During this year of living in Beijing, I can always feel a kind of inexplicable "big" and "small".Compared with the small city of Jinan, our hometown, Beijing is really too big.But looking at the Beijingers living in the pigeon cages one by one, I feel overwhelmed and out of breath.During my stay in Beijing, I have been living near Xiaomeichang Village on the West Fourth Ring Road.Hong Kong's handover is approaching, and the police stations have stepped up their investigation of foreigners. In addition to the recent rumors that the government is going to build the Fourth Ring Road, the alley we live in is within the scope of demolition, causing panic for a while.

The current time is December 8, 1997. "Bingling" is a series of loud bicycle bells.I rode a bicycle into the alley in my winter clothes and a small woolen hat.From the side, the eldest sister of the food store shouted: "Taozi, don't ride so fast, there are two letters from you." I slammed on the brakes.The brakes of a broken second-hand bicycle don't work well, and the soles of the shoes have to be added to complete the entire braking process. "Thank you sister." He took the letter and looked at the cover.The handwriting of the two letters is similar, but the styles of the envelopes are very different, and the sender is not listed below.Who is this letter from?It was too cold outside, and the air I exhaled turned into smoke rings. I decided to go home and watch it again.

When I got home, I couldn't wait to open the first envelope and open the letter paper, and the beautiful handwriting rushed to my face.This handwriting is so familiar.I didn't read the content, and my eyes fell directly on the signature below: "Yu Jingjing". It was beyond my expectation.For more than a year, there has been no whereabouts of her. For more than a year, I have been thinking about her all the time.I tried to tell myself that she was gone and traveled to a far, far place, where she lived a good life, so I don't need to worry about it.But every night when people are quiet, her frowns and smiles appear in front of my eyes again.How can such a name deeply engraved in my heart be easily erased.And now, her letter is right in front of my eyes, how can I not be excited and excited.Suppressing my joy, I carefully read line by line:

"Dear Peaches: How are you?I never thought I would write to you, hehe.Are you curious to know how I have your address?I won't tell you. I'm sorry that I left medical school, Jinan, and you so quietly.That incident was as indelible as a nightmare.Because I was in such a bad mood at the time, I thought about dying.But before I die, I want to be able to confess my love to you and get even a little love from you. In the end, you accepted me so magnanimously, which ignited my belief in living.But I can't stay in this city anymore, I seem to be always shrouded in the shadow of that incident here, and I can always think of those two dirty faces.I can still think of two sad stories that happened in the girls' dormitory. I can't let myself be like the protagonists of those two stories.I swore to live on.For myself and for you.

In this strange city, I have worked hard to create a world of my own, and I began to look for you, to find the life that belongs to us.Would you like to come to me? ——Jingjing who loves you December 3, 1997" On the back of the letter was an address she had left for me.Changchun City, Jilin Province…… I couldn't suppress the joy in my heart, and jumped onto the bed.Gangzi, who was sleeping on the upper bunk, immediately poked his head out: "Rotten peach, what's the fuss about?" I left him alone and opened the second letter.The handwriting is the same as the previous letter.Hehe, this Jingjing is not satisfied after writing one letter, so I have another one, that's good, the more the better, I will never get tired of reading her letters.

The content of this letter was beyond my expectation, only four sentences: "Happy kindness and enmity stay in the sky, The back and forth is over. Where is the savior now? I want to spend the spring and autumn in peace. ——Jingjing December 3, 1997" The postmark address on this letter is Yantai City, Shandong Province.And the postmark date was exactly the same as the previous one.How could there be two Jingjing, I was stunned.I don't know what to do for a while.