Chapter 40 Chapter 2 Ah Xiang

There is never only one truth. This is the mantra of the mall security guard named Yang Bing. I think he is wrong. My name is Axiang and I am twenty years old.Many people say that I look like thirteen years old, which is about the same. Except for the chest and some organs, I stopped developing after the age of thirteen, and my height stayed at 1.46 meters, which made me look like a little girl. . In fact, I am already a woman. April 1.Sunday.Night, 22:19. A few minutes before the end of the world, I was on the eighth floor of the "Paris Image Commune", just me and the last customer left in the store.The hair stylist and the boss just got off work, and the customer is a female white-collar worker who works in an office building on the 12th floor. She has already paid the bill, but she wants me to give her a massage.If she didn't have so many things to do, maybe I would have left after get off work-in this case, she saved my life. Anyway, I will die if I go out at the end of the world, and I can live a few more days here.

While pressing the shoulders of a young and beautiful business woman, my fingers accidentally got entangled with one of her hairs, probably because her hair had been scalded several times and the root of the hair was injured, and it was easily pulled out.She scolded me head and face.I am a shy and honest person, so I can only bow my head and let her scold all kinds of ugly words.Just as she was about to get up to leave, the earthquake struck. A whole piece of the ceiling fell down, pressing me and the female white-collar worker underneath.Thankfully, I was not injured, and after a few minutes of shaking, I managed to climb out with all my might.As for the guest who scolded me just now, he passed out under the ceiling.The whole building was without power and I didn't know what to do in the dark.I didn't have the strength to drag her out, and I didn't know where to run. I just sat next to a recliner, hugging my knees and crying.

After more than two hours like this, until a man appeared in front of me. I like this man. That's right, this man in his thirties, with a serious and nervous face, stared straight at me, surprised to find survivors, or wondered why there was a stunted girl like me. And I like him to appear in my most desperate moment, just like I have imagined countless times, when the end of the world comes, there will be a man who suddenly appears to save me. "Who are you?" "Ashanti." "Are you from this shop?" "I'm an apprentice." "Is there anyone else here?"

"No, the boss has already checked out and returned home. I am the last one in the store to get off work." Sorry, Zhou Xuan, I lied to you.There was another person in the store, and I knew that person was still alive, but she was crushed under the ceiling, and she passed out.I can obviously save her, as long as I say one more word... In an instant, the words that that woman scolded me before the earthquake happened - so I decided to let her rot here forever. She doesn't deserve to be seen by you. At the end of the world, I became one of the last twenty survivors of mankind.However, no one knows that there is another survivor in the hair salon on the eighth floor - if she is still alive.

In the next few days and nights, except for Yang Bing, the security guard, few people took the initiative to talk to me.And this Yang Bing is really annoying, especially his accent which is very close to mine reminds me of the hometown I hate.I hate my parents.Why was I born in that place?Why was I so poor that I couldn't even finish junior high school?Why didn't I grow up after I was thirteen?Why can I only live in the eyes of others?I never dared to speak loudly, did not dare to cry or laugh in front of others, and always bowed my head like a child who did something wrong. Even if I was scolded or even beaten for no reason, I had to swallow my anger as a routine.

Zhou Xuan, I always want to get rid of Yang Bing, and appear in front of you intentionally or unintentionally—when you are patrolling alone in the dark, when you are sitting in the bookstore on the fourth floor reading, when you are taking care of the seriously injured on the ground floor, There is a pair of eyes looking at you.I believe you must have seen me, but you turned a blind eye to me. I know you like other women, among us survivors. I envy her. But I don't hate you, I'm just a shampoo girl, I look like thirteen, you won't be interested in me.I pretend to be passionate, like a nympho.I would die for you.However, even if that day does come, I'm afraid you won't take another look at me.

So, I started chatting with Yang Bing, many times deliberately in front of you. You have a good relationship with Yang Bing—this is the stupidest part of you, every time you see me with Yang Bing, you shyly avoid me, I really want to grab your collar on the back, You carry it back to me—but I have to grow another thirty centimeters. Sorry, I gave myself to Yang Bing. He pretty much forced me, but I didn't fight back.Because I want you to know, I want you to care about me, I want you to feel a little sorry, I want you to have a little pity for me. I don't know if you have thought about it that way.

