Chapter 25 fourth quarter

Lu Guichen found Xiyuan in a corner, he stepped on the dead body and searched everywhere, and finally found here.His friend avoided everyone and sat on a crate, leaning on his sword, in silence.The thick blood on the sword slowly flowed into the soil. "I killed a lot of people." Xiyuan looked up at Lu Guichen. He just looked at Lu Guichen so quietly, Lu Guichen couldn't see any expression on his face, but Lu Guichen suddenly felt that this friend had become so strange.He felt that something had changed on Xiyuan, just in the battle just now.He suddenly began to feel regretful, when he was cowardly, Xi Yuan rushed out with the light cavalry with his sword in hand.

He grabbed Xi Yuan's shoulders firmly: "I'm sorry..." Xiyuan wiped his face with his sleeve, not knowing whether to wipe away blood or tears: "It's okay, you have to go to the battlefield, right?" "Officer Ji, what happened to Young Master Chen?" Ye Jin asked. Lu Guichen went back to the barracks and fell asleep. He didn't answer anyone who asked him, and he didn't make a sound.Ji Ye was able to move around, and sat in the hall with his back. When he left the back room, he saw Lu Guichen's eyes shining dimly with the moonlight in the darkness.

Lu Guichen just looked at the roof quietly. "Don't call me sir, it sounds really weird." Ji Ye said. "Then I'll call you Young Master Ji. You are a descendant of a big family, and you are the eldest son." "It doesn't matter, it's better to be more pleasing to the ear of the chief. What kind of big family? It's all bullshit." Ji Ye glanced into the back room and said casually, "Some people go to the battlefield to make meritorious deeds, and some people go to the battlefield, but It’s just to survive, but some people go to the battlefield because they think that he can save others, and he should be a hero.”

The news of the wounded barracks had already been brought by other soldiers, and Ji Ye knew why Lu Guichen was silent. "Then why does Mr. Ji join the army? Why does Mr. Lu join the army?" "Him? Because he was born with the surname Lu, he should be a hero. He is also a guy who always feels that it is his fault. He always feels that he has no ability to do something. He can only work hard." Ji Ye Ye leaned against the wall, "I... I don't know myself, I seem to be scared if I don't hold a gun. Yuran said that I don't believe anyone, and she said she hates me."

Ye Jin thought for a while: "The reason for going to the battlefield is nothing more than desire and fear? The reason why Mr. Ji and Mr. Lu are such good friends is actually because you are both afraid of losing something?" Ji Ye was taken aback. Ye Jin hurriedly said: "I'm a maidservant who doesn't understand anything. Although I can be regarded as a side branch of the Ye family in Yunzhong, I don't understand anything about military affairs. I said a lot of self-righteous things, and Mr. Ji will probably laugh at me. " Ji Ye was silent for a while: "Then what am I afraid of losing? I'm not Asule, so I don't have anything."

"How do you know, you have to ask yourself, Young Master." Ye Jin said softly. "Someone told me before, always learn to protect yourself, because in the end, you are always the only one left." "That's right. This person has a lot of experience, so he wants to teach you what he knows?" Ye Jin nodded. "Later she died too, and she always said that she was an incompetent person, and she didn't even do her own things well." Ji Ye's voice became lower and lower, "But I couldn't protect her, I didn't even know how to protect her." Forget about the dead."

He glanced at Ye Jin, really, he still hates this woman's eyes, they are dark, as if they can hide everything.