Chapter 29 Chapter 28 The Most Beautiful Dance

Xu Youyou met fellow sufferers, Aunt Tian, ​​V, Li Xiaohui... She seemed no longer alone. Gao Xuan once said that she is not weak, but now she has become stronger. She was grateful to the Internet for allowing her to meet Gao Xuan. As soon as he appeared, he became a kind of booster for Xu Youyou.Even if he didn't do anything, as long as he looked at Xu Youyou with those eyes, she would feel safe. Unexpectedly, at this moment, my father left suddenly. He didn't sacrifice himself at the hands of gangsters, but just because of a dispute with the community security, which caused arrhythmia and died. It's too... not worth it.

Could it be that the two men, one white and one black, are really life-threatening ghosts?However, Dad didn't commit any crime, why did he take his life? Xu Youyou felt that the world was turned upside down. As soon as Dad left, the house suddenly became noisy. Many people came and went, busy with the funeral.They were my father's colleagues, relatives and friends, and helpful neighbors. After two or three days of being in a daze, these people gradually dispersed, and the surroundings finally became quiet.There are still three people in the family, Xu Youyou, mother, and the portrait of father.He was wearing a police uniform with a heroic face, and he seemed to be talking to Xu Youyou - your father has been in the army for more than ten years, from soldier to battalion commander, he has always maintained a whole body of righteousness.I always believe that kindness is the heaven of the kind, and evil is the hell of the wicked...

Xu Youyou suddenly changed into a different person, staying at home and not saying a word.The grieving mother was extremely exhausted and had no energy to take care of her daughter anymore. The only thing she could do was to cook some porridge every day, and then she came to her daughter's bedroom and said hoarsely, "Eat some." During this period, Xu Youyou only sent one text message to Gao Xuan - my father passed away.Gao Xuan, please give me some time, let's meet again when my heart is no longer bleeding.Love you! Then, she turned off the phone, disconnected the network cable, and was in a daze in the bedroom every day.In her eyes, everything outside the house is dangerous.

Now, only Gao Xuan is left in her world.When it gets dark, only remembering Gao Xuan can drive away the boundless fear and sadness. That night, Xu Youyou closed his eyes heavily, and that black shadow appeared again.He never dared to see the light, and only when Xu Youyou closed his eyes and the surroundings were silent, would he appear sinisterly.He seemed to be coming from the distant depths of the universe, getting closer and closer, and finally took human form. He was still smiling, opening and closing his mouth, repeating the same sentence, Xu Youyou still couldn't hear clearly. She held her breath and stared at him, trying to make out the shape of his mouth.The first word seems to be "you", the second word seems to be "should", the third word seems to be "escape", and the fourth word seems to be "learn"...

You should skip school. What's the meaning? Xu Youyou continued to stare at his mouth, thinking hard, his head exploded with a "bang"!What he said was: Leave Gao Xuan!Leave Gao Xuan!Leave Gao Xuan! ... Gao Xuan is the only light in Xu Youyou's life. Now, this mysterious being from the world of impermanence wants to kill her ungerminated love again!She yelled hoarsely as if she had been pricked by a needle: "Get out of here!!!" Then she sat up and howled. Mom came upstairs and opened the door, and asked in a low voice, "Youyou, what's wrong with you?"

Xu Youyou rested his head on his knees, just crying. The mother sat on the edge of the bed, gently stroking her daughter's head, tears streaming down: "Baby, life is not easy, and people are destined to experience a lot of pain. Our unexpected tragedies are actually expected. For you Dad, you have to learn to be strong." Xu Youyou stopped crying, raised his head, wiped away the tears on his mother's cheeks, and said calmly, "Mom, I'm fine, you can go back to sleep." Mom said, "I'll talk to you." Xu Youyou said: "I want to be alone for a while, okay?"

Mom sighed and said, "Well, go to bed early, or your body won't be able to resist." Xu Youyou nodded obediently. After her mother went out, Xu Youyou got out of bed slowly, folded the quilt neatly, took out a pen and paper, and wrote two letters, one to her mother and one to Gao Xuan. After finishing writing, She put the letter carefully in the drawer.Then, she took out her favorite white dress from the closet, put it on, looked in the mirror, and felt very beautiful.Then, she went to the bed and squatted down—there were many books under the bed, which were her favorite, and each volume was flat, without any corners—she took out a book, kissed it lightly, and Put it back in place.Finally, she stood up, took a serious look at her small room, and finally went out, closing the door gently.

Xu Youyou didn't stay in the community, but went directly to the bridge across the river.She always feels that she is a cluster of elegant chrysanthemums, the dust in this world is too thick, and only the surging river is her cleanest destination. The mysterious thing asked her to leave Gao Xuan, she knew it was an order, and she was powerless to resist.Now, she really has nothing. She doesn't want to express anything to the world anymore. She no longer needs the idioms in her memory. The river was wet and the wind was cool, and her skirt fluttered. Two people appeared in the distance, one in white and one in black, and they walked lightly towards the bridge across the river.Xu Youyou glanced at them indifferently, turned around, and stood quietly facing the river.At this moment, in Xu Youyou's eyes, who they are is no longer important.

In school, Xu Youyou's dance is the best, and now she is going to perform the most beautiful dance in her life. My mother seemed to be calling to her from a distant home: Youyou, don't do anything stupid, come back quickly! Dad seemed to be calling to her from a more distant place: Youyou, you have to listen to your mother and go home! This good girl didn't listen to the adults for the first time. She closed her eyes gently. The person in the eyelids appeared again, his mouth opened and closed, and he was still repeating the warning with a smile: leave Gao Xuan!Leave Gao Xuan!Leave Gao Xuan! ...

Xu Youyou hated this person so much that he could only be driven away by closing his eyes forever. The moment she jumped down, she suddenly saw this person's facial features clearly, so clearly, she suddenly felt the world spinning, a tsunami landslide! It's too late. With a "plop", Xu Youyou was swallowed by the river.This voice is extremely weak in the noisy city, various vehicles continue to speed on the network road, neon lights dotted in mid-air continue to flash, and men and women in the dotted nightclubs continue to go crazy...