Chapter 22 fifty-sixth night

The original meaning of spring is the season of awakening.But at this time, people always doze off and can't concentrate. Today is the day when Ji Yan is discharged from the hospital, but when I think about it, when I came to the hospital, there was only Li Zheng lying there on the hospital bed. Ji Yan may not care, he may understand that I am busy with work recently, but I don't think so, it seems that my memory is getting worse recently. "Forgot to come? He said that he and Li Duo went back first, so don't worry." Li Zheng looked out the window, as if talking to me.Fortunately, I've already gotten used to his attitude, so I don't think it's a big deal.But since he came, it would be a bad idea to leave now, so he could only sit awkwardly on Ji Yan's original hospital bed which had already been tidied up.

"Memory is a wonderful thing. Sometimes you can't find what you have been looking for no matter how hard you try, but when you don't want to look for it and almost forget it, it suddenly pops up by itself. Some things are lost. Just lost it, but some things, once lost, can never be found again." Li Zheng slid off the bed, leaning his hands behind his head as pillows, staring blankly at the ceiling. "Oh? What kind of story is that?" I moved closer to him with great interest.Li Zheng didn't answer what I meant.When I thought he was asleep.He began to narrate with a childish voice but a very adult tone.

"Everyone has a bad memory, even if they have a superhuman memory who can read ten lines at a glance and do mental calculations, they may not remember where to put things. When I was in college, there was a story that often circulated in the school. Lin Li is a freshman, but all freshmen have great enthusiasm and hope for the school.The school is huge, and for most high school graduates who have just stepped out of a small high school campus, this is the first impression.Lin Li is no exception.After completing the registration procedures and making the bed, he decided to go out for a walk alone.

Lin Li's home city is far away, but he didn't ask his parents to see him off. Eighteen, should look like a man.Lin Li used this excuse to refuse his parents' request to send him, but they were also very happy because their son had grown up. Lin Li took a walk along a green belt next to the dormitory, where many trees were planted, very lush, breathing fresh air, Lin Li felt very comfortable.Among them, there was one tree that was the densest and strongest, and it was much bigger than the surrounding trees. Lin Li couldn't hug it by himself. Just as he was about to leave, Lin Li seemed to find something unusual in the grass.

He seemed to see a light.It seemed to be the light reflected by some kind of metal. When I walked in, I found it was a pen.It's funny to say that Lin Li never picked up anything since he was a child, but he never lost money or books.He walked over curiously and picked up the pen. Very delicate pen, the cap is silver, the pen body is white, it looks quite new, the owner is probably looking for it anxiously.There seemed to be a word engraved on the cap of the pen, which seemed to be a personal character. Lin Li put the pen into his pocket and returned to the dormitory.I just thought it was so weird that the owner of the pen had engraved a human character.

Lin Li thought to himself, probably some student who was in a hurry to go to class or someone who memorized vocabulary here in the morning accidentally dropped it here. Seeing that the pen is covered with dust, it must have been there for some days.Besides, I just need a good pen.And I don't know why, he likes this pen very much, because Lin Li has a strange feeling that the pen belongs to a girl.Because the pen looks very delicate, and it is thinner than the pen I used to hold in my hand. After chatting with his roommate in the dormitory, Lin Li put the pen in the drawer. The first few days were military training, and there were no classes yet, so naturally he didn't need a pen.Lin Li was fascinated by everything in the university. His young body was full of restless blood all day long. The students worked hard during the military training during the day, and then chased and played with each other when they were done.Therefore, at night, people sleep very hard.It's just that friends said that rustling and rubbing sounds often came from Lin Li's direction.

Freshmen have to go through a lot of very cumbersome procedures to apply for a library card, which makes Lin Li very boring. I have a high enthusiasm for the library, because in high school, I heard my cousin who was in college talk about the books in the library. There are countless, all kinds of types, and they are quiet and suitable for long reading, but a small card keeps him out of the door. On the way back to the dormitory, walking with his head down, Lin Li accidentally picked up a library card in the grass at the same place where he picked up the pen last time. The supervision system of the library is not strict. Anyone who holds a legal library card can read it. That is to say, if the owner of the card has not canceled the card, Lin Li can walk into the library , Take a good look at Chinese and foreign classics.

