Chapter 2 Chapter 2 Please close the door when entering the house

I leaned back on a comfortable recliner and heard Professor Feng's voice coming from the back of my head.This kind of consultation with the doctor sitting behind the patient is a bit like hide-and-seek, which made me feel dizzy in the free-spirited narration. Had a good talk today.Professor Feng said, you have talked about so many death fantasies, it's nothing.Anxiety about death actually exists in everyone's subconscious, you just imagine it too realistically... No.I looked up at the cracks in the ceiling, and retorted to the voice behind me that when I was teaching at Xiaoni's house, I really saw a woman outside the window, and she was exactly the same as the woman in the picture frame upstairs.According to the principle of acquaintance, only the dead can see the dead.Therefore, among the people we know, some are real living people, and some are ghosts, who can verify it?But I know, and it makes me wonder if I've died once.

I stopped, a little lump in my throat.It's the best thing to cry at this time, but I can't cry. Go on.Professor Feng's voice is full of encouragement.I know it's a tactic used by doctors and professors, keep talking, keep talking, he's the best listener in the world, never argue with you.I have taken Professor Feng's psychology courses since my sophomore year, but I didn't expect to sit in the narrator's chair.There is no way, my mind is like a cloud of fog. Are you afraid of heights?After a long silence, Professor Feng finally asked. Yes, I am afraid of heights.I have looked down more than once on a balcony or on a cliff in a tourist area.I'm afraid, but the more I'm afraid, the more I can't help but look down.My feet even had the urge to move forward.Finally, once, after I got up in the middle of the night, I jumped from the window of the dormitory building.

This is your dream, right?Professor Feng said slowly, when you wake up, you find yourself still sleeping on the bed. You move your legs and feet, and you have doubts about your own existence. You think that you are a ghost, which is a delusion about death.Now I want you to recall, when was the first time you had this hallucination? I knew Professor Feng was going to remind me of my childhood.This is the psychoanalysis method founded by Freud. Childhood seems to be the source of rivers. Due to the distance, I can't remember many things.Professor Feng said that it is very difficult to do psychoanalysis for people like me, because I know some professional knowledge, so I often have confrontations in communication.

Can you close that door?My mind drifted away as I recalled the past, because the open side door kept my mind flustered.Professor Feng's consulting room is located in the school's laboratory building. It is a suite, and the side door is probably connected to a study. You have insecurities.Professor Feng said that to exercise yourself, start by accepting the open door. But I can't feel at ease with an open door.I live in room 609 of the student dormitory, and all the girls in the same room know to close the door when they go in and out. Anyone who doesn't do this will make me angry.When I worked as a tutor at Xiaoni's house, I calculated that there are seven doors in this house, two bedrooms, a study, a kitchen, a bathroom, and front and rear balconies.After I enter this family, I always close the doors everywhere.Xiaoni's mother discovered my habit, she said, Jun is a girl who likes to be quiet.

I'm actually afraid, I don't know what to be afraid of.Many unexpected things appear from the door, I think this is definitely not my feeling alone. This afternoon, I spent a long time in the counseling room.Although Professor Feng is over 50 years old, he is tall, powerful, confident and generous. He wants to save me from the water like a drowning person.Before he left, he still said the same thing, we talked very well today, and you will come back at the same time next week.He said that a French psychoanalyst followed a female patient for 30 years. The persistence of these professors made me shudder.

Walking out of the building, the strong summer sun made me feel dizzy for a moment.The campus is very quiet and the trees are lush and green.I took out my mobile phone and turned it on, only to find that the mobile phone had been turned off. I thought it had been a while since this text message had been sent. It was a message from Xiaoni. She said that today is the weekend, why don't you come home?My mother has prepared a delicious dinner for you. My heart warmed up a bit.Home, dinner, seems to be the call I heard when I was a child.Although it didn't take long to teach Xiaoni, everyone really felt like family.There is almost no memory of my mother in my life. She committed suicide by jumping off a building when I was very young. It is said that she was suffering from depression.Since then, my father has been wandering in the world, and it took me several years to see him.I grew up with my grandmother in the country.Until I entered university, my grandmother and uncle's family supported me.Of course, they tried their best to send me to the university, and I had to work part-time to cover the tuition and living expenses.In the past three years, I have done various things, including the ups and downs.

