Chapter 44 Chapter 6 Xiaoguang

I am from another world. Unfortunately, I have not seen my father since the day I was born.I don't know what he looks like, what his last name is, how he met my mother and how he left her, let alone whether he is alive or dead now.If it was really the end of the world outside, he wouldn't be alive today. Yes, I said, I am a killer. My name is Xiaoguang, because I don't have a father, so I don't need a last name. Time: April 1.Sunday.Night, 22:19. Space: Future Dream Building. The only thing I can confirm is that I choose this coordinate point of time and space to kill a person.

But to my complete surprise, this time is actually the end of the world, and this space is the refuge of the last survivors of mankind. What I didn't expect was that I would meet a girl and fall into the ground at this coordinate point of time and space. Then, fall in love with her. There is a movie I have watched at least a hundred times, that is Luc Besson's "The Killer Is Not So Cold". I like the little girl Matilda played by Natalie Portman, and I love Jean Reno more Played by Leon the Killer.I hope that in fifteen years, I'll be the second Leon—but before I do that, I need to kill at least a hundred people.

On the escalator between the fourth and fifth floors of the Future Dream Building, Ding Zi, who passed by and was rescued by me, reminded me of the little girl named Matilda. I looked into her eyes, and she looked into mine, from the future dream mall in the light to the end of the world in the dark.As a member of the high-risk industry of killers, I didn't have the extravagant hope of escaping alive.I took her to flee everywhere, avoiding the stampede disaster on the ground floor, accompanied her on the second basement of the supermarket, and found her high school classmate Haimei. Ding Zi is eighteen years old, but my actual age is only seventeen.It's just my long hair covering my eyes, and my precocious and cold gaze, making me look more like a rebellious college student.Judging from her clothes, mobile phone, and her familiarity with luxury brands in the mall, she is obviously a rich girl from a superior family.Birds of a feather flock together and people are divided into groups. Her best friend Haimei is also the daughter of a rich family, but she is a doomsman with a weird personality. She hides in the fortress on the second basement floor every night.However, the way this Haimei looked at me was a little weird—just like the way many girls looked at me for the first time, I understood their thoughts, but I never paid any attention to any of them, except Ding Zi.

Not only because of her eyes and temperament, she resembles Matilda who fell in love with Leon.She enjoys the end of the world very much, and often sits alone on the railing—in the atrium of the shopping mall on the fourth or fifth floor, and she will fall if she shakes it a little.Each time, I approached her quietly and pulled her off the railing with lightning speed.I would scold her head and face, and she would say innocently: "I just want to be alone in a daze." "You must call me in the future." I looked into her eyes and helped her brush up the messy hair on her forehead, "I can be in a daze with you."

Ding Zi looked at me calmly and couldn't help laughing. This time it was my turn to sit on the railing of the atrium, swing my legs on the edge of the cliff, look at the dim lights from the first floor to the ninth floor, and ask her softly: "If someone tells you now that there is no end of the world, rescue The team members are right above our heads, and they are about to open the dome on the ninth floor to rescue all of us, what will you do?" "Impossible, the whole earth is destroyed." "Just hypothetical." "Well, if there really isn't an end to the world, then it's my end!"

"why?" Her face became extremely gloomy, and her tone became dull: "Let me tell you, even if there is no end of the world, I will not go out! I will stay underground forever, and finally die underground!" "However, your family is very rich, and your parents will give you a future with no worries about food and clothing, if there is no doomsday." I looked at her enviously, even though her brand-name clothes were taken from the women's clothing store on the second floor, " Not like me, a poor boy!" "Xiaoguang, you never talked about your past."

"I didn't go there." "Everyone has a past, including every survivor in the present underground." I shook my head stubbornly, looking up at the dome in the darkness, like the atmosphere in the night sky: "I don't have one, my past is just a foreshadowing for my current career." "You mean—your past made you a killer." "you could put it that way." "Okay, who are you going to kill?" "I can't say—at least not you, or your friend Haemi." Ding Zi smiled wryly: "What if it was me? Would you kill me?"

"No! Because, I like you." I mean it, no jokes, no sweet talk, I never lie like I tell people I'm a killer. Suddenly, a piece of music came from the stereo in the corridor, and the familiar melody became louder and louder until it was deafening... What is the name of this song?Who is controlling the mall's broadcast?Ding Zi was also intoxicated. She sat on the railing, closed her eyes, and handed over her whole body to me.The slightest slack from my arms and she'd fall backwards to her death in the ground-floor atrium. I admit I've kissed other girls, but only for fun.Now, when I hugged her body and watched her waiting for my lips to be printed, I hurriedly pulled her off the railing, and before she opened her eyes, I retreated into a dark corner alone.

