Chapter 12 Chapter Eleven Ghost Call

The police organized more than a dozen experienced criminal policemen to conduct a blanket search of Jiang Yifeng's villa.In the bathroom drain, they found some extremely small, unsinkable bone residues.In the large freezer, some clothes fibers were found, which matched the clothes Shen Jiayue was wearing when she disappeared.The deadliest thing was that under Su Ya's suggestion, Xiao Qiang ordered the criminal police to drain the artificial river in front of the villa, and found Jiang Yifeng's blanket, as well as a large number of bone residues.The forensic doctor quickly produced an appraisal report, proving that the bone residue belonged to Shen Jiayue.

The evidence is overwhelming! In the interrogation room of the Nanjiang Public Security Bureau, Jiang Yifeng was defeated by the police's powerful psychological offensive and confessed what he had done to Shen Jiayue.The police followed the vines and found out the truth of Nana's death in a car accident. Originally, Jiang Yifeng's family wanted to use the Jiang family's huge political and business network to protect Jiang Yifeng, but the nature of the case was too bad, and the serial killings were so outrageous that even the upper-level officials of Nanjiang City couldn't see it. In the past, personal instructions should be severely punished.The hostile forces that have been suppressed by the Jiang family took the opportunity to add fuel to the flames and made a big fuss about it, collecting a series of crimes against the Jiang family in the political and business circles for using their power to enrich their own pockets.The incident became more and more troublesome, and finally prompted a major reshuffle in Nanjiang's municipal circles. The Jiang family was kicked out, and the momentum plummeted and gradually declined.

The next day, Feng Jing asked Su Ya: "How did you see through Jiang Yifeng's criminal methods at a glance?" Su Ya showed a sly look: "Do you know where Jiang Yifeng learned how to destroy corpses and traces?" Feng Jing said, "Where did you learn it?" Su Ya said: "If I'm not mistaken, he learned it from a horror novel called , which has a plot of destroying corpses, which is almost exactly the same as how he dealt with Shen Jiayue." Feng Jing said, "Horror novels? I rarely read them. I didn't expect you to like reading such things."

Su Ya said: "You're wrong, I don't like to read, I just like to write. The horror novel called that is exactly my graffiti work two years ago. Don't you think, those big freezers, big Baking ovens, big plastic basins, big pressure cookers, are they incompatible with the style of this villa? I suspected that he killed Shen Jiayue, and seeing these things that should only appear in novels, I can’t guess Difficult. But, I have never understood why he wanted to kill Shen Jiayue in such a frenzied manner, was he just trying to cover up his crime of intentionally hitting Nana to death?"

Feng Jing said: "That's only part of the reason. During the interrogation, Jiang Yifeng said that after he sent Shen Jiayue to the medical school that night, Shen Jiayue called him to blackmail him. In the early morning, he took Shen Jiayue to the villa, and Shen Jiayue met In the name of Nana's ghost, she continued to threaten him, not only refused to take the blame for him, but also asked him to surrender and plead guilty, even if he offered a high price, Shen Jiayue refused to let go, which aroused his murderous intentions." Su Ya was slightly taken aback: "Jiang Yifeng said that Shen Jiayue called to blackmail him that day? No, that night, after Shen Jiayue returned to the dormitory, she fell asleep after taking a shower. I was by her side all the time, and I didn't hear her call. Moreover, in the early morning When Shen Jiayue ran out from the girls' dormitory, she didn't bring anything, she didn't even change her clothes, it didn't look like she was prepared, but more like she was overly frightened, how could she go to blackmail Jiang Yifeng?"

Feng Jing didn't take it seriously: "Maybe, Jiang Yifeng is lying. Anyway, the truth of this case is finally revealed, thank you for your help." Su Ya looked at the people coming and going on the street, tilted her head and recalled: "Shen Jiayue deliberately dropped her phone before running out of the dormitory. She must have received the death ring too!" Feng Jing looked at Su Ya in surprise: "The death bell? Why haven't I heard it?" Su Ya sighed: "I can't explain it clearly. You can ask Xiao Qiang, I always suspect that he is hiding something. However, maybe I am too worried, after all, Jiang Yifeng has already admitted that he strangled Shen Jiayue to death with his own hands."

At this time, Su Ya's cell phone rang, and Jay Chou sang emotionally with his unique voice: "The time is arranged, act an accident..." Su Ya glanced at the caller ID, it was an unfamiliar phone number. "Are you Su Ya?" "Yes, you are?" Su Ya recalled, her voice seemed familiar, but she couldn't remember it for a while. "Me? Hehe, you can't even hear my voice?" Su Ya remembered, it was Li Youchen, her sister's attending doctor. "It's Dr. Li! What do you want from me? Has my sister's condition changed?" "Smart. I have good news for you. Your sister has woken up."