Back in the girls' dormitory, only Weiwei sat in front of the computer and surfed the Internet. She looked back at me and said, went to the street?I am noncommittal.Going to Professor Feng for psychological counseling is a confidential matter, and I am afraid that my classmates will look at me differently if they find out.There are four girls in room 609 where I live. Except for Weiwei who is currently looking for a part-time job online, Xiaomi and Xiaoxiong belong to the category that does not need to worry about finances.Specifically, Xiao Mi has a friend in his thirties who is very rich; Xiao Xiong's parents are rich, and if a classmate asks her to borrow money, she can always come up with a few hundred yuan.

I simply packed up my things and was about to go out. Weiwei said enviously, "You did a good job finding a tutor this time. In the future, you will have a suitable client to introduce one to me."Weiwei was also really unlucky, she found two sales jobs and one tutoring job, but both of them were cut off early because of avoiding the sexual advances of men.I think I must help her if I have the chance. When I came to Xiaoni's house after taking two buses, I unexpectedly found that there was no one in her house. I repeatedly rang the doorbell, but there was no movement in the house.

I sat down on the stairs outside my door, my mind a little confused.Is all this true?Xiao Ni, Xiao Ni's mother Aunt He, and myself, at least one of us is not real, she is a ghost, an illusion.I took out my mobile phone and looked for the text message Xiaoni sent me, but it was gone!I can't tell whether I just deleted it after reading it or whether there has never been any information. It was a quarter past six in the afternoon, the sun was setting outside, but the corridor was already dark.Someone went upstairs with heavy footsteps, circling towards the sixth floor where I was.I think this must be the painter who lives on the seventh floor.I only know him once, and I have never been to his house, but I always feel that there is a portrait of a woman with a naked back in his house. What's the matter?Maybe I've been to his house, when?previous life.

It was Aunt He who came upstairs.She opened the door and said sorry, I was worried that Xiao Ni's father wanted to see her suddenly, so I sent her there and told her to come back immediately after dinner.Aunt He has always been inexplicably wary of Xiaoni's father, and I can often feel it in her usual conversations. Having dinner with Aunt He, she asked about Xiaoni's study, and I said it was very good, especially her English and Chinese had improved a lot.Aunt He breathed a sigh of relief and said, this is good, and she will be in her third year of high school soon, so she must be admitted to a key university.Aunt He kept adding food to me, as if she recognized me as a tutor.