Yang Bing and I hid in a small room in the hotel lobby for about an hour.But I didn't feel anything, just like I had completed a certain task, but he was very satisfied, and swore to protect me.I pretended to be very happy, as if I was moved by his sincerity, so I changed my attitude towards him—in fact, no matter how a man changes himself, a woman's attitude towards him will not change, or it is only forced and pretended. Anyway, Yang Bing is not my first man.In the first month when I first came to this city, in the foot bath shop where I worked, the boss put me on the bed and snatched away the first time, which is why he recruited me.Later, I changed many jobs and met many men, but none of them could please me.

you are the first. Zhou Xuan, I don't admire your talent.Of course, everyone privately calls you a third-rate writer.I just like the look in your eyes, your kind of temperament.I haven't read the book for a few days, so I don't know how to tell you. In short, I just like you without any reason.It doesn't matter if you look at me or not. On the third day, we found Guo Xiaojun's body. He died a terrible death. Everyone was terrified, Zhou Xuan and Yang Bing investigated together.But, I know who killed Guo Xiaojun—yes, I can see through Yang Bing's eyes.He had physical contact with me, I looked into his eyes, and when he was most defenseless, there was nothing he could hide from me.But I will not report on him, because I also hate Guo Xiaojun.

That night, as I did the previous two days, I sneaked out of the shop on the third floor of the shopping mall and went to the tomb on the fourth floor underground.I'm not going to visit the grave, although tomorrow is Ching Ming Festival.Coming to the dark basement level alone, I approached the pile of dead bodies with a flashlight, and at the same time put on a mask to avoid fainting from the smell of carrion. I came among those green and black corpses, and looked at the horrible corpses, some with bulging stomachs, some covered with spots, and some incomplete... But I had no fear, but squatted down Break apart the fingers of a female corpse to take off a diamond ring on her ring finger.But the dead man's finger was as hard as wood, and I couldn't take it off no matter what, so I tried my best to break the finger off.The diamond ring stolen from the finger of the dead shone brightly in the electric light.I don't know if this is true or not, and I don't know what brand it is. I just think it looks good and should be very valuable-even though the most valuable thing in the end of the world is money.

