Chapter 5 5. Who am I?

In the Commander's hand was a blue blotch.It was as big as a palm, and it was wriggling.After a while, it became my own head. The head turned to me and said, "Do you know me?" With a bang, I woke up with a start.Sweating profusely!It's a dream!It was a dream, but it was such a real dream, and all the time in it was passing so normally, it made me feel that this is what just happened. What is real is impressive, it is the kind of reality that has transcended dreams, and the memory is so clear that even the feeling in the dream exists. In the dream, Chen Kai hit me and it hurt a little. Now the arm is still there. a little hurt.

I covered my face, panting heavily.There is no trace of sleepiness at all. I looked at my watch, it was 4:30, that is, only 2 hours had passed since I fell asleep, but what happened in the dream should have been more than 5 hours. I got up and washed my face, the cold water made me more awake.Am I still dreaming now?Are all my memories just a dream like that just now?Did Chen Kai ask me to have dinner again at night, and Xiaoyun would continue to call me every day to act like a baby. I couldn't sit at home, so I got dressed, put on my sneakers, and went downstairs for a run.It was already getting dark, and I ran towards Chen Kai's parents' house.What I saw were traces of being burned by the fire, and the broken windows were wrapped in nylon cloth, revealing a horrible blackness.

I ran upstairs on a sudden whim. The door of Chen Kai's parents' house was blocked by a simple iron fence covered with nylon cloth. I pushed it lightly, and the iron fence opened with a creak.It was dark inside, because there was no light thrown in, and because it had been burned by fire, the house was dark. I squeezed in sideways, and there was nothing left in the whole room, it should have been cleaned, only some waste paper was thrown on the ground.The room was empty and dark. The room is not big, and if you take a few steps, you can have a clear view of all the rooms. I was about to exit when the iron door slammed.

"What are you doing?" An old man's voice came from the door. "Nothing." I immediately squeezed to the door and got out. An old man who got up early was watching me vigilantly, with a familiar face. "Uncle Wang. I am Victory." Uncle Wang gave me a lot of attention, the corridor was dark, and it took him a long time to answer: "Victory? Why are you here?" "I'm going for a run in the morning, come and see." "Oh, come on. This house is not an auspicious place." Uncle Wang and I walked downstairs, and Uncle Wang told me, "Shengli, don't come here and enter this house in the future. This house is very evil."

"how." "After the fire, some strange people often come to see it." "What kind of person?" "It might be the police, but the expressions don't look like that. They are all cold and expressionless. No matter how the police are, they still have to say hello when they see us. They are fine, and they don't even talk to you." "Ah, isn't it the police?" "In a blue uniform. Never seen a uniform like that." "Oh, Uncle Wang, I see. Let's go first." "Hey, Victory...be careful..." Uncle Wang still didn't forget to say hello to me.

As soon as I heard about this blue uniform, I felt terrible. I still seldom talk to Uncle Wang, because as long as anyone related to my matter has encountered misfortune. I held back a lot of energy in my heart, and ran home with all my strength, as if there was an endless energy in my body.I feel a little surprised at the speed, can I run like this?Some people who jogged in the morning looked at me curiously and were quickly thrown away by me. After running back and forth for several laps, I finally felt a little tired.Put on your suit and go to work.Traffic jams are as bad as usual.I have been looking around at work all day, always afraid that Chen Kai will pat me on the back again.

Later, more and more similar super-real dreams began, and then it became a once-a-day situation.However, not all dreams are scary. Some dreams are that I was shopping in the supermarket, looked at this and that, and woke up when I found out that I had no money when paying. It is a very common daily life.But every dream is the same as the real one, all the feelings are as if I am fully awake, and I really did this thing, even including the sense of touch, hearing, and taste.Because it is so real that sometimes when I am awake, I still suspect that I am in a dream. This feeling makes my normal life a lot of trouble. Zhang CD even quarreled with others in his dream, and apologized to others in real life.