Aunt He was a professional dancer when she was young. Although she is in her forties now, she can still see the shadow of her early years in her straight legs and stretched shoulders.It's just that the old song and dance troupe has long since disintegrated, and Aunt He has been half-employed.In order to make a living, she is now engaged in sales in a building materials company.It is difficult for me to understand how a person who works with art can deal with reinforced concrete, bricks and tiles. Xiao Ni came home after nine o'clock in the evening.After she entered the door, she hugged me and kissed me on the face, and kept saying that sister Jun was sorry for you, and that she blamed my dad for letting me go to dinner, saying that she hadn't seen me for a few months, and she was so hypocritical that I was annoying. Had to perfunctory. Xiaoni is a girl who dares to love and hate. She is like a fire when she is enthusiastic, and she is not forgiving when she is fierce.I accompany her to review my homework in the study room. There is a wire bed in the study room, which is my temporary residence for two days every Saturday and Sunday.At eleven o'clock at night, Xiao Ni closed the book and stretched, saying, let's call it a day, I'm almost turning into a robot.I nodded sympathetically.Thinking of the inhuman torture before the college entrance examination, I knew Xiaoni was physically and mentally exhausted now. However, Xiao Ni was not in a hurry to go back to her bedroom.She looked at me and whispered, Sister Jun, will you sleep with me tonight? Something in my heart touched me.Sleeping with Xiao Ni, she found that I was cold.Did this really happen?Professor Feng said it was my delusion, a hallucination.However, Xiaoni really made this request tonight. Why?I asked Xiaoni, and she said she was going to tell me a very terrible thing, and she dared not sleep alone in the room. Walking out of the study, the door of Aunt He's room was closed, and she presumably fell asleep.Xiao Ni and I took a brief shower, then curled up on her big soft bed.There are some plush toys on the head of the bed, which look very cartoony. Miss Jun, do you believe in ghosts?Xiao Ni asked suddenly.I knew she was going to start talking about the horrible events that had happened to her. I didn't answer her directly, but said that only people who have actually met a ghost can answer this question. I just met a ghost!Xiao Ni hugged me while talking.The incident hadn't started yet, and the frightening cold had already made her tremble slightly. What Xiaoni said sent a chill down my back too. The night before yesterday, it was already ten o'clock at night for Xiaoni to study by herself next night.Walking out of the school gate, not far away is an unfinished high-rise building.There are about 20 floors, and the roof has been capped, but it has been put on hold without interior and exterior decoration. It is estimated that the developer's funds have a problem.Three years have passed in a flash, and the building is almost ruined by the wind and rain. The fence around the construction site has been damaged, giving people a sense of desolation. Xiaoni and six or seven classmates came here, and a boy suddenly said, whoever dares to go up this building alone, I will give him lunch for a month.A girl called out and said, this is so cool!But who dares to go up, no one has entered the abandoned building for several years, and no one knows if someone died on it. A boy was eager to try it. He turned to the boy who proposed and said, whoever wants a month's lunch money to bet on a pair of Nike shoes, I dare to go up.Well, Nike on Nike, the guy who proposed generously obliged.His family is rich, and he doesn't blink when he talks. The bet was placed, but the boy came back shortly after crawling through the fence to the entrance at the back of the building.He said that the dark hole at the stairs was too scary, and he shouldn't have the Nike shoes.Fortunately, he was still carrying a small flashlight in his hand, so he was too timid. It was at this moment that Xiao Ni made a risky decision. The students were all surprised, and some girls screamed.Xiao Ni said she was not afraid, but the building is too high, which floor counts?Finally, it was agreed to be the ninth floor, and it was a deal. Xiao Ni took the flashlight from the fleeing boy and went into the fence of the construction site. It was agreed that she would shoot down the flashlight a few times from the window on the ninth floor to indicate success. Xiao Ni entered the corridor, there was a strong smell of cement, it was cold and damp, and it felt like a basement.The flashlight illuminated the scattered bricks and planks of the stairs, and she carefully avoided these obstacles to make her way upstairs.The stairs were in a zigzag pattern, and after she reached the third floor, she forgot the number of floors.Maybe it was because she was too nervous, and she couldn't remember how many floors she had reached in the constant climbing. Although it was only past ten o'clock in the evening, this unfinished building was as silent as a dead city.Xiao Ni's foot touched a brick on the stairs, and the brick rolled down the stairs with a ping-pong-pong sound. After the falling of the bricks stopped, Xiaoni's ears were surprisingly quiet. At this moment, she heard a soft cough. Xiao Ni stopped, unable to tell where the coughing sound came from.She took photos in four directions with the flashlight, and found that she was at the entrance of a certain floor. She felt nervous for a while, and wanted to find a room window and shoot the flashlight downstairs to announce her adventure. success. Xiao Ni entered this floor, and the long passage was obviously the layout of an office building.The doors and windows have not been decorated, and they are all empty door openings.She stepped into the room closest to her, and when she was about to walk to the window, she suddenly felt a person standing behind her, and that person's breath even reached the back of her neck. Xiao