I have always felt that I am being watched recently, and the fewer people there are, the more obvious this feeling is, and there are real people staring at me.This feeling lasted for more than 20 days, so that I was a little worried that I was a little nervous because of too much work pressure and living alone. I was about to see a doctor, but this feeling suddenly disappeared.But what greeted me was 2 weeks of insomnia, my head was messed up all night, thinking about this and that, alas, it may be caused by the troubles of the recent project. My name is Li Shengli, I am 30 years old, and I work as a project supervisor in a private electronic communication company. Recently, my boss took over a communication system project for the military. Meetings day and night, and then develop.Sometimes the army is in trouble. Their commander suddenly said that he wanted to have a meal with me, the project manager, and their commander. I also asked those soldiers to undergo some complicated medical examinations. Only when they were found to be in good health did I have Xin and the commander. Had a meal.The commander looked like he was in his 50s, very mighty, but very kind. He chatted with me like my father, asking about my family and how my parents were.The project didn't say anything, anyway, I think he is a very powerful person, and also very unusual, much stronger than us ordinary people.

I started to have these problems in the middle of the project, and when the project was almost completed, my insomnia symptoms disappeared.This is the reason I gave myself for making trouble at work. One night at around 9 o'clock, I turned on the TV while lying on the bed after taking a shower, and I heard the sound of the door opening. I immediately rolled over and sat up, listening carefully for the sound of my door. The residential area has a large floating population, and there have been many burglary cases. I got out of bed and stood up. Indeed, I was opening the door of my house, but the movement was very skillful. I walked quickly to the door, and the door was already opened, revealing a pretty smiling face.I shouted: "Xiaoyun! Why are you! You didn't even notify me!" Xiaoyun is my girlfriend. We have been living apart in two places. She is also a busy person, flying here and there every day. The company is in Guangzhou. , as a key account manager of a foreign trade company.Xiaoyun put down the bag, hugged me with a smile, and said sweetly: "I have a surprise for you!"

Long time no see, the two of us had a good time. When I was sleepy in the middle of the night, I felt Xiaoyun gently scratching my back, and I hesitated: "Little greedy cat, are you still full?" Xiaoyun retracted her hand and hit me: "Bad guy, you're so sensitive now!" I giggled, turned around and hugged Xiaoyun in my arms: "Go to sleep." After sleeping for a while, I felt Xiaoyun touch my back again, itching.I didn't care so much, twisted my body, and hummed: "I'm so sleepy. Go to sleep." Xiaoyun didn't speak anymore, and hummed. I fell asleep until I was woken up by Xiaoyun, who said that she had to go to the CBD in the morning to do business and come back for dinner in the evening.Tell me to get up early too.

I got up grumbling and went to the company.The boss of the company came very early today, and when he saw me, he laughed: "Victory came very early." I smiled shyly: "It's not early, it's ten minutes to nine." Put your things down and come to the conference room for a meeting." There were several soldiers sitting in the meeting room, two had met, two had never met, and they seemed very happy to see me. After talking a lot of polite words and nonsense about the project, the two soldiers who had never met seemed to be particularly concerned My body is the same, ask me how my body is, have I been sick recently, and so on.I must say that in order to complete the tasks of the chiefs, how dare you get sick, just insomnia.This bullshit about my body went on for 30+ minutes, pretty much giving me a health checkup session.These soldiers are sometimes very weird.

Going home in the evening, had a romantic dinner with Xiaoyun, and had another ups and downs. I slept extraordinarily sweetly this night. Xiaoyun was leaving the next day, and before leaving, she told me several times that I must call her when I felt unwell, saying that I don't know if I am seriously ill, so don't make my body collapse.I was so happy that I kissed Xiaoyun several times before letting her go. Taking a bath at home at night, I don’t know what happened to my nerves. Thinking of Xiaoyun grabbing me at night, I scratched it unnaturally. Except for a few small bumps, it was fine. After wiping my body, I came out again Find a mirror to look like a neuropathy. I am a man who lives alone, and I rent a house, so I don't have a big mirror.So it took me a long time to take a rough look at my back, but there was nothing there.I thought: "If I have a big tumor, I don't know how many years it will take to find out. Haha." Thinking of this, I raised the mirror again and looked at my back.Everyone knows that it is difficult to look at your back with a small mirror, but this time I found something different. It seems that there is a very light blue spot on the spine in the center of my back. I became interested, looked desperately and carefully, and finally took a few pictures with a digital camera.