Lin Li thought so, and of course he did. The owner's name on the library card is worn out and is not very clear, but fortunately the photo is very clear, and fortunately, the two look very similar, so it is easier to say it.Sure enough, Lin Li showed the card to the teacher at the gate. The teacher looked at him, then looked at the library card, and then let Lin Li go into the library to read smoothly. After a few days, during the military training during the day, Lin Li reads here after dinner.This kind of life made Lin Li very comfortable at first.After getting his own library card, Lin Li just threw the classmate's library card into the drawer and didn't take care of it anymore.It's just that when everyone fell asleep at night, they could still hear the rustling sound under Lin Li's bed.

Once, Lin Li was reading in the library as usual, and just saw an old book that he had been looking for for a long time. Unexpectedly, just as he walked over, a green and smooth hand suddenly took the book down.Only then did Lin Li discover that the book had been taken down by a tall girl with fair skin. "Do you like this book too?" The girl smiled, her eyes were like crescent moons, and her pretty face was like a peach blossom.After the conversation, Lin Li knew that the girl's name was Shu Yu, and she was actually a grade higher than him, but in terms of age, he was actually a few months older than her.It's just that Shu Yu always asked Lin Li to call her senior sister in a serious manner.

The two started dating, and Lin Li didn't know if it was love, but he felt uncomfortable if he didn't see this girl for a day. Speaking of the acquaintance between the two, all the classmates in the dormitory were envious, so much so that the traffic of freshmen going to the library for a while There was a surge, but unfortunately most of them returned empty-handed.So everyone half-jokingly said that Lin Li was so lucky that he could even get a girlfriend. However, Lin Li still couldn't get close to Shu Yu. He didn't know anything about Shu Yu's other affairs, but it didn't matter. Every time we met, we could chat very happily. Lin Li was already very happy, but Shu Yu often used a very She looked at herself with strange eyes, and sometimes reached out to stroke Lin Li's hair.