Su Ya was ecstatic: "What are you talking about! My sister is awake? Dr. Li, don't lie to me!" At this time, Li Youchen's voice was particularly pleasant: "How could I lie to you? She has indeed woken up, but don't be too happy, her body is not optimistic." Su Ya yelled into the sky, her cheeks flushed with excitement, and then said to the phone: "Don't go, I'll be right there!" Su Ya dropped Feng Jing, didn't even say goodbye, ran to the street like crazy, stood in the middle, and stopped a taxi.The taxi picked up a passenger, and the driver yelled at Su Ya: "You are crazy, stand in the middle of the road, die if you want to die, don't harm anyone!"

Su Ya was so anxious that she opened the car door and got in, took out a hundred-yuan bill, and handed it to the driver: "Master, help me, the Second Affiliated Hospital, life is at stake, it's urgent." The passenger refused: "Then what should I do?" The driver's eyes lit up when he saw Qian, and his attitude turned 180 degrees: "The Second Affiliated Hospital, right, no problem, I'll just turn on Zhongshan Road, and it won't take too much time for you." The taxi was passing through the crowded city streets like a beetle, and Su Ya watched the buildings outside the window retreating quickly or slowly, tears pouring out.

For many years, I have been dreaming about it, longing to get together with my family and feel the bond of flesh and blood.Unexpectedly, my mother has returned to heaven, and my sister is unconscious. Even if there are thousands of tender feelings, who can tell them! Ten minutes later, the taxi stopped at the gate of the Second Affiliated Hospital.After getting off the car, Su Ya ran to her sister's ward like an arrow, and when she entered the room, she was already out of breath. Su Shu really woke up.She was sitting against the head of the bed with a pillow on her back, her pale face flushed a little, she kept coughing, and she looked weak.

"Sister!" Su Ya rushed over, "Are you okay? How do you feel? Does your head still hurt?" Su Shu tilted her head and asked with doubtful eyes, "Who are you?" Su Ya wiped away her tears and said, "I am your sister Su Ya, don't you remember?" "Sister?" Su Shu shook her head, "I don't have a sister." "I'm really your sister!" Su Ya was anxious, and took out an old yellow photo from her body, and handed it to Su Shu, "Look, this is Dad, this is Mom, this is you, this is me .” The photo is very old. It was taken before my mother left home. It is a black and white photo. The quality is not very good, and the face looks blurry.This photo was brought out by Su Ya from the old house and kept on her body all the time. Su Shu stretched out her slender index finger, pointed at the photo, and muttered to herself, "Mom, it's really mom." Su Shu didn't recognize Su Zhipeng, she didn't recognize Su Ya, she didn't recognize her when she was three years old, but she finally recognized her mother. Su Ya smiled and said, "Yes, this is mom. Do you remember? When I was a child, I often carried you out to catch butterflies. At that time, you liked catching butterflies the most. You said butterflies fly and fly, so beautiful." Su Shu shook her head: "I can't remember." Seeing Su Ya's disappointed expression, Su Shu smiled again: "However, I believe you are my sister. I don't know why, but when I see you, I feel very close. This feeling can only be felt when I see you Only when I was a mother." Su Ya was so excited that she almost jumped up and shouted, "Sister!" Su Shu called out sweetly: "Sister." Su Ya rushed forward, wanting to hug Su Shu, but was held by Li Youchen who was silent all the time beside her. "Be careful! She's still very weak! She can't withstand a collision!" Su Ya asked Li Youchen: "When will my sister fully recover?" Li Youchen did not answer immediately, but walked outside the ward and waved to Su Ya. After Su Ya came out, he said solemnly: "Actually, your sister's current physical condition is extremely not optimistic. The skull has not fully recovered, and the blood congestion inside has not been completely removed, which may cause headache complications and other sequelae at any time. In addition, she suffers from severe mental depression and persecution delusions. If further treatment is not carried out, the consequences will be disastrous .” Su Ya was stunned. Before she had time to savor the taste of happiness, it disappeared in an instant, and her heart was so heavy that she couldn't breathe. "Then what to do?" Su Ya's face suddenly dimmed, filled with grief.At this time, she didn't have the slightest confidence and pride, she was clearly a helpless little girl, staring at Li Youchen with pleading eyes, even Li Youchen who was used to seeing birth, old age, sickness and death couldn't bear it. "There is no way. The conservative treatment is to recuperate slowly and expect her head to heal on its own. If you want to cure the root cause, you can consider performing an awake craniotomy. However, due