Perhaps most people have the feeling that a certain scene makes you feel familiar, and it obviously never happened, but you have a faint feeling that you have met it somewhere before, or it is just in a dream.And at this moment, I have such a feeling. The moment I caught a glimpse of her, my blood almost froze. I left my seat in a hurry, went down the stairs in a panic, and returned to the car. No matter how frantically the phone rang, I didn't dare to answer the call again.I turned pale, trembling, threw the phone aside, and drove back to the hotel. This happened in the summer of 2008, a week after Grandpa Pan Jun was admitted to the hospital.During this period, I told many friends the story my grandfather told, and most of them just shook their heads noncommittally except for one person.Perhaps the story is too bizarre and has exceeded the scope of reality? !And this person is my good friend Tong Liang.

This old friend told me that if this story can be told, it must be very attractive.After several considerations, I finally accepted his suggestion and sorted out the story.And just three days after the decision, I received a call from Tong Liang. "Brother, someone wants to see you!" Tong Liang said on the phone. "Want to see me?" I asked a little surprised. "Yes, someone who is interested in your story!" Tong Liang's tone was quite mysterious, "And it seems that she also knows something about deworming!" "Okay!" I immediately agreed when I heard the word "repellent".After I packed my luggage, I set off for Beijing and made an appointment with that person at a restaurant named Sichuan Totem outside the third ring road.

So I packed up early and came to Sichuan Totem. To be honest, I was a little apprehensive. First, I wanted to see Tong Liang, whom I had not seen for a long time. Second, it was about the person he told me who was very interested in my story. After sitting down for about half an hour, I caught a glimpse of a man and a woman coming in at the door, and my eyes were instantly attracted by the woman next to the boy.Fear, suffocation, my mind was blank at the time, and I almost forgot how I escaped from Sichuan Totem under the eyes of everyone. After returning to the hotel, I immediately took a hot shower and turned on the phone. There were more than a dozen missed calls, all of which were from Tong Liang.I mustered up the courage to dial back.Tong Liang said angrily: "Brother, let me go!"

I was silent for a moment and said, "I saw you!" "Have you seen us?" Tong Liang repeated in surprise, "Then why..." "If it's convenient for you, come to the hotel where I'm staying. I'd like to talk to you about some things alone!" I deliberately bit the word "alone" very hard, and he immediately understood what I meant, and pondered for a while Said, "Well, where do you live?" About an hour later, Tong Liang appeared outside my door. Sure enough, my feeling was right. The man who accompanied the woman at that time was really Tong Liang. After a few simple greetings, we got to the point.

"Since you have arrived today, why did you leave suddenly?" Tong Liang asked strangely. "Do you still remember what I told you about my experience more than ten years ago?" I said slowly while lighting a cigarette. "You mean..." Before Tong Liang finished speaking, I stretched out my left wrist, and there was an obvious scar on my left wrist.Tong Liang was stunned when he saw the scar: "Is what you said true?" I nodded and said with a long sigh: "For me, that night will never be remembered!" "What happened to you that night?" Tong Liang asked curiously.

"That night..." I sighed and walked to the curtain.At this time, it was drizzling outside, and the neon lights looked a bit dreamy in the drizzle.Tong Liang sat at the computer desk in front of the window and watched me all the time, quietly listening to my story about what happened that night. It was a midsummer night more than ten years ago, and I was sent back to my hometown in Northern Mongolia to live with my grandfather just after the summer vacation.Before that, my impression of grandpa had always been vague. Maybe it was because of this vagueness that the image of grandpa became very mysterious. I only remember that he always wore black clothes no matter in winter or summer.

