, I suddenly remembered something else." Sun Li snorted, but didn't ask further.In fact, I really want to tell Sun Li that I can sense these "kinds" of myself. Today I finally confirmed that Zhao Demin is one of my kind, but after thinking about it again and again, I still think it's better not to say it. I said, "Sun Li, have you ever attended a wedding?" Sun Li lowered her head and blushed, and said, "No." Seeing Sun Li's appearance, I suddenly wanted to say impulsively: "Why don't we get married." But I still held back, saying that if I offend Sun Li, it would be really bad. So I pushed these feelings aside, stopped thinking about them deliberately, and started chatting with Sun Li again after changing the topic. I went straight to send Sun Li back to the outside of the Third Hospital. She was about to go back to work, and I just remembered that the Spring Festival would be two days away. Sun Li walked in a few steps, then turned around suddenly, walked a few steps closer to me, put her hands behind her back, and seemed to shake a few times, then said: "Let's celebrate the festival together the day after tomorrow, you come to me. " I was stunned for a moment, then came back to my senses immediately, and immediately agreed again and again foolishly: "Okay! Okay!" With a bright smile on Sun Li's face, she turned around and ran into the hospital. My neck was hot, and I stood for a while with a feverish face, and suddenly I felt extraordinarily relaxed, and ran all the way to my home sweetly. Indeed, I don't have any relatives in Nanhai. My father was originally the only son of the Zhao family, and the other aunts in the family have all married to other places.And the mother also married from Fuzhou.My younger sister died, my younger brother went to Hubei, my older sister also went to the Northwest, and I was really alone in the entire South China Sea. If Sun Li hadn't mentioned this, I really planned to spend a deserted Spring Festival by myself. As for Sun Li, she is an orphan and doesn't even know who her parents are. She was completely raised by the government. After working at the age of 16, she seems to have no acquaintances. Basically, the hospital is her home. Sun Li's words made me very excited for two days, and I really prepared a lot.I took out my newest clothes and pressed them under the mattress for two days to flatten them out.I was not willing to eat a bite of the only New Year's goods distributed by the team.They are all ready to give Sun Li more food on the night of New Year's Eve.What's funny is that the team also considered us homeless bachelors, and sent me a small piece of bacon, half a piece of salted fish and a box of luncheon meat, which I cooked and packed in the lunch box.These are rare delicacies.Thanks to the fact that I belong to the Progressive Brigade, other brigades do not have these benefits.The best treatment in South China Sea is the soldiers. Being a soldier is the dream of every young person in South China Sea. Unfortunately, people with a bad background like me will never have the chance to be a soldier. Two days seemed like two years had passed, and the time was counted on my fingers.Finally came the day to visit Sun Li for the Spring Festival.I took a shower, dressed neatly, carried my precious New Year's goods in a net bag, and came to the third hospital. When seeing Sun Li, Sun Li dressed up like a flower.I saw that her eyes were in a daze, two blushes appeared on Sun Li's face, and she led me to her dormitory. I'm still a little nervous, Sun Li won't be so bold, take me, a single man, to her dormitory.You must know that at that time, it was a very serious mistake for unmarried men and women to spend the night in the same room, and it was a crime of hooliganism.This made me hesitate, but I didn't dare to ask Sun Li, how can I spoil other people's interest. But when Sun Li brought me to the dormitory, as soon as the door was pushed open, I realized that there were already several other girls sitting in the dormitory. When they saw me coming in, they laughed and whispered to each other.A chubby lesbian said, "He's a handsome guy!" It made me stand there giggling, and Sun Li also blushed. What a fun night, we told jokes and ate.I was also forced to perform the loyalty dance.These girls are all Sun Li's colleagues and orphans. They entered the Third Hospital together with Sun Li. They have spent several Spring Festivals together. This time, because of the arrival of a boy like me, this small dormitory is full of laughter. .It's been a long time since I've been this happy. I've been messed around by these girls. I have to dance, push-ups, and pretend to be a gangster for them to smash with peanut shells. Sun Li was also smiling and making noises happily all night. Her little sisters kept making jokes about her, which made me blush, as if Sun Li would really marry me, and then the two of us formed Happy little family with lots of kids. When it was approaching the New Year’s Eve, these girls even made dumplings. There were only three of them, but I didn’t seem to have eaten dumplings for a long, long time. I ate them with a bang like eating ginseng fruit, which made everyone laugh again. up.Sun Li insisted on letting me eat her dumplings, how could I eat them? The two of them pushed and shoved for a long time, and the group of sisters booed, insisting that Sun Li feed me one. The dumplings that Sun Li fed me are extremely delicious, and they are the best food I have ever eaten in this life. Just finished eating the dumplings, everyone is packing up.There was a sound of hurried footsteps, the door was pushed open, and a middle-aged female doctor rushed in, glanced at everyone, and shouted anxiously: "Quick! Don't take it away, emergency room! A PLA is injured! " Everyone looked at each other and rushed out the door without saying anything. I didn't know what to do.Seeing me there, the female doctor also yelled at me: "Comrade, which unit is it?" I hurriedly said: "Advance brigade..." The female doctor hesitated for a moment, but said, "I just need someone, come and help me!" I quickly responded, and ran out with Sun Li and the others. Sun Li said to me on the road: "It must be that Bandit Jiang sent spies to the South China Sea during the Spring Festival." I followed Sun Li and the others to the hospital. There were several PLA soldiers lying in disorder outside the emergency room, covered in blood. Although they had undergone a simple bandage, judging from the extent of their injuries, they had to undergo surgery immediately.And judging from the chaos at the scene, these wounded soldiers had just been sent to the hospital. I was assigned anti-oxygen cylinders and soldiers to be carried on the operating bed. On New Year's Eve, the hospital was short of manpower, so even a strong laborer like me was put to use.Saving people is like putting out a fire, no one can care about so much. The wounded are still being brought in, and it can be seen that this should be an explosion. And more and more people came one after another, probably because the third hospital was originally a field hospital, although it was in a hurry, it was still orderly. I still have a task to carry the soldier, which is to register the name of the soldier, but most of the injured soldiers have their eyes closed, some are already unconscious, and some are just screaming. When I carried a soldier to the bed again, this soldier seemed to be a bit special. His eyes were open and he seemed to be awake. Although his face was bloody, he didn't say a word. I asked, "Comrade, are you okay?" He nodded. I asked him again, "What's your name?" The soldier slowly opened his mouth and squeezed out a few words: "My name is Xu Deyou."