This blob is weird!Never seen such a strange spot. It is only the size of a fingernail, but it seems that some metal colors are showing through. In the digital camera effect of a few photos, there are actually some different colors radiating out. What is this?The first thing that comes to mind in my mind is malignant tumors, and some malignant tumors are colorful in some medical photos.I grabbed it with my hands and pressed it down. I vaguely felt a hard feeling. I rubbed it vigorously, but there was no color on my hands.It was a little weird in my heart, but I didn't take it too seriously.Isn't it just a little flowery skin spot~~

That’s what I said. The next night I asked my buddy Chen Kai to help me look at my back. Chen Kai even laughed at me for being so nervous that people could look at my back. I scolded him: "Smack you, see if there is a blue spot on my vest." Chen Kai looked at it and said, "Damn, there really is one! It's a big wart! Did some woman who put on purple lotion scratch you~~" I said, "Young poor, take a closer look." Chen Kai lay on my back and sized it up again, and he let out a sigh: "At first glance, it's just a color spot, but when you look closely, it's a bit weird. The blue one doesn't seem to be on the skin, it's the flesh that is seeping through. The blue color that comes out, I picked up your skin to see, it is indeed not on the skin, but inside the meat. Boy, you won’t get AIDS, right?”

I scolded: "Fart, it's okay." Chen Kai patted me on the back: "It should be fine, and you have metal on your hands. You don't hurt or itch. It can be a big deal." I thought about it too, it was just a blue spot, and seeing a doctor might just be an incomprehensible physiological problem like muscle pigmentation. I forgot about this matter.At the celebration banquet at the end of the project, I don’t know who killed thousands of dollars and said disgusting things, what kind of tumor, girl with acne, reminded me of my spot again. When I got home and looked, it seemed that the spot was no longer blue, but turned red, and it always felt a little bigger than before.I'm a suspicious person, so I thought I'd better call Xiaoyun.He dialed Xiaoyun's mobile phone: "Xiaoyun!"

"Bastard, miss me." "Of course, give me a kiss, tsk tsk." ... After talking a lot of boring words, I told Xiaoyun: "I have something growing on my back." Xiaoyun suddenly called out: "What?" "I've got something on my back! A spot that used to be blue is now red!" "Madara? How did you see that?" "That's how I saw it, using a mirror to see it." "You crazy, what are you doing with a mirror looking at your back!" I think Xiaoyun's tone of excitement was so intense all of a sudden, and his reaction was so intense.I said, "I saw it occasionally. Is there a problem?"

"What kind of spots." "Well, the blue one is very small. It seems to be the color of the flesh, not the skin. I just saw it, and it seems to have turned red." "Oh..." Xiaoyun let out a long sigh. "Isn't it a tumor?" I asked. "Hmm..." Xiao Yun seemed to be thinking seriously, "Haha, you idiot, it's just a color spot! Look at your virtue! It's almost ready when it turns red. I had one on my knee before." "Yes!" I was instantly happy. "Who else did you tell?" Xiaoyun seemed very heavy. "Chen Kai came to take a look."