to her constitution, the risk of surgery is also very high." "Awakened craniotomy?" Su Ya remembered, "Is it the kind of surgery you performed on police dogs last time?" "The principle is the same. Your memory is really good. However, if your sister is really going to have an operation, it is much more complicated than what you have seen. More importantly, the requirements for that kind of awake craniotomy are very high. It not only requires excellent medical equipment and top-level doctors, but also requires patients to have a certain psychological endurance and overcome fear.” Su Ya was puzzled: "Why do you have to make the patient awake to perform the craniotomy? Many craniotomies are not performed in a sleeping state after the patient is anesthetized?" Li Youchen explained: "The structure of the brain is very complicated, and it is also the nerve center of the human body. If the brain function area is damaged during the operation, sequelae such as paralysis, aphasia, and blindness will occur. Especially your sister's brain has been damaged. People with severe trauma have deformed brain structure, and it is easy to damage the brain function area during the operation. Therefore, keeping the patient awake and maintaining communication and communication with the operating physician at any time will allow the physician to make appropriate decisions when removing congestion and masses. Correct judgment." Su Ya thought for a while and said, "Then, let's arrange for her to have a conscious craniotomy, do you think it will work?" Li Youchen said: "It's okay, but at present, the conditions for this kind of surgery are not available in China. You have to go to a big hospital in Europe and the United States to do it." Su Ya looked at Li Youchen in astonishment: "You can't do it?" Li Youchen was a little embarrassed: "It's not impossible, it's just... how should I put it, I haven't had this kind of surgery before, and there is no such precedent in China." Su Ya didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Dare to talk for a long time, it's all on paper! I still want you to do it!" Li Youchen smiled apologetically: "You'd better go and accompany your sister first, I'll observe her condition, and then make plans." Su Ya called Su Zhipeng and told him that Su Shu was awake, but Su Zhipeng remained silent and didn't know what he was thinking.For this kind of result, Su Ya was already psychologically prepared, and she didn't expect any change in Su Zhipeng's attitude.After all, Su Shu is not his biological daughter, and has no flesh and blood relationship with him. Su Shu's body was still very weak, she drank some liquid food, and soon fell into a deep sleep.The curtain of night was pulled down, and the noise in the hospital gradually faded away. Su Ya didn't leave, she just sat on the bedside to accompany Su Shu.She likes looking at Su Shu's face, listening to Su Shu's breathing, and feeling her pulse.Family love is really a very strange feeling, which can clarify her state of mind to pure tranquility, which is especially precious in the era of losing faith. Su Ya believes that the tide of the moon can affect people's emotions, and people will be more sentimental at night than during the day. "When will the bright moon come?", "The bright moon is born on the sea", "Raise a glass to invite the bright moon", and the writers who wrote poems and poems to the bright moon have left many famous poems through the ages.Su Ya herself has a deep understanding.During the day, she is like a proud and confident queen, dazzling in glory, able to do well in the noisy world, but at night, she is a lonely and melancholy little beggar, penniless, crumbling in the palace of the soul.She missed her mother, her sister, Xiaolong, and her father when she was a child.In Su Ya's impression, those long nights were like huge black coffins, which sealed her tightly and swallowed up all the love in her life. The Buddha said: Resentment and hatred, love and affection, these two methods are created by love, born by love, formed by love, and started by love.Learn to get rid of his love and not let him live.The Buddha also said: From love comes sorrow, from love comes fear, if you are away from love, there is no worry and no fear. But what's the point of living in this world without love?Su Ya just wants to be a happy little woman. If life is just a dream, a drunk, or an infatuation, she would rather dream, get drunk, and be infatuated. never wake up. Now, at last, she had found her sister.Although her younger sister suffers from various diseases, which may be the burden of her life, she is still very happy, so happy that it is difficult to express it in words. In the middle of the night, Su Ya sat on the head of the bed and fell asleep in a daze, but was awakened by a heart-wrenching pain. Heartache again? Su Ya remembered that the last time her heart ached was when Su Shu fell from the school dormitory.Could it be