Do you think I'm crazy?Why steal from the dead?When death is imminent, what's the use of holding a pile of gold bricks?Someone like you who grew up in a big city doesn't understand the thinking of someone born poor and hungry.I just love these things because it's something I'll never get in my life, even if I wash people's hair from dawn to dark every day, I'll never wash a diamond ring like this - if it's the real thing.In this post-apocalyptic underground, as long as I'm not afraid of the dead, I can get everything easily.The moment I hold the diamond ring in my palm, I feel very happy, even if I will die tomorrow! I wear a diamond ring on my finger, and I can wear all the rings on my small, thin finger.However, I only wore it for three seconds and took it off again. Footsteps sounded behind him. Just when I was about to turn back in panic, a cold hand covered my mouth.This is what really scares me.In front of my eyes was the pile of dead bodies, and that hand felt like a horrible zombie!I can't resist.Immediately another hand touched my chest and dragged me into a side corner. That cold hand unzipped my blouse, and soon my underwear.I don't know who's two lips spit out a heavy breath, pecked at my body, and dripped sticky saliva—more disgusting than the corpse fluid of those dead people. I couldn't see the man's face clearly because he covered my eyes with a black cloth.In the darkness of hell, my upper body was naked and my lower body was stripped of my pants.My struggle was so weak, because I was too petite, I only weighed over 80 kilograms, and the other party may weigh twice as much as me. It hurts... ten minutes?twenty minutes?I can't remember. In short, my own weight disappeared, and my eyes were so dark that I couldn't see a single light. He untied the black cloth tied around his eyes, but his legs were still numb.There are only two weak lights on here. I searched for a flashlight on the ground, and finally found it, aiming at my lower body.I feel deeply humiliated, and tears have already filled my cheeks.I struggled to clean my body, but I didn't know who raped me.At least, this person will not be Yang Bing, he doesn't need to do this.It is even more impossible to deal with it.Except for those dirty things, he left no trace, and he didn't make a sound from beginning to end.No one dares to come to this place. Only Mr. Luo will come down to maintain the generator every day. Could it be that someone has been following me? Spreading out his right hand, the diamond ring was still in his palm.For some reason, I held on to it the whole time I was raped—if I hadn't come down to steal the dead, I probably wouldn't have suffered from it. I thought about death. If I was bullied like this before, I would still consider myself unlucky, so I just endured it like this.But it's already the end of the world, can I not escape my own fate? I put on all my clothes and tidied my hair. I don't want others to discover the corpse of a raped woman.I still hold the diamond ring in my right hand, not because I like it so much, but because my fingers are no longer controlled by my mind.I was walking blankly on the dark underground four floors, waiting for the moment to be killed by zombies or wild dogs...Suddenly, I heard the roar of a car.Who drives in a basement in the wee hours of the morning? In a blink of an eye, a car was speeding towards me with its lights on.Just let it kill me!So, I stood calmly in the driveway and closed my eyes. Brake hard. When I opened my eyes again, I saw a man in the car, it was Yang Bing. He jumped out of the car and said something stupid to me, but I didn't answer him anything.He pulled me into the passenger seat.It's a really nice car, I don't know how he opened it.I've never touched a car like this in my life.He touched my breasts while driving.However, I didn't have the strength to cut off his hand, and my nose became sore again, because I thought of you—— Zhou Xuan. My tears are flying. Yang Bing quickly drove into the third underground floor.I turned my head to look at his face, he was really excited, his hand was still touching my chest, I really wanted him to die. Die with me! I quietly put the diamond ring in my pocket, and when he accelerated the car to a fast speed, I turned the steering wheel hard. Ha ha!He must have been very surprised and terrified, but he couldn't react. I turned the steering wheel in a big circle, and the car completely lost control and flew to the side. There was a violent shock, the entire windshield was shattered, the airbag pressed heavily on my face, and all the bones in my body seemed to be broken. The tomb returned to silence, and I seemed to be lying in a coffin... After an unknown period of time, I woke up. I was not killed, nor was I crushed to pieces as I imagined. My body was cold, and a dim lamp was on above my head.Strange, why am I not in the car, but lying on the ground in the underground garage?Am I dead and my soul floated to the ground?Or are you going to hell again soon?However, I clearly felt the pain all over my body, and the bleeding from my forehead and shoulders reminded me that I was still alive. Why am I still alive? Not only did I not die, I was able to stand up with difficulty and walk a few steps unsteadily.In front of you is the big car.That's right, just now at this place, I turned the steering wheel hard and let the car fly into the car next to me.That poor red car had been smashed in two.The big car also crashed terribly, and the passenger door was twisted into a ball and completely fell off.Yang Bing was still in the driver's seat, the airbag was pressing on his head, the steering wheel was embedded in his chest, blood spattered all over the seat.Most of the dried blood on my body is probably his. he died. Fortunately, I have the shape of a child. If I were as big as Yang Bing, I would definitely die.However, I took a closer look at the severely deformed car door on the ground and found that it did not fall off by itself, but was removed by someone with tools.Yes, I found a wrench and a screwdriver on the ground - otherwise I'd still be stuck in the car. Someone