Chapter 30 7. Please take care of her...

I hugged my head in pain and cursed in my heart: "You are crazy, shut up!" Li Shengli still said to me with a loud voice: "Please go to Yuqiao's side, I beg you!" I replied to him: "What Yuqiao, what does it have to do with me! And I have business to do!" Li Shengli kept shouting in my head: "Please, please, please, please." This voice actually made me feel a tearing helplessness. I had no choice but to get close to the beggar, and the black dog followed me. I waved my hand to stop him from following me. I walked forward and stared at the little beggar.The beggar also looked straight into my eyes, and there was a light in those eyes that I had never seen before.Every time I take a step closer, Li Shengli will strongly call this Yuqiao's name in my mind.

Yuqiao is a name that Li Shengli has never mentioned to me. Even if he mentioned it, it might have been mentioned in one sentence, so I can't remember it. I squatted down and looked at the beggar.I just found out that this is a very beautiful girl with big eyes. Although her face is covered with smudges, she can't hide her beauty and cuteness at all, and she is not as cloudy-eyed as the beggars in the South China Sea I have come into contact with. Stupid and silly. The girl just looked at me like this, staring into my eyes, without any intention of avoiding it.Li Shengli yelled "Yuqiao, Yuqiao, Yuqiao" in my head. Maybe, this girl is really Yuqiao.I impatiently shouted to my mind: "Why are you crying!" Strange, did I feel Li Shengli crying?I never felt his emotion, but this time I actually felt him crying.Maybe it's because of the weird pitch of the voice.

Li Shengli said: "I really want to hug her and tell her that I am Li Shengli." I answered him: "But I'm not Li Shengli. I can't hug her. If I hug her, you will feel the same as me. But I won't do that." Li Shengli didn't speak, but I could feel a tightening feeling in my head like falling from a high altitude, accompanied by Li Shengli's low and strange hissing sound.He must be in pain. Maybe Li Shengli felt at this time that the closest distance felt so far away.Perhaps the most painful thing is that you are right in front of my eyes, but I can't tell you that I love you.

I stared at this beggar named Yuqiao without saying a word, and Yuqiao didn't avoid my gaze, she still looked into my eyes full of light.I was a little overwhelmed, so I said, "Do you know me?" Yuqiao replied, "I don't know you. But, you look so familiar." I said, "Who am I like?" Yuqiao said: "You don't look like anyone, but there is a feeling in your eyes that I am very familiar with." I said, "Aren't you afraid of me?" Yuqiao said, "I'm afraid." I squinted my eyes: "Then what are you looking at me for?"

Yuqiao retracted her neck in fear, but she kept looking at me, as if she was looking for the gold on my face. Li Shengli said: "Please, tell him you know Li Shengli." I replied: "Why! Let her pester me?" Li Shengli made another low hissing sound, and then said, "Please, please." I ignored him and said to Yuqiao, "Maybe we will meet in the future." Then I stood up, turned around and left. It is impossible for me to be unable to meet my godfather because of the beggar-like woman Li Shengli said, and even become a burden to me. Li Shengli roared in my head: "Don't go, don't go, please, please...don't go..."

It's a pity that Li Shengli still can't control my body, and he can't stop me from doing what I want.So I restrained Li Shengli's constant shouting in my head, and walked away from the beggar quickly. After walking a few steps, I suddenly heard the beggar scream: "Are you my husband? Brother Liming!" I was just about to answer her no without turning my head, Li Shengli began to hiss sharply, only hissing hissing, without any tone, and I suddenly felt that my body seemed to be abnormal, as if from somewhere A place suddenly didn't belong to me, and then it quickly spread to the whole body, so that my tongue was suddenly out of my control, and I couldn't speak.

I clearly feel that I can't control my body anymore, and my consciousness can't drive any part of my body.Li Shengli replaced my body?I can feel everything in my body now, but I can't drive it, I just feel everything in my body passively.Is this how Li Shengli feels?Now I switched with him? I knew that I stood still, and then turned around, with tears streaming down my face, but my expression was very stiff, and my body moved forward like a robot, and then I said, "Yes, I am your husband, Yuqiao. "I trembling slightly rushed two steps forward, knelt down in front of Yuqiao, shook a bit, and fell my head down into Yuqiao's arms.

Yuqiao rubbed my head, lifted it up, and looked at me.Two lines of tears hung on her face like clear spring water: "It's really you. But you are not you. What's wrong with you, husband." I said, it should be Li Shengli who said at this time: "I don't know if my body still exists, but my consciousness is in this body. Yuqiao, do you understand?" Yuqiao hugged my face and put her own on it, her tears washed my face: "Husband, husband." I slowly stretched out my hand, obviously not too flexible, then stretched out a finger clumsily and bent it, wiping the tears on Yuqiao's face.

The black dog leaned over at this time, maybe he also felt that my behavior was abnormal, so he helped me up and asked, "Brother Cheng, are you okay?" Although I really wanted to say, Heigou, you helped me up, but I said, "Heigou, don't worry about me. Now, I would rather die than protect this girl, and you must do the same." The black dog murmured, "Yes, Brother Cheng. I remember." I scolded: "Bastard, I didn't say that." Li Shengli actually answered me in his brain: "Brother Cheng, I'm sorry. But please protect this girl, please?"