Ni turned around suddenly, and the flashlight suddenly shone on a woman's face.The woman instinctively raised her hand to block the strong flashlight, Xiaoni saw five red fingers... A woman's scream sounded in the dead space, and Xiaoni couldn't tell whether it was her own or someone else's.She rushed to the stairs, then ran downstairs desperately.After running out of this dead city, she felt that she had no strength left in her body. The students waiting downstairs supported her and listened to her panting about what she had just seen.Some students said that this was a story she made up, maybe she didn't dare to climb upstairs at all.Xiao Ni was in a hurry, and said that there was really a beautiful woman in the building, and her nails were painted blood red.The students looked at each other in blank dismay, but no one dared to go up and confirm.At this time, someone heard what seemed to be a woman's cry from upstairs.Everyone retreated to the street at the same time, and then left the building to go home with various discussions and speculations. Xiao Ni kept holding my hand while she was telling this strange incident, and when she finished speaking, my hand was pinched and hurt by her.Is that woman a ghost?Xiao Ni widened her eyes and asked me. Red nails, I thought of Xiaoni's father picking a piece of woman's nail off the wall while inspecting a building.Later, the police found out that someone killed a woman and threw the body into a concrete mixer, and then the crushed body was built into the wall.Could the woman Xiaoni met be this wronged soul? I told Xiaoni this idea, she looked at me in confusion and said, when did my dad tell you this kind of thing?I can't answer at once.I have never met Xiaoni's father so far, how can I have such a thing in my mind?Xiao Ni said that I was confused, maybe I saw such a case in the newspaper, and Xiao Ni's father was engaged in construction quality inspection work, these two impressions were mixed together in my memory. I agree with Xiaoni's analysis.Memory is a very shaky thing.However, the metamorphic memory is sometimes more real, like a dream, it can capture something unknown.Thinking of this, I am terrified of Xiaoni's experience. It was past midnight, and Xiaoni and I were huddled together on the bed like sisters. The halo of the bedside lamp filled the room with a sense of illusion.Suddenly there was a knock at the door, then the door opened and a woman entered the room. Why haven't you slept yet?Xiaoni's mother looked at us and asked.Her eyes stayed on my face, as if she was asking why I lived with Xiao Ni. I quickly explained that Xiao Ni was a little scared tonight and asked me to accompany her. Fear?What's so scary about being in your own home?Aunt He asked puzzledly.Her hair was messy and she had obviously just gotten out of bed. Nothing, I'm just afraid of having nightmares.Xiao Ni answered her mother vaguely. After Aunt He left, Xiaoni locked the door behind her.She said that her mother often entered her room without her consent, and sometimes came to cover her with a quilt in the middle of the night, which caused Xiaoni to be frightened for a moment when she opened her eyes. Therefore, the door must be locked.Xiao Ni turned off the light, and we fell asleep in a daze.The next morning, Xiao Ni said that she had heard people moving around and sighing in the room last night.I said it was because she was frightened. The sunshine outside the window is very good, and people can enjoy this Saturday very well. The first day of the weekend is very relaxing.Xiao Ni is going to her classmates to get the prize of her adventure - a pair of Nike sneakers.The boy who made the bet meant what he said. He was already waiting for Xiao Ni to choose shoes in a large shopping mall. Aunt He also went to the company to work overtime, and I was the only one left at home. I turned on the computer and chatted online.Qiang was on the line, and I greeted him.He asked me a few days ago that I left him a message saying that I would go retrograde with time, what does that mean?I said I don't know.He said you want to be an elf, don't you?Qiang is really smart. When I chat with him, he can understand half a sentence. Finally, he couldn't bear to ask Qiang about his personal situation.I said that I have introduced myself to you, and you have to say it too, so that it is equal.Let him talk about it, I am your alumnus, but I have graduated for three years, I founded a high-tech company by myself, and after three years of hard work, I have tens of millions of assets... This is a miracle.I've seen this kind of news in the newspaper before, but I didn't expect to know such a person.Qiang said that his company has entered a virtuous cycle, and he is also very relaxed, so he often chats online.The kind of person he admires most is drinking afternoon tea by himself while the fleet on the Pacific Ocean is carrying his company's cargo through the waves. I first chatted with Qiang on the Internet about death. We chatted very speculatively. I didn’t expect him to be my alumnus. People with higher education are different. I told Qiang about the horror that Xiao Ni encountered in the unfinished building, and I said that I suspected that there was a woman's wronged soul hidden in that building.Qiang said that he was very interested in this matter, and he also wanted to go into that building to have a look.He said that no matter whether it is a flat, a yard or a building, if no one lives in it for a long time, strange things will definitely happen.Just like the water in a pond will give birth to fish after a long time, no space will always be empty. Qiang said something I hadn't said, which made me want to meet him.Since we are both in this city, why don't we see the previous side?I even wanted to invite him to visit the empty building with me.He and I are both interested in the supernatural. But I didn't speak up, his company and assets made me a hindrance, I'm not the kind of girl who goes for wealth.After getting off the net, I was a little