Chapter 98 postscript

As for publishing a book, frankly speaking, I didn't think of it when I started writing. For me, and I think it's the same for many people who are more unknown than me, the purpose of writing is very simple at the beginning, just to tell my own story, or write to myself, or write to someone . I also wrote this story to commemorate my grandfather, who was not as lucky as me and did not catch up with this era.Grandpa's story is far more exciting than mine, but because of the different times, those things are destined to only exist in his memory, and finally accompany him to another world.As I write this, I seem to feel like I have fulfilled a genetic mission. I think my grandfather knows, and I should be relieved.

The story is about to come to an end here, although there are still some regrets, but the reality is not a fairy tale, there are not so many perfections, there will always be some regrets. Before I decided to write all this, I hesitated for a long time, because many things involved in this experience cannot be explained clearly in a few words.Some, there is even no way to explain it clearly.Until now, I still often suffer from insomnia, and all I think about are the things that have happened during this period of time. From Caijia Town to Niangniang Temple, from Pianlian Ancient City to Yehe Ancient City, from Erlong Lake to Gongzhu Mausoleum, in the past half a year, the scenes of life and death flashed before my eyes like a movie, and my heart Can't be calm for a long time.

More than once in my dreams, I dreamed of that big ancient bronze coffin, the nine dragons around the coffin rolled up and down, the dragons chanted, the cold wind was blowing, and the mist on the pool seemed real and unreal, and I just stared blankly. Standing in front of the coffin, unable to move. I haven't figured out many questions now, so I can't make a convincing explanation.In short, I'm just recreating that experience as best I can.It's just that I don't know if I really did it.When this story is written here, there are definitely not one or two mysteries left, and I don't want to create it just to perfunctory.

I think that the truth is the only one, and all the unknowns will have the day when the truth will be revealed, if not today, maybe tomorrow.And the person who solves these mysteries may be you, or me... Dancing Horse Spear At home in Beijing in August 2009