Living with grandpa is not a happy thing, because he never smiles and always has that cold expression on his face.That summer night, I suddenly woke up from a nightmare and found that my grandfather was not around.I clearly remember that the moon was very big and round that night, hanging brightly on the hillside not far in front of me. I put on my clothes and walked out the door carefully. Beimeng is located in the mountains of the Yanshan Mountains, originally there were only a dozen households, and the place where my grandfather lived was at the innermost end of the village, basically isolated from the outsiders.I stood at the door, and the white moonlight fell on my body. Although it was midsummer, the night wind in the mountains was still chilling my body, which made people feel a little chilly.

I looked around, but I didn’t find any trace of grandpa. For a while, I was a little scared. I looked for grandpa anxiously. An ominous premonition sprouted from my chest. The gate of the courtyard.The yard is always locked on weekdays, but tonight the door was slightly open.I pushed open the door almost without thinking, thinking that Grandpa should be in this yard. There is a small room in the yard, like a woodshed. I tiptoed to the door and pushed it lightly, and the door opened with a "squeak".The room is not big, there is only one table inside, and there is a faint gleam under the table. When I got closer, there was a small entrance under the table.I carefully walked down the ladder. As my body gradually entered, a chilly air hit me. I wrapped my clothes tightly and walked down the stairs carefully. Unexpectedly, the ladder was covered with water vapor. Slippery, I staggered and rolled down the stairs, and suddenly felt sore arms.

I raised my head while rubbing my arms, and my whole body froze immediately, and there was a female corpse lying flat in front of my eyes.Yes, that woman was lying on a bed, as if she was in a deep sleep. She looked to be in her early twenties, her eyes were slightly closed, and her appearance was exquisite.I stood up and tentatively stretched out my hand to touch the woman's body, but the woman suddenly grabbed my hand tightly, and her sharp nails pierced my skin instantly. I only remember Blood gurgled from my wrist, and then all the memories began to gradually blur. After I told Tong Liang all this in detail, he kept his head down and remained silent for a long time before saying, "It turns out that all this is true!"

I nodded. "So you left Beimeng and didn't come back there again until this year, did you?" Tong Liang asked. I nodded and shook my head again.In fact, some things happened after that, just because it might be harder for this brother to believe the things, so I chose to lie: "Let's count!" "Then... what does this have to do with seeing that girl?" Tong Liang asked puzzled. "Maybe you won't believe it, but it's definitely a fact!" After pondering for a few seconds, I said word by word, "That girl looks exactly like that female corpse!"

As soon as I finished speaking, a red lightning flashed outside, and then there was a loud noise, as if the whole building was shaken by the loud noise. Tong Liang and I looked at each other, maybe this is some kind of ominous sign. After the thunder, Tong Liang suddenly stood up pale and said to me: "Brother Mu Yang, there is something I forgot to tell you!" "Huh?" I looked at Tong Liang in surprise, at the same time, there was a knock on my door, and my heart sank, "Could it be her?" Tong Liang nodded helplessly, stood up and walked to the door and gently opened the door. A girl with a white T-shirt on the upper body, jeans on the lower body, and long hair shawl appeared in front of me. I met the girl's eyes, and the air in the room froze instantly.After a while, Tong Liang cleared his throat and said, "Brother Mu Yang, this is what I told you..." "You are Pan Muyang?" Before Tong Liang could finish her introduction, the girl walked up to me. I subconsciously took two steps back, hesitated and nodded slightly. There was a hint of surprise on the girl's face. "Finally seeing you!" she said with relief. "You are……" "Hehe, my Chinese name is Ouyang Zuoyue!" The girl spoke fluent Chinese, which made it impossible for me