I scolded: "Why!" Li Shengli said: "I don't know how long I can control your body, but if you regard me as your friend, please protect her and take care of her." I scolded: "Okay, okay, I promise you, you give me back my body." Li Shengli said, "I don't know how to return it to you." So "I" said to Yuqiao: "Yuqiao, stay with me, don't leave me." Yuqiao said: "I will never leave you again even if I die." "I" said: "Then you must not leave Brother Cheng." I cursed, "Give me back my body!"

Unexpectedly, slowly, my body regained its intuition, and the sense of control from each part of my body returned to a point, and then I was able to control my body again. I made a smart move and threw away Yuqiao's embrace, and the black dog was standing beside me respectfully, and then I turned around inexplicably, as if I was looking for something I had lost. I scolded Li Shengli loudly in my head: "Bastard! It was fun just now." Li Shengli said: "Thank you, but I seem to have been discovered, and maybe I have to leave you, but please don't tell Yuqiao, I beg you. Please. Please. Please. Please. " The voice of begging you became smaller and smaller, until finally it disappeared. I cursed in my head: "Li Shengli, come out! Come out!" However, I could feel that Li Shengli had disappeared, and he no longer existed in my mind. I patted my head and yelled in my head several times until I was sure that Li Shengli was indeed not in my head. And when I looked at Yuqiao again, she no longer dared to look into my eyes.Curled up to a corner, just glanced at me occasionally. I shook my head and said to the black dog, "Let's go!" Then I went straight to leave, but the black dog said, "Brother Cheng, just now you said you wanted to protect this person." I cursed: "What I just said was farting! Go!" The black dog said: "Oh... oh... brother Cheng... then let's go..." I walked a few steps, and suddenly thought of Li Shengli, did this person really go back to that dark and terrifying place like hell, then would he come back?or die?This Yu happened to be his wife?How can it be here?What emotion did I feel when Li Shengli controlled my body just now?So shocking, intense, helpless, excited, sad, painful. I slowed down, but I couldn't get rid of Li Shengli's last few words, "If you regard me as your friend, please protect her and take care of her."Damn, when did I, Zhao Cheng, become so soft-hearted, Li Shengli is just an illusion of mine, why should I listen to him!Bastard, this murderous Li Shengli, I will scold you to death next time you come! So I turned around, looked at the beggar named Yuqiao standing blankly not far away, and said, "Follow us. I don't care if I lose it." The black dog also said repeatedly: "I'm watching, I'm watching." This Yuqiao walked towards me tremblingly, and the black dog took a step forward and said, "Hurry up, follow me, don't lose it." So, I walked ahead alone, and the black dog dragged the beggar named Yuqiao to follow me.I went to my godfather's house again. I walked all the way, and finally confirmed that Li Shengli was indeed out of my mind. I suddenly felt a sense of loss. Although this weird person shared my body, he has always been a very good friend and partner of mine.I'm really not used to him leaving, and I don't know where he went, when he will come back, and whether he still exists.So, I think it makes me sadder than if a loved one just died. Why did he suddenly disappear, he said he was found, by what?He was so excited just now that he took control of my body. Is that why he was discovered?The more I think about this, the more I feel unclear, and I even feel that the existence of Li Shengli is really just my fantasy.But what is that weird feeling that Li Shengli left me with?The five flavors are sour, sweet, bitter, and spicy. I can't explain what it feels like, because I have never had it. I looked back at Yuqiao a few times, but she avoided my gaze as if she was scared, and shrank behind the black dog.Is it this woman named Yuqiao that makes Li Shengli like this?Li Shengli and this woman are husband and wife, but what happened to them to be in this situation today?There are too many questions about all this, and I really regret why I didn't ask Li Shengli more about whether he still has partners and lovers in his escape life. Lover... When I think of this, I suddenly have a doubt, is the feeling Li Shengli left me a feeling of love?And is it a feeling of love that tears people's souls?I've lived so long to have loved only one woman, my mother, and a part of that feeling did emerge when my mother died away from me.And any intimate love with a woman, I don't know what love is. Since I was 15 years old, I believe that the world can only speak with your own fists. You must become more ruthless than others in order to be respected by others. .I have never believed in love. All women keep saying that they love me just to please me. Except for my mother, other women are just playthings to me!I can't fall in love with anyone, hehe. I looked at my new watch. It was a quarter to ten.It's almost time to pass. This Yuqiao looks dirty and looks like a beggar. Is it not good for me to take her, but since I know it is not good, why should I take her?Alas, who cares, the big deal is to get godfather's eyes. I silently smoked two cigarettes and rang the doorbell of my godfather's house at ten o'clock on time.Soon a man opened the small window above the door and looked us over.I nodded to him. He asked me, "What's your name?" I said, "Zhao Cheng." The man snorted and opened the door quickly.The three of us filed in. This is a rather large courtyard surrounded by three bungalows and a two-story house. After walking two steps, a middle-aged woman came out from the door of a bungalow and greeted me: "You guys come here first, your godfather has a phone call