Chapter 32 Cherry Blossom Festival Four Nightmare·From the Mirror·Yuyuan

I stood on the cliff, looking at the flames surging in the sky, and countless sadness and despair surged from the deepest part of my throat where there was no sunlight. I vaguely heard the dull thunder like a drumbeat in the sky, and felt the ground shake under my feet.I don't know if there's a fire about to spew out of the ground. When I turned around, I saw Li Jing, she was standing behind me, holding a red palace lantern in her hand, she was looking at me, as if saying, Wang, I will take you home... At that moment, I was so sad that I shed tears, maybe only in front of Liluo, I can be like a child, because Liluo will always tolerate me and give me warmth.

The wind blew Li Jing's hair, and her hair stretched in the air like the purest blue velvet.I walked over, took her hand, and went back. Wang, I hope you go back to Renxuecheng, Li Jing and I stay here, because you and Renxuecheng are the lifeblood of the Huanxue Empire, and we are irrelevant.Jian Tong looked at me and whispered to me. It doesn't matter, I walked up to Jiantong, looked at her, and said, almost all the important people in my life have disappeared, you and Li Jing are my whole world, you are my most important people.So I won't be going back. Wang, you must go back and defend in Renxuecheng last, because Renxuecheng is the safest place.

Now that it's safe, let's go back together. Wang, it's impossible, all retreat back to make it easier for the enemy to chase us and wipe out our entire army.Li Jing and I resist here so that you can go back safely. Impossible, if you want to go back, it is you who go back. king…… Needless to say.I turned around to leave when I saw Li Jing. I said to her, Li Jing, I will not leave you, I will stay by your side, okay? Then I saw Li Jing's gentle smile, and she nodded to me. Then I left with her, and I heard Jiantong sigh behind me. When I walked past Li Jing, someone cut me hard on my right shoulder suddenly, a sharp pain made me lose consciousness, before I passed out on the ground, I saw the light in Li Jing's eyes Tears.

When I woke up, I found that I had been sent back to Renxue City. I walked to the highest wall of Renxue City and saw the flames not far away. I knew that the fire elves led by Li Tianjin had arrived, but what about Li Jing and Jian Tong? I walked back to the hall, and saw that only a few people were still in the hall, and a young wizard told me that many people had fled.No one thought the war would be won.Not even thought about it myself.I have seen Zhantianjin's illusion in many dreams, it is not something I can compete with. There was a sound of footsteps outside, and then a blood-stained soldier ran in, with a sad expression on his young face, he spread his hands, and then I saw two dreams in his palm.

I suddenly felt dizzy, and then fell on the Xuanbing Throne. I know that Li Jing and Jian Tong have also left. Nightmare · Leaving the Mirror · Fish Abyss Wang, I thought I would never be able to see you again, but when I saw you in the snow and fog forest, my eyes almost filled with tears. Those past events like flying snow surged from the depths of my heart. Forgot all languages.I just remember those nights when the stars were flying like flowers. I like to hide on the shore of the ice sea, watching your lonely figure on the roof, watching the stars dance on your hair like silver silk satin, watching your eyebrows flying slantingly The temples are like sharp swords, and I like to see your robe fluttering in the wind like a beautiful lotus flower.

But, Wang, when you called me by my name, it was actually Liluo.I am Lan Shang, Lan Shang who committed suicide for you in the previous life. How sad I was at that moment, endlessly sad.So my tears flowed down. In fact, I know that all this is my fault.Because I couldn't be your favorite woman in my previous life. Wang, when I was Lan Shang, I thought of your face the moment I committed suicide, how much I wanted to be the woman you love the most in your life, but I know that Li Luo met you before me, and she is so kind , so beautiful.Every time I think of her buried in the deepest part of the ice sea, I feel sad.She is such a kind person.