to connect her with a foreign name. "By the way, Brother Mu Yang, I forgot to tell you, she is an overseas Chinese from Japan!" Tong Liang introduced. "You just said your surname is Ouyang!" I asked. "Hehe, um, as you expected, I am a descendant of a fire-type insect repellent, but now I work for a Japanese cultural company, and I am mainly responsible for co-publishing books by some Japanese authors with some Chinese publishing houses. That's why I met Tong Qiao, and later he mentioned your story, so I asked him to help me find you!" Ouyang Zuoyue said politely. "Oh, so it is like this!" Even so, I was thinking about another question in my mind, that is, how could she look so similar to that female corpse, could it be that female corpse... I dare not continue to think go down. "About the story you told, is it hearsay or is it true?" Ouyang Zuoyue looked at me with a pair of clear eyes, which made my defensive heart collapse instantly. I stretched out my right hand and gently rolled up my sleeve to reveal the Two scars.She stared at the scar on my wrist, and shook her head with complicated eyes: "She...is still there!" "Her?" Tong Liang and I asked almost in unison, and then our eyes met. "Do you know the origin of the female corpse in my grandfather's secret room?" I asked impatiently. Ouyang Zuoyue nodded, and at this moment, her mobile phone rang without losing the opportunity.Ouyang Zuoyue answered the phone, speaking Japanese.About ten minutes later, Ouyang Zuoyue stopped suddenly, she hesitated for a moment, then turned her head to look at me, that kind of gaze made me feel uncomfortable. "The person on the phone wants to talk to you!" Ouyang Zuoyue said earnestly. "But..." I looked at Tong Liang beside me and said, "But I don't know Japanese!" "It's okay..." Saying that, Ouyang Zuoyue handed me the mobile phone, and I took it to my ear in doubt, and an old man's voice came from inside. The whole night I was surrounded by a kind of hallucination that seemed real or fake. This is a bar next to Sanyuan Bridge. I curled up on a comfortable sofa. Behind the sofa was a brown French window. Tong Liang was sitting opposite me. After answering the call, Ouyang Zuoyue left in a hurry. "Brother Mu Yang, who made that call?" Tong Liang finally couldn't help asking after drinking a few glasses of wine. "Hey, a person I still can't believe is still alive!" I sighed, lit a cigarette, and turned my head to look out through the brown French windows. "Liang, I decided to write this story into a novel!" I said as if I had suddenly figured it out. "Well, wow! Have you figured out a name?" Tong Liang has always been extremely supportive of my work, and now seeing that I finally figured it out, he said quite gratified. I licked my lips, just at this moment a row of huge red fluorescent lights "Sichuan Totem" flashed outside the floor-to-ceiling windows: "Let's call it the Insect Totem!" Tong Liang nodded after thinking about it. The next day, I came to a coffee shop not far from Ouyang Zuoyue's company as promised, and she was already waiting there.After seeing me, Ouyang Zuoyue was very enthusiastic. After the waiter brought a cup of coffee, she finally opened up the conversation. "Mu Yangjun, I was actually worried last night, worried that you wouldn't come today!" Ouyang Zuoyue's style of speaking has always been straight to the point, omitting all the politeness and edge balls. "Hehe." I smiled faintly, "It's just that I don't know if grandpa will accept it!" "Well, I know. So I invited you here today because I hope to meet Mr. Pan first!" Ouyang Zuoyue said earnestly. I lowered my head and said hesitantly: "Let me think about it again, now is the last day of grandpa!" Ouyang Zuoyue was obviously disappointed, but she nodded understandingly.The next day, she introduced me to the works of some Japanese writers represented by them. In the evening, I returned to a military medical hospital in Beijing and entered the special care ward. Grandpa was lying peacefully on the bed with his eyes slightly closed.His father was sitting on the sofa in front of him, fiddling with a cigarette in his hand. It was obvious that the hospital's no-smoking regulations had tortured him enough. I gently opened the door, and my father