I'm sorry, Ding Zi.I'm not physically flawed, and I'm not as you secretly speculate-I really like girls, don't think of me as a little Gong or a little scepter in a BL novel.I dare not touch you because I have not completed the task. My mission is to kill a man.That's why I came to the future dream building and was trapped underground in the end of the world. Before the night of April Fool's Day, I was sure that this person was in the Future Dream Building. Only by sneaking into this building late at night would it be possible to complete my killer mission. Sure enough, among the twenty or so survivors, I saw his face.

I had an urge to pass through the bewildered crowd, come to him, pull out the sharp knife I hid in the leg of my trousers, and stab it directly into his heart. I'd enjoy having his blood on my hands, having him fall on my shoulders, asking me who I was before dying.But when I said that name coldly, he could finally understand and regret what he had done. Unfortunately, I don't have the courage to kill in front of so many people, let alone in front of Ding Zi.Although, I kept telling her: I am a killer. Perhaps, I don't have the most basic quality of a killer - courage. I hate myself.

What is making me lose my nerve?Let me, who has already been hard-hearted, become in a dilemma?Not only because at the end of the world, I fell in love with a woman; but also because at the end of the world, everyone will die one after another, maybe tomorrow, maybe a week, maybe... No one can live for long, fuel will eventually run out, food It will be eaten up, the oxygen will gradually become thinner, and the last person on earth will eventually die alone and in despair. Yes, that one will die too—I am the killer's prey. Only, I don't want me to die before him—I want to see him die, even if I don't do it myself.Only at that moment can I feel comforted in my heart, and my hatred for him will be wiped away-when he really became a corpse. Can't imagine him still alive after my death.I'm ready, if I encounter any accident, or reach the end of the mountain, I will definitely kill him before I die. So, sometimes I also pray that he dies by some accident so I don't have to get my hands dirty. You must be very curious, what kind of hatred makes me have to put this person to death?Which of the survivors is this person? For the latter question, I think I can say that his name is Luo Haoran. Although, I suspended my plans to kill him, I have been keeping an eye on him.Luo Haoran often took his dog to maintain the generator on the fourth basement floor.After the water pumps dried up, he was also responsible for collecting the urine of the survivors, requiring everyone to urinate in oil drums, and then use human urine to cool the generators.He is a conscientious and dedicated man who undertakes this hard work without complaint in an environment that smells of diesel and dead bodies.Without him, the entire building would be plunged into darkness.Although I never forgave him, I still respect him for that. Luo Haoran seldom speaks at ordinary times, except for Professor Wu and Zhou Xuan, the three of them often get together for meetings to formulate the rules for everyone to survive in the doomsday and deal with some emergencies.He never showed his face, his eyes were like the deep sea-sometimes I used a telescope to spy on his face from a long distance.Occasionally, I would have an illusion - how could it be him?Are you sure you didn't make a mistake? No, I am a killer, and a killer will never mistake the target of the hunt! In order to monitor Luo Haoran as accurately as possible, I may be the only one who has no fixed place among all the survivors underground.He often patrolled around with a flashlight in the middle of the night, placed sticky mouse boards in places where mice were infested, and beat the captured mice to death with an iron hammer-his movements were so calm and sophisticated that I no longer doubted my goal. If he is in a place where everyone can see, I will accompany Ding Zi to sit on the railing in a daze, and sometimes I will find two computers and play CS games online through the intranet—it must not be discovered by Zhou Xuan, otherwise he will definitely be cut off power supply.I said that I am a killer, CS is my best technical training.Don't underestimate me, I am a top player in the CS game league, every time I play a game, I will kill countless people, and those I kill are also top players.Well, if you often hang out in CS forums, you must not be unfamiliar with my name. I am the legendary CS murder god-"Helllight". Every time I play games with Ding Zi, I will notice a female cleaner nearby, sometimes whispering to her.I really can't think of any intersection between them.Ding Zi has always looked down on the poor, which is one of the reasons why I dare not kiss her. I was born in an ordinary family. I was a child without a father. From a young age, I could only look up at skyscrapers and children going to and from school in a private car, but I never felt inferior because of this.But when I face Ding Zi alone, I feel that we are people from two worlds, although sometimes I suspect that this is an illusion. In the early morning of the fourth day, we