disappointed. I suddenly decided to go to that unfinished building to have a look.The reason for this impulse may be that he wanted to meet Qiang there, because he said he wanted to go there and have a look.Of course, the woman Xiaoni met was also a temptation to me, especially the woman's blood-red nails.I don't know why I get a little excited when I think of the undead. Professor Feng said that this is a delusion in my mind, but what's wrong with this delusion. I went out and walked towards the unfinished building near Xiaoni's school.On both sides of the avenue are tall buildings that block out the sky and the sun, and the modernization of the city was completed almost overnight.People under these monster-like buildings are becoming more and more insignificant. No one cares who you are. Walking on the street, I feel that I am just a shadow.Is it any wonder there are streakers popping up in the west, a last resort to get noticed and justify their existence? From a distance, I saw the unfinished building with more than 20 floors. It stood like a dead soul among the gorgeous buildings.I'm going into it, I'm expecting something terrible like a child expects a cake... In the afternoon, Xiao Ni returned home before her mother got off work.She first filled the desk in the study with textbooks and homework, pretending to have reviewed her homework for a day, then took out the pair of Nike sneakers she got by taking risks, and said to me with bright eyes, how about, cool right? What a great shoe.I watched Xiao Ni walk on the floor in it.Match the shoes with a pair of sleek jeans and a casual white shirt.I said, Xiao Ni, you are so youthful, and she said, sister Jun, you are the same.I said I was old, and after my twentieth birthday, I felt old. Xiao Ni sat down, straightened her legs, looked at the pair of shoes on her feet and said, it's nice to have money, I must earn a lot of money.There seemed to be tears in Xiao Ni's eyes when she said this.I understand how she feels.After her parents divorced, her father only paid half of her basic living expenses, and the rest of the expenses were barely maintained by her mother's hard work.When she was in middle school, Xiao Ni was not admitted to a key middle school. Her mother insisted on spending 50,000 yuan in school selection fees to send her to a key middle school.Of course, the fifty thousand yuan was borrowed from others, and her mother often sighed alone because of this debt.I only found out about Xiao Ni's family financial situation not long ago. I told Aunt He that my tutoring fee should be halved, but Aunt He said no.Six hundred yuan per month is already very low, and she thinks that if it is lower, I may not be able to teach her daughter well. Even so, Xiaoni is much happier than me.I grew up without a mother and grew up with my grandmother.After entering university, from tuition fees to living expenses, I rely on my own part-time jobs to support myself.Of course, I also want to earn more money. When I went to inspect the unfinished building this afternoon, I accidentally got a night job. The salary is still 600 yuan a month. I can finally breathe a sigh of relief. I believe that many changes in life are purely accidental.For example, the new job added, I didn't think of it at all when I entered the unfinished building.I walked up the stairs that Xiaoni used to walk up. In the dark, damp and dilapidated scene, there were construction waste everywhere. How could there be a gorgeous woman in this place?I think if I meet her, I will definitely not turn around and run away like Xiao Ni. I will ask who she is, and I want to hear her talk about the situation in the world of the undead. My wish didn't come true.After climbing more than ten floors, I was too tired, so I turned back and went downstairs.As soon as I walked out of the building, a man with a file bag stopped me and asked me suspiciously what I was doing upstairs. I said it was just for fun, and he became even more confused.He said the building seemed a bit haunted and told me to be careful.I asked him what the hell it was, and he said it was a female ghost. The old man who guarded the building told him that. For this reason, the old man who guarded the building resigned.The man said that he was the person in charge of the construction company. The investor owed debts to the bank and ran away. The construction of the building stopped after it was capped. There were only two guards on the day shift and night shift. But after the old man on the night shift resigned, For a while, no suitable workers could be found for the job. I immediately expressed my interest in the job and introduced myself to him.He looked at me in surprise and said, it’s okay for college students to work and study part-time, but I’m afraid it’s not suitable for you as a girl to do this.In order to reassure him, I claimed that I had a boyfriend to accompany me to watch the night, but still only wanted a salary. He agreed and took me to see a small house outside the entrance of the building.The room is very simple, with a small bed, table and chairs, a water bottle, and a long flashlight with five batteries.I said it's okay to do the job well.He said it's settled, you start working tomorrow night. Regarding this new job, I don't want to tell Xiaoni for the time being, because I'm afraid she will worry about me.At this moment, seeing how happy she is for a pair of sneakers, I can tell you, let's review my homework quickly, I'm afraid I have to stay up late tonight, otherwise I will be considered remiss.Xiao Ni pouted and said, Sister Jun, why are you just like my mother, you just want to study and study all day long, so what if you enter a key university in the future, you will be unemployed before you graduate, don’t you see that many people can’t find a job now? My heart hurts a bit, and my classmates and I are now facing such a reality.As the senior year approached, everyone was in a panic.I have decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination and avoid the employment