Chapter 23 Section 5

Prince Chambord and Mesa left the Accord in the parking lot, changed several taxis, and arrived in Changping after rolling. It was already dawn.Chimi had been waiting there for a long time.Three people got into the Wrangler.From here to Zhangjiakou on the northern line of the Beijing-Tibet passage, and then through Hohhot, Baotou, Yinchuan, and Lanzhou, you can reach Labrang Monastery in up to three days.The three of them were very excited, the kind of excitement that relaxes the body and mind after tension.They reminisced about the past few days, and rejoiced that the willows were dark and the flowers were bright, and they firmly believed that they had gotten rid of all the stalking and hunting.Prince Chambord sang the love song of Tsangyang Gyatso while drinking the strong Erguotou bought from the last store belonging to Beijing:

Already distracted, It's hard to sleep in the dark, I didn't get it during the day, Can't help but sigh sadly. Mesa sang along: It's past flowering time, Bee need not be sad, Since it is fate, Stay tuned for next year. Prince Chambord stared at Mesa in surprise: "Ah, you can sing, and you can sing so well, when did you learn it?" Mesa didn't say a word.Prince Chambord said again: "But the last two sentences are wrong. It should be 'Since the fate is over, why should I break my heart in vain.'" Mesa still remained silent. Zhimei, who was driving, said: "She is not singing Cangyang Gyatso's love song, but Mesa's love song."

Prince Chambord said: "Okay, Mesa also has a love song. Who is Mesa's love song for? It can't be for me, right? Of course not, it's for Zhimei." Zhimei said: "She hasn't sung to me, but I know she has been learning to sing. Just when you hadn't graduated from school and ignored her, she followed the recording, followed your voice, and began to learn to sing secretly. The original love song of Tsangyang Gyatso." Mesa said, "Chimi, stop talking." Chimi said, "There are some things he should know." Mesa blushed and said loudly, "If you want to say it, I will say it myself."

Prince Chambord smiled and said, "Is there anything else I don't know? Tell me." Mesa said: "Let's just say, there is one thing that I still have in my heart. That time I went outside the school and was robbed on the way back. Not only did they rob me of my necklace, earrings, bracelet, but also stabbed me. I know Zhimei told you specifically, and she was waiting for you in the school hospital. I think you are not only a tender and lingering person, but also a broad-minded person. You will definitely come to see me, the girl who rejected you. But you I didn't come, all the boys who knew me came, but you didn't come."

Prince Chambord said: "When you were robbed, I had already left the noise and returned to silence. Not only did I ignore you, I ignored any girls." Mesa snorted and said, "You are either silent or indifferent." "A more unfortunate thing has happened, and I can only be indifferent." "What's more unfortunate?" Seeing that he didn't answer, Mesa said, "You're lying if you don't tell." Prince Chambord glanced at the street trees that suddenly disappeared outside the car window, and said excitedly: "Can't you forgive me if I don't say it? Well, let me tell you, I just don't want to scare you to death with the image of a disaster star. Back then Central University for Nationalities, why on earth did I disappear from my unfettered, free and romantic life? Why did I hide like a mouse in a lonely cave in silence? Why did I treat you and other girls with indifference? Because almost all Girls, I mean girls who are in love with me, are planning to violate our tacit agreement: not to cause pregnancy because of our youthful agitation. They think that it is on the grassland, and pregnancy is something to be proud of First of all, Zhumu always said that there was a measure, and I didn’t know that she had been lying to me until she was pregnant. She said that Prince Chambord does not belong to me anyway in this life, and I want to give birth to a little Prince Chambord for him It will always belong to me. I never thought of taking too much responsibility for love in life, and I don’t want them to be dragged down because of me. Zhumu was expelled from school because of pregnancy, and the public reason was because of drunk oxygen. After that, Zhumu , a pregnant woman, died on the way home. She was thrown from the speeding train. You don’t know, do you? All the classmates don’t know, but I know, someone called me and told me Said: "Which girl you provoke, we will let that girl die, especially the pregnant girl. Don't think you are a cute prince, you are actually a disaster star, do you know?" I didn't know Zhu Why did Mu die? I only have fear and worry, like an eagle’s claws grabbing my heart, and the pain makes me convulse every night. I go to the train station and the railway police station to inquire, and I want to know who made it Jum was thrown from the train. No one told me, it seemed like everyone was keeping a bad guy a secret. I'm not a heartless person, I don't want cute girls to end up with Jum. I restrained myself, I don’t approach girls actively, and I don’t show my face anymore. I turn a blind eye to them, and I hope they turn a blind eye to me. Of course, I can’t go to the school hospital to see you. I even thought, maybe it’s because of me that you were robbed and killed. Assassination. My only recourse is indifference, indifference, indifference."