that something happened to Su Shu again? Su Ya looked up to look at Su Shu, but saw that the hospital bed was empty. Su Shu is gone! Su Ya turned pale with fright, as if she suddenly lost her foot, she groped frantically on the bed, but she couldn't touch Su Shu's body.Just as he was frightened and trembling, he heard a low moan. It was Su Shu's moans! Su Ya hurriedly turned on the light in the ward, only to see Su Shu lying in the corner on the other side of the bed, holding her head in her hands, curled up like a shrimp, moaning in pain, as if crying for pain. Su Ya hurried over and helped Su Shu up.Unexpectedly, Su Shu broke free from her hand with astonishing strength, as if she didn't want others to touch her body. "Sister, what's the matter with you?" "It hurts..." Su Shu closed her eyes in pain. Su Ya's heart was broken: "Sister, be strong, it's okay, bear with me, I'll call the doctor!" Su Ya opened the door and yelled, the sharp voice echoed far away in the silent hospital.Soon, Li Youchen hurried into the ward with a few nurses. At this moment, Su Shu couldn't bear the pain anymore, lying on the ground and hitting her head against the wall, Su Ya rushed forward to grab her, but she tripped her leg, couldn't stand steadily, and fell to the ground.He hit his head hard on the floor, his eyes stared, and his head was dizzy.But Su Shu kept beating her head with her hands. Su Ya burst into tears, she grabbed her sister's hand tightly, and hugged her into her arms: "Sister, don't be like this..." The nurses stepped forward together, grabbed Su Shu by force, and carried her to the hospital bed.With the help of Li Youchen and the nurse, Su Shushu took a few painkillers. After drinking a little water, Su Shu's complexion improved slightly, as if the painkillers had worked.But the good times didn't last long, when Li Youchen was about to leave, Su Shu began to struggle and cry out in pain again, her reaction was stronger than before. Su Ya pulled Li Youchen and asked, "How could this happen? How could the painkiller be ineffective?" Li Youchen smiled wryly and said: "I think your sister's headache is not only caused by physical injury, it may be mixed with her hallucinations. It's a bit like 'phantom limb pain', people who have undergone amputation often feel it. The pain of non-existent limbs is essentially due to the illusion that the body is over-injured. This kind of headache cannot be curbed by taking painkillers." Su Ya was emotional: "Then you should find a way!" After working in the hospital for more than ten years, Li Youchen's heart had already been trained to be harder than iron. He didn't take Su Shu's screams seriously, and asked the nurses to give Su Shu an anesthetic injection, making her fall asleep. I don't know whether it's because the dosage is too high, or Su Shu's body is too weak. Under the action of the anesthesia needle, she slept for more than ten hours, but it was night again when she woke up. As soon as Su Shu woke up, Su Ya stepped forward to ask her about her health. She took a bowl of eight-treasure porridge that she had prepared for a long time from the thermos and said with concern, "You're hungry. Come, have some porridge, it's still hot." Su Shu didn't seem to know Su Ya, looked at her and asked, "Are you?" Su Ya's heart sank: "I am your sister Su Ya! Don't you remember?" Su Shu tilted her head and thought for a while, and finally remembered: "Sister..." Su Ya blew on the porridge in the spoon and fed it to Su Shu. Su Shu held it in his mouth, chewed it a few times, looked at Su Ya with his eyes, his eyes gradually turned to panic, suddenly opened his mouth, and sprayed all the porridge at Su Ya. Su Ya couldn't dodge in time, she was sprayed all over her face by Su Shu, she didn't react for a while, she looked at Su Shu in astonishment. Su Shu got up from the bed with bare feet, fumbled with both hands on the bed, and threw whatever she caught, with only one target—her sister Su Ya! Su Shu's throat sounded like a windmill. Su Ya stood there straight like a statue, with pillows, clothes, and sheets thrown on her one by one. Finally, Su Shu threw away all the things on the bed, leaving only a quilt that she couldn't lift. Seeing Su Ya still standing straight across from her, she lowered her legs and knelt down: "I beg you , don't kill me, let me go..." Hot tears slipped down Su Ya's cheeks. She stared blankly at Su Shu in front of her. Her body seemed to be emptied, leaving only the sadness in her stomach. Li Youchen's words rang in her ears again: She suffers from severe mental depression and delusions of persecution. If she doesn't get further treatment, the consequences will be disastrous. The next day, as soon as Li Youchen went to work, he was stalked by Su Ya.Wherever he went, Su Ya followed him, without saying a word, begging Li Youchen with her eyes.When he went into the bathroom, Su Ya waited for him at the door. Li Youchen really had nothing to do with