I don't blame Ying Kongshi, because I know he loves you as much as I do, and his love goes beyond simple family affection and love, it is so strong and desperate.Just like the sad death of his favorite cherry blossoms in late spring, there are scars like suicide. When I was reincarnated, I knew that I had become your favorite woman in the previous life according to my wishes. My appearance was almost exactly the same as Li Luo, but I didn't know if it was my luck or my sorrow.I just know how sad I was when you called me Liluo. Every night I always hold a lamp for you and wait for your return. I like to wait for you in the dark. When I see you emerge from the darkest darkness of the night, I always feel happy.Because I make you feel that someone is waiting for you.

And being waited for should be a kind of happiness. I always foolishly think that I should be happy, because Ka Suo has been waiting for me for hundreds of years, even after a lifetime, and patiently waiting for me to grow up.What a happy man I am. Maybe you think it’s funny, Wang, I hope you can be happy, because you are such a kind and affectionate person, but you are always surrounded by sadness and sadness, Wang, do you remember what your brother said to you, brother, please be free to fly. Wang, when you are sleeping soundly, I always hear your low breathing, but your eyebrows are always furrowed, making people think that you are a child who was injured by brother.

You are a strong and resolute king in front of others, but in front of me, I always see your fragile side.I always see your tear-filled eyes.How sad that makes me. So I only have to light a palace lantern every night, and then hold the lantern and wait for your return.Waiting for your warmth. Wang, even though I was a member of the Deep Sea Palace in my previous life, and my ability to manipulate water is at its peak, that's not what I like.On the contrary, I think that a woman with impure blood like Li Luo can bring you the most warmth.So I think it's better to be a woman like Li Luo than to be an illusionist with excellent spiritual power.Because it can give you more warmth.

Wang, I am a woman who can't speak in this life. I can't tell you that I am the villain Lan Shang who has been waiting for you for hundreds of years. I can't tell you how sad I was when you called me Liluo.But I thought, if I could speak, then I would not tell you that I am Lan Shang.If I do so many things and give you so many hints that you can't understand who I am, then what's the use of telling you? But Wang, I still left. When I died at the hands of Zhan Tianjin, I was sad, not because of my dying life.Instead it occurred to me: Will you feel sad on the way home without me lighting the lamp for you?

