Chapter 39 16. Manifesto of a Madman

Yuqiao's scars really messed up my heart, and Yuqiao's low cry also pulled my heart tightly. I don't know who I should hate. I still don't know why I left to this point today.Ever since the accident in the South China Sea, I never imagined that I, who is not a great person, would be involved in such a big vortex.What I have seen and experienced are all things that I cannot imagine. I have seen people who are far beyond my worldview. I have seen the struggle between powers, I have seen the terrifying battlefield of killing people, and I have seen the kinship of flesh and blood. , I also saw all kinds of high-tech and cutting-edge weapons and technologies that only appear in movies.

I looked at Commander Xu with red eyes and didn't know how to answer. How should I choose?Become a member of the second channel, or be permanently imprisoned.Thinking of this, my heart skipped a beat. If I don't join the second channel, will I never see Yuqiao again?No, don't do this, I really want to take care of this woman Yuqiao, even if she doesn't like me at all, I still want to be by her side. Thinking of this, I took a few steps back and sat heavily on the sofa.Hold your head in your hands and rub it vigorously! Commander Xu asked loudly, "Have you figured it out yet?"

I raised my head and said slowly, "I, join you." This world is so interesting, just because I said this sentence, my life has completely changed. I saw the black dog, and when the black dog saw me at the door, it jumped up from the sofa and hugged me so tightly that I couldn't even breathe.In fact, I was also very excited to see the black dog, but for some reason, I seemed very calm. I patted the black dog and chatted with him on the sofa. The black dog spoke incoherently, with snot and tears saying how lonely and worried he was staying here, and wanted to die with others several times, but he always felt that I would not die.So I have been patiently waiting for me.As a result, the black dog finally saw me.

I told Black Dog that I became Commander Xu's subordinate, but I didn't say that I joined the second channel. I lived with the black dog for a whole day, and this guy never stopped talking all day long. He talked about his past, he fought with my Aiki club, became my subordinate, and so on and so on. no end.I don’t know that the black dog can talk like this. Is it because he feels that I have changed and wants to tell me everything about the past.Sometimes I think, since we can't go back to the old days in the South China Sea, what's the point of becoming a second channel person?At least I can be a little free, and, if I still have a chance, I can escape with Yuqiao and the black dog.

But when I thought of running away, I almost despaired again. Where could I go? The whole world is the minion of Second Channel, Shenjing, and Team A. Yuqiao is the daughter of Commander Xu, and she has finally got rid of the past. On the day of begging, I should be happy for her, how can I take her away again?Since I promised Commander Xu to be a member of the Second Channel, I, Zhao Cheng, will do what I say. Capriciousness is not my creed in life. follow me? The next day, I was picked up very politely by several soldiers, including the officer who was fierce to me before, who was also very polite to me.

I asked the officer what Heigou would do, and the officer told me that he had arranged for Heigou to work in an ordinary company that was originally a subsidiary of the army. He also rented a house for him, but Heigou had to pay the rent with his own salary.This should be an ideal arrangement. I was taken to another building in this yard, and this was the first time I walked in the army yard like this. Commander Xu is waiting for me in this building, and he is accompanied by two imposing-looking military officers about my age. Commander Xu introduced to me Staff Li and Captain Feng, both of whom greeted me very politely.

After a few simple conversations, Commander Xu said: "Zhao Cheng, you need to receive some training, and Staff Officer Li and Captain Feng will be responsible for you, but the training is very hard, you have to understand." I nodded, and looked at Commander Xu resolutely. Commander Xu also kept looking at me, his eyes were firmly fixed on mine, as if he didn't want to miss any of my expressions.I know that maybe he is not at ease, when I am not very firm, but my heart is indeed very firm, and I have already regarded myself as a member of the second channel, for no reason, because of Yuqiao.

In the following days, it was hell-like high-intensity training, including shooting, fighting, field combat, reconnaissance, etc. I was in a group with a few people who were a few years younger than me, and there were discipline rules. You can't ask each other's name and talk about topics that have nothing to do with training.I have a number called 4578, and everyone has a number.Staff Li's number is 2365, and Captain Feng's number is 2443. A total of 20 people received training and were divided into four groups. At the very beginning, I followed the training very hard. The people in the same group could tell that they all had received military training, so they all completed better. I was the worst one in this group.However, among the 20 people, there are also people like me who are not particularly capable, and there is one in each group.Once I can't finish it, Captain Feng will roar at me like crazy, and the air wave from his mouth can almost roll me to the ground.