immediately raised his head and smiled and patted me on the shoulder, and walked out with a cigarette.I nodded and sat on the sofa.As soon as my father closed the door, my grandfather opened his eyes. He looked at me and said, "Mu Yang, did you see someone?" I looked at the grandpa in front of me in amazement, and couldn't believe my ears: "Grandpa, you... what did you say?" "Hey, you should have seen some people!" Grandpa said with a long sigh, "This person is also an insect repellent, she has left a mark on you before you know it, maybe now you know Who is the person who left the wound on your body?" "Huh?" I looked at my grandpa with his eyes slightly closed in astonishment, as if the old man had already understood everything that happened. "Grandpa, I just don't understand why she..." I looked up at Grandpa cautiously, and then said, "Why is she hidden in the secret room by you!" Grandpa let out a long sigh, with a sad look on his face, he paused and said, "Mu Yang, push me out for a walk!" I nodded quickly and pushed the wheelchair over. Grandpa supported his body with both hands and sat up from the bed. I was about to step forward to help, but my grandfather blocked it. I took two steps back wisely. sitting in a wheelchair.I pushed him to the garden behind the inpatient department, and stopped under a sycamore tree. The sun shone warmly on my grandfather. Enjoy mediocre. Suddenly grandpa stretched out his left hand and made a "clip" gesture.I understand that grandpa wants to smoke a cigarette, but the doctor has repeatedly told him not to allow him to smoke anymore. For a patient with advanced lung cancer, smoking is like adding fuel to the flames.I shook my head, bit my lip and said, "I didn't bring any cigarettes!" "Hehe!" Grandpa smiled slightly and said, "Mu Yang, do you know? You will never lie. For me, smoking or not smoking may be just a matter of losing or adding a day to my life." I pondered for a moment, lit a cigarette, looked around and passed the cigarette to my grandpa. After taking a puff of the cigarette, my grandpa suddenly coughed violently, and I hurried forward.In a blink of an eye, grandpa shook his head slightly and said, "Mu Yang, come here!" I walked up to grandpa curiously, and saw grandpa took out a paper bag tightly wrapped in red cloth from his arms and handed it to me, saying: "Take this with you. If you see that person, take this paper bag." Leave it to him and tell him that I will never see him again in this life!" "Grandpa..." I looked at my grandpa in surprise, only to see that he took a puff of cigarette and closed his eyes, waved his hand slightly at me, motioning me to leave, and sat in the sunshine enjoying the warmth. I put the red package in my bag and was about to go out when I met my father.The father looked sadly at the grandfather in the distance, holding a test sheet in his hand. "Dad, what's the matter?" At this moment, I could already detect some clues from my father's expression. "The doctor said that your grandfather may only have a week or two!" Dad said softly, but the news was like thunder to me. "Really...is it really only a week or two?" I knew this question was equivalent to not asking, my father nodded, handed me a cigarette and said, "Mu Yang, you'd better not travel during this time, Stay with him more." I took a sip of the cigarette and nodded my head, looking up at my grandpa in front of me, always maintaining that posture and basking in the sun... "How can you smoke here?" A tall female nurse came over, grabbed the cigarette in my hand and threw it on the ground, stepped on it vigorously and said, "Don't you see the sign on the back?" I followed the direction of her finger and saw that there was a "No Smoking" sign there. I looked at my father helplessly, and saw the little nurse walking in the direction of grandpa, who was still holding the cigarette between his fingertips. For the half of the cigarette, she walked to Grandpa and stood beside her for a while, then said softly, "You are not allowed to smoke!" Grandpa raised his head, obediently put out the cigarette in his hand, and handed it to the female nurse.The female nurse took the cigarette and looked for a trash can, threw it in, pushed her grandfather and said softly, "Where