Mesa was silent for a while before saying, "So that's how it is." "I live for a woman, how could I give up because of a rejection?" Mesa sighed: "Why Zhumu died, do you know now?" "I'm also guessing, but I hope my guess is wrong. Even if the hunt and killing more than 300 years ago will repeat itself, it shouldn't affect Zhumu. After all, I am not Tsangyang Gyatso himself." "Can you speak plainly? Let me understand what you mean." "I can't explain what I don't want to understand. Let's talk about it later."

Mesa breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Why do I get angry when I talk to you, and I will talk about it later, you always talk about it later." She saw that he was a little confused, and said, "Do you remember that time when I went abroad? " "I had already graduated from graduate school when you went abroad." "But your ghost did not disappear in Minzu University of China. I called you specifically and told you that the China Tibetology Foundation funds young Tibetan scholars to go to the University of Wellington in the United States as visiting scholars. As the vice chairman of the foundation, Bian Teacher Ba recommended Zhimei. Visiting scholars can bring family members or female companions, and Zhimei wants me to go with him. What do you say? You said: 'This is a good thing, congratulations.' I said: 'If there is a chance in the future , I want to stay abroad, what do you think?’ You say: ‘I have no experience in this area, I’ll talk about it later.’ You are as calm as if you never knew me.”

"Isn't it a good thing? I have no reason not to be calm." "Good thing, good thing, good thing, I went abroad far away, is it a good thing for you?" Prince Chambord was stunned: "It seems that I pushed you abroad, it seems that it is not you who rejected me, it seems that I have had a long, long relationship with you." As he spoke, he suddenly realized that love is often not love, and rejection sometimes It wasn't a refusal. She pulled out the Tibetan knife and handed it to him and said: "Please kill me now, or please let me go." In fact, the deep meaning is: If you love me and love others, it is not as good as you kill me.If you don't kill me and don't let me go, it means you love me, and you can't love others.It's a pity that he can't do it, just like the blooming of flowers, the vast grassland can't just bloom a single flower; it's also like the flow of water, it can go straight along the river, or it can flood and submerge everything.But he knew that these principles did not make sense to Mesa, and Mesa listened to her mother, and listened to her mother's curse-like teachings.He said: "Although I am very confident, I never thought that I was the man your mother made you wait for all your life, the man who would make your heart beat once he appeared."

Mesa narrowed her eyes and said, "It's a lie because you've started to bloom again. You once again sang Tsangyang Gyatso's love song to all the women you fancy in the most affectionate way." Prince Chambord lowered his head in approval: "How do you know?" Mesa exclaimed, "I'm a spy." Prince Chambord flicked the golden key on Parrot’s head with his finger and said: “Leaving Minzu University of China was a liberation for my love life. I started interacting with women again, but the way is quite different. I try not to Zhang Yang is always sneaky, and the most important thing is that they are not girls, and they will not create a little Prince Chambord by themselves in a whimsical way and then belong to her forever."

"However, I am still secretly learning to sing Cangyang Gyatso's love songs like before. As long as you have sung, I have learned it. What is the charm of Cangyang Gyatso's love songs?" Mesa knew, in fact, she What I want to say is, Prince Chambord, what charm do you have, you should give up but you have never given up. "Blame me, blame me, I should think about why you wanted to stay abroad but came back." "Being passionate, I have nothing to do with you when I go back to China. I am inseparable from Zhimei, and I must come back." "That's good, that's good." Prince Chambord suddenly turned to Zhimei: "I'm sorry Zhimei, we will open our hearts in front of you."