However, my shooting performance has improved rapidly, and the detection items are also very flexible. For some detection items, I can rank among the top five among 20 people. These days were very hard, but there were also some joys. After the training, Captain Feng, accompanied by Staff Officer Li, would call us together to play some interesting games. The games were very interesting.Everyone had a good time playing, and there were more smiles on their faces. We will pick you up and stay in the same place. I can go back to Commander Xu once a week and have dinner once a week.Every time Commander Xu asked me about my training with great concern, and looked me up and down.

Every time I eat, I can see Yuqiao. It seems that Commander Xu arranged it deliberately. Yuqiao is a little shy when she sees me. I don't know if it has something to do with the last time I saw her bare back.I usually don't dare to say anything to Yuqiao. Although I control myself not to look at Yuqiao, I can't help but raise my head and look at Yuqiao secretly.This feeling is very sweet, as sweet as the first time I fell in love with a girl facing the street in Nanhai, but the relationship in Nanhai became very blurred later. He scolded a bloody head, saying that I am a little rascal, don't pester his daughter, and also called his daughter a little bitch, who will fall in love when she is young, and if she sees me with her again, she will beat her up break her leg.After that, this girl hid from me when she saw me, and I still liked her for two years. It wasn't until I became a hooligan and met some dubious women that this girl disappeared from my memory.