issue for the time being.It's just that this requires me to work hard. That night, after helping Xiaoni to review her homework, I still slept on the makeshift cot in the study.I told Xiaoni not to be afraid, I have already visited that empty building, and there is nothing there, so you can rest assured to sleep tonight. Xiaoni said that it doesn't matter whether there are ghosts or not, the most satisfying thing is getting a pair of shoes.Also, from tomorrow she can earn money by herself. What do you do to make money?I'm a little confused. Xiao Ni said, I want to be a model for Mr. Sha, who is the painter upstairs, and Xiao Ni said she had agreed to him.However, she asked me to go with her. For a seventeen-year-old high school girl, it is really challenging to take off her clothes and stand in front of a man. Although the man is a painter, Xiaoni I still feel that I will be more at ease when I am with her. I have no idea about Xiaoni doing this, but Xiaoni is determined to do this and wants me to keep it a secret for her.She said she could get paid handsomely.The painter has sold quite a few paintings, and he is rich. It was late at night, and Xiao Ni went back to her bedroom to sleep.I lay on the small bed in the study without any sleepiness.Thinking of the new job that will start tomorrow night, I am a little excited for no reason.I got up and turned on the computer to surf the Internet, and Qiang was online again. I told him about going to the empty building to watch the night. He said hehe, this is very exciting. Turning upstairs, there are women with red nails, which is really refreshing. Qiang is really a confidant I have never met.If I tell anyone what I am going to do, others will find it incredible. Only he highly agrees. Isn't he afraid that I will live there and be sucked by ghosts in the middle of the night? After getting off the Internet and continuing to sleep, I suddenly found that the door of the study was opened a crack.Was Xiaoni not locked up when she left?I got up to close the door, and locked it with a click. The door must be locked, and it will be the same tomorrow night. Turning off the lights and falling into the darkness, thinking of Xiaoni, Aunt He, and many, many people in the world are lying in their own small space at this moment, silent like a dead person, and suddenly feel a little scary.Thinking that primitive humans must sleep together in a cave, only civilized people use walls to separate everyone. Walls are a kind of thing that creates terror. There are countless walls in the world that hide countless secrets and horrors. Others were smashed into pieces and built into the walls. There is also the painter upstairs, who freezes a woman in the picture frame. The woman's bare back is extremely beautiful, but she in the painting can never turn around.We can't see her face, it's an eternal secret. The woman in this painting was cold and came downstairs to ask me for clothes. I gave her a coat through the crack of the door.Professor Feng said it was my fantasy, but whether there is such a painting in the painter's room will be confirmed tomorrow. The next day, after Aunt He went to work, Xiao Ni took me upstairs.A bearded face appeared through the crack of the door. The painter opened the door and let Xiaoni and I into the room. He said in surprise, you two look so much alike, you are almost a pair of sisters.I said no one but him thought so.He said, please believe the painter's eyes, the similarity in spirit is more essential than the similarity in shape, although the two of you have different appearances, but at first glance you are sisters, which cannot be hidden from my eyes. Xiao Ni said, of course they are sisters, my sister? The painter lived in a three-bedroom apartment.The living room was messy, the bedroom door was ajar, and the largest room was also used as a studio.The studio is like a big workshop, with paintings and frames everywhere on the table, on the wall, on the floor next to the wall. The woman with the naked back was impressively in sight.This oil painting with a classical frame is hung on the wall, which makes the wall open to an infinite space. Who is she?I looked at the woman's sunken back and extremely smooth skin and asked.Her long hair is coiled on her head, and the line from neck, shoulders and waist can only be compared with the most charming music. This is Teacher Sha's early girlfriend.Xiao Ni replied instead of the painter.I pointed at the painter's face, but I wanted to ask, didn't I?I am surprised that the beard does not add roughness to the painter's face, and a certain inherent shyness and weakness are still fully revealed on this face.Especially his eyes, somewhat frightened. The painter smiled and said, she is an elf. Then I sat alone in the living room.This was arranged by the painter, and he said it was the only way.When painters and models are at work, any idle presence can affect the mood and feel of the work. I understand that.Art is a unique thing, somewhere between the real and the unreal.I sat in the living room flipping through the picture album, the door of the studio was closed, and there was music coming out, it was a classical piano piece, I knew it was played to soothe the emotions of the models, it was a bit like a cleanser water. I got up and walked around the messy living room.On the coffee table are scattered cigarette ashes, an ashtray full of cigarette butts, and overnight coffee left in the cup.That's what a celibate man's den is. I have already walked outside the bedroom door, and the half-hidden door made me a little curious, so I gently pushed the door open. There is a bed in the house, and a naked woman is sitting in front of a large mirror and combing her hair.With her back to me, her soft lines and smooth skin are exactly the same as the woman in the painting. My dream has finally become a reality.I say hello to this beautiful back.She ignored me and didn't look back.I looked in the mirror to see her face.The strange thing is that there is nothing in the mirror.