Chapter 6 second quarter

The car was driving at a constant speed on the highway, neither Bai Feng nor I spoke.The turbulent flow of people on the street brushed past us, I stared out of the window in a daze, the scene of Cai Feng being taken out of the incisional chest by the coroner kept flashing in front of my eyes, a feeling of disgust suddenly returned surged up. I have seen dead people, even people whose death conditions are a hundred times more terrifying, and I can guarantee that even if I face them, I will never be so frightened that I want to open my mouth to vomit.But this time is different, because whenever I think of my friend who was still alive and kicking lying on the operating table, and his internal organs were randomly removed unconsciously, self-blame will emerge in my heart, and I always feel that the person lying on it is not him , but myself, the bloody internal organs were not taken out from his body, I always thought it was a part of my body, and the part of the same organ on my body would also inexplicably ache, and the nausea in my chest would be inexplicable come up.

I wanted to roll open the window to let in fresh air. As soon as I had this idea, the car window next to me slowly opened a crack, and a gust of cool wind blew in. I turned my head to look at Bai Feng, and she smiled at me: "It has already happened, don't be too sad, it's an accident, something no one can control!" "I just feel that I am useless. Do you still remember what Professor Li said?" I took a deep breath and said lightly. "What did he say?" "There are no accidents in the world!" Bai Feng repeated with a little thought: "There are no accidents in the world. Yes, there are no accidents. I believe we will find out!"

"Yes, I will find out. But I suddenly remembered that you told me yesterday that Cai Feng looked a little strange. In fact, I should have taken it to heart at the time, but I ignored it. This is my fault... What do you think is wrong with him?" Bai Feng smiled bitterly and said: "I was just talking casually, and I didn't find anything special. I just felt that the wedding that Cai Feng planned was not in line with his personality. I once studied psychology in the police academy. A famous psychology teacher once said that what a person will do and what results he will achieve can be seen before he takes any action, because everyone's actions depend on this person's character!"

Of course I know the saying that character determines destiny, and I agree with it, so I nodded and waited for her next words. "Cai Feng is a very confident person, so self-confident that he is sometimes a bit stubborn. Besides, he is not a Christian. It is difficult for me to understand why a native Chinese has no experience of living abroad and no Western religious beliefs. Would he choose a Western-style wedding that is rarely used in big cities like Beijing and Shanghai? Isn’t that strange? Besides, medicine is a very rigorous discipline, and people who study medicine should also be very rigorous. Didn’t he think that in Will holding such a wedding in S city that does not conform to Chinese customs will provoke criticism from many relatives and friends?"

Her analysis made sense. In fact, when Cai Feng went to the engagement banquet with him that time, he was very strange and stubborn to the point of absurdity.He is a stubborn person, but definitely not a no-brainer, so why should he persist stubbornly? Bai Feng continued: "When I toast to them, I always feel that Cai Feng seems to have something on his mind and looks absent-minded. Even if a cup falls on the ground beside him, he will look at it in horror. Isn't that His usual appearance, do you remember the scene when we dug up Li Moran's grave last time?" I nod.But she frowned slightly, not knowing what she noticed at that time.

"When we saw that Li Moran's body was not in the tomb, but in the corpse path more than ten meters away from the tomb. At that time, almost everyone's face changed, and some people even took a few steps back in horror, but Only you and he just frowned. Needless to say, you, you have seen this kind of thing a lot, and you are famous for being bold, but he is different. Even Professor Li, who has been on the operating table countless times His expression changed, but Cai Feng just frowned, and I thought to myself: This is another guy who is fearless!" Now that she said it again, I'm afraid the first impression I gave her was another guy who was fearless.I squeezed out a smile and said, "He's not a timid person in the first place!" Of course I'm not bragging for Cai Feng, as far as I know him, he is indeed a courageous and insightful person.

"Yeah, that's what makes me wonder. How can a person who is not afraid of anything be scared by the sound of a cup falling on the floor? Isn't that strange? Unless..." I knew what she was going to say, so I interjected: "Unless there is a very frightening thing in his heart that has been difficult to let go of, and this thing makes him restless, he will be in trouble!" Bai Feng nodded: "I think so too. In addition, I speculate that the reason why he chose to hold a very strange wedding seems to have something to do with it! It seems to be intentional..." She paused, maybe I am trying to figure out what words to use to best express my meaning.

I know what she wants to say: "Escape, you mean escape, right?" Bai Feng nodded vigorously and said, "Yes, escaping, seems to be escaping from something, but what is he escaping from?" No one can answer this question, unless Cai Feng suddenly came back to life and might be able to explain the reason clearly! The car reached a fork in the road, Bai Feng lightly turned the steering wheel, and the car turned left. I remember this road, this one is not the road to the Central Hospital, I glanced at Bai Feng in surprise. Without my opening, Bai Feng said, "We're not going to the Central Hospital!"

"Where are you going?" She sighed and said solemnly: "City Institute of Psychiatry!"