did you go last night?" Although the voice was very soft, it made my body tremble. It should be my father who was on guard last night. I turned my head and looked at my father. He looked at my grandpa solemnly. Obviously he also heard what the nurse said just now. "Dad, last night..." I asked my father. Father shook his head helplessly, as if he had no memory of what happened last night. The time agreed with Ouyang Zuoyue was at noon of the next day. When I woke up, the phone was beeping non-stop. I answered the call vaguely, and Ouyang Zuoyue's voice came from there. "ohayo! (Japanese: Good Morning)" Ouyang Zuoyue said softly. "Oh, good morning!" I sat up and half leaned on the bed, took out a cigarette and put it in my mouth. "You..." Ouyang Zuoyue asked hesitantly, "Have you decided?" "Yeah!" I said firmly, "Let's meet at the airport later!" "Thank you so much!" Ouyang Zuoyue obviously didn't expect that I would agree so readily, and continued after a while, "What about the old man?" I bit my lip and said, "I'm afraid he doesn't really want to see that person!" "Oh!" Ouyang Zuoyue's tone was obviously a bit disappointed, but after a while she still cheered up and said, "But I believe he will be very happy to see you!" "Hehe!" I smiled and glanced at the red cloth bag on the bedside. What is in it? After about three hours, I finally arrived at the Capital Airport. After parking the car in the parking lot, Ouyang Zuoyue called me, and she told me that she was waiting for me in the waiting hall. When I came to the waiting hall, I saw Ouyang Zuoyue wearing a well-fitting lavender dress. She was completely different from the capable girl I saw yesterday. At this moment, she was standing at the door of the waiting hall, holding a mobile phone in her hand Waiting anxiously, she waved to me when she saw me. The two of us came to the exit of the waiting hall, Ouyang Zuoyue raised his head and looked at the number board above his head. "When will he arrive?" I looked at Ouyang Zuoyue and said. "Oh, there's still about half an hour left!" Ouyang Zuoyue said apologetically, "I'm so sorry for making you wait with me!" I shook my head and said, "It's okay."Having said that, in fact, I was still a little uneasy. The voice on the phone was an old man. I had roughly guessed his identity, but I always felt a little uneasy in my heart, as if this person's arrival would change something. About half an hour later, a plane landed at the Capital Airport, and after a while, the exit was crowded with people picking up the plane.Ouyang Zuoyue stood outside the guardrail and looked inward, with expressions of joy or disappointment on his face from time to time. After all those people had left, Ouyang Zuoyue looked at me apologetically and said, "I'm sorry, it's just that they should be on this flight. How could it be..." Suddenly, her eyes lit up as if she saw something, and her face Immediately there was a smile, pulling me and galloping away.When I was dragged by her to the door like this, a hale and hearty old man in his seventies was standing in front of me and Ouyang Zuoyue wearing a pair of brown glasses, and behind him stood two thirties A young man of about 10 years old, carrying luggage and packages, seems to be his entourage. "Grandpa, you are here!" Ouyang Zuoyue bowed deeply, and then hugged the old man in front of me, while I stood blankly watching the old Japanese man in front of me, suddenly I found that the old man was using the same looked me up and down. "Grandpa, this is..." Before Ouyang Zuoyue finished speaking, the old man stepped forward and grabbed my left wrist, and lifted my clothes up, immediately revealing the scar on my left wrist.The old man frowned in pain, took off his glasses lightly, two lines of tears flowed from his eyes, he took a step back, then bowed deeply, and said solemnly: "I'm sorry! " His series of strange actions made me feel a little overwhelmed for a while, I stepped forward to help the old man in front of me, but he sternly said: "Please don't move!" After speaking, he knelt down in front of me respectfully, his eyes staring at the two scars on my wrist all the time, as if he was not kneeling for me, but kneeling for the two deep scars on my wrist. So there was such a