Zhimei said generously: "It's okay, I know what Mesa is thinking, and I should be the one who said I'm sorry, because after all, I became the man her mother made her wait for the rest of her life. A man who jumps and jumps." "Congratulations, congratulations to you two." Prince Chambord said, suddenly feeling a little insincere and a little sour, such a good girl already belongs to someone else, and you only deserve to sit by and watch, you big fool. The Wrangler's Mercedes-Benz is fast and steady.The three of them had no more words. During the silence, Prince Chambord thought of Poen Tso.He took out his mobile phone to call, but after pressing it a few times, he found that the battery was out.I wanted to borrow Mesa's cell phone, but I was too embarrassed to ask.Suddenly remembered the mobile phone Teacher Bianba had left for him, quickly took it out, and dialed Poencuo. No one answered.He realized that this was Teacher Bianba's mobile phone. When Po Entso was in a bad mood, he might not answer the strange call, so he sent a text message: I am Prince Chambord, answer it quickly. When I called again, it was answered. "Didn't you ignore me? Why do you still call?" "You seem to have something to do, you can talk about it now." Poencuo sighed softly: "I have nothing else to do, I just want to tell you that I'm going to die." "You can't joke about death lightly," said Prince Chambord. silence.Pernco didn't seem to want to explain anything. Prince Chambord realized that Poen Tso was not a girl who liked to joke, so he was alert and asked, "Why do you want to die?" Poentso said, "Living is meaningless." "Think that you have to work tomorrow, you still have relatives, and friends who like you, you won't have such thoughts." In fact, Prince Chambord doesn't know what kind of job she does, only that she is a white-collar worker.A Tibetan girl who is a white-collar worker in a metropolis like Beijing is considered a successful person.But once a person succeeds, she will have some weird ideas. How could she feel that life is boring? Poencuo said, "Do you know where I am right now? It's on the top floor of the Jingjing Building in Haidian District. This is a thirty-six-story building." "What are you doing there?" "suicide." Prince Chambord shuddered. "I know, you won't believe it until I make it." "No, no, no, I know you will jump down at any time, but at least you have to wait until I see you?" Seeing Po Encuo remained silent, Prince Chambord said again, "I'm going to the Labrang Monastery thousands of miles away now. , I can’t rush over to see you, so you must go home now, and when I return to Beijing to see you, you can do whatever you like.” Poentso said: "Well, if you want to wait, I will wait on the roof, not for you to come, but for my patience to disappear. I am talking about patience with life, not with you, Prince Chambord, You don't have to come." She turned off the phone.Prince Chambord was stunned, and suddenly grabbed his clothes and said, "What should I do now, I met a person who wanted to jump from the top floor of a thirty-six-story building?" Mesa said, "Who is worth your concern?" Prince Chambord did not answer, trying to think back: It seems that he met at the Maggie Ami restaurant in Beijing. Poencuo likes to drink like him. When he was drunk, he grabbed the golden key of the parrot head around his neck and said with a stern face: " Give it to me, give it to me." He pushed her away, covered the golden key with both hands and said, "You can't give this even if you give your life, this is an ancestral treasure, my amulet." In short, it is the girl he loves most. One, never have special concerns.But now she was going to commit suicide, and she notified him before committing suicide, clearly pinning her hope of surviving on him.No matter who she is, he must be concerned about her.He said with a heavy heart: "Go back, in case something happens." Zhimei said: "It's over when you go back. The police, Aruo Lama, and the skeleton killer are all waiting for you in the streets and alleys of Beijing." Prince Chambord said: "I can't do nothing." Zhimei said: "The most important thing now is to open the 'Seven Tara Gate'." Prince Chambord said, "I was wondering what Tsangyang Gyatso would do." Zhimei said: "As a god king, Tsangyang Gyatso will definitely take care of the overall situation." Prince Chambord said stubbornly: "Life plus love is the overall situation. Tsangyang Gyatso has always thought so. 'The Gate of the Seven Tara' is Tsangyang Gyatso's last words. I would think that I am not even a human being, so I have no qualifications to discover termas. You go to Labrang Monastery first, and I will take a taxi back to Beijing, and then I will look for you." Mesa said, "When we get to Labrang Monastery, I'm afraid we will only hear about your death." Prince Chambord said: "Even if I die, I can't watch Poencuo die first." Mesa said, "Chimi, stop." The Wrangler pulls to the side of the road.Prince Chambord went down. Mesa said angrily: "Go save your lover, we don't need a half-hearted person." The Wrangler galloped away, and then slowed down after flying two hundred meters. Zhimei said: "We can't leave him behind, we can't do anything without him." Mesa sighed and said, "I know that, I just want to see how much weight that Poencuo has in his heart." An hour later, Prince Chambord caught up with the Wrangler in a taxi. Mesa said: "Why are you back? We are not inseparable from you." Prince Chambord said: "I called the police, and the police will go and rescue her." Mesa yelled, "Are you crazy? You have already told Poen Tso that you are going to Labrang Monastery. If she tells the police, the police will catch up immediately." Prince Chambord said: "I have already caught up. When I was taking a taxi to Beijing, I saw Lama Bird and a Land Rover police car approaching. That's when I felt that I don't have to go back. I can call the police." Zhimei slammed on the accelerator, and the Wrangler flew up in a blink of an eye.