"What did he say?" "What kind of fart can this pig fart? He said it was a remote control from an alien species. Let me dig it out with a knife immediately." I said that just for fun! "Chen Kai is crazy!" Xiao Yun's tone was very wrong. "Haha, he's just crazy." I was still talking nonsense. "It's okay baby, don't listen to this kid's nonsense, just listen to me." "Oh, when will you come back, I miss you so much." "I'll be back soon." Xiaoyun said with a smile.But I always feel that smiling is not very natural. After a few more words, Xiaoyun seemed to have something to do, so he hung up the phone in a hurry, which was quite strange.She never hangs up until my darling darling loves you so much and can't stop talking.I think Chen Kai, Xiaoyun, has never been very fond of him. I must have said something wrong.But what the heck. The day was as usual, living peacefully, one day when I was having lunch, I received a call from Chen Kai: "Brother... Huhu..." I said, "Slow down, slow down. The dog is chasing you!" "Brother, think about it, have you offended someone?" "No." "Someone keeps following me." "Oh?" "Stop talking, here we come..." Chen Kai hung up the call inexplicably.I thought about who I had a grudge against, unplugged a couple of meals, picked up the phone and called, but the call couldn't be made, it was as if there was no signal.I called a few more times, but still couldn't get out.I called the switchboard of my company, but I couldn't get out. I cursed: "No, what a rotten phone." I went back to my seat in the company and used the landline to call Chen Kai. After dialing the number, it was immediately disconnected. This happened several times in a row.I scolded: "Damn it." I asked my colleagues to borrow their mobile phones to call, but I couldn't get through.It was OK to call Chen Kai's house, so I asked my aunt, "Has Chen Kai come home?" The aunt said: "I have never been home before. Victory, you can talk to this wild boy when you have time, and go home and have a look when you have time." "Okay, Auntie, I will help you teach him when I see him." On the third night, someone knocked on the door in a hurry. When I opened the door, it was Chen Kai and his sister, Chen Ying, who was crying like a tearful person. Seeing me, I shouted: "My brother is going to die! A car accident!" "What! Why did you come here!" "I can't get through to you!" I felt a pain in my heart and said, "Stop talking, where is your brother now?" "Where's Beisan Hospital?" I took Chen Ying and took a taxi to the North Third Hospital.The ward was already full of people, including Chen Kai's girlfriend, his parents, his uncles and so on.I was about to jump up to see him, when two policemen next to me stopped me and asked, "You are Victory?" "Yes, yes, let me go and see him first." "Look at it, what's your relationship with Chen Kai?" "Dude, from childhood to adulthood!" Chen Kai's mother came over at this time, and cried to the policeman, "Don't make things difficult for this child, they have known each other since they were young. Let him take a look first." The policeman promised and stepped aside. I went over to look, and tears immediately flowed down. Chen Kai, who is usually handsome, almost lost half of his face, his whole face was bloody, and the quilt covering him was almost soaked in blood.I was crying like hell, calling Chen Kai's name.I only saw Chen Kai glance at me with the remaining eye, and there seemed to be something to say in the eye, and then there was a frightened look, his body twitched twice, his hand seemed to be raised, and there was a gurgle in his throat. Looking at me grunting, it seems that what I want to say is a word of fear. Chen Kai died. I was taken to the police station by the police, and I learned everything. Chen Kai was found on the road next to a construction site at noon. The construction workers called the police. Hit and crushed.The mobile phone next to Chen Kai has the phone number of his father and family written on it. The police notified Chen Kai's family on the way to send Chen Kai to the hospital.In the ambulance, Chen Kai struggled to write the word "Victory" by hand.That's why I was taken to the police station because I was the first suspect.After being rescued, Chen Kai relied on his tenacious vitality to wait until my arrival, otherwise he would have died long ago. After multiple confirmations, I did not leave the police station until I was indeed not suspected of committing the crime.Along the way, there were Chen Kai's eyes and Gulu Gulu who seemed to want to talk.Is he trying to tell me something?What is he going to say, afraid?He wants to say that he is afraid of death?No, you shouldn't say you're afraid at this time.This similar sound was swirling in my mind, and suddenly a word burst out "run"! "Run", Chen Kai should mean to let me run away.Why should I run, why should I run, why should I run?I asked myself countless times in my head not to tell me to "run", but that look, that expression, didn't mean to say run, but what did I want to say? For the first time in my life, I felt panic. Watching the death of my dearest friend, I felt as if I had fallen into a huge conspiracy, a huge death trap.I am a normal person, a person who is honest with myself. I fought in elementary school and lost it. I stole a cantaloupe once in college. I have never offended anyone. The people I come into contact with are ordinary. Only... only the commander of that army!Only him, the only person I've ever come into contact with in my life who doesn't fit in with the people in my life.So high and powerful.commander!what commander?Where's the commander?I'm just a project manager. I don't have the right and identity to ask any soldier what unit you belong to. The only one who knows is my boss! I took out my cell phone and frantically searched for my boss's number. I dropped the phone twice and finally found it. I pressed the dial button but couldn't make the call.Keep pressing, but still can't dial out.I dialed my colleague's phone number, got through, and he answered me and asked me, "Shengli, are you okay? Many of us received calls from the police just now, asking about your situation this morning and at noon." I said, "It's okay. Daniel, do you know who the military is in the project I worked on last week?" "I don't know, even though I'm under contract management, I don't know what kind of troops those