scene at the Capital Airport: an old Japanese man who was over seventy years old knelt in front of a young man in his twenties, and we were surrounded by unknown people. I could even feel the kindness in the crowd. The burning sensation of the unbelievable eyes falling on the body. It took a long time for the old man to stand up and said apologetically, "Let's go!" The onlookers gave way, his entourage walked in front, the old man followed behind them accompanied by Ouyang Zuoyue, and I followed at the end, as if I hadn't completely recovered from the shock of the scene just now.It was only when I was in the car that I escaped from people's strange eyes, and I gradually woke up at this time. This is a stretched black Buick. I sat opposite the old man and Ouyang Zuoyue. Ouyang Zuoyue's hand was always in the old man's hand, but the old man kept looking out the window, sighing in a low voice from time to time. "Grandpa, how long has it been since you went back to Beijing?" Ouyang Zuoyue seemed to want to break the dead silence. "Sixty years, sixty years!" the old man repeated, "everything has changed, everything before has changed!" Suddenly the old man raised his head as if remembering something and said, "Son, your grandpa..." "Grandpa, I'm sorry, it seems that Grandpa Pan doesn't want to see you!" Ouyang Zuoyue said guiltily. After hearing this, the expression on the old man's face suddenly lost, like an eggplant beaten by frost, he lowered his head heavily, smiled to himself after a while and said: "He... still refuses to forgive me what!" Although I want to comfort the old man in front of me, I still can't find any suitable words. Maybe the things of their generation will always be a mystery to us. Even if we can unravel the mystery, we may not be able to understand their state of mind.Suddenly, I remembered the red cloth bag my grandfather gave me before I left. I quickly took out the cloth bag from the bag and handed it to the old man, saying, "This... is what my grandfather asked me to give to you!" The old man's eyes lit up when he heard my words, he regained his energy immediately, and hastily stretched out his hand to take the red cloth bag.At that moment, he was stunned. A moment later, he carefully peeled off the cloth in his hand layer by layer, and saw an emerald green whistle with two small holes on it. In his palm, almost at the same time, the old man's breathing became rapid and his body trembled unceasingly.Holding the whistle in both hands, he took a deep breath after a long time: "Thank you, thank you Brother Pan, thank you!" the old man kept repeating while looking out the window. Back at the hotel where they were staying, several nurses came up immediately, and one of them pushed a wheelchair, but the old man refused to sit on it. He told me very sorry that Ouyang Zuoyue had to accompany me because of the infusion. I will stay for a while.I nodded, just now I really couldn't see that this spirited old man still needed an infusion. In a Starbucks on the second floor of this hotel, Ouyang Zuoyue and I each had a cup of coffee in front of me. She was stirring the cup of coffee with a spoon all the time, looking hesitant to speak, and finally she couldn't help but say : "Please... please take me to see your grandpa, I want to beg him face to face, beg him to see my grandpa!" I shook my head lightly. I can't understand Grandpa's character very well. What he decides will never change. "Please!" Ouyang Zuoyue grabbed my hand and said, "Actually, grandpa is very ill and has been bedridden for more than ten years. Recently, he suddenly regained his energy. It's like a different person." , the doctor said that I am afraid that his time has come, and that his sudden vigor may be due to a flashback. I know that Grandpa's lifelong wish is to return to China and meet Grandpa Pan face to face!" I gritted my teeth and thought for a while before saying, "Okay, then I'll try again, but..." Unexpectedly, before my words finished, Ouyang Zuoyue had already stood up from the chair, bowed deeply and said, "Then I'll leave it to you!" Her behavior made me a little bit on the edge of a tiger, and I smiled helplessly.At dinner, we saw the old man again. He kept a smile on his face and seemed to be in