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Chapter 31 8. I am also a fragile man

Desperate record 张海帆 3598Words 2018-03-23
Yuqiao was wearing a pair of very old jeans, her legs were very slender, and she was wearing a pair of brown women's leather shoes; the top was a very ordinary women's long-sleeved jacket with small prints.Yuqiao's hair should have been carefully washed, even though it was tied at the back, strands of hair still hung down from her forehead to the corner of her mouth. Yuqiao's facial features are very delicate, a pair of big talking eyes, a slightly raised nose and a high nose bridge.Maybe it was because I was scared for a while just after taking a shower, Yuqiao looked slightly rosy.Moreover, Yuqiao is very white, so the red color against her face looks very good-looking.

However, there are still a few obvious scars on Yuqiao's face, but they give people a feeling of affection.It didn't have any negative impact on Yuqiao's beauty at all. Yuqiao avoided my gaze and dared not make contact with me, but when she looked elsewhere, her gaze seemed particularly determined and strong.She seems to be the kind of woman between a strong woman and a little girl, with her own independent spirit and innocent romantic feelings. Yuqiao sat down on the chair, put her legs together and stepped on the stool as usual, leaning her head between her legs, this might be her way of self-protection.Then Yuqiao stared at a corner of the room, seemed to be thinking about something, and then showed a strong look.

At this time, Heigou also came in and sat next to me. It could be seen that this kid liked Yuqiao a little bit, because he had never seen such a big man who could be coy. After being silent for a while, I first broke the deadlock and asked, "Your name is Yuqiao?" Yuqiao didn't look at me either, her gaze was still fixed on one spot, and she just nodded. I said, "My name is Zhao Cheng, and everyone usually calls me Brother Cheng." Yuqiao still didn't speak, just nodded. I said, "Are you Li Shengli's wife?" Yuqiao turned her head and looked into my eyes. Her eyes were so bright that I wanted to avoid her gaze.

But Yuqiao quickly looked away and said, "The Li Shengli you mentioned should be brother Liming." Yuqiao's accent sounds very strange, some southern accents, but mostly Mandarin, which makes it difficult for me to judge where she is from, but Yuqiao's voice sounds sweet and clear, but there is a hint of melancholy. I said, "It should be a person." Yuqiao turned her head to look at me again: "Do you know him?" I said, "I know him, of course I know him, I know very well about him." Yuqiao actually smiled sweetly, as if recalling something, but immediately fell into deep thought.

Such a conversation like squeezing toothpaste is not a problem, I must break this deadlock, there are too many things about this woman named Yuqiao worthy of my curiosity. I said, "Do you know where he is now?" Yuqiao didn't raise her head, and said in a low voice, "I don't know." I said, "Do you want to know where he is?" Yuqiao still didn't have a big head, and said in a low voice: "I want to know, but you won't know." I took a deep breath and said, "Don't you think I'm the same person as him?" I didn't say this on purpose, but I always subconsciously regarded Li Shengli as my split personality. A product, he may be some forgotten memory of myself.

This sentence seemed to have an effect, Yuqiao turned her head around, stared at me firmly again, and said, "Maybe, but he's not here now." I said, "So you want to follow me?" Yuqiao said: "Yes, I don't know when Brother Liming will come back, and he told me to follow you." I said, "He's still there, but he can't talk to you for the time being." Yuqiao blinked her eyes, but suddenly choked up twice, and two crystal tears rolled out of her bright eyes, she said: "I know, he will come back. I will wait for him to come back."

When Yuqiao cried, I was a little panicked. I have seen many women cry and make a scene, but I didn't expect that Yuqiao's two tears seemed to drown me, an ant, in the sea. I quickly said, "Hey...don't...Li Shengli will be back soon." Yuqiao said, "No, I know." I was dumbfounded, this girl is definitely not as simple as I imagined, she has a sharper judgment on things than I do. I really don't know how to continue the conversation. At this time, Yuqiao said: "Brother Cheng, do you mind listening to me tell a story?" The black dog answered faster than me, and the word willing has already blurted out.

I turned off the TV, and in this small hut, this beautiful girl who used to be a beggar began to tell a poignant fairy-tale love story softly.The protagonists are Yuqiao and Li Shengli. "...I separated from him. I really didn't know how to go on living, but I remembered what he told me, if I lived, I would see him. So I walked down the river and met him in the I stayed next to a small village for three or four days. I felt like I was going to die, but the thought that he might still be waiting for me, and that if he looked for me everywhere and couldn't find me, he would be very sad. That's what made me Gather up the courage to live again...and I knew he was from Beijing, so I made up my mind that I wanted to go to Beijing. So I begged all the way, and it took about half a year before I finally arrived in Beijing.

The city of Beijing has his breath, and I feel very at ease here. Although I am still very afraid of people and often bullied by others, I believe that as long as I wait here, I will definitely wait for him.Today, quite by chance, I actually had a feeling that he was here, and he was near me.In the end, I met you. Brother Cheng, I'm sorry, I don't want to cause you trouble by following you, but following you is the only chance to see him again.If it's not convenient for you, I'll leave. " I trembled a little and said, "You just begged for half a year and arrived in Beijing."