discovered that six people had died overnight.I became more and more uneasy, because of Ding Zi, but also because of Luo Haoran - I changed my mind, I don't want him to be killed by others. After a peaceful night, on the fifth night, I slipped quietly outside the Japanese restaurant where Luo Haoran lived on the fourth floor.I hid far away in the corner, watching the lights in the store come on, and two figures were shaking.Suddenly, a figure walked out of the store, Mo Xing'er's face was illuminated by the dim light, and she ran into the escape route. Then, another person walked out of the Japanese restaurant.Obviously it was Luo Haoran, he lit a cigarette.I didn't dare to let him see me, so I could only shrink in the corner and watch the flames of his cigarette flicker.Did something happen, that's why you used smoking to anesthetize yourself? In the early morning, I heard that Mo Xing'er was raped, and the rapist was that white-collar worker named Xu Pengfei. Mo Xing'er has a special meaning to me.When I saw her underground for the first time, I had a feeling of time travel—it was so similar!I picked up a shovel and joined the team that hunted and killed Xu Pengfei. In the early morning, when I searched all the floors with Zhou Xuan and Tao Ye, but found nothing, I heard screams from downstairs, and Zhou Xuan shouted: "Damn it! We leaked the hotel lobby!" Soon they found the small room, Ding Zi and Hai Mei, and the female cleaner who had just died.I rushed to Ding Zi's side, only to find that her clothes were messy.Seeing her crying in a daze, I couldn't help holding her in my arms.Zhou Xuan and Tao Ye lifted the body of the female cleaner and sent it to the fourth basement floor for burial. Ding Zi was crying in my arms. I asked her what happened, but she refused to speak. It was Haimei who told me that it was the female cleaner who found the rapists Xu Pengfei and Ding Zi in this small room, and Xu Pengfei probably killed her afterwards. This seemingly casual sentence deeply stimulated me, the rapist and Ding Zi alone together?And what her dress looks like... that's not what I want to hear!I turned my head and stared at Haimei's face. I knew she was Ding Zi's best classmate, and she gave me a few glances, but why did she say that? She lowered her head in panic: "I didn't lie." Yes, I clearly smelled a man's smell in Ding Zi's hair, an extremely dirty and disgusting smell.I clenched my fists fiercely - no matter whether Xu Pengfei has bullied Ding Zi or not, I want to kill him with my own hands, don't let me tarnish the word "killer". But I couldn't let her go, so I kissed Ding Zi for the first time in front of Hai Mei. Afterwards, I told Hai Meizhao to take good care of Ding Zi, and then quickly left here and ran back to Future Dream Mall.I gathered water and food, and clothes and towels, and I wanted the lilac to still look innocent. Five minutes later, when I returned to the small room in the hotel lobby, I found Hae Mi dead. There was blood all over her head and the floor, a few pieces of broken glass pierced her temples, and she stared at the ceiling with a dead eye.Ding Zi's face was also spattered with blood, standing there like a statue, holding the rest of the broken vase in his hand. There is no need to ask anything - Ding Zi smashed her best girlfriend to death with a vase! Hold can't stand it! Ding Zi still refuses to say anything, I only care about whether she is injured or not.Wipe off the blood on her face, but fortunately, there is no serious problem. "Don't be afraid! Ding Zi, no matter what happens, as long as I'm here, you can hold!" I left all the water, food, clothes and towels to Ding Zi, "Stay here and don't move, wait for me to come back! " I found a big box, stuffed Haimei's body into it, and pushed it into the toilet in the hotel lobby so that no blood would be left. When I returned to the small room, Ding Zi had put on new clothes and tidied her hair. She got perfume from somewhere and sprayed it on her body to cover up the smell. "Listen, if someone asks about Haimei's whereabouts, just say that she left by herself, and I don't know where she went." I grabbed Ding Zi's shoulder, hoping she would respond, "Understood?" Ding Zi nodded slightly, I think she should be able to fool others.I accompanied her back upstairs to the mall without asking her any more questions along the way.Although there are still countless questions in my heart, such as what the rapist Xu Pengfei did to her, why did the cleaning lady save her, what is the relationship with her, and how did Haimei offend her, which led to a catastrophe. Damn it, as a killer, I have never killed anyone, but Ding Zi broke this record before me. I remembered what Leon said to Matilda: "Believe me, revenge is not a good thing, it is better to forget." Matilda: "Forget? When I saw the chalk line next to my brother's body, you thought I could forget? I'm going to kill those bastards and blow their heads off!" Leon: "After you kill someone, everything will be different. Your life will be changed forever, and you will live in fear for the rest of your life." Matilda: "I don't care what the future holds, Leon, all I need is love or death." I have shed tears for this dialogue countless