her, so he found a quiet place and said to Su Ya, "What do you want?" Su Ya gritted her teeth, and three words popped out of her mouth: "Surgery!" Li Youchen explained with a bitter face: "As I said, your sister's body is not suitable for surgery. What's more, there is currently no medical condition for conscious craniotomy in China." Su Ya stared at Li Youchen: "I don't care, you come for the surgery!" Li Youchen asked: "What if the operation fails?" "The operation failed?" A cold light shot from Su Ya's eyes to Li Youchen, "If the operation fails, I will kill you and bury you with my sister!" It was the first time for Li Youchen to see a young and beautiful girl like Su Ya become so vicious, he looked at Su Ya with great interest, and smiled slightly: "I have already said, your psychology is too depressed, It's easy to become extreme, I suggest you do a comprehensive psychological counseling. As for your sister, her headaches, depression, and paranoia are intertwined, and each other is a cause and effect, so you can't be in a hurry .” Su Ya said word by word: "I'm not joking! If you don't cure my sister completely, I will die with you!" Li Youchen looked at Su Ya for a long time as if looking at a monster, and sighed: "Well, if you can persuade your sister to cooperate, I might as well give it a try." Only then did Su Ya smile: "No problem, you promised, don't go back on your word!" Li Youchen shook his head: "Go and convince your sister, before I change my mind." Su Ya turned around and went to Su Shu's ward, Li Youchen called from behind: "Su Ya!" Su Ya turned her head: "What's the matter?" Li Youchen smiled: "You look good when you smile, ten times better than when you have a straight face!" Su Ya's cheeks were slightly feverish, and she quickened her pace. It didn't take long for Su Ya to convince her sister.In fact, Su Shu was also tortured by the headache so much that she even thought of suicide.When she was sober, she still wanted to completely cure and restore her health. Su Ya was still worried that she would not be able to accept the cruelty of conscious craniotomy, but Su Shu smiled calmly: "A person is not afraid of death, what else is there to be afraid of?" Su Ya felt relieved and found Li Youchen to discuss.Because the Second Affiliated Hospital will not undertake the medical responsibility for awake craniotomy, Su Ya can only go through the discharge procedures for Su Shu first, buy all the medical equipment needed for the operation, and go to Li Youchen's home for the operation. In order to prevent power outages, Su Ya also specially bought a high-power battery.Unable to find a nurse, Su Ya had to fight by herself.Fortunately, she is a medical student herself, and she knows how nurses should work during operations, but she lacks some experience. They picked a fine day with fine weather for the operation.Su Shu's hair was cut off, and she became bald. She was lying on the operating table, her head was fixed by a bracket, and she couldn't move.Li Youchen injected several injections of anesthesia injections around Su Shu's head operation area for local anesthesia. Obviously, the anesthesia injection was very painful, and Su Shu's face twitched from time to time, tears flowed out from the pain.Su Ya, who was wearing a mask, walked over and nodded to Su Shu, signaling her to be stronger. Li Youchen painted the surgical area on Su Shu's head with potion.Su Ya kept spreading sterile cotton towels on the support above Su Shu's head, layer after layer, covering Su Shu's face. After about twenty minutes, Li Youchen began the formal operation.He cut Su Shu's scalp, lifted it slowly, and fixed it with a scalp clip.A big hole the size of a fist appeared on the top of Su Shu's head, exposing the white skull inside, and the red blood vessels and yellow brain can be vaguely seen. Su Shu sat there with a calm expression, not in any pain, but a little bored. Li Youchen picked up the drill and started drilling, the blood-sucking catheter made a "squeak" sound, and the drill went deep into Su Shu's skull, took it out, drilled again, and drilled four holes successively. Then, Li Youchen stretched the jigsaw wire into one hole, pulled it out from the other hole, and then pulled it back and forth.The sound from the jigsaw steel wire was very small, and it was particularly harsh to Su Shu's ears.After a while, the skull between the two holes was sawed off.Using the same method, saw off all four sides of this palm-sized skull, and take it out from Su Shu's head. Now, the dura mater in Su Shu's brain can be seen.Li Youchen cut open the dura mater with a special scalpel, exposing the brain tissue densely covered with blood vessels, which rose and fell with Su Shu's breathing. Li Youchen held the bipolar coagulation and used electric current to stimulate the cerebral cortex, and the slender tip of the instrument explored back and forth on the cerebral cortex, looking for bruises and lumps.He tried very