Yuqiao said: "Yes, although I am lonely and scared, but thinking of him gives me courage." I was amazed that this weak body could burst out with so much energy. This girl who has forgotten who she is, the only sustenance is Li Shengli, and she can endure the pain that ordinary people can't bear, so she continued to search step by step.I don't know whether I sympathize with her or admire her at this time, I just know that she is different from all the girls I have ever been in contact with. I turned around and looked at the black dog, and the black dog immediately turned his face to the side, preventing me from seeing his face. Perhaps, some things Yuqiao said touched some of his sad things. The black dog seems to have no tears. The man is clearly crying.Although I can't see the black dog's face, I definitely know that the black dog is crying.

Yuqiao kept staring at the ground while talking, and only occasionally raised her head to look at our expressions.And I kept staring at her face, Yuqiao spoke as if recalling the scene at that time, sometimes sweet, sometimes painful, sometimes excited, sometimes depressed, but more often, Yuqiao’s voice was low and choked of. My heart is messed up and I'm in a bad mood.Facing such a woman, I don't know how I should treat her. Yuqiao ignored any of us, and continued: "He said that every time I open my eyes, he will be by my side, but now every time I open my eyes, he is not there, but , I don't blame him. It's been a year, every time I open my eyes, I feel very painful, because he is not here again. " Then, the little woman cried softly, and never said a word. Perhaps, this is the first time she has told her story to others for so long, and because Li Shengli once came to my place, I used to be Li Shengli.So, she told me, maybe she wanted Li Shengli to hear it too.However, I know that Li Shengli is not here, he is gone, and he can't hear all this. This night, I didn't fall asleep. I tossed and turned throughout the night. I raised my head countless times to look at the cubicle where Yuqiao slept, and listened carefully to see if Yuqiao made any noise. However, the night was so quiet, as quiet as Yu happened to be not here. When the sky was just a little dark, I saw the black dog and got up, got dressed and got out of bed, washed up in the bathroom outside, then tiptoed back, and gently moved the chair in the bedroom to Yuqiao's door, Sit upright there.And look inside from time to time. I suddenly felt a little angry!Mom, what does the black dog mean, that Yuqiao sees him as soon as he wakes up?Who does he think he is?Is it Li Shengli?Bastard, it's not him who wants to do this, but me! Thinking of this, I was surprised again, why did I do this, instead of Li Shengli, Yuqiao loved Li Shengli instead of me.If I do this, Yuqiao will fall in love with me when she opens her eyes and sees me?This is impossible!But, I really want to do it, why why! I cursed in my mind: "Li Shengli, you bastard, come back, I will lend you my body, okay! Where have you been? You bastard! You irresponsible man! Just throw it away like this!" The woman who raped you ran away? You bastard!" After scolding for a long time, I also sat up suddenly, which surprised the black dog. I ignored him, silently dressed myself, and went to the bathroom to freshen up briefly.I also walked back gently, sat on the edge of the bed, without saying a word, while the black dog stared at me blankly.I looked at him a little impatiently. The black dog saw that my expression was not right, so he had to stand up, gently move the chair back to its original position, and then sit on the edge of the other bed. The two of us did not speak, but just stared at me quietly. Inside the compartment.I don't know if I'd jump over it if I heard movement in it.Men are really strange sometimes, and I am also more and more strange to myself, what's wrong with me?Why is it the same as the black dog.Could it be that I fell in love with Yuqiao too? After my father suddenly ran away from home when I was young, my mother and I had a very difficult life. Many times, my mother stared at the empty kitchen and shed tears.From then on, I hated my father who left us, and hated this world to death.Nobody helped us, not even a sympathetic look.As far as I can remember, the sound of fighting at the end of the Cultural Revolution outside the street has never disappeared from my ears. Until I entered junior high school, my father was ridiculed by my classmates as a traitor. I am the son of a traitor. They said my father He absconded to Taiwan in fear of crime.I once really suspected that my father swam across the Taiwan Strait from the South China Sea with a ball in his arms and went to Taiwan. I fought with others and was a gangster. I was once flattened on the ground and could not move. I could only crawl back to my temporary hut.I remember all these hardships, so Yuqiao's blunt words made me, a person who has really suffered and suffered, feel the greatness of this woman.Her living environment was ten times worse than mine, she even forgot who she was, and was afraid of all strangers. It wasn't until the appearance of Li Shengli that her heart was comforted, but her flaws entered into more painful emotions.The loneliness and loneliness were ten times and a hundred times stronger than before meeting Li Shengli.Therefore, I can understand why Yuqiao has such strong and firm eyes, but has such a sensitive and fragile heart. Who says I don't have a fragile heart?Under my own strong appearance, in fact, I have such a fragile heart.I never dared to face all this before, but now I finally admit it all.I am actually a fragile and kind man. And my previous stories, who will be sad and cry for me.
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