Chapter 45 Twenty-two, the world is playing with me

Commander Xu held my shoulders tightly and said: "Only you can use the energy of the Four Elders to control the Tai Sui biological troops in Shenjing. This is your most important value to us, otherwise we will be in the Indian Ocean this time. Get caught by Shenjing! Shenjing must have discovered that we can use your ability like this! Let alone allow us to exist!" Although I was caught by Commander Xu and hurt, I still said: "Then I am actually the target of Shenjing! Shenjing will kill me too! Everyone who follows me will die!" Commander Xu let go of his hand, still looked at me firmly and said, "As long as you believe in yourself and fight against Shenjing, Shenjing will definitely have scruples!"

I said sadly: "Commander Xu, I have been a hooligan since I was a child. I never thought I would be where I am today. I did hope to have more power before, but now I don't want to be like this at all. I only want a Ordinary people's lives. Can't we forget our mission instead of getting involved in this war?" Commander Xu's gaze pierced me like a steel thorn, but he quickly retracted it, and said slowly, "Why, would you, say such a thing?" I realized that I might have said something wrong, but I didn't want to take it back or explain it, but I just said lightly: "I'm just a gangster leader, I used to be. I know what I can do, so, I can't do what you ask do it."

Commander Xu actually smiled coldly: "Zhao Cheng, do you think you still have a way out? Do you think there is still a place in this world where you can get what you want?" I also stared at Commander Xu and said, "I was a person who was going to die. Thank you for saving me. Therefore, I would rather be wiped out in the attack of Shenjing than let more people lose their lives because of me. I am not afraid Death, from the first day I became a hooligan, I don't care about life or death." Commander Xu actually laughed three times: "Okay! Very good! Zhao Cheng, I really underestimated you! You can go..."

I turned around and walked towards the door, but Commander Xu didn't follow. I felt that there seemed to be something wrong with what Commander Xu said, so I turned my head and asked, "Where are I going?" Commander Xu said, "Where did you come from, and where do you go back?" I was startled, and suddenly felt that I was abandoned like a poor dog, and I trembled when I spoke: "You mean, I leave here?" Commander Xu said: "Yes, Zhao Cheng, we can't protect you anymore, you will only make us more dangerous here. However, I also warn you, you'd better forget everything you saw here and talk more One word will only make you die faster. The world on the ground will also be more cruel than you imagined."

After listening to Commander Xu's words, a sense of freedom suddenly surged in my heart. Am I free?Even if the outside world is more cruel, I will be free. So I took a deep breath and said, "Thank you, I will see you later." I opened the door and walked out of the room. Within a few steps, several black uniforms had already surrounded me. I knew what they meant and followed them obediently. My uniform was taken off and I put on my normal clothes again. Then I was taken to an exit, and several familiar faces from the intelligence hall in plain clothes greeted me. After a long lift, I finally returned to the ground, was stuffed into a car, and drove away quickly.

No one talked to me, didn't even look at me, and I kept worrying that they might kill me, but they didn't want to.The car drove for a while and entered the city, then they pushed me out of the car and drove away in a hurry. I looked at the cars going away, standing alone on the street where people were coming and going, the sun was shining on my face, which made me feel very comfortable.I greedily took a few breaths of the air full of city flavors, my heart was messed up, but I felt extraordinarily relaxed.It seems that I have not been exposed to this world for a long, long time. Pedestrians coming and going looked at me blankly standing on the side of the road and cast curious eyes, but I didn't pay attention to them at all, and I was still immersed in the joy of returning to freedom.

Just as I was about to turn around, I heard a person approaching me quickly, hugging me in a bear hug.I broke out in a cold sweat, but immediately relaxed, this feeling is very familiar. Mom's, it's actually a black dog! This kid's strength is really strong enough, my bones hurt when I hugged him, I yelled: "Take it easy! Take it easy! Why are you kid!" The black dog let me go, his face full of joy: "I have been waiting here for a long time." I pulled the black dog aside and squatted in front of the store, and asked excitedly, "Why, you know I'm here?"

The black dog said: "Yes, yes! They told me to come here and wait for you." I said: "How to say?" The black dog said: "They said that you are free, let me clean up and meet with you. I didn't bother to pack anything, so I followed them here. I waited for you for a long time." I said, "I am indeed free." Then I patted the black dog on the shoulder happily, and said, "However, we are going to be scared again." The black dog said: "It's almost a bird. My place is really not a place for people to stay. I would rather come out and be frightened than stay in that place."