carefully, talking to Su Shu constantly, asking Su Shu to speak, make hand movements, and count, to confirm whether removing the congestion and lumps would damage her cortex, the functional area of ​​the brain. Li Youchen told Su Shu: "I am going to remove the bruises and lumps, if you feel uncomfortable, please tell me right away, do you hear me clearly?" Su Shu replied: "Listen clearly, yes." Li Youchen began to use a suction device to separate and suck away the found bruises and lumps little by little, and then used bipolar electric coagulation to burn the separated place to stop the bleeding.Li Youchen found four lumps, and it took more than an hour to successfully remove them.Each lump was very small, only the size of a broad bean, but it suppressed Su Shu's nervous system, causing her terrific pain. "Su Shu, are you okay! How do you feel?" Su Shu said: "There seems to be no problem." "You do the hand movements again, and try to see if you can perform addition, subtraction, multiplication, and division." Su Shu clenched her hands tightly, opened them again, calculated silently in her heart, and said, "No problem." Li Youchen made an "OK" gesture, signaling Su Ya to wipe his sweat. The next work is much easier, filling the brain tissue with saline, suturing the dura mater, fixing the skull, suturing the scalp, everything is proceeding slowly and orderly. Finally, remove the sterile cotton towel, and the whole operation is over.Su Ya supported Su Shu to lie on the bed, rested for half an hour, and then she could act like ordinary people. Li Youchen went to the bedroom to change clothes, walked out with a smile, and untied the police dog Xiao Hei.Because he was afraid that Xiao Hei would come out to make trouble and interfere with the operation, Li Youchen tied it up tightly, and even sealed his mouth with tape. After Xiao Hei was untied, he yelled "Wow, woof" at Su Ya and Su Shu.Obviously, it thinks that the two of them are the culprits, but it has no resentment towards its master, Li Youchen, who tied him up with his own hands. Su Ya is not afraid of Xiao Hei: "What is it called? Call it again, and I will cook you!" Su Shu said angrily, "It's so noisy!" Li Youchen took Xiao Hei outside to hold a tooth festival. Su Shu said: "Sister, give me my mobile phone." "do what?" "I want to call my classmates in the dormitory." Su Ya finds out Su Shu's cell phone and gives it to her. Su Shu took the mobile phone, dialed a number, got connected, and said excitedly: "Yueyue, my illness has been completely cured and I have been discharged from the hospital. I miss you so much, do you want me? What? You Miss me too? Hehe, I’ll go find you guys right away, let’s get together..." Su Ya frowned, interrupted Su Shu, and asked, "Who are you calling?" Su Shu was a little unhappy when the call was interrupted: "Shen Jiayue, what's wrong?" Su Ya shivered and said, "Shen Jiayue? She died a week ago!" The bedroom was empty. Carrying the suitcase, Xing Xing browsed the bedroom for the last time. Su Shu is hospitalized, Shen Jiayue is dead, the little demon is gone, and she is about to leave. She discussed with Qin Yu, and the two rented a house near the medical school. A house without people, no matter how luxuriously decorated it is, is just a castle in the air without a soul.She didn't want to live here alone, and she didn't want to be shrouded in the haze of death and sorrow. The room is very messy, Su Shu's notebook, Shen Jiayue's cosmetics, and Xiao Yao's MP3 are randomly placed on the table, everything seems like yesterday, but the warmth is no longer there. The phone rang, and it was Qin Yu who said he was waiting at the door of the girls' dormitory and told her to come down quickly. Xing Xing no longer misses it, and slowly walks out of the dormitory with the suitcase in his hands. Open the door gently and close it firmly, as if saying goodbye to a period of time that will never be forgotten.Xing Xing knew that in the future, she would never go back to the dormitory again. Happiness is like sand between your fingers, no matter how tightly you hold it, it will always flow out from your fingers, and you will never find it again, without a trace. In fact, it is not only happiness, but also many things in the world.Love, friendship, kinship, youth, appearance, life, ideals, dreams, fantasies, everything is no match for that monster called "time", they all surrender in front of "time", are brutally strangled by "time", and become is empty. She suddenly thought of those ascetic monks, there was no love, no hatred, no desire, no joy or anger.A lonely life, searching hard in the world, looking for the true meaning of life, thinking that I can see clearly, see through, and understand clearly, but it is just a self-deceiving mirror. Going down the stairs and out of the girls' dormitory, Qin Yu in casual clothes greeted her and took the suitcase from her. "What's wrong? You don't look very good." Seeing Qin Yu's