Chapter 49 Section 21

"There is no so-called past life, the only thing I believe in is science, don't think too much." "Liu Sang, my sweetheart is a hero, not a coward." Mei Xing finished speaking, closed the door gently and left. I lit a cigarette, and the blue smoke surrounded my eyes: "Miyuki, your sweetheart may not be a hero, but he is definitely not a coward!" Although I haven't gone to the Northeast yet, even though I'm still in the 091 headquarters, everything in front of me seems to be getting out of hand. Early the next morning, Mr. Lei had already brought the special agents of the reconnaissance brigade of the capital garrison with him, ready to send troops to the northeast.

Minister Chen and other leaders at home saw us off in person, and Da Zhang Datou and I also came. Mr. Lei still didn't say a word to us, but only exchanged a few words with the leaders, and then left in a hurry. Minister Chen's attitude towards us also took a big turn. He ignored any of us and took the other leaders directly to the conference room for a meeting. It seemed that everything had changed in this familiar compound after last night. Director Han, who rarely dealt with us, said a few words to Da Zhang: "Your new confidential secretary can't see the sun, right?"

"Yeah, what's the matter? What instruction did Leader Han give?" "Oh, it's nothing. I'm arranging for people to modify the special car that is not transparent. It will take about a week. I guess you should start by then." "Oh, thank you leader for your concern." Da Zhang's words were still in a hurry. In the next few days, the leaders seemed to avoid us deliberately. Anyone who wanted to contact Minister Chen was rejected with excuses. We were like abandoned children, no one cared about us.And there seems to be a gap between Meixing and me. Since I ruthlessly shook off her hand in front of Mr. Lei, she has never spoken to me again. I don't know how to deal with this relationship anymore. .

What's more terrible is Datou and Dazhang. One day, Minister Chen suddenly called these two people to a meeting and deliberately left me behind. This feeling is really unbearable.The meeting lasted all day. I don't know what Minister Chen discussed with the two of them, but when they came back, they saw me as if they had seen a ghost. In the constant perfunctory of me, I felt completely isolated. What should happen will always happen, what should come, will always come. Director Han was unambiguous in his work, and the special car used by Meixing was completed after only seven days of remodeling. 212 Jeep, the rear seats are all sealed, so there is no light inside.

Dazhang and Datou began to prepare their belongings, as if they were about to set off, but I was the only one who did not receive any orders from superiors. Dazhang wanted to say something to me a few times, but he swallowed the words when they came to his lips. This is the need for confidentiality, even his own father can't say anything, let alone me.What can be reported to these two people but kept from me alone? Could it be that the leader saw me holding hands with Miyuki?That's so unfair to me! The official order was finally issued. Da Zhang, Da Tou, Mei Xing and four security personnel from Group 15 went to Bishui Hongqi Forest Farm to investigate the blood base, while I was left at the 091 headquarters.

Dazhang and Datou still looked miserable after receiving the order, while Meixing looked at me with disappointment, as if she was laughing at me for being a coward!While the words of "I will always protect you" are still ringing in my ears, I have already flinched. Seeing that they were about to leave, there was heavy snow in the sky again, and the weather was gloomy all day long. I couldn't wait any longer. I must ask Minister Chen for clarification. That evening, when I heard that Minister Chen was working at the headquarters today, I hesitated and came to the door of his office, controlled my emotions, and knocked on the door of his office.

"Report!" "Come in!" I opened the door and walked in. Minister Chen was reading the newspaper behind the desk. When he saw it was me, his expression didn't change at all, as if he was doing business. "looking for me?" Minister Chen didn't let me sit down either. I stood in front of his desk and said, "Minister Chen, I can't figure it out!" "What can't you figure out?" Minister Chen pretended not to know anything. "Why won't I be allowed to participate in the mission to go to the Northeast? I can't figure it out!"