great spirits. When I was about to leave at night, the old man sent me to the car. The moment he opened the car door, the old man handed me a book and an envelope and said, "Please bring these two things to Brother Pan!" I hesitated for a moment holding those two things, then nodded with a smile.Ouyang Zuoyue looked at me with an almost pleading look.I understood the meaning in her eyes and sat in the car with a smile. It was past ten o'clock in the evening when I saw my grandfather. My father asked my younger brother to accompany me temporarily because of something. When I came in, my younger brother had fallen asleep on the sofa.Grandpa smiled slightly when he saw me and said, "Did you see him?" I nodded, sat on the chair next to Grandpa, told him everything about our meeting today, and finally took out the book and the envelope.Grandpa took the book, which said "History of Centennial Bugs".Grandpa sighed, then put the book aside, opened the envelope, and a few black and white photos fell out, Grandpa was stunned for a moment, he picked up those photos carefully and said: "Mu Yang, turn on the light! " I quickly turned on the light, and grandpa put a few photos in front of his eyes and rubbed them lightly. The photos had turned yellow, but the people on them could be vaguely recognized. Among them, the girl looked exactly the same as Ouyang Zuoyue. , maybe she is the female corpse that grandpa hid. After looking at it intently for a while, Grandpa gently put down the thick stack of photos and let out a long sigh.The photo slipped from his lap, and a photo floated off the bed and fell to the ground. I picked up that photo carefully, and the moment I saw that photo, my whole head was buzzing.It was a black-and-white photo. The location of the photo should be a wild grassland in a mountain depression. Between the lush grass, one can vaguely see a blade of grass whose shape is completely different from the surrounding ones. Growing up, it seems a bit out of tune with the surrounding environment.And looking down along the grass, although the light is blurred due to the angle, you can still make out the thing under the grass, which turned out to be...a human head. Grandpa seemed to have noticed the change in my expression. He turned his head and took the photo and looked at it for a while, then closed his eyes slightly and pondered for a moment and said, "Mu Yang, do you remember the idiot I told you about?" "Human grass?" My mind was spinning rapidly. That's right, grandpa had told me something about human grass a few days ago. In an instant, I seemed to understand something, and then glanced at the photo in grandpa's hand. After a quick glance, is that the human grass that grandpa said? Grandpa seemed to see my question, nodded silently and said, "That's right, this is a human grass!" I stared at the photo in a daze. I thought that the human grass that my grandfather mentioned did not exist at all. I didn’t expect that there were such bizarre plants in the world. What made me even more curious was who took the picture under the conditions at that time. A photo, and can it survive to this day?Seeing grandpa's eyes slightly closed and the sound of even breathing coming from his nostrils, I sorted out those photos, stood up gently and exited the ward. It was already past midnight when I walked out of the hospital, and at some point it began to rain lightly. The rain was not heavy, but it was lingering around me, just like the mysteries entangled in my heart. Do human grass really exist?Who actually took that photo?And what happened when they left Anyang for Xinjiang?Why was that corpse kept in Beimeng's secret room by grandpa?All these questions have been lingering in my mind.Thinking of this, I stopped and stood on the overpass by the side of the road. At this moment, my mobile phone rang suddenly. I took out the mobile phone, and it turned out to be Ouyang Zuoyue's number. I checked the time, and it was already one o'clock in the morning. How could she call me so late? I connected the phone, and Ouyang Zuoyue's panting voice came from the receiver: "Can you talk to Grandpa Pan about meeting my grandpa?" It could be heard that she seemed very excited, and I couldn't help it for a while. Know how to reject