After a month like this, I didn't dare to go to see a doctor, and I didn't mention my dream to anyone. I just felt that I seemed to have a split personality, as if there were two me. Later, a dream made me feel that my personality seemed to be split again. I began to dream that I became a person I didn’t know, and there were some people I didn’t know, but in the dream I knew them all, and I could even call them name.At first, it should be a man named Wang Jianmin, who seems to be a farmer from Shaanxi. When he dreamed of him, he was arguing with his wife and his wife's sister.Later, I dreamed that I was a woman speaking Shanghainese, flirting with a man in a bar, so that I could feel the feeling of that man's penetrating into his body.

So, I became a person who is not me, because it is too real, sometimes I will lose where I am, even what I have done, who I know.Check your wallet regularly to see if you have a few thousand dollars extra. Fortunately, this kind of dream only happens when I fall asleep at night. If I have this kind of dream, I will record it, what happened, what characters appeared, I don’t know these people, I didn’t do these things of. One day, I had such a dream.This dream is related to my later experience. I dreamed that I was locked in a small room, wearing a white straitjacket, with a mouthpiece in my mouth, so that my teeth could not fit together and I could not speak.Two doctors in white coats came in and gave me an injection, which put me into a coma.But the strange thing is that even though I know I've passed out, my hearing is good, and I can't see because the eyes of the person I dreamed of are closed. I'm in a dream, so I can't possibly pass out again.That is, I was awake in my dream, but the person I replaced fell asleep in the dream.

This is a strange conversation. One person said: "Is the medicine for paragraph 13 A ready?" I will call this doctor Doctor A for the time being, and I will call the other doctor B Doctor. Doctor B said, "Okay." Doctor A said: "How about fluctuations?" Doctor B said: "It's normal, it's already entered the suppression phase. Stop 'Jiaolimin'." (I'm transliterating directly, and I don't know what Jiaolimin is.) Doctor A said, "Okay, give me 'Leechshri'." After a while, Doctor A said: "It's strange, although the fluctuations have stopped, how can there be a connection with the body ultrasound wave?"

Dr. B said: "There are some form jumps in the U group in the fifth paragraph." Doctor A said, "Didn't you do a body seal?" Doctor B said: "The basic segments 1, 2, 3, and 4 are all closed. The fifth segment is impossible..." Doctor A said, "Get out of the way." Doctor A suddenly shouted: "All 5 segments of CDGI have external low link, and there are outgoing waves in the low link area." Doctor B said: "This is..." Doctor A said: "Call Vieksky over here. This is an external abnormal primogen that is in contact with it! Do you understand!" After a while, a foreigner who spoke a foreign language came over. The foreigner and Dr. AB were chatting in English. My English is very poor.Just know what they're arguing about. Doctor A said: "Inject Citulmine into the fifth segment X. Damn, this Primarch is communicating with other Primarchs outside. It's sporadic communication! It's not clear what they are communicating." Doctor B started yelling foreign languages ​​with foreigners again. I understand the two sentences of the foreigner: "FUCK! STOP it!" Doctor A yelled at Doctor B again: "Let Gao Shengjun, Gao Shengmin, Gao Shengqiang, drag Waglie here! Quick!" Doctor B said: "Do you want to void this primarch?" Doctor A roared in a low voice: "Yes! Void!" Doctor B said: "But, the mastermind ordered..." Doctor A said: "I will take care of everything! I will explain it to the mastermind myself!" In a flurry of metal clashes. Doctor A's roar is still very clear: "Call 88A to report to GGF, the situation is OTT!..." Doctor B shouted from the side: "3, 2, 1..." I woke up.I could feel my life in my dream being wiped out in an instant, yes, dead.The feeling was unusually clear, the feeling of death. Panting heavily, I turned on the light tremblingly, and immediately wrote down the dream in my notebook. Never fell asleep again.