Chapter 57 postscript

1 A few months ago, I was sitting on the road, leaning against the green belt behind me because of a mistake. It took me an hour to realize I couldn't get back on my feet, and my phone was not far away, in a weird arc. I never thought about how my life would change because of this, it was just another accident.I just sat like this until dusk. Every time the car drove by, I shrank my legs. It's an amazing feeling, you're sitting in a place that few people have been sitting in, seeing the world from a strange angle, seeing the people in the world.You think about the people you know, and no matter how you describe them, they don't understand what you're seeing.

No matter who you are, if you sit here in such a state, the world will not pay attention to you. It's sad, but for some reason, I love it. A friend called my endless perception as the cowardice of the flesh and the madness of the heart.After all, this changed my life. Thoughts always travel far, as if catching several seas and rocks, but the body decays before it can go, and becomes useless. I like this feeling very much, but I didn't think that it might always be with me in the future. Before this incident, I felt that I had all the opportunities for a period of time, and I have learned how to choose wisely. I am no longer anxious about a lot of temptations. I choose easily. Once I am sure, I will go all out. Boom until the wrong things are also right.

This is definitely an improvement. I was always wandering before, and finally I stood on the top of the mountain and watched the world change. Then in an instant, God kicked me down, from being willing to choose to being unworthy.Not only did I fall down the mountain, but I fell harder than normal. 2 A long time ago, I used to experience bizarre and funny events as a pleasure, and even as a talking point, telling stories to everyone.A normal thing was talked about in twists and turns, and everyone liked jokes when they were students.When I grew up, my friends laughed out loud, but they ran away one after another.

"Xu Lei is an unreliable person who always encounters strange things when doing things." It was around this time that it spread. It's okay to tell jokes, but cooperation is free. So I became an eternal topic in other people's conversations. I like that, it makes me happy to see you guys laughing.I still hope to tell some stories, every day seems to be tossed between embarrassment and joy, meeting strange people, saying strange things, and eager to encounter things that don't go well: getting lost, flat tires, rain and snow, in the fog Driving in the mountains, watching the truck fall off the cliff... Life is only fun if it is full of variables.

Writers are so boring. It's a pity that I found that I made a mistake. What I have experienced and longed to experience is not called variable.In this pot of soup in life, they are just the last trace of pepper, not even Chinese prickly ash. The real variable is that people are unwilling to tell others, and they are unwilling to be the talk of others. I added my experience at that time to the end of "Sand Sea 2" when it was serialized on the Internet. You can see Li Cuo lying alone at the bottom of the mausoleum, in a place that no one knows, thinking Something he couldn't do anymore, and kept wanting to leave, wanting to move on but unable to do anything.

Such a bruised and bruised man was rescued by the unspeakable, and he was once again trapped by fate.And what he was most desperate for was that he knew that no one would come to save him, whether it was Wu Xie, or the person who carried him out of that secret room. 3 In fact, the purpose of my writing novels is very simple. In the early stage of "Tomb Raiders Notes", it is to write a story that everyone likes; in the later stage, it is to be a writer that everyone likes. "Desert Wolf" is to prove that I can still be liked by people based on content without a pseudonym. What about "Sand Sea"?

In order to provide more materials and more possibilities for the world of "Tomb Raiders Notes". Of course, the story also needs to be good-looking. When writing "Sand Sea 1", all the memories are not very clear. At that time, under various pressures, including the initial serialization, I used the manuscript of "Thorn Tomb" to make up the number. At that time, the rejection of the narrative system of "Tomb Raiders Notes", and the desire to develop a new style and write new characters, formed many contradictions with the various grievances and grievances of the collaborators at that time.So much so that after I finished writing, I didn't know how I wrote it.And when I read by myself, I don't feel the sense of control that I wrote before—not to control the characters, but to control the words.

After I finished writing "Hidden Sea Flower 1", this feeling has always existed, and I feel that I will not write novels anymore.All of a sudden, I couldn't write anymore, and the ability to think of six or seven stories overnight disappeared. After watching "Sand Sea", a friend described the whole series and said: "Painful, really painful. Publishing is a horse. You lead the horse and run, and then you keep pace with the horse. In the end, you are thrown down and dragged by the horse. When writing "Sand Sea 1", you have dragged it all the way, and your elbows are almost worn out."

I didn't realize this at the time, because I lost my sense of language. When I read "Sand Sea 1", I couldn't get into the plot, and it was difficult to jump out.I just panic and don't know what to do with the white paper. This feeling continued to the later process, including most of the online serials, I found that I was unwilling to tell a story at first, but just pieced together an event.Before the modification of "Sand Sea 2", I could only feel that there was something wrong, but I couldn't tell it. It was not until the third revision of "Sand Sea 2" that I realized where the lesion was.

Then I do it all over again. This is the version you see now. I have never been a novel that I am satisfied with, and this one is certainly no exception, but at least it will not make me shudder in the middle of the night. 4 I used to read the mystery novels of the "Kindaichi" series, and I have been admiring Jintianichi's battle with humans seriously, and I have always seen a monster with a human brain and a gorilla body (named Monster Baron) appearing in one of them.I jumped out immediately, and then "Kindaichi" graduated. I feel that the system has been destroyed. I have never understood why the official history of Henggou suddenly wrote this novel that destroys the world view. Later, when I created "Sand Sea" and positioned it as a youth chapter, I began to understand Henggou for the first time. idea.

Realistic novels are really difficult to write. If there is a little fantasy, the shackles will be loosened a lot.Also, there is a side effect of being in the age group of the readers. This can bridge the gap between new readers and old readers. After it was launched in Japan that year, it was very popular and formed a strong popular effect among young people. "Sand Sea 1" sold very well, even better than "Tomb Raiders Notes".With anxiety, I worked hard to revise "Sand Sea 2". After the editor read it, she sighed with worry, she loved the style of "Sand Sea 1" more. So I feel that my mental problems have become more serious. July 2013 Wonderful to continue... The scar on Li Cu's back helped him escape the crippling punishment, and the man in black led him deep into the ground and discovered the snake mine.At this time, the ground was already surrounded by people from the Lao Jiumen family.The captured Li Cu met Yang Hao who had escaped, and Yang Hao was taken underground by Hodolf because of his inconvenient movement.Not long after, Li Cu was handed over by Hodolf to other people for interrogation, and it was Yang Hao who pointed a gun at his head. Li Cu was dissatisfied with Hodolf's breach of the agreement and refused to cooperate with him, but almost died.In the chaos, the man in black snatched him back and took him back to Wang's headquarters.In the process of receiving treatment, he was also arranged to learn non-general knowledge.Sure enough, the Wang family wanted to take him in as Wu Xie expected, and he was silently waiting for Wu Xie's next instruction. At the same time, Su Wan, who was trapped underground, used his own ideas to get him and the black glasses out of danger one after another.All kinds of seemingly irrelevant situations laid down by Wu Xie are slowly coming together in one place...