I said: "Haha, I guess you are not a fuel-efficient lamp." The black dog said: "Brother Cheng, what have you been doing lately? It seems quite mysterious." I said, "Hey, I have been a soldier for half a year. I have to thank my godfather, he arranged it better." Heigou said, "No wonder Brother Cheng looks much stronger." I looked around, pulled the black dog up and said, "There are too many people here, let's talk in another place." Heigou and I found a small restaurant and sat down. It happened to be off work time, and the business of the restaurant seemed to be very good.

I also touched the things on my body, unexpectedly my No. 1 card, fake ID card, and a small stack of cash were lying quietly in my pocket.It can be seen that the second channel has kept my things relatively well. There is no musty smell on my clothes, and there is a faint fragrance, and there are no wrinkles.The leather shoes are also wiped clean. I just happened to be hungry too, and the black dog probably didn't eat anything at noon, and as soon as he entered the store and smelled the smell of food, he glanced around. I haven't eaten in a restaurant outside for a long time, and I can't stop drooling.

I picked up the most expensive dishes and ordered a table full, and the two of them started gobbling it up. In fact, I am not just so hungry that I want to gobble it up, but I basically eat plastic-packaged food like space food for half a year alone. No matter how delicious the food is, it will make you lose the joy of eating. And eating now is to enjoy the fun of this normal person. After eating for a while, I felt a little embarrassed. I looked up at the black dog, and the black dog was tearing a piece of meat recklessly. I couldn't help laughing twice.This kind of life, I think I feel very satisfied. The black dog belched and said to me, "Brother Cheng, I have some good news for you." what did I say?" Heigou said cautiously: "I got in touch with Zeng Sanshao and Dao Scar." I was surprised: "How did you get in touch?" The black dog looked around, and said: "I called back to Nanhai to find Xiaomei, and asked Xiaomei to find Biaoya Xu, and contacted Brother Biao." I leaned my head over: "How are they?" The black dog said: "Everything is fine. Brother Biao takes good care of them. They eat and drink. They have been looking for us, but there has been no news. Recently, Dao Scar went back to the South China Sea. The South China Sea is already shallow. That bastard Both Secretary Tian and Director Li were arrested for corruption and bribery, and now they have changed." I said, "Oh! What happened to the brothers who did not leave in Nanhai?" The black dog said: "The best news is this. Our Aikisha is still there, and many of them have been caught and released. Now it is Zeng Sanshao's former big horse boy Xiaochong who is at the helm, and Scar is crying when he goes back. Like a ghost, I thought I was going to be bullied in the future." I said, "Who the hell dares! I'm not dead yet!" Heigou said: "It's because everyone doesn't know whether you are dead or alive, brother Cheng, and Secretary Tian and Director Li were arrested again, so those Wenzhou Gang and Northeast Three Tigers who have been unconvinced have not dared to do anything. It's polite, but it still divides us a lot of territory and makes it bigger." I said, "Damn it, go back to the South China Sea!" The black dog's eyes were shining brightly: "Brother Cheng, we are all waiting for your words!" I feel that after such a simple talk, my hooligan pride has returned. As long as I return to the South China Sea, I will be fearless.If someone wants to drive me out of the South China Sea, I will accompany you home.When I thought of this, I couldn't help getting excited, and the bad thoughts in my mind came out again, I must turn Xiaomei upside down when I go back, hehe, bring Xiaocui and the others over here, and enjoy life. I said, "Let's go now!" The black dog agreed, and I took out two hundred-yuan bills and slapped them on the table. The black dog barked, "Boss, pay the bill!" Fortunately, my No. 1 card is still there, and Black Dog and I bought a mobile phone and changed our clothes. Then I asked Heigou to contact the people in Nanhai to find out the situation, but Heigou called for a long time, looking at me disappointedly, no one answered all the calls or the phone was turned off. I frowned, and made a few phone calls from memory, but the result was that no one answered or the phone was turned off. The black dog and I looked at each other, and he and I should feel that something is wrong.I also had layers of uneasiness in my heart.It seems that things are not that simple. Commander Xu let me go like this, not only because he thinks that I don't want to participate in the war and that my existence is dangerous to the second channel. It seems that he has no good intentions. Heigou and I originally planned to leave at night, but the situation of no one answering the phone made me feel very bad, so I decided to stay in Beijing for the night first, and no matter what, I had to contact the people in Nanhai first.I didn't intend to stay in Beijing at all, and fled immediately, but after much deliberation, I felt that although Beijing was dangerous, the old saying goes that the most dangerous place is the safest. So, Black Dog and I picked up a five-star hotel and stayed. The black dog asked me: "Isn't something going to happen? Are you being targeted again?" I was startled, but the black dog reminded me, I have been immersed in the excitement