concern, Xing Xing forced a smile, and twitched the corner of his mouth: "It's nothing, let's go." The campus is still sunny, and the golden sunlight is projected on the ground through the lush trees. When the wind blows, it looks like small golden fish swimming in the clear stream. With his head down, Xingxing walked out of the medical school quietly, walking heavily and silently. I took a taxi and drove for ten minutes to the place where they rented a house.It used to be a natural village close to the city. With the continuous expansion of the city, it has gradually merged into the urban area and became a village in the city.The villagers have built three-storey small buildings on the so-called private plots, or sold or rented them, and they really seized the opportunity to make a fortune. The rent of the house is not expensive. In addition, it is close to Nanjiang University and Nanjiang Medical College. Many college students from other places come here to rent houses, so the housing supply seems a bit tight.Qin Yu almost searched the village, and finally found the house in front of him. The house has only two floors, and it looks a bit humble in the small buildings that are generally three stories high.The landlord is a man in his fifties, with wrinkled face and dark skin, like dried walnuts.They rented two rooms on the second floor, with a bathroom and a kitchen, and all of them were simply decorated, as well as old appliances and furniture. It only cost 500 yuan a month, which is quite cheap. At that time, Qin Yu was also in a hurry. Without thinking too much, he immediately negotiated with the landlord and paid a two-month deposit.Later, he felt something was wrong.There is no such thing as pie in the sky. How come such a cheap house has not been rented out?Asking the landlord directly will certainly not tell you the truth.Moreover, he always felt that the landlord was a little weird, with a pair of eyes that kept moving back and forth, which made people unpredictable and untrustworthy. But the deposit has been paid, and it is impossible to come back.Besides, Xing Xing's dormitory cannot be lived in anyway.In just ten days, one girl went crazy and another girl died, which made people feel uneasy. He didn't want to see the stars go up and down. Qin Yu yelled a few times outside, but didn't see the landlord, so he went upstairs with Xing Xing and opened the room for ventilation.The room is really good, with color TV, refrigerator, and electric fan. Although it is a bit old, it can still be used.It's a pity that the kitchen utensils are so dirty and rusty, it's disgusting to look at, but fortunately, they don't plan to start their own business. Before coming, Qin Yu cleaned it up. He knew that Xing Xing likes to be clean, and he didn't want her to have a bad feeling.To be honest, he is in favor of renting a house outside.Although he said he was childhood sweetheart with Xing Xing, subconsciously, he felt that he was not good enough for her, so he was obedient to her.In fact, until now, he and Xingxing have not had too close contact.He kissed the star twice, but not on the mouth, just on the cheek and forehead.At that time, Xing Xing was not very excited, but seemed a little unhappy.Xing Xing said that now she just wants to concentrate on her studies and doesn't want to fall into emotional problems prematurely.She has always regarded Qin Yu as her brother and her good friend. Qin Yu's heart was like a mirror, and he knew that Xing Xing was using him as a shield.Today's female college students are a little bit more attractive, so they don't worry about being chased by others.Although Xing Xing can't be said to be nationally beautiful, she still makes people look refreshing. Coupled with her unique classical temperament, she is also unique in medical school.She likes to be quiet and doesn't like to move, and she really hates boys with greasy hair and noodles around her.She got close to Qin Yu, and even made people mistakenly believe that they were in love, just for the sake of peace.The two knew each other well, and Xingxing's father was Qin Yu's father's immediate boss. Before coming, the two families had agreed that Qin Yu should take good care of Xingxing. Flowing water is unintentional, falling flowers are sentimental.Xingxing doesn't have feelings for Qin Yu, but Qin Yu has feelings for Xingxing.He has had a crush on the stars since middle school.At that time, he began to hide in the dark and peek at the stars, peeking at the stars' frowns and smiles, and lingering with the stars in his dreams.Qin Yu knew that he was average in all aspects, and he couldn't do anything well, and he didn't expect Xing Xing to do anything to him.From junior high school to high school, the two have been in the same class, but they have little contact.During the college entrance examination, he put in a lot of hard work for no other reason than he wanted to be admitted to the university that Xing Xing applied