Not long after, the goddess of luck seemed to beckoning to Lin Li again—he picked up something again. Regarding his recent good luck, Lin Li felt that maybe fate had really begun to smile at him. What he picked up this time was a wallet, that is, a wallet.Interestingly, when he opened the wallet, there were dozens of yuan and a KFC coupon inside.However, the date on the coupon was more than a year ago.Of course, still under that tree. "It's been more than a year." Lin Li couldn't help sighing. He looked through the wallet, but there was nothing else to prove the identity of the owner of the wallet.It was evening at that time, Lin Li was standing alone on the empty aisle, the dense leaves above his head were blown by the wind, and there was a rustling sound.With the sound, the silent cement road seemed endless. Lin Li looked at the wallet, the style was still very good, and he happened to have none, so he just used it. The workmanship of the wallet is very exquisite, as if it was not bought, but made by someone.Lin Li thought that it was popular in ancient times for lovers to give sachets or purses to each other, but he didn't expect that such things still exist now.It's just that there is a drop of blood on the side of the wallet, spilling out like snowflakes.Although it had dried, it was still very bright red, as if it would jump in the almost dark night, Lin Li felt a little dizzy staring at the blood, quickly put away his wallet, and went back to the dormitory. There was no one in the dormitory. Lin Li remembered that he still had homework to do, so he decided to use the pen he picked up a few days ago.It happened that there was a bottle of ink on the classmate's desk, but there was no brand. He filled the pen with ink and started to write. However, the written characters were all red, and it was uncomfortable to see under the light, just like the blood of Qian just now. He dipped his hand in the ink and found that the ink was blue. Maybe there is still some red ink in the front of the pen, Lin Li decided to use it to write more, and wait until the remaining red ink in the front is gone.Who knew that after drawing on the draft for a long time, it was still red.Lin Li had to put the pen back in the drawer. Not long after, Lin Li found that his memory was getting worse and worse. Sometimes he always forgot things inexplicably, and his classmates often called him behind him, reminding him of the books or clothes he forgot on the seat or something else. thing.Lin Li didn't mind too much, but guessed that he was too tired from studying, so he decided to take a break, so that he could spend more time with Shu Yu. Lin Li originally planned to go to the library with Shu Yu with his library card, but he couldn't find it no matter how hard he searched, the phone rang, it was from Shu Yu, and she was urging Lin Li.Lin Li didn't want to search through boxes and boxes anymore. "Isn't there another one?" Lin Li flipped out the library card he had picked up before. But today the photo on the library card seems to be a bit strange, and the person who looks somewhat similar to him seems to be smiling under the desk lamp.Lin Li rubbed his eyes, and the photo returned to its original state. It's an illusion, it seems that I am really under too much pressure, Lin Li comforted himself. The library is very quiet and there are very few people. Lin Li can't calm down watching Shu Yu who is sitting aside and reading seriously. "I'll go for a walk." Lin Li straightened up and greeted Shu Yu, who didn't raise his head, but just hummed.Sometimes Lin Li really wants to get to know Shu Yu, it seems that Shu Yu covered by that beautiful long hair seems to have another face, a face he has never seen before. For some reason, Lin Li, who was smoking while smoking, still walked on the road where he often picked things up.I learned to smoke when I was in high school. The pressure of the college entrance examination was great. Many boys gathered together to smoke and play with each other. After the college entrance examination, I also liked to smoke when I was happy. As a result, I became addicted after going back and forth. , but Lin Li always felt a little uncomfortable if he didn't hold something between his fingers for a day. The old tree looked very vigorous at night, and the white fluorescent street lamps on the roadside shone on the bark like moonlight, but it was much colder than moonlight.Lin Li stroked the bark with his hands, and suddenly sighed. He lowered his head subconsciously, and there was something in the grass. This time it's a pair of glasses, very good frameless glasses, exquisite workmanship, but Lin Li has very good eyesight, so he doesn't need this, but since you see it, take it. The glasses were very clean, without any dust at all. Although the aisles of the school were always very clean, they were not so spotless. What's more, a pair of glasses were kept in the grass, how could they be so clean, but Lin Li didn't think so much , I just wonder why this poor unlucky ghost keeps losing things in one place. When he returned to the library, he found that Shu Yu had left, and he saw the note left by Shu Yu in the book. "I'm not feeling well, I'm going back to the dormitory first." Lin Li returned to the dormitory alone with a little disappointment. At night, the roommates heard the rustling from Lin Li's bed again. The next day, Lin Li got up from the bed, opened his eyes, but found that the originally clear world was blurred.He was surprised that his eyesight was greatly reduced overnight. In desperation, he groped and climbed down, only to find the glasses he picked up from the tree yesterday on the table. Lin Li suddenly had a feeling, he felt that the glasses were tailor-made for him, and sure enough, his eyes became clear again, and it was as before. The glasses seem to be more refined, and look much better than before.The roommates and classmates were very surprised that Lin Li put on glasses after going there overnight, but it was not too special. After all, many individuals were obsessed with playing computer games after going to college, and it was nothing new for them to lose their eyesight quickly. Lin Lixiang gave Shu Yu a surprise, but Shu Yu was not too surprised when he saw him, but just smiled lightly. "Have you put it on?" She asked, Lin Li nodded, just wondering that she seemed to know it earlier. "I've always thought you look better with glasses? Don't you?" Shu Yu smiled, very cute. Since she likes it, Lin Li also feels happy. The days of the next two people seem to be very happy, which is really the envy of others.Lin Li has become more and more accustomed to picking up things. He has also picked up some other small things from under the tree, such as erasers, rulers, hats and so on.Finally, I picked up a ring and thought it was a bit expensive, so I handed it in. When I handed it over to the lost and found office, the bald teacher with black-framed eyes looked at it, and his expression was a little