When I saw Yuqiao, I felt like I liked that girl before, sour and astringent, I really wanted to get close to her, but I didn't know what to say.I know that I am completely in love with Yuqiao, a girl with this kind of feeling. I don’t want to deny this feeling at all. I have lived so long, and I know that this is not the feeling of first love anymore, but real love. .But every time I feel uncomfortable, I don't know if Yuqiao likes me, and even when I think of Li Shengli, I feel uncomfortable in my heart. Of course, Commander Xu saw all my actions. He smiled and said nothing.Seems fine with me. I also met Heigou, but only once. Heigou said that he had a good life, and his work was simple and easy. However, it was still a military-administered compound, and he had to write an application to go out, and he had to check when he came back.I secretly asked him if he wanted to run away, but the black dog hurriedly shook his head, saying that everything looked fine to me, and he was doing well, so it's better not to do something too dangerous.Unless I want to run, I'll just smile and say I'm fine, just stay like this. The black dog also took a look at Yuqiao, this kid should still like Yuqiao very much, even if Yuqiao just walked by us, the black dog's eyes seemed to jump out and run after Yuqiao.Unfortunately, he was not as lucky as me, and he was able to have dinner with Yuqiao, which reassured me a little. Yuqiao's impression of the black dog should be far greater than mine. Our training has also been transferred from the ground to the underground. The training on the ground is carried out under the protection of heavy soldiers, because obviously, around the outdoor field where we train, not only are there signs of military restricted areas hanging everywhere, but also three places. One post at each step, one post at five steps, and a large number of soldiers patrolling the perimeter with armed guns and live ammunition.After going underground, it is relatively less obvious, but it is also 20 people who need to undergo a full-body inspection one by one, and then pass one by one with a red light, continuously spraying mist at us, and then in Feng Under the leadership of the captain and Staff Officer Li, they passed through four or five heavy iron gates before reaching the underground training ground. The underground training is some operating machinery, team combat, command and dispatch, and close combat.Moreover, Captain Feng and Staff Officer Li asked us to really fight. Everyone was polite the first few times and didn't dare to let go too much. Under Captain Feng's constant roar, after a few days, everyone would get nervous whenever they fought close to each other, because you If you don't fight your life with the other party, the other party will really show no mercy.Therefore, among the 20 people, because of this link, several fractured their bones, and one appeared to be in shock.These few people never came to the training ground again, I don't know if they were eliminated. I was once beaten severely by someone, and I was the burliest one in another group. When I was fighting with weapons, a stick was swung on my face, which knocked the bridge of my nose, and beat my whole body black and blue. of.What is difficult is that Captain Feng yelled to stop in time, which prevented me from being broken into bones by this bastard. Team combat is what I am best at, because I have the ability to predict, what will happen in the next 4 minutes, I can use it twice in one training, because of the accuracy of my prediction, I will use it based on what will definitely happen in 4 minutes. Coordinate the action plan of our group, and make a fuss around this point.For example, when I saw that the confrontation team appeared at Port B four minutes later and followed the formation in one direction, I arranged for an ambush at Port B. In a word, the other party described us as a sudden drop.This allowed me to gain countless compliments from Captain Feng and Staff Officer Li in this training. I don't know if they know that I have predictive ability. If they know, I'm afraid I will be greatly discounted in their eyes. This is also the first time that the predictive ability is used in actual combat. The role it can play is getting bigger and bigger after I master it flexibly, and I only need to desperately think about each person, and I can find his future 2 seconds after four minutes If you formulate a decisive strategy based on the internal state, you will almost never fail.Sometimes I also wonder, how did human creativity and invention come about? Could it be that they broke through the barrier of time and saw the future in the blink of an eye?Otherwise, how could he suddenly think of the right thing? Using this ability, I began to spy on Yuqiao's future, but it was very difficult. Although I was able to concentrate on thinking about Yuqiao, most of the time it was a colorful light group, and I couldn't see it clearly. It's just that sometimes you can see it, and only Yuqiao's eyes, just the eyes, and they are closed, and the rest are all colored light clusters.Could it be that this is the reason why Yuqiao doesn't belong to this world?I also tried to watch Commander Xu, but never got to see Commander Xu 4 minutes later, even with just one eye. I can still see Yuqiao once a week, and this is the moment that excites me the most. Sometimes Commander Xu will deliberately leave his seat after two mouthfuls of food, leaving me and Yuqiao alone.I also lost no time in talking nonsense to Yuqiao, but actually I couldn't say anything particularly funny, I seldom please women.But for Yuqiao, I have spent more than a week thinking about what to say in order to make Yuqiao happy.After all, hard work can still pay off. Yuqiao listens more carefully to what I say each time, and sometimes laughs out loud, and the look in her eyes makes me feel that she seems to have some other meaning for me.This made me very excited. I paid attention to the details of Yuqiao's every movement, and carefully pondered what it meant at night, sometimes sad and sometimes happy.Like a neurotic. Even more fortunately, once when Yuqiao and I were eating together in the dining room, we accidentally stirred, and I immediately helped her up. Although Li Shengli once let me get into Yuqiao's arms, it was as simple as that. As soon as I hold it, I feel that my hands are hot and happy for several days.Recalling for a long time, Yuqiao's soft shoulders were held in my hands, and I really wanted to pull her into my arms all at once.And I also think about Yuqiao's blushes that rose quickly because of my support, she looks so good, that kind of shy look. I think Yuqiao has really started to like me too. The bridge of my nose was crooked. Although it has been straightened, there is still an obvious bruise on my face.When Yuqiao saw me, she felt sorry for me and cared about me for a long time. When eating, she even touched my nose and asked me if it hurt. I looked at the scars on Yuqiao's face and thought about what I am. , the injuries on your face and back are really the worst.But Yuqiao looked at me carefully and cared about my appearance, which made me both happy and more distressed about Yuqiao's misfortune. I don’t know if it’s because Yuqiao and I don’t belong to this world, but Yuqiao slowly seems to be more interested in me, every time she sees me, she will greet me happily, and always show a shy smile And when eating, you can easily listen to my nonsense, listen to it very fascinated, and the smile on your face can often bloom, and the dimples on your face are like wine. Smiling, can make me as excited as drunk.Dimples also have this effect, I really didn't expect it. I never mentioned the matter of Li Shengli and the encounter