Without the light in the darkness, I am afraid that you are afraid of the dark and getting lost like a child. Wang, if there is an afterlife, I am willing to hold the lamp for you all the time, waiting for you to return home. Wang, I'm leaving, but please live strong, because in this world, there are people waiting to meet you again, and you have all their memories on your body. Nightmare·Scissor·Mist Hidden I finally became a woman of pure blood and a mermaid with outstanding spiritual power in the Deep Sea Palace. However, I lost Ka Suo's love forever. In my previous life, I didn't live with Ka Suo, because I was a wizard with low bloodlines, I didn't have the top spiritual power of the mermaid in the Deep Sea Palace, and I couldn't pass on a descendant with purer spiritual power for Ka Suo, so I Buried in the deepest part of the ice sea.A place so cold that there are hardly any fish.I vividly remember the feeling of the biting cold piercing my skin, the loss of life bit by bit, and the panic when the soul gradually left the body. I looked up at the sky high above the water, where there was only a very faint skylight permeating down, I cried out to my king with tears in my eyes, but I knew that he would never be able to hear, even, he would not know that I was gone Where.My tears are mixed with the sea water.I think of Ka Suo's face, his face is always filled with a sad expression like mist, and he lives with forbearance and resignation to fate. Then my life dissipated in the sea of ​​ice.At the last moment of my life dissipating, large schools of deep-sea fish suddenly appeared around me, and I saw their shining and sinister scales. My name is Jiantong, and this is my reincarnated name. I was discovered by the old people of the Deep Sea Palace in a mass of thick algae. The green seaweed as thin as gossamer wrapped me tightly. Then they saw my face. In fact, they didn’t know it, and I didn’t know it when I was young. I didn’t know it until later. The place where they found me was the place where I was imprisoned and buried. I finally know the impermanence and cruelty of fate, like a domineering person who is destined to let all the people in the world taste the helplessness and ridiculousness in the trajectory of fate, those cracks in time full of irony and darkness. When I was young, my memory still lingers on Ka Suo.I always hear a vague voice telling me that I want to be Ka Suo's wife, I want to marry the great king of Renxue City. This voice repeatedly appeared in my dreams and life, like an irresistible call. And when I was an adult, I finally understood the meaning of this calling, because it wanted me to be close to Ka Suo, the man who still has my memories from hundreds of years ago, and the warmth that I cherish most in my previous life. I approached him, and stood in front of him with tears in my eyes, but he called me, Lan Shang.Lan Shang. I burst into tears. I think he may have forgotten that Li Luo stood at the end of the long street and knelt down and said to him, "Wang, I will take you home". Then I became his side room.My spiritual power has indeed improved a lot compared to my previous life.I can easily read the dreams submitted by those ministers, but I can easily interpret the dreams and tell them the correct way. I can see the essence of the matter clearly, and I can make Ka Suo less tired. In fact, my body and mind are exhausted, but every time I see Ka Suo's sweet smile in the dream, I feel happy.Because I know that he is a sad man, the man who is sad for the world, but he never cares about himself.The maids told me that in the past, Ka Suo was always so tired that he lay on the table in the hall, and then fell into a deep sleep. I always hope that I can do more things for him, because in my previous life, I couldn't be the woman who accompanied him. Ka Suo would smile at me every time, his voice was deep and warm, he said, cut pupils, don't be so tired. And I always smile at him, seeing my pure silver hair in his pupils.Flickering, in the ripples of his eyes, it swayed like the falling snow in the sky when I first met him in the previous life. It’s just that, a few years after I married Ka Suo, he married another woman, and that woman became his wife. She had exactly the same appearance as my previous life. I heard Ka Suo softly call her, Li Luo, Pear falls. I stood in the crowd, feeling sad as if I was dying, my tears dripped down on the red carpet they walked hand in hand. The bell rang, and I heard people's blessings, and those cheers surged over my head. I felt like I was lying under a running stream, listening to the water flowing over my head, silently. Since then, I have often stayed alone in the hall, dealing with those long and cumbersome dreams for Ka Suo, listening to the performances of all the ministers, and consuming my spiritual power day after day.And Ka Suo always went back to the dormitory early, he said, because Li Jing was at the door of the dormitory, holding the lamp and waiting for him to go home.He said he was afraid that she would be very cold in the wind. I was always sad looking at the back of Ka Suo leaving, but I didn't say anything, continued to interpret dreams, and continued to consume my spiritual power. I thought, I became a woman with outstanding spiritual power, sharing worries for Ka Suo. How natural. However, I don't know if Ka Suo has ever thought about it, would I be cold if I was alone in the empty hall? I think my whole life may be dedicated to Ka Suo.Because I love him.Because he is a person who deserves happiness but has been isolated from it.Every time I see the misty sadness on his face, I want to see his smile, which is clear and bright like sunshine. Finally, I died for Ka Suo, at the hands of the new prince of the Fire Clan. The illusion of Tianjin surpassed me too much. I always thought that I was the one with the best spiritual power among the mermaids. However, I found that , even if my spiritual power is doubled, I still can't defeat Li Tianzhu.He was born to be God's favorite. When I died, I saw his smile, vague and evil, like an invincible red lotus blooming on the land of the fire clan.He stretched out his hand to me, and then my body rose from the ground, as if there was a hand holding me up in the air. Then I saw a red light flash in Zhan Tianjin's eyes, he said, cut pupils, the clouds are full of undead. His fingers closed suddenly, and then there was a sudden tearing pain in my body. At that moment, my head flew high, and I saw my torn body below.Pure white blood soaked the black ground like snow melting. Everything around gradually blurred, and I vaguely saw Ka Suo's face in the sky. His face was still full of misty sadness. He still called me, Lan Shang, Lan Shang. I want to tell him that I am Liluo, the one who took you home hundreds of years ago.My sadness surged up from my chest, Ka Suo, why didn't you know who I was when I died?Don't you really feel nothing? Ka Suo's face disappeared, and I heard the dull sound of my head falling on the ground. I wanted to speak to Ka Suo, but I couldn't make any sound anymore. I want to tell him, no matter what, please live on, because in this world, there are people waiting to meet you again, and you have all their memories on your body.