save me? Surely it wasn't the dead people in the car, could it be the zombies underneath? I was not grateful to that person, but raised my head and screamed like a child: "Why did you let me live?" Anyway, no one can hear me except the dead people on the floor below. I dazedly walked up the stairs, walked through the Culver supermarket, and arrived at the atrium on the ground floor.The body is still bleeding, and the face is scratched by the glass-no matter how you disguise yourself, they will be discovered.I have nowhere to escape, you will definitely think that I killed Yang Bing, and how should I explain it so that you will believe that I actually want to commit suicide? However, I wanted to kill Yang Bing, and I did. On the third night of the end of the world, I was no longer me, I became a demon. Yes, I am a demon.From the time when my parents brought me up in that poor place, from when I was thirteen and never growing up, from when I left school without finishing junior high school, from when I walked into this city From the moment I was bullied and looked down upon by others, I became an evil ghost. In fact, whether there is a doomsday or not, I am a demon. It was probably early in the morning, and I walked into the Haagen-Dazs store on the ground floor.I heard even snoring, coming from five wounded, men, women, old and young, unable to move due to serious injuries such as fractures, so they could only rest on the ground floor.There was a middle-aged man whose wound was inflamed and festered, exuding a pungent smell, and the wound would be full of maggots in a few days. The only way to save him was to amputate his limb.However, there is no doctor underground, no necessary medicines, and no medical tools. Even if someone dared to cut off his thigh, he would definitely lose blood and die soon.The poor man was moaning all the time, as if he was enduring the ten tortures of the Qing Dynasty.He contemplates suicide every day, begging people around him for a bottle of sleeping pills, or cutting his wrists.Zhou Xuan comforted him like a pastor, hoping that he would cherish life and not give up hope——I think you are really a naive child, and this is probably what I like about you. When it comes to the end of the fucking world, what else do you want? hope? Now, I'm standing in front of this man, the pain kept him awake all night, and he stared at me in the dark with his eyes open.He held my hand tightly, and begged miserably: "Kill me... don't let me suffer anymore... Please... accumulate some virtue... kill me..." I looked at him quietly, in the faint light, I saw tears in the corners of his eyes, this man in his forties was so cowardly. If he doesn't die, then I should die. I have an extra knife in my hand, which I brought up from the second basement of the supermarket. Amidst the continual cries of this distressed man, I finally gave him a smile and cut his neck with the knife. I felt the knife cut his throat, and the blood splashed on my face. It was hot and fishy, ​​and I didn't like it at all. He didn't make any sound, but the last look in his eyes was more painful, and his expression quickly froze at this hideous moment. he died. This is the second person I've killed, although I only helped him with his suicide. Although, I don't like the blood he sprayed on my face, but I really like the feeling of killing him, or the feeling of helping others fulfill their wishes. I gave myself a smile and turned to the second seriously injured man.She is a woman in her thirties, lying on the Simmons moved down from the fourth floor.Her arms and ribs were broken, her face was badly wounded, and she was bandaged all over her body, looking like a mummy-it's hard for a woman to live like her!I think even if there is no end of the world, if she can survive, this face will be ruined. I don't know if she still has the courage to live.Why not, let me end all the pain for her. I put the knife on her chest and felt her heartbeat until she woke up in a daze. I don't know where you were born, don't know if your parents love you, don't know if you are poor or rich, don't know what kind of man you have loved or been loved by, and don't know if you are married or not My child, I don't even know if you want to die or live.In short, I want to say to you: "Goodbye!" I stabbed the tip of the knife into her heart. Another cavity of blood sprayed on my face, and I was almost numb to the blood. She didn't make a sound, but her body twitched, and she died with her eyes open.Out of pity and humanity, I closed her eyelids, hoping she didn't end up in hell. The third. My mood is already very calm. I don't feel guilty, but I feel that I am benefiting these suffering people. The blood of the dead blurred my vision. I took a towel and wiped my face, only to find that my wound had stopped bleeding too.Although my bones still hurt, but people are such tenacious animals, maybe I can really survive the end of the world, even if everyone here is dead. I hope it's just you and me then. At four o'clock in the morning, the Haagen-Dazs store in the atrium on the ground floor.I came to another man who was seriously injured. He was a fat man in his twenties. He had no idea that I had killed two people just now, and he kept snoring heavily.His head was wrapped with a bandage, and his body was covered with a quilt. He didn't know where the injury was.However, seeing a man so fat at such a young age makes me angry!This body is really a sin, even if it is not the end of the world, people like this should not live in this world.You have to know how many people in the world can't eat enough!Just like me, eating meat was a luxury since I was a child. Occasionally eating a few pieces of blackened bacon that has been stored for half a year is already a great happiness.Yes, I hate Fatty, he deserves to be lying here.Also, I hate his snoring, this kind of noise definitely pollutes the environment, he is the most damned among the seriously injured! goodbye!fat man. Without hesitating for a second, I slit his throat with the knife, like cutting open a watermelon. Following the splash of blood, the dead fat