now." Follow her obediently. Sister Wang gasped when she saw Yuqiao.I hurriedly said, "A friend entrusted it to me, I'm sorry." Sister Wang said: "She can't do this, come with me and take a bath first. You go in and sit down for a while." Yuqiao seemed very unwilling to leave me, so I gritted my teeth at her: "I'm not going anywhere. I'm here." That's how Yuqiao was taken away by Sister Wang. When I was fidgeting, Sister Wang came over and said, "I thought it was a boy. It turned out to be a girl. She is quite smart and can do everything. Come with me first, and the room is arranged for you." I murmured repeatedly, got up and the black dog followed Sister Wang and left. After entering the two-storey building, Sister Wang took us down to the basement and opened a room: "The three of you live here. The girl can sleep in the small bed in the innermost compartment. Is her name Yuqiao?" I repeatedly agreed: "Yes, it's Yuqiao." Sister Wang said: "She is a very likable girl, but she seems to have suffered a lot and is a little afraid of people. You should take care of others." I nod. Sister Wang said, "I'll call you later." The first time I came to my godfather's house, I was also received by Sister Wang. At that time, I lived in a large guest room on the first floor. The situation may be different now, and I have changed to the basement. I took a look at this room. It is a semi-basement. There is a row of small windows on the top to see the outside. There is a small living room with a coffee table and two old sofas. Inside is a bedroom with two tables. Simmons bed.Inside there is a small compartment that just fits a chest of drawers and a camp bed.I looked at it, then sat on the bed, and sighed: "I'm living under the fence!" The black dog still smiled silly twice: "Brother Cheng, it's pretty good, it's not bad." I gave him a blank look. After a while, Sister Wang trotted over and said, "Minister X told you to go upstairs by yourself." I hurriedly responded, got up quickly and followed Sister Wang out. I pushed the door open, and my godfather was smoking a cigarette with a serious face. He saw me coming and motioned for me to sit down, and I sat nervously on the sofa. My godfather sat on the reclining chair on the side, took a few puffs of cigarettes, and said, "Zhao Cheng. Do you know who is going to arrest you?" I quickly said, "I just don't know." The godfather put out the cigarette in the ashtray: "It's actually several departments of the general manager." "How did I mess with them?" I asked. The godfather said: "I also find it strange, do you think they are really only targeting you?" I said, "I'm just doing some small business in Nanhai, besides helping to take care of your godfather's business." The godfather said: "Hehe, you have to know that I didn't want you to come to my place." I said, "Oh, godfather..." The godfather said: "I know what you are going to say, your little money is useless. Now someone in Zhongnanhai has offered to protect you. What have you done recently? What do you know? You are making a lot of noise. It's not small." I said, "I didn't do anything. Godfather, I'm a rough man, what can I know." Godfather said: "You didn't talk nonsense?" When I thought about it, I was really talking nonsense. I told Secretary Tian about the second channel, and I also said that I was a person who came down from the second channel. At that time, I really just listened to what Li Shengli said, and deliberately said it to scare people. I had no choice but to say: "Godfather, I know I can't hide it from you, so I told Secretary Tian of Nanhai about the second channel..." My godfather immediately took over my words: "What did you say?" I said, "I asked Secretary Tian if you knew about the second channel. Secretary Tian said he didn't know, so I said I was the one who came down from the second channel." Godfather said, "That's all you said?" I said, "That's all I've said, one more word will kill me." The godfather nodded and said: "Zhao Cheng, this matter doesn't seem to be so simple, and now I don't know whether to protect you or not, but whatever, since you come, you will be safe. I'm staying here for two days." I said, "Godfather, I really caused you trouble." The godfather smiled: "It's a blessing or a disaster, you can't avoid it!... You brought two people?" I hurriedly said: "One is a capable man who has been with me for 5 years, you have seen it, it is called Heigou. There is another, um, and the other is a little girl entrusted to me by my life and death brother. She is very poor. It's called Yuqiao." The godfather said: "You are really loyal. You can't take care of yourself, but you still take care of others. You are not hurting others." I said, "Godfather, I have nothing else to do with me, I just want to be loyal, and I always do what I promise to others." The godfather snorted and said, "Little devil, you deliberately provoked me again. You go to rest, Sister Wang will tell you when to eat." I said, "Then I'm leaving." The godfather said: "Let's go, let's go. You and your people are not allowed to go outside for these two days." I said yes and went out. As soon as I entered the room, I saw the black dog sitting on the sofa outside. Seeing that I got up uncomfortably, he shyly said, "Brother Cheng, you are back. That Yuqiao is inside." I scolded: "What a worthless thing!" Then strode into the bedroom. A slender woman with a ponytail was also startled when she saw me coming in, and she jumped into the cubicle. Is this Yuqiao?With such a big change, I can't associate it with that beggar-like Yuqiao just now.I sat on the bed and turned on the TV.Said: "Okay, come out. I'm here, you have to come out and talk." This Yuqiao slowly came out of the room and sat on a chair far away from my bed. Yuqiao is really beautiful, my eyes are a little dazed...