"Didn't the order be issued? Didn't I tell you? The organization has other arrangements for you." Minister Chen was still flipping through the newspaper. "However, I took this task from the very beginning. Why did the organization make other arrangements for me at this juncture? If I made any mistakes, please punish me! It makes me uncomfortable to treat me like this. "I suddenly felt very wronged. "Don't worry, you've done a good job. I won't let you go because of the organization's love for you, and there is no other reason." Minister Chen's words were even more ambiguous, leaving me at a loss.

"Leader, please understand, if the organization really loves me, please tell me the truth about not allowing me to participate in the mission!" I was a little excited. Minister Chen's attitude changed a little. He put down the newspaper, took off his glasses and wiped it: "Commander Lei and I are optimistic about you. We didn't arrange for you to go in the organization. We hope that you will become more mature, and there will be some unnecessary hardships. , we will try our best to arrange for you to avoid it." "Leader, thank you for your concern with the organization, but how can I mature without going through hardships, how can I take on important responsibilities in the future, I hope the organization will give me a chance to test me!" My attitude is very firm.

Minister Chen perfunctory me again: "Xiao Liu, you better not ask, go back, the organization won't harm you. It's nothing, don't worry." I didn't speak, just stood erect in front of his writing desk, I could only respond to the Minister's perfunctory with silent protest. "What? Do I want the guards to take you back?" "Pursuing the truth has always been the purpose of our 091. Commander, I am confused now! Please give me the truth!" Minister Chen put on his glasses and frowned: "The truth? The truth is sometimes cruel, and it is precisely because of cruelty that I don't tell you. I'm not sure you can bear the truth now. Are you sure you can bear it? "

"Reporting chief, for our noble cause, I am willing to bear anything! Including death!" I thought to myself that if you give me an official tone, I will do the same. Minister Chen thought for a long time, and looked at me with very confused eyes: "Do you think you are mature? Can you really be as cold as a machine? Have you thought it through clearly?" "Report to the chief! For the country, I think I am already a qualified machine, please organize to test me!" I feel that I am getting closer to the truth. Minister Chen didn't hesitate any longer, took out two envelopes from the drawer, and pushed them in front of me: "The truth is here, after reading it, sign it, and you can go to the Northeast, but I always feel that you still Unbearable." The medical department's research report on Meixing?I quickly picked it up and looked at it roughly. The detailed content will not be described, but the general meaning is that Meixing is a rare sample of living mutants. There are too many mysteries in her body, and it is difficult to completely solve it with the power of existing technology. They hope to keep Meixing in such a mutant posture for a long time, so that Long-term research, this process may be 10 years, it may be 20 years, or it may be forever.Later, I also emphasized that even if there is a way to restore Meixing to a normal person, we can't do it!At the end of the report, Minister Chen, Mr. Lei and Da Zhang agreed to sign. After reading all this, I was already extremely angry. In the eyes of the research department, Miyuki was just a living sample, a tool, and the report they described had no humanity at all.It's all data!Cold data!What I can't believe is that Minister Chen, who talks about people's hearts all day long and loves Meixing, even signed the word "agree" on such an inhumane research report!What makes me even more unbelievable is Dazhang and Datou, these two colleagues who have been promised each other for life and death!Comrades!brother!Their names were also shamefully signed on it, no wonder these two people saw me as if they had seen a ghost! I feel like I've been cheated, that seemingly overnight, everything I could rely on betrayed me.I always thought that the cause for which I threw my head and blood was absolutely just and noble!We sacrificed our lives and won victories again and again because of the precious light of humanity shining in us, but now when this terrible fact is in front of me, I am confused, I am confused, and I am angry .If the research target in this report is a stranger, maybe I will be silent, but that is a blessing, how can I be silent!People are selfish, and I am no exception! This kind of anger erupted suddenly, I never thought I could do such a thing, I did the most daring thing in my life, I patted Minister Chen's desk!He even knocked his teacup to the ground.