her, because Grandpa's attitude seems to have no intention of changing.After a few seconds of silence, just as I was about to speak, Ouyang Zuoyue rushed ahead of me and said, "I'm afraid Grandpa won't make it through tonight!" Her words were like a sharp dagger piercing the softest part of my chest in an instant, but what made me wonder was that when I saw him today, he was obviously fine, how could it be so sudden? "Please, this is my grandfather's last wish before he died!" Ouyang Zuoyue's voice was hoarse, almost crying, I bit my lip, and said firmly: "I'll try again, I'll contact you later!" When I returned to the hospital, I felt a little uneasy. I pushed open the door, and my younger brother sat up from the sofa in a jerk, while my grandfather lay quietly on the bed with his eyes slightly closed.I walked gently to Grandpa's side, hesitating how to speak. At this moment, Grandpa opened his eyes and met my four eyes. All the courage I mustered in an instant disappeared. "Mu Yang, you..." Grandpa said, staring suspiciously at me standing in front of him, who was drenched all over. I bit my lip, and finally told my grandfather about the phone call from Ouyang Zuoyue just now. To my surprise, he didn't seem surprised, his expression was still as calm as ever, and he said after a while: "Bring me my clothes!" Beijing's neon lights flicker after midnight, but there are not many cars on the road.Following the route indicated by Ouyang Zuoyue, the car soon stopped in front of the hotel where they were staying.I held my umbrella and asked grandpa to get off the car. Ouyang Zuoyue and two attendants had already been waiting at the door of the hotel, and immediately came up to us when they saw us. "Grandpa Pan..." Ouyang Zuoyue called out softly, Grandpa smiled slightly, and followed them to the old man's room. At this moment, the atmosphere in the room was extremely tense, and several nurses were anxiously busy. Standing at the door, one could vaguely see the old man on the bed wearing a big oxygen mask on his face. Ouyang Zuoyue walked up to a doctor-like person Asked: "How is my grandfather doing now?" The doctor shook his head helplessly, sighed and said: "Hey, the man is still in a coma. It is a miracle that he can survive until now with his physical condition. If he doesn't travel long distances, he might be able to last for another two days. , but now..." Ouyang Zuoyue rushed to the side of the bed, knelt on the bedside and shouted softly: "Grandpa, Grandpa, wake up, you see I finally invited Grandpa Pan Jun here, open your eyes and have a look!" But no matter how Ouyang Zuoyue yelled, the old man remained unconscious.Grandpa stood at the door and let out a long sigh, walked forward slowly, helped Ouyang Zuoyue sit on the edge of the bed, pressed his hand on the old man's wrist, then took out a yellow cloth bag from his sleeve and opened it, Inside are several silver needles.Grandpa took out a silver needle and inserted it between the eyebrows of the old man, twisted it lightly, and then took out another silver needle and inserted it into the old man's Fengchi acupoint. After a while, the old man's fingers trembled twice, and slowly opened his eyes. The turbid eyes regained their brilliance the moment they came into contact with the old man in front of him.Grandpa watched the old man who had just woken up and slowly pulled out two silver needles. Just as he was about to withdraw his hand, the old man grabbed Grandpa's hand with strength from nowhere, with trembling lips and two lines of tears It trickles slowly from the corner of the eye. "Pan...Brother Pan..." The voice almost echoed in his throat, and he couldn't hear it clearly if he didn't listen carefully. Grandpa nodded and smiled slightly, but remained silent. 老者挣扎着似乎是想从床上坐起来，可是刚刚那紧紧的一抓早已经透支了身体里所有的力气，爷爷轻轻按住他的手示意他躺好，他微微地点了点头。 “我以为此生再也见不到你了！”老人声音呜咽，泪水打湿了枕巾。 爷爷摇了摇头依旧不发一言。 “以前的事情是我对不起你们，害了所有的人！”老者忏悔道，“等我知道自己错了的时候却已经无法挽回了！” “六十年了，一代人的时间，过去的事情就忘了吧！”爷爷长叹了一口气说道，“现在你我都已经到了这把年纪，该休息了！” 老者听了爷爷的话欣慰地点了点头，像是真的疲倦了一样，他长出一口气，眼睛微微闭上，片刻工夫，屋子中的仪器传来了尖锐的刺鸣声，老者的心跳停止了跳动。爷爷站起身走到窗前，身后的大夫在紧张地忙碌着，窗户的玻璃上映出爷爷眼角中的一丝泪水。 老者的葬礼被安排在第二天，爷爷因为身体的关系没有参加，却让我转告欧阳左月要他当天晚上到爷爷住的病房来一趟。 我静静地坐在爷爷的对面，夜晚缓缓拉开了黑色的帷幕，一只夜枭从头顶上飞过，如同黑夜的使者一般俯瞰着这片神秘而怪异的大地，而在这狭小的病房中，有祖孙两个人与欧阳左月姑娘一起正在追忆着百年前的往事。