man opened his eyes and let out a terrified cry.I curled up to one side in horror.Fortunately, his windpipe had been cut, and his voice was limited to a dry howl of pain, and he could not make a louder cry for help.Although his body is huge and therefore makes a lot of noise, he was seriously injured and unable to move. He could only lie in the quilt and struggle until his whole body and the surrounding floor were dyed red before he died completely and turned into a corpse. Fat corpse. At this moment, I heard a scream next to me. damn it!Another seriously injured person was awakened. She was a middle-aged woman. As soon as she let out a scream, I rushed forward in a panic and stabbed her in the heart. Simply neat! She suffered no more pain, her eyes almost protruded from their sockets, her life ended in surprise and fear, rest in peace. After killing four people in one breath, I almost collapsed. I lay on top of the dead woman to catch my breath, not forgetting that there was a fifth seriously injured person. So, I turned my head and looked at the innermost side of the Haagen-Dazs store, where an old man in his sixties was lying there, his eyes flickering in the dark. I have never seen an old man with such attractive eyes, and I staggered to his side and pointed the bloody knife point at his throat. The flashlight illuminated the bridge of the old man's nose, but he was neither frightened nor flustered, and said to me seriously: "My child, I don't want to die, please let me live." Suddenly, his voice reminded me of my grandpa. I raised my wrist to look at the knife in my hand, only to find that the blade had been curled, which is also the normal result of killing four people in a row. Will God not let me kill him? "Please let me live, no matter what reason, no matter when, no matter where." The old man was still saying stubbornly. And I shook my head: "It's the end of the world, everyone is going to die anyway, so why are you still alive?" "To live." It's so simple, I don't understand the reason, but I have given up the idea of ​​killing him. I dropped the curly knife on the ground and fled the Haagen-Dazs shop quickly, leaving four dead and one alive. Go through the dark corridor and go down to the supermarket on the basement level.The clothes all over his body were dyed red, and he could imagine what he looked like, probably like a mental patient. Damn, I hate this image so much I might as well be dead! I took off all my clothes in the bathroom, found the last few bottles of opened mineral water from a corner, and wiped my whole body with a clean towel, especially the ravaged areas.I changed all my clothes including my underwear, although it looked too big no matter what I wore.Now, I face the mirror again, and I am faced with a girlish woman, with a pair of lifeless eyes set in a pale face, like a corpse. Then, I heard hurried footsteps upstairs, like the sound of a bad guy in a movie.I understand that people found the four bodies on the ground floor. The only old man who survived must have reported to them that I killed them. There is no doubt that they came to kill me, in order to avoid being killed by me. I found another sharp knife, hidden in a corner of the supermarket.I took out the diamond ring I had stolen from a dead man from my pocket, and put it on my left ring finger silently.I don't know how long I can live, maybe I will live to the end and kill them all - I hope not including you, Zhou Xuan. Soon, I saw Zhou Xuan, Tao Ye who worked in a supermarket, Xiao Guang who looked like a high school student, Mr. Luo, the owner of this building, and his dog, I think it was the dog nose that drew them here . And—that woman. Holding up flashlights and sticks, they glanced roughly around the supermarket before going down to the next floor.It seems these people want to search me floor by floor.And they will find two wrecked cars and Yang Bing who died in the car on the third floor underground. Sure enough, five minutes later, everyone returned to the supermarket, turned on all the lights, and everyone's expressions became more dignified. The dog barked twice, and it smelled blood on me again. Zhou Xuan began to mobilize everyone: "Just search on this floor. Be careful, try not to hurt her, and catch her alive!" "That's before she stabs me to death!" Tao Ye complained from a distance away.He is most familiar with the terrain of the supermarket and quickly approached me. And I shifted my position quietly. Fortunately, I was petite and barely made a sound.When I hid behind a shelf, only to find the woman walking by. I'm going to kill her! Except for the man who hurt me, she is the one I hate the most among these underground people! I suddenly rushed out from the slanting stab, threw her to the ground, and stabbed her heart with the tip of the knife.Unexpectedly, she reacted quite quickly, grabbing my arm with both hands.Fortunately, she was a woman, and she didn't have the strength to push me away, but my small body burst out with great strength, and the tip of the knife was still pointing directly at her chest. Just two centimeters away from killing her, you appeared behind me. Zhou Xuan, why you again? You pushed me to the ground, desperately protecting that woman, even if the tip of my knife was aimed at your heart. That's right, the point of my knife has ripped through your clothes and just missed your ribcage - but my hand stopped. I can't kill you because I like you. The moment you stopped, you immediately grabbed my hand and wrestled with me.We all lost our balance and fell to the ground, and I didn't know which direction the tip of the knife was facing until a piercing pain came. Yes, the point of the knife pierced my chest and penetrated my heart. It hurts, it hurts, the pain makes my brain numb, the pain makes my vision blurred, only your face is left, and your terrified eyes are left, as if I don’t believe that this knife will penetrate my heart. Zhou Xuan, dear, please don't blame yourself, you didn't mean to kill me, it was just an accident, during our scuffle, the knife stabbed me in the heart. heartbroken. People, can they still live?