Chapter 34 Section Thirteen

Lan Yue'er was lying alone on the feather bed in her big dormitory, her teeth chattering, she endured pain in her bones and the torment of being bitten by insects all over her body, and she refused to gasp. This was the price for vampires to go out in broad daylight.But this pain was not as painful as the pain in her heart.She was angry with herself and disturbed, so Miuni just opened up the dancing girl music box and put it on the bedside. She had been asleep for a long time, and the melancholy music still echoed, as if it would never stop. Who is she?For five years, she has been thinking about this question.She is dead, and she is no longer the blue moon she used to be.When Yan Guxing pretended not to know her, she should have believed that maybe he was not lying, what he saw with his clear mind was not the old person he knew at all.

But why did she come back to him?If she doesn't go back, the story will be over. She hated him for coming too late.But what difference does it make if he comes earlier?Isn't it because he came at the wrong time that she fell in love with him?Does an ordinary woman have no right to pursue the love enjoyed by ordinary women?Isn't she stronger than them all?She can even kill, although that person's death is not a pity.However, there is no guarantee that she will not kill a good person next time.In order to survive, she sucked the blood of innocent people. If Yan Guxing knew all this, would he still love her?Would he still dare to touch her?

Finally, she hissed and called out in a low voice, "Wang'er." The little gray bat that had been hanging upside down on the beam of the ship flapped its wings silently and flew towards her. She put two trembling hands on its wings, and it flew up slowly, leading her out of the big bedroom. She was so weak that she had to suck a lot of blood to recover. Fu'er took her to the maple forest that was as red as blood, and put her under a maple tree, and she sat cross-legged against the tree trunk.It hangs itself upside down on the branch, and its docile eyes never leave her for a moment.

"There is not even a single person in this gloomy maple forest." She took a breath and said. If one day she couldn't find blood, would she not spare even the closest person and suck his blood?Thinking of this, she was very excited and full of anxiety, and that anxiety made her miss the smell of blood even more. Suddenly, her nose moved, and she smelled people. It was two people: a man and a woman, making love behind a maple tree, which smelled like the ocean.Her lips moved, and the song she hummed attracted four blue butterflies circling in the forest, and drifted towards the maple tree of love.

She raised her head slowly, looked at the bat with a smile, and praised it for finding this place.It blinked and wrinkled with pleasure. The pair of boys and girls making out behind the maple tree did not see the blue butterfly flying.All they see is each other, and they think the bite on the neck is a passionate peck from a lover. Four blue butterflies flew back, flying a little lower because they were full of blood.Lan Yueer's dry lips trembled, four blue butterflies closed together, and their eight wings were like a blooming flower, perched on her lips, spitting blood into her mouth.

In an instant, her bones were less painful.She tasted the love of others, and that taste lasted longer than blood, making her heart throb, with a happy smile on her face.When the butterflies flew away, she moistened her lips, lay on her side with her head on her elbows, and with the wind blowing underneath, she floated up, as if talking to someone beside her pillow. Until the pair of men and women walked out of the maple forest laughing, stepping on the fallen leaves and rustling, she was still floating like a cloud falling from the sky, lingering in the forest, missing Yan Guxing, and also missing her initial love And that heartbeat feeling.

So happy, she sang again, and blue butterflies fluttered between her hair.She made up the lyrics by herself: Without you, there would be no me. From now on, there will be no old age, no parting, no time, and no passing away. There is only one thing, and there is nothing else besides it, only lovesickness... Everything that is about to become is contained in lovesickness. I am Queen, I am Immortal... The song she made up sounded like the eerie voices of a man and a woman chanting five years ago in the wild woods, but now there was no aura of terror at all. She floated, with lights around her ankles, glowing her body, a rosy blue phosphorescent fire.She knew a long time ago that after becoming a vampire, as long as she wants, she can summon everything in the dark night: stars and moon, night wind, late rain, heavy fog, flames... She can also summon night creatures: bats, owls, Fireflies, night butterflies, bobcats, wild leopards, wolves... The phantom star that illuminated Yan Guxing that night was fireflies.She even summons wights, and perhaps more that she doesn't know about.Once, she wanted to try to summon the ghost of her mother Bai Ruolan, but she summoned a noseless corpse monster to lie down on her, and told her with a bit of pride: "Ghosts don't come from this way, they are like little ghosts." Ant, without power, is just a phantom."

The phosphorous on her ankles flipped.A few owls with blood-red feathers were playing hide-and-seek among the maple trees, but no one caught anyone. One of them, with loose hair and a broad face, perched on a branch, with round black eyes and a strange smile. I am Queen, I am Immortal... As she sang, she completely forgot her identity, maybe not because she forgot, but because she fell in love.