times, and it is only now that I understand that - in fact, I have always been Matilda, not Leon. Soon, I heard that Xu Pengfei was killed with an electric drill.I'm glad he died this way, instead of being clubbed or stabbed by us, and if there is an Armageddon, he deserves more torment in hell. Half a day later, I dragged Haimei's body to the fourth basement floor.Wearing a thick mask and enduring the stench of dead bodies, I hid her in a pile of corpses - the woods are the best place to hide leaves. It was only this afternoon that someone noticed that Haimei had disappeared, but everyone was powerless to search.The last drop of diesel ran out, the generators stopped, and the entire building was engulfed in darkness.The air was turbid, and the rotten smell became heavier the lower you went, and you were vulnerable to animal attacks. Everyone moved to the seventh floor or higher.In the ensuing cold and despair, everyone imagined how they would die. When I was very young, I wondered when I would die and whether I would feel pain.When I saw my dead mother for the first time—it was practically impossible to tell, she was a skeleton, which could only be identified by certain characteristics such as clothes and teeth at the scene.For several years, I have been silently feeling the pain of my mother's death.Every night, every morning, when the submerged suffocation hits, I will wake up from my dream and find that tears have covered my cheeks. Now, that moment is near, and I have no fear of pain. I believe that there is a soul after death, and I can see my mother again like in a dream.I firmly believe in this, so I am not afraid of death.I think my mother is still so charming, with a pair of star-like eyes that people can never forget after seeing them.Yeah, since it's the end of the world, I'll be there to see everyone, including my father - I want to know what he looks like, who he was, and what my last name is.Hopefully, he's not an asshole. Because, with this expectation of the afterlife, I calmly face the darkness, cold, and despair. What's more, I'm not alone, I still have Ding Zi—we've been together all day, hiding in a shop on the eighth floor, adorned with faint candlelight. In fact, it doesn’t matter if there is no light, because I am light—this is what Ding Zi said to me. "Light, thank you for being by my side at the end of the world." In the completely dark underground, she has already called me "light".Well, I'm happy to accept that as well. "I also thank you, because of you, I will shine." Ouch, how do you make this sentence so nasty?Even I am ashamed.Ding Zi curled up in my arms.She stroked my eyebrows and the corners of my eyes, and said to herself, "I'm imagining what light looks like." "Light?" Although it is my name, I have never thought about what light looks like. "Just like you." She kept stroking my face, like a blind person who has to rely on touch and smell to distinguish a person, "Why don't you ask my secret? Why don't you ask me to kill Haimi?" "Everyone has their own secrets, even secrets that can lead to murder. It's unfortunate, but I don't want to know." There is a subtext that I didn't say - because, I also have such a secret. "Light, since the day I was born, I haven't felt light. My world is all dark, because I am dark, and I can only try to pretend to be light-but it's no use, It's just a short candle, which will be extinguished by a little wind, and no one will see me again." "You want to be shrouded in dazzling light, so that people all over the world can see you, and you don't want to be forgotten, do you?" "Yes, but I'm very scared. Once everyone sees me, that's the day I die." Ding Zi's breathing became weaker and weaker, "So, I like to be underground, there won't be so many people anymore , the eternal night. And you, the light." I don't know how to answer, because I really don't know how long I can give her light. I have a hunch that I won't live until tomorrow morning. Although, everyone in the ground cannot see the sun tomorrow morning.But I don't want Ding Zi to die alone.If I still have a soul, please let me illuminate her eyes. Among the many underground survivors who will die sooner or later, the most pitiful is that seven-year-old boy named Zhengtai.He is the only survivor underground who can be my friend.His pale complexion makes people afraid to approach, and I like such a special person.Zhengtai's eyes are very killer, and he can kill everyone in a flash under the dim light.Maybe in another twenty years, he will be the next generation of feared killers—sorry, I forgot the end of the world, this kid may not even survive tomorrow. Zhengtai has always believed in my identity as a killer.Although children cannot be deceived, they will take everything seriously, but in this case I did not lie to him. I am a killer, and my mission here is to kill someone. I think that person can't escape, and he will soon be swallowed by darkness and cold - before that, I must kill him. No one will care about his life or death.Everyone only cares about whether they can live another day, even if a few more people die, it will not arouse any more sympathy. Seventh day, four o'clock in the morning. I finally found Luo Haoran in the