strange.Lin Li just wanted to leave, but was held back by him.The teacher kept staring at Lin Li, and seemed to keep saying in his mouth: "It's too similar, it's too similar." But after looking carefully, he shook his head in disappointment, but he still clung to Lin Li. "Where did you get the ring?" The teacher was a little excited, and pulled Lin Li's collar. Lin Li was a little displeased, thinking that I didn't steal it, so why would you do this if you picked it up. "I picked it up on the tree-shaded road next to the school dormitory, under a big tree." After speaking, Lin Li hurried away while the teacher was in a daze. Lin Li felt more and more that his brain was not working well. Sometimes he would suddenly get stuck when chatting with his classmates. He would forget what he wanted to say and what he wanted to do. The classmates thought he was very weird.Lin Li became silent, and his grades plummeted.He often wanders around the campus unconsciously by himself, and then suddenly finds himself in a place where he doesn't know how he got here. The only consolation is that Shu Yu treats her better and better, and the two are also very close. Lin Li even kissed Shu Yu. Only when he is with Shu Yu, does Lin Li feel the value of his life. However, the students still heard rustling sounds from the direction of Lin Li's bed every night after nightfall, as rough and unpleasant as sandpaper rubbing. Finally one day, something unexpected happened to Lin Li. It was a night in autumn, although the heat of the day had not completely receded, but the night had already added a chill. Shu Yu told Lin Li that it was his birthday that day.Lin Li was very excited to take the money to buy gifts.But when I entered the gift shop, I didn't know what to buy. He looked and looked, it seemed that those gifts were not suitable for the noble princess in his mind.After much deliberation, he decided to buy a pen. As for the style, he didn't know why. He thought that the pen he picked up before looked very beautiful. very happy. Lin Li happily ran to the place they had agreed upon. The big tree on Shuyin Road was requested by Shu Yu himself. When Lin Li excitedly rushed to the big tree he was familiar with, he found that Shu Yu was already standing there, dressed in black, with long hair scattered behind him like a waterfall, and his fair face actually radiated a brilliant light in the dark night. , Lin Li finally understood what it means to be slim. When Lin Li walked up to this beautiful girl and handed over the gift in his hand, he found that there was a very strange smile on Shu Yu's face. The joy of coming is more of an expectation, an urgent expectation. Lin Li had seen that look before. My hometown often slaughters cattle and sheep alive, and then puts them into the pot in front of passers-by. Everyone makes an appointment with the boss to ask for the part in advance, and then all of them stare at the freshly cut meat and put it into the pot with grabbing eyes, watching the meat in the soup pot Roll it over and wait for it to ripen into your mouth. Shu Yu's eyes are like that now. "Let's break up." Shu Yu said a few words excitedly but coldly.Lin Li couldn't believe his ears. Although the autumn wind was not cold, his heart had already entered the cold winter. Lin Lixiang asked her why, but he couldn't open his mouth. The instant blow caused his already overwhelmed spirit to collapse. He couldn't speak because he couldn't think of what to say, he couldn't remember what he was here for, he couldn't remember who the girl in front of him was, he couldn't remember who he was. "You belong there." Shu Yu pointed to the big tree.Lin Li walked over in a daze. There was something under the tree, and Lin Li felt it. What else can he pick up? Lin Li lowered his head and looked, a pair of very white hands grabbed his feet, he did not resist, and he was powerless to resist, the owner of the hands came out, he looked very similar to Lin Li, also wearing a pair of frameless exquisite glasses. However, there was a knife stuck in his stomach. Shu Yu hugged Lin Li from behind and rested his head on Lin Li's shoulder. The man smiled and walked towards Lin Li. "Who am I?" Lin Li was finally able to speak, he was anxious to know who he really was. "You are me." The man was still smiling, Lin Li looked down, and sure enough, a knife slowly appeared in his abdomen. His consciousness gradually blurred, and the last thing Lin Li saw was Shu Yu happily walking out holding the man's hand. Is that man himself? Lin Li saw a ring on Shu Yu's ring finger, which was very familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere. It seems that it is the one I picked up and handed in. Lin Li couldn't feel anything, and couldn't remember anything. One year ago, a boy was waiting for his beloved girl under a big tree on campus. There were two KFC free tickets in the wallet made by his girlfriend, and a pen in his hand that he was going to give to her. The boy happily carved his girlfriend's name on the pen, but he could never finish. He only carved personal characters, and was stabbed to death by a few gangsters. The reason is simple, the drunk gangsters tried to snatch the pen from him just for fun, but the boy got serious. He was stabbed in the abdomen and slipped under the tree. The library card, glasses and stationery he had just returned from the self-study classroom were scattered all over the floor. Among them was a ring he intended to propose, which he always carried with him. The first person who found the boy's body was the half-bald teacher with black-framed eyes. He was not like that before. Since his son died, he was heartbroken and lost his son in the middle age. He was willing to work as a lost and found office. 's administrator. Of course he knew the ring, because it was inherited from the family, he gave it to his son, and told his daughter-in-law to wear it. Lin Li's roommates are very strange. Lin Li decided to move out as soon as he returned to the dormitory. He moved everything clean and his tone of voice became very indifferent. However, they are also used to Lin Li's recent inexplicable changes, and they always feel that they have made friends with each other. Girlfriend, such a beautiful girlfriend, has a slightly different personality. It is said that Lin Li later married Shu Yu and lived happily in the south. A few years later, a new batch of students came to the dormitory, and one of them turned out his drawer to clean it and found that there was writing on it. You took my pen. You took my wallet. You took my glasses. Wait, wait, many, many sentences, you took my stuff, only the last sentence is not.It was clearly written in red ink. 'I just want your body. '" After Li Zheng's story was finished, he closed his eyes again and started ignoring me. But when I walked out the door, Li Zheng suddenly said something. "Forget anything, don't forget who you are, that's the scariest thing." I nodded unconsciously and walked out of the ward.