military people are. There is no contract. Are you okay!" I didn't say anything and hung up the phone.I know one thing, except for the boss, people in our company may not know which military region these soldiers belong to. We only know that they are soldiers. They asked us to build a communication system, which is a common set of internal information processing. The system, which handles the communication signal files, did pay all the fees in full.Others, we don't know. My brain is in a mess and I find that I live in a world where I know almost nothing except my own salary, friends, media bullshit and national leaders, and the strangers around me I don't know the identity of my client, or what happened in the event of Chen Kai's death. I just walked like a fool on the almost empty night street, only the taxi occasionally slowed down to see if I wanted a ride, I felt that I was a cut off and isolated person, everything in front of me It doesn't seem to matter to me. Until the phone rang again. It's Xiaoyun. Looking at the three words "Dear" displayed on the phone screen, I don't know why, but I can't press the answer button, Xiaoyun?A strange thought appeared in my head to doubt her, did Xiaoyun kill Chen Kai?This is a question that cannot be continued. "Honey, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Yun's voice was very concerned. All the doubts just now disappeared, and I felt both excited and sad when I heard Xiaoyun's voice. "Xiaoyun, Chen Kai is dead. In a car accident, he was knocked out of shape." "...Da Niu called me after 9 o'clock, saying that you were arrested by the police, and I don't know what happened!" Xiaoyun was silent for a while before continuing. "It's about Chen Kai's car accident. Chen Kai wrote the word victory. So..." "Hey, don't be sad. Your voice sounds good. Don't do anything stupid." "No. I'm just sad. I feel like I'm living alone in Beijing." "Baby, I will come to Beijing to see you as soon as possible. You have to cheer up, forget about all this, and life will go on." "I will. Xiaoyun, you have to know, I don't know why now, I am very confused, very confused, very confused. I don't seem to know anything." "You still have me, baby, be good, cheer up." "Well... Ever since I did that military project, I have always felt that there is something wrong with my life, but I don't know what's wrong." "Cheer up, cheer up, baby." "Okay. I'm fine, thanks for calling, I'm better." "Are you in good health..." "It's okay." After saying this, I suddenly shivered!How is my body again!How did my body suddenly become the object of so much attention?After doing an experiment, I was interrogated by the military. Chen Kai saw my freckles, and Xiaoyun knew that my freckles were all related to my body. "You should go back early. Go home and take a shower, don't think too much." Xiaoyun's voice was still so gentle. "Okay. You should go to bed early too. I'll hang up." I just hung up the phone.I suddenly hated myself again, why should these things be blamed on a colored spot, am I crazy?Just because of everyone's concern, I'm going to blame all this on my body, even this spot?Impossible, all this is just a coincidence of fate.It's just that I've come across it together, and I've hooked it all up myself. I suddenly smiled, shook my head, and touched my forehead, as if I had a fever. When I got home, I didn't think about anything, fell asleep on the bed and fell asleep immediately.I didn't open my eyes until after 10 in the morning. I took a shower and came to the company. Some people in the company looked at me curiously. They must have known that I was taken away by the police last night, but they would not know that it was because of Chen Kai's death. When I walked past the work station, I saw Daniel. He immediately stood up and took my arm and asked me if I was okay. I said it was okay and I will talk about it later. Sit at my work station, turn on the computer, and the screen is full of documents for the military project that I have not yet come and sorted out.I stared blankly and looked at my watch, it was 11:30.I jumped up and walked to my boss's office. The boss is usually there at this point, I knocked on the door, and he told me to come in.When the boss saw me, he immediately put on a very concerned expression, and said, "I received a call from the police. They told me about you. I'm sorry and sympathetic. Don't take it too seriously." I hummed and said, "Mr. Wu, I want to ask a question, that is, the military project I worked on. Who are those military people?" Mr. Wu said: "It should be the field army near Beijing. I don't know very well. They found it by themselves." "I don't know what kind of army that is." "Yes, they don't tell me what unit they belong to. If they don't tell me, I won't ask. As long as the money is paid quickly, that's fine." "Mr. Wu, don't you know anything? Really, Mr. Wu, I really want to know." "Li Shengli, I know what you think, do you think your friend's death is related to those military?" "Yes...but I just want to know, I definitely don't think that's it." "It might just be a coincidence, just a coincidence. You've been too nervous recently, and you might be thinking about something." "No..." I suddenly felt that what the boss said made sense. It was just a coincidence, just a coincidence. There are too many coincidences in the world. "Okay, okay, if you really want to know, let me inquire. I don't think the things they do have been kept secret to this extent." "Thank you, Mr. Wu." "If you are not in a good state of mind, I will grant you a few days off. The project has just finished, so you should also take a rest." "Okay, then I'll go first." Pushing open the boss's door, I felt a burst of relief. Maybe it's because I have become an obedient and executor after working part-time for a long time. I think the boss's words are very reasonable.These may just be my imagination. In this way, life returned to calm.All the suspicious problems are gone, the cell phone is fine, everything is fine, even the damn stains are gone.I became that stupid Li Shengli who didn't have much pursuit before.Xiaoyun also asked for leave and flew to stay with me for a few days, filling my little room with romance. It all seemed to be over. However, on the weekend three months later, my peace was shattered again. The person who came was Chen Kai's younger sister, Chen Ying.