corridor on the seventh floor.It was a rare occurrence that he did not take Churchill with him. Probably the dog was also starving and could only rest somewhere.I hit him from behind, and a wooden stick hit him on the head. The strength was just right, neither too heavy to kill him, nor too light to allow him to fight back.I dragged Luo Haoran into a small room, very concealed, no one would pass by, and tied him up and down firmly with the nylon ropes I had already prepared, making him a prey for me to slaughter. A few minutes later, Luo Haoran woke up.He twisted a few times, then fell silent in the light of the flashlight.He is very smart, knowing that pointless struggle will only consume physical strength, and accelerate the speed of death in the hunger, thirst and cold. After seeing my face clearly, he asked softly, "Why, did you do this to me?" "Because I'm a killer." "Who sent you here?" "grim Reaper." Luo Haoran's expression did not change at all: "Well, there is a reason for death." "I ask you—do you remember someone?" "Are you here for revenge?" "yes." "I haven't killed anyone." "Her name is Chu Ruolan!" His eyebrows twitched and he fixed my eyes.This is the first time I've seen him have an expression.Yes, he remembered the name! "Are you his son?" "yes." It seems that he reacted quite quickly, which is tantamount to admitting his crime.I have already envisioned many plans, especially when he wants to hide, deny, and sophistry, I will use nine methods to torture him, enough to make him live or die.I'm sure I'll be able to pry his mouth open.This is also his cleverness, knowing that as long as it falls into my hands, there will be no good end, so he simply admits it directly, so as not to suffer in vain. "Well, for the sake of your confession, I will let you die sooner, although it is already cheaper for you!" Look, "Have you ever thought that I was only fourteen years old when my mother was killed by you. Do you know what kind of life I have lived in these years. Every day, every night, every moment, They are all looking forward to today! I don’t care about the end of the world, as long as I can kill you and avenge my mother, I can completely change my life and become a professional killer from now on.” "Xiao Guang," he never expected to reach this point, his tone was still unhurried, and he seemed to be getting more and more kind to me, "This was an accident, I never thought of hurting your mother." "Accident? You accidentally demolished my house? Accidentally built a future dream building on the ruins of my home? Accidentally drove many people into dilapidated apartments in the suburbs? Accidentally called my home late at night? Accidentally said Talk to my mom about a huge compensation package? Accidentally let her go forever? Accidentally let her disappear for a whole year? Accidentally let her sit in a car of unknown origin with no license plate? This car sank to the bottom of a lake in the suburbs? When she was accidentally fished out of the water, she turned into a dead bone?" Finally, the muscles on Luo Haoran's face trembled slightly, and he thought for a minute before answering: "I admit that four years ago, Future Dream Company maliciously demolished your house. This is the land I personally picked. I have a special meaning. I must build a building here. This is my dream for many years. Therefore, I offered a high compensation price for demolition, but several households headed by your mother refused to accept us. As a nail household, we must fight to the end. Therefore, I hired a company with a gangster background to implement some illegal means against you." "So you killed her?" "No, I said it was just an accident. I sent someone to call your house in the middle of the night, offered a huge compensation as bait, and sent my special car to take your mother to a hotel-but I didn't Wanted to kill her, but just—really just, wanted to talk to her." "But how do you explain her death?" "I don't want to explain, your mother died in front of me, but I didn't mean to, and I'm sorry." I clenched my fist tightly, but I didn't want to beat him up first to relieve my anger, that would weaken my power of revenge: "Luo Haoran, no matter how you answer, I have already made a judgment on you - I sentence you to death, immediately implement!" "Wait a minute, Xiaoguang, I want to ask you—is it a coincidence that we met at the end of the world?" "No, I said before, I am a killer." Although I don't want to talk nonsense with him, let him understand, "Before the killer acts, you must make various preparations. I have long believed that you are the murderer , although the police could not find any evidence. Over the years, I frantically searched for the information of Future Dream Group, learned the best hacking technology, and finally broke through the computer of Future Dream Group headquarters and stole many confidential materials, including the mysterious your!" "How much do you know me?" "Not much, I only know your name and a few extremely rare photos. You live in the presidential suite of the hotel on the top floor of the Future Dream Building. I have dropped out of high school since I was in high school. I am an orphan without parents and no relatives." Willing