with Yuqiao, because I was very afraid that she would think of Li Shengli again.I even hope that it would be best for her to forget Li Shengli, or just treat me as a substitute for Li Shengli.Sometimes I think, if Yuqiao thinks that Li Shengli is dead, can she really fall in love with me and not think about others? In the story I told, I could feel that Yuqiao's feelings for Li Shengli were through hardships together, so deep and unshakable.I only hope that Yuqiao can like someone like me more, even if I only have half of her love for Li Shengli, even if it is one third, I will be satisfied. It has been more than 3 months since the training began, and it seems that there is still no end. During these three months, I have lost a lot of weight.But the spirit is much better than before, not only this kind of rigorous physical exercise, but also the meeting with Yuqiao every week, which makes me feel that although the three months are hard, they are very fulfilling.I began to thank Commander Xu. Commander Xu seemed to have given me a new life and way of life. I felt that my decision to join the Second Channel was correct. However, just when I thought the training would never end, the training stopped. I was individually notified to gather, and under the leadership of Captain Feng and Staff Officer Li, I got into a black van with five other people, drove out of the city, and stopped at an inconspicuous house. We walked down from this room in a meandering way, and opened countless doors, which made me feel that I would definitely get lost when I went back. Then I changed the elevator continuously and kept going down. I never thought that this humble house would hide so many organs. Every time I changed the elevator, I could find people around me began to increase. In the end, I finally saw a person in a black uniform. These black uniforms also looked at us politely. Finally, we came to a long and narrow corridor, and after walking to the end, we saw a hall.There is a black flag hanging in front of this hall, on which is the symbol of five five-pointed stars connected by a red thread.Below the black flag is a huge metal table. There are five huge five-pointed stars on the table, surrounded by a bright red flame in the middle. The flame seems to be floating in mid-air without being directly connected to the table. .As soon as we entered, black uniforms took us over, and Captain Feng and Staff Officer Li left the room. We were taken to stand in the middle of this hall. On both sides of this table, there were four hale and hearty old men wearing black uniforms and strange black top hats. However, their uniforms had a few more swirling red lines than the usual black uniforms. Commander Xu stood on the side, and the rest of the black uniforms all stood back with their hands behind their backs. Seeing me coming, Commander Xu nodded to me, lowered his head and whispered something to one of the old men. The old man gestured to the others with his eyes. I could feel that the eyes of these people were all on on me.Makes my heart skip a beat. Commander Xu said to us: "This is the oath hall of the second channel. After the ceremony, you can become full members of the second channel. Please follow me to read." Then Commander Xu walked up to us, cupped his fists and bowed to us, then turned around and bowed to each of the four old men.His gesture of clasping fists is to cross his hands flat and stack them together, with his two thumbs touching together, and the back of his hands facing us. I think it is so similar to the gang initiation ceremony in the old society, but the clothes are very strange. The four old men also hugged their fists together, closed their eyes, and put their fists close to their chests. Commander Xu turned around and read to us: "If so, I am here." Although the voice was not loud, it was extraordinarily clear and solemn in this hall. I hastened to follow suit and said: "If it is me." Commander Xu read: "I am willing to give up my body." We naturally followed suit. Commander Xu went on to read: "The fire of light shines on the galaxy, I can do what I can, I see what I think, everything comes from the fire, everything goes from the fire, there is nothing to ask for, nothing to complain about, no world, no boundaries "Whoever enters my fire will gain bliss and pure land. Those who follow the fire will be destroyed, and those who rebel will be destroyed. The power of fire is here, and there is no world. Kong Zha knows how much, when the land is dry, when and where it will go, the eight reds Ta Ni, Meng Zhuo Zi led, Kongza Kongza." This long scripture, like a mantra, is understandable at the beginning, but completely incomprehensible at the end. Anyway, we can't control so much, we just read what Commander Xu read. Commander Xu bowed reverently to each of the four old men until he finished reading. Only then did the four old men open their eyes and look at us, Commander Xu stepped back with his fists in his hands. An old man got up, gestured on each of our heads, muttered something, and then returned to his seat. Another old man also got up, pointed to our chest and muttered something, and then returned to his seat. Next was pointing at my belly, and pointing at my feet. That's it. Commander Xu recruited, and six black uniforms gave us six sets of black clothes, which we took in our hands. The black uniforms were very light, but thick, smooth to the touch like satin, yet very Resilient. Commander Xu said, "Take off all your clothes and change into them." The person next to me and I looked at each other without saying anything. We took off our clothes and changed into our clothes in front of so many people. Six black uniforms beside us assisted us, making us even socks to take off. The clothes are very close-fitting, as if they were tailor-made just for us.And there were gloves and hats, and we put them on, and when we put them on, black uniforms came and took our clothes and shoes away, and we left our bare feet on the warm floor. Seeing that we were dressed, the four old men began to read in unison again, but this time they couldn't understand a sentence. They raised their hands and put them down again, and the whole hall was shocked. Filled with their voices, the voice got louder and louder, and finally it seemed to drill directly into my brain. My body suddenly knelt down uncontrollably, and at the same time uncontrollably raised my arms in front of my chest. I was a little surprised, but those old men were chanting like a mantra, which made me unable to think at all. My clothes seemed to be alive, driven by this spell, they moved my body up and down.Doing some weird jobs. Then, a yellow light suddenly appeared from my clothes. Driven by my body, the light also danced, and the yellow light appeared on the old people and everyone. This light became more and more intense, until finally There is a yellow light in front of my eyes, and everyone's light is connected into one! The elders continued to chant, but the voice gradually became quieter, and the light slowly receded. Only then did we resume our own behavior, and the clothes were flat and tightly attached to the curve of our bodies. body.But I feel that my brain is extremely excited, as if something is about to vent. Commander Xu bowed to all the elders, raised his hands, and shouted: "To create a kingdom of light! Burn this world!" Then everyone raised their hands and shouted after Commander Xu, and kept shouting, sounding passionate. I don't know what's going on, but I was also moved by this atmosphere. Thinking of how unfair this world is to me, and those ugly faces, I excitedly shouted along with everyone! In order to create a kingdom of light, burn this world! The blood in the body also seemed to be boiling.