of finally being free and returning to the South China Sea, how could I forget some people?These people are Team A and Shen Jing.If Commander Xu releases me, does he want Brigade A to catch me and let Shenjing point the finger at Brigade A?In addition, Shenjing has been doing some unexplained things to me. I was released, and Shenjing should not let it go.The question now is whether Team A thinks I am a hot potato and dares to catch me directly.And whether Shenjing is willing to control me, who used to be the second channel, again.And Commander Xu, if he directly discloses my news to the two parties, does he want to sit on the mountain and watch the tiger fight? But for a little person like me, is it worth fighting again? Seeing that I was in a daze, the black dog asked, "Brother Cheng, what's wrong with you?" I came back to my senses and asked the black dog, "When was the last time you contacted Nanhai?" The black dog said, "It was the long-distance call I made seven days ago." I asked, "Is someone following you? Or is there someone weird around you." The black dog thought for a while and said, "No." I pondered for a while, it seems that no one can contact me now, it has something to do with my being released. I asked abruptly, "Can I get in touch with the old Bai who sold us the car?" The black dog patted his thigh: "I know how to contact him!" The black dog dialed 114 in Nanhai, and got a waiter named Ermao from a Xinghai bathing center, and from Ermao to the auto repair shop opened by Lao Bai, and then got Lao Bai's phone number from the clerk of the auto repair shop. The phone was connected, beeping beeping incessantly, and the black dog scolded: "Is there no one answering again!" As soon as the voice fell, the phone was connected, and I could hear a man's voice said nervously, "Who is there?" The black dog looked at me excitedly, and said, "Old Bai, is it Lao Bai?" "Ah, I am, you are..." "I'm a black dog!" "Ah? Which one?" "Black dog! Brother Cheng's big pony!" "Bodhisattva bless!..." A chaotic sound of clanging tripods came from the microphone.Soon it became quiet again, as if the old man hid in a secluded place, and his voice also quieted down. "Old Bai, are you still there?" "Yes, yes. Brother Black Dog, why are you calling now?" "What's wrong! Brother Cheng is also beside me!" "Brother Cheng is also here. Brother Black Dog, Brother Cheng, I am sorry for you all." I snatched the phone from the black dog and asked, "Old Bai, I'm Brother Cheng, please speak slowly, what's the matter?" Lao Bai said: "Brother Cheng, the brothers are all over! It's all over!" "Old Bai, speak slowly." "The day before yesterday, Brother Zeng and Brother Dao came back from Thailand. They also called me specifically, saying that I saved Brother Cheng, and that they should thank me for being stable in the South China Sea. As a result, something big happened in the South China Sea today. Police, armed police, and soldiers were crazy, and they were looking for people who were everywhere. Brother Zeng and the little buckle asked them to kill them directly. It's miserable! It's miserable! Woohoohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh A surge of anger and sadness gushed out of my heart, and I yelled, "When? How did you know?" "I listened to Brother Xiaochong's order in the afternoon to go into the city. Brother Zeng and Brother Dao wanted to invite me to dinner, but as soon as I arrived at the hotel, before I entered the door, a lot of police and armed police rushed in, and then there was a bang bang. Bang bang, firing guns indiscriminately. I saw with my own eyes that Brother Xiaochong and Brother Dao were beaten to a bloody mess and dragged out of the hotel. They must have been hit by bullets, and they were all beaten into honeycombs. Many aiki died Brother cousin. It's too miserable! Those people are crazy!" I shouted, "Old Bai, what happens next?" "I didn't dare to stay too long, so I drove back quickly. Soldiers and policemen were everywhere along the road, arresting people everywhere, and there were gunshots everywhere. The places where the gunshots were fired were the places where Aiki cousins ​​often gather. It's over, it's over, I never dreamed that it would be like this. I was the one who harmed everyone, Brother Dao invited me to dinner, everyone is dead, they are all dead!" Lao Bai seemed to be unable to speak anymore. I roared: "Who did it! Who did it!" Lao Bai seemed to be talking incoherently: "They are all police, armed police, and soldiers. They are all these people, and they all kill without blinking an eye! No matter how serious the crime is, you can't beat them to death like this." "Old Bai, I see. You take care of yourself, and I will definitely thank you." "Brother Cheng, don't come back! Don't come back!" "I see!" I turned off my mobile phone and slammed it heavily on the ground. I couldn't control it anymore, and fell to the corner of the table with my face covered and cried bitterly. What happened in the South China Sea not only shattered my hope, but also my life in general.This feeling of falling from the peak is so tragic that I can't believe that I exist in this world, but I keep falling directly into the darkness. I know I will never go back, I will never have a home of my own, no hope of facing it all by myself. It took me a long time to realize that the black dog was patting my shoulder lightly and said, "Brother Cheng, don't be sad. We still have a chance." I stood up slowly, and said dumbly: "Heigou, there are too many things you