for, and to be classmates together again.God rewards hard work, no one would have thought that despite his mediocre grades, he would actually be at the top of his class in the college entrance examination and become a dark horse.Soon, the results came out, and he was admitted to Nanjiang Medical College together with Xing Xing. Alone as a stranger in a foreign land, Xing Xing's personality does not like to socialize, and he is unwilling to make friends with strangers. The relationship between the two became close, and Qin Yu began to boldly express his infatuation for her.Although Xing Xing made it clear to him that the two were just good friends and pretended to be in love, but he didn't think so.Faith will move mountains to open.Now it is different from before, Xing Xing is the only one who trusts him, not to mention he still has five years to touch her.He believed that the stars would be moved by him sooner or later. No, the opportunity has come.Xing Xing said that she didn't want to live in the dormitory and wanted to rent a house outside, so he quickly helped her find a house.Moreover, listening to the meaning of the stars, it seems that there is no objection to him living here.Indeed, it is too unsafe for a girl to live outside alone.In this way, it is tantamount to the two living together.Under one roof, lonely men and widows, anything can happen. There was one thing that Qin Yu couldn't figure out.On many lonely nights, he used the stars as the objects of his sexual fantasies and became extremely excited.He even considered using despicable means to obtain Xingxing's body.It can't be his fault, which adolescent man can bear this kind of suffering.But every time he really faced the stars, he didn't feel any sexual impulse, but instead felt an inexplicable tranquility in his heart.When the stars are happy, he is happier.When the stars are sad, he is even more sad.His emotions completely revolve around the emotions of the stars. He doesn't want to do anything to make the stars unhappy, and he doesn't want to be a little bit reluctant to the stars, even if those are things he really wants to do. Maybe, this is love.Finally, Qin Yu said to himself. In front of the stars, Qin Yu was full of energy.The two put down the suitcase, cleaned the room again, wiped the inside and outside like a mirror, pasted wallpaper, put up photo albums, and arranged it as warmly as possible. Xing Xing lived in the inner room, and Qin Yu lived in the next room. The night is getting darker.The two had dinner outside, and after returning, they sat in their own rooms without going out.I'm really tired after a busy day, not to mention it's so stuffy outside. After taking a shower, Qin Yu sat in the room not knowing what to do.就一台彩电，让给星星了。想看书，却又没带。再说，他心里仿佛猫挠，痒得难受，静不下心。 起身，出去，敲门。 等了一会儿，传来轻盈的脚步声，星星在房间里问：“谁？” “是我，秦渔。” 穿着睡衣的星星打开门，望了一眼秦渔：“什么事？” 秦渔有些不好意思：“我睡不着，想找你聊聊。” 星星“哦”了一声，也不知道听清没有，让秦渔进去，却又自顾自地卧在床上看书。 房间里很静，也很清爽。秦渔随手拿起一张星星的相片，瞄了瞄，又放回去了。 “躺在床上看书不好。” “嗯。”星星应了一声，却依然保持原来的姿势看书。她的身体，侧卧在床上，勾勒出柔软的曲线，玲珑有致，别有一番风味。 星星看书看得很忘我，清纯的脸上仿佛散发着一种淡红色的光辉，雪白的脖子上戴着一条心形项链，胸部随着呼吸微微起伏。 看着看着，眼角就湿润了，泪水轻轻溢出。 星星在看书，秦渔在看星星，看到她流泪，不禁感到好笑，摇了摇头。以前，他也曾有看书看电视看得流泪的时候，可那是多少年前的事啊！现在，都不是小孩子了，可她怎么还像小孩子一样，太投入了！ 星星是一个很善良很容易被感动的女孩。想到这，秦渔追求星星的信心坚定了许多。他倒了杯冷开水，拿了毛巾，递到星星面前。 星星看也没看，擦了擦脸，低头喝水。 “又在看？我和你说过很多次了，不要看这么悲惨的书。” 星星抬起头，明眸中笼着几许忧郁的烟云，淡淡地说：“我喜欢看。” 秦渔瞄了一眼星星看到的情节，却是第二十七回“黛玉葬花”。秦渔一向不喜欢，甚至可以说是讨厌，对贾宝玉这种锦衣玉食的公子哥天生有抵触情绪。 星星轻吟：“花谢花飞花满天，红消香断有谁怜？……试看春残花渐落，便是红颜老死时。一朝春尽红颜老，花落人亡两不知！” 听到“花落人亡”，秦渔心里便有些担忧，却又不好当面说什么，只得好言劝解：“星星，你不要太沉迷于了。小说这东西，原本只是个虚幻世界，当不得真的。” 星星叹道：“我知道了。我刚才想起了沈嘉月。” 提到沈嘉月，两人都嘘唏不已。谁也想不到，沈嘉月这么一个青春可爱的女孩，只不过是遇人不淑，竟然会落得如此悲惨的下场。 “别想那么多了，世事无常，每个人都有每个人的造化，强求不得。”秦渔起身，走到窗前，拉开窗帘透气。 房子所在的庭院里，种着一棵很大的槐树。小时候，秦渔听村里的老人说过，槐树，鬼木也，当庭而立，极不吉祥。不知道是不是这里的风俗不同，房东竟然放之任之，没有连根拔掉，结果弥漫成一把大伞，倒也清凉。 槐树的阴影下，仿佛蹲着一个人。仔细一看，正是房东。五十岁的房东正蹲在那里，撅着屁股，竟然在磨刀。 他磨的不是镰刀，而是乡间的杀猪刀。看他样子，仿佛用尽了全身力气，拼了命地磨，速度快，用力狠。 这么晚，房东好端端地磨什么杀猪刀，他家又没有养猪。事实上，在这个城中村里，别说猪，连鸡鸭都看不到。 秦渔想起自己租房时，旁边村民奇怪的眼神，再想想房价不合理地便宜，一颗心悬了起来。 房东对着月光看了看刀刃，锋利雪白，在月光的映射下，熠熠生辉。房东很满意，一张老脸显得异常兴奋，仿佛分到糖果的小孩子。 然后，他扭过头来，望向秦渔，目光凶狠。 秦渔心里一惊，以为房东看到了自己。但很快，他就想到，外面的人最多只能看到他的影子，根本就不可能看到他的脸。 房东对着秦渔的方向狠狠地吐了口唾沫，擦了擦手，提着明晃晃的杀猪刀，得意洋洋地走向自己的房间。 “你在看什么？”不知什么时候，星星走过来了。 “没什么。”秦渔不想让星星害怕，没有将刚才看到的事说出来。 “拉上窗帘吧，我不喜欢打开窗帘睡觉。” 秦渔拉上了窗帘，看到星星打了个哈欠，明显一副疲惫欲睡的样子。 “那我回去睡了。” "Ok." 秦渔想了想，又说：“你小心点，有什么事情大声叫我。” "Ok." 秦渔查看了一下星星的房间，没什么安全隐患，刚想出去，外面响起了敲门声。 这么晚，怎么会有人敲门？会不会是刚才那个不怀好意的房东？ 星星要去开门，被秦渔叫住了。秦渔挥手，示意星星后退。 "who is it?" “我，老张。”果然是房东苍老的声音。 "What's up?" “有事，你开门再说。” 秦渔小心翼翼地打开了门。 房东站在门外，堆着笑：“怎么样，房间没问题吧？” “没问题，我们来时你不在，就先住进来了。” 秦渔看到房东是空着手的，松了口气。 “你们两个人……”房东搓了搓手，干咳了几声，“我的意思是说，现在治安不好，晚上不要随便开门。你们放心，院子里的门我锁住了，老黄晚上会帮你们守门的。” 房东口中的老黄是一条黄狗，一天到晚都跟着房东摇头摆尾。 "Thank you." “谢什么！你们很像我的儿子和媳妇。”房东探头探脑。 秦渔毫不客气地挡住了他的视线：“没什么事的话，我们要休息了。” “哦，休息，休息，你们休息。”房东似乎恍然大悟般，干笑了几声。 不知道为什么，秦渔总觉得房东笑得很难听，仿佛在掩饰着什么。他将门缓缓关上，房东的脸被缓缓遮住。 在门关上的一刹那，他突然看到，房东的眼神突然间变得恶毒起来，对着他冷笑，仿佛一条即将噬人的毒蛇般，惊得他直冒虚汗。 这个奇怪的房东，肯定有问题。他会不会是想谋财害命？仔细一想，绝不可能。他们都是穷学生，没有值钱的东西。再说了，如果他们有事，房东是第一个被怀疑的对象。 星星默默地看了半天，突然冒出一句话：“这幢楼，除了房东，怎么没看到其他的人？” 秦渔也感到蹊跷。难道，这个房东，是个孤家寡人？不对啊，他刚才还说了，有儿子儿媳妇，怎么从来没有看到过？