to take care. I've been wandering around the city - you can't get a taste of that! Have you ever been sixteen years old and ate food thrown out of the trash for three days in a row?" "What if I tried it?" I don't believe your nonsense! "For a whole year, I have been monitoring you outside the Future Dream Building. I found that you have always lived reclusively, and when you go out, you will bring a large number of bodyguards. Moreover, your whereabouts are uncertain, and no one knows where you will suddenly go." "Yes, I don't want people to figure out my rules, even the executives of my own company." "Only by going deep into the Future Dream Building and lurking outside the door of your dormitory can I kill you! Seven days ago, I came to the Future Dream Building and prepared all kinds of killing tools. I will wait until dark to lurk... " Luo Haoran shook his head, looked directly at me and said, "Xiao Guang, stop talking. In fact, you are not suitable to be a killer." This sentence really angered me. In order to become a Leon-style killer, I have been preparing for three full years. Whoever dares to insult my future career ideals, I will really kill him! So I took the dagger out of the leg of my trousers. A long, sharp dagger with blood grooves and barbs, when pierced into the human body, it can release a lot of blood, and when it is pulled out, it will bring out a lot of muscle tissue and even internal organs.More importantly, such a cut may not be fatal immediately, but it will cause people to suffer from excruciating pain, and then quickly lose blood or even bleed, watching their stomach or large intestine fall to the ground, and die in infinite fear and pain. Instead of pointing the knife at his heart, I aimed it at the very center of his chest first, which would have saved him an extra minute or two. Damn, am I cruel?But compared to what Luo Haoran did to my mother, it is already extremely kind! The point of the knife rubbed against his chest. Inside the open Armani suit was a white shirt.When I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, shuddered all over, and was about to use all my strength to push the sharp dagger into his chest, waiting for the blood to splash all over my hands and even onto my lips... What happened?I didn't hear Luo Haoran's screams, nor did I hear the sound of the knife point piercing the muscles and lungs, but what I heard was a crisp metal landing. When I opened my eyes, Luo Haoran was still looking at me, he was calm, his face was normal, and his eyes were serene. Sorry, Mom, he's still alive. And my dagger has fallen to the ground, and the ear-piercing sound of falling to the ground is clearly a mockery of me! I involuntarily took half a step back and looked into Luo Haoran's eyes. These calm eyes were completely free of the panic, fear, and despair I had imagined... On the contrary, the person who panicked, feared, and despaired was me! I have to admit, I've lost. A voice sounded from the bottom of my heart: Why kill a mortal person? That's right, in the end of the world, any form of killing, killing anyone, is meaningless! Is it possible to say this - under the final judgment, the hatred between people will become insignificant? I took another half step back, getting farther and farther away from the dagger that fell on the ground. I'm sorry, Mom, I'm not Leon, I don't have the guts to kill, I can't avenge you. So I renounce my sentence, my rights, and the execution. I'm not a killer, I'm just a wretch, a kid with no mother and no father. Looking at Luo Haoran's eyes as silent as the sea, I obediently walked around behind him and untied the rope that bound him.Then I walked away with my head down, not even daring to say "you are free" or "I forgive you". I just want to find a place to hide and cry a lot. By the way, Ding Zi is still waiting for me upstairs - I will tell him that I am not a killer, then hug her tightly and wait for death together. When I was about to walk out of the small room, suddenly there was a slight chill on my back, followed by a strange feeling, something deeply stirred into my heart. I didn't feel any pain at all, just a sense of fullness and at the same time a sense of emptiness - as if my blood was spurting from my back. A man's heavy breathing came from behind, and I could guess that he was Luo Haoran, holding the dagger I just dropped in his hand.And this murder weapon that I carefully selected has pierced my heart.The perfect blood tank is draining all the blood from my body, the barbs are embedded in my chest tissue, ready to pull out the lung lobes at any moment, and my blood has stained his Armani red. At the same time, I heard a man's miserable cry—but it wasn't Luo Haoran's voice! Halo, I'm really not suitable for the job of a killer, and I didn't even notice that there was a third person lurking nearby. But I was so numb that I couldn't feel anything anymore, like sinking into the depths of a swamp, and gradually sinking into a cold tomb.My heart was divided into two halves by the dagger I bought, one half belonged to my mother who had long since died, and the other half belonged to Ding Zi who was about to die. Ding Zi, can you still hear me? "If there is still tomorrow..."