don't know. I have nowhere to go." The black dog said: "No, no, there must be a way." I shook my head: "No, no." The black dog said: "Don't you still have your godfather, Commander Xu, and those people who want to save you for no reason?" I looked at the serious expression of the black dog, and said stupidly: "Do you know who they are? Do you know who I am? I don't belong to this world, do you believe it?" The black dog was stunned. He might think that I was out of order.The black dog supported me and said, "Brother Cheng, sit down for a while." The night was horribly long, and I sat on the chair like a log, my whole body chilling.I know that this may be a good thing done by Team A, only they have this ability, but I suspect that it was Commander Xu who did it, they should also have this ability, I also suspect that it was Shenjing who did it, they also have the ability to operate such things Ability.Over and over again in my mind, the scars, bugs, etc., my brothers were beaten bloody under the fierce shooting, and their brains were smashed, and they were still calling out to me when they were dying. name. I killed them, I killed them.If I hadn't become a hooligan with a scar since I was a child, Zeng Sanshao and the others fought, escaped from death so many times, and finally formed a gangster organization, maybe they are now just selling cigarettes and alcohol in a canteen, shouting shirtless Drinking and eating meat.There are already too many people around me who died because of me, and all the dead people reached out and grabbed me, shouting my name: Zhao Cheng, you killed us, you killed us!I hate this world, I hate this world, if my father hadn't abandoned me and my mother, I wouldn't live like this, but my father is also played by this world.Like a game of chess, where I can advance is controlled by a big hand, and the fate, existence, and death of people around me are also controlled by this big hand.I don't know where this big hand will point me next, and I will be abandoned by this big hand at any time, becoming a discarded pawn like everyone else.For those who manipulate us, it's just a game, but for us, it's our destiny. The black dog has been sitting with me, without saying a word, until very late, he seemed to be unable to bear it, and fell into a deep sleep. I stood up quietly and made up my mind, I want to leave by myself, I can't be with the black dog, because the black dog may die because of me. I took out the No. 1 card, put it on a piece of paper, and wrote down the password on the paper, and wrote: "Black dog, good brother. I'm leaving, you find a safe place to live by yourself. Cheng Brother." Then he took out my mobile phone and put it on the table.Just leave some cash and ID in your pocket. I walked out of the room lightly, but the black dog still didn't wake up, his grief should be no less than mine, let him sleep, it's better that he doesn't know anything. In Beijing, dark clouds pressed down on the sky, lightning flashed from the clouds in the distance, and thunder rolled in. A heavy rain poured down, and in the middle of the night in Beijing, I was the only one walking numbly in the heavy rain, like a walking dead, without the slightest direction. I finally fell powerlessly on the side of the road, struggled to get up, and leaned against a telephone pole. There were two or two cars passing by on the road at high speed. No one would notice me, a small person who was integrated into the heavy rain. . I thought, I might just die like this, because I have no purpose in life. I was sitting leaning against the electric pole, the heavy rain was pouring on my body, I don't know why I thought of Yuqiao again.Thinking of Yuqiao's story about how she and Li Shengli met in the heavy rain, is Yuqiao okay now?Is Yuqiao just a coincidence in my life?I admit, I like her, I love her, I have never felt this kind of love.However, what Yuqiao loves is Li Shengli, she doesn't love me, she just longs for Li Shengli to return to my body, so that she can find Li Shengli.Thinking of this, I laughed hehehe, and the rainwater flowed into my mouth, salty. It is impossible for Yuqiao to appear again, and I will never see Yuqiao again.I kept chanting Yuqiao's name repeatedly in my mind, recalling the ups and downs of the short time with her, if it wasn't because of thinking of Yuqiao, I don't know what else I could think about.I think of Yuqiao like this, when I am most helpless, can Yuqiao think of me?I'm afraid there is only one Li Shengli in her dream.I walked through the second passage and came to this exactly the same world, and I knew that Yuqiao was the same.This same experience made me miss her even more. I suddenly yelled frantically: "Yuqiao!" Then my brain became confused, my eyes went dark, and I seemed to pass out. I dreamed of Yuqiao, saw Yuqiao's eyes, I murmured to her in a low voice: "I am here... I am here..." All this is like a dream, hazy, Panicked.And I can only see Yuqiao's eyes, her eyes are blinking, restless and anxious for a while.I looked into her eyes in a haze, and said repeatedly in my heart that I love you, I love you very much. But this dream came to my senses, and the rain that fell on me was less. I raised my head, and stood in front of me alone, holding an umbrella on my head. I wiped the rainwater off my face with my hands, and it was Yuqiao standing in front of me. Her face also seemed to be covered with rainwater, and her hair was dripping wet on her forehead. I said tremblingly, "Yuqiao, is that you? Why are you crying..."