Chapter 109 second quarter

The rope was around my neck, and my feet left the ground naturally. I didn't even feel the slightest discomfort, not even the slightest feeling of suffocation. But the consciousness is still gradually blurred, and there is chaos in front of my eyes, as if I have returned to the original state of the world, blurred, I can't see anything clearly, and there is no sound. This vague feeling lasted for a long time, and I even let go of my steps and ran forward, trying to escape from this vague fog-I should say that my soul started running, if the human soul really If it can exist without the body.

I slammed left and right, turned back and forth, but this fuzzy substance that looked like fog but wasn’t fog filled my surroundings. No matter how hard I tried or how I ran, it never left my side. About two minutes had already passed. But I still have nothing to do. Is this what death feels like?If the origin of the world is indeed like this, and people return to the origin after death, I think this is true.There is no so-called heaven and hell, and there is no bull-headed horse-face who controls reincarnation. People are born in the twilight, and they will return to the twilight. If a person can recall the memory in the mother's stomach, then this memory should be so unbearable.Thinking of this, I suddenly felt scared. Could it be that I am already in someone's belly, waiting to be born into the world?

I raised my arm in horror, and put my entire palm on my eyes. I was relieved when I saw my thick and slightly ugly fingers moving one by one—at least it was not a white and tender fist .But I was not sure right away, yes, who knows if a baby who has not been born in the mother's womb can see his own appearance, maybe what he sees are just the memories of his previous life left in his mind, and a baby just When they were born, didn't they all have wrinkled faces, like a little old man? While I was thinking wildly, my eyes began to gradually become clear, and a strange figure stood in the blurry blue that I didn't know how far away from me.I ran a few steps quickly, for fear that this figure would disappear without a trace in an instant.

A figure became clearer and clearer, and as the distance between me and him gradually shortened, more shadows appeared behind him, a mass of darkness. I couldn't make out their faces, or they had no formed faces at all, more like the foggy figures I saw on the Avikinu. "You finally found it?" A familiar voice uttered from the bottom of my heart. "You are Ningxue?" I shouted loudly, but I couldn't make any sound, it was just a strong idea, or a strong signal. "Yes!" the voice replied, and at the same time, behind the figure in front of me, there seemed to be two veil-like shadows coming in front of me, and one of the shadows slowly became clear as it approached me, waiting for them to come. When she arrived in front of me, she had completely turned into a living person, with bright eyes and bright teeth, long hair fluttering, and a well-proportioned figure. It was Ningxue!

But the figure beside her remained vague and unchanged, and was still a vague image whose identity could not be identified. "Of course I'm coming!" I yelled "loudly," "because I want to find Rock!" "Rock is dead." A strange voice came from the bottom of my heart. I couldn't even identify whether the voice was male or female, or how old it was. It should be said that the signal was more accurate. "Dead?" I asked calmly. "How? When?" "Ten years ago." The signal echoed again, "but it seems you've guessed it."

"Yeah, I think he's the same as another guy I met who's been dead for over thirty years." "Oh?" It (I think this title should be more suitable) issued a curious question mark, "Where?" "In a very remote mountain nest, she killed my friend with an evil spell. So, I sent her to the west too." I replied, and Yu Po's strangely painted face emerged before my eyes . "No wonder she didn't hear our call. It turns out that this memory no longer exists." I don't quite understand what it says, what does it mean that a piece of memory no longer exists?Could it be that Yu Po is just a memory, but whose memory is it?

"Who do you think I am?" the voice asked again. I immediately replied: "You should be another incarnation of Rock." I really didn't know what words to use to describe this vague shadow, so I had to use such a strange word. "You can also say that, but it's not accurate. It should be said that I am another memory attached to Rock." "It's like being possessed by a ghost?" I asked. "If it makes it easy for you to understand, you can think so." I asked a little angrily: "Then who are you? Why did you kill Roque, and there are so many people outside?" There were countless hanging corpses in front of my eyes. This was not only a murder case that lasted for millions of years , or a brutal murder.

"Murder?" The voice showed strong surprise, "No, every piece of memory here will not give birth to the idea of ​​murdering others, let alone the ability to do so." "So, what happened to Rock? What happened to those people?" Ningxue interrupted at this time, although I saw her lips move, but the voice came from the bottom of my heart: "Let me tell you. Ten years ago, an adventure enthusiast came to Shennongjia, but on a climb He fell into a mountain stream hundreds of meters deep. There was a rushing river, and the cold deep water immediately suffocated him. Two days later, his body floated downstream and was killed by wolves. Qun found it and brought it here, so he was given a new life, but that life was no longer Rock, but just a memory."

I seem to understand a little bit: "Those corpses are the victims who died in Shennongjia?" "Yes!" Another voice continued, "Since human beings appeared on the earth, we know that you will replace other creatures and become the future overlord of the earth. And we need a lot of tools to find out the path of destruction for us. The treasures we lost in the world, those treasures were our only hope for all these memories, so we collected them, hoping to redeem our fate. Now, we finally did!" "Since there are humans, have you been searching?" I asked.

"Not only human beings, in fact, we have never stopped before the generation of human beings. But every life has its own limitations, and our abilities are more or less restricted. So far, only human beings are ours. The most suitable option we found. Not only do you have a flexible body, but you also have a sufficiently developed brain space, and our ability can use it to obtain another form of use." "Ningxue, are you also a memory?" I looked at the living Ningxue and asked. She shook her head: "I'm not, I'm a human being just like you, but I'm not an ordinary human being. Our family all have abilities beyond ordinary people. This ability has been passed down from generation to generation and has been included in our blood. "

"What superpower?" "Spiritual power!" Ningxue replied solemnly. "Spiritual power." I felt a little puzzled.Although I believe that the spirit is indeed a force that cannot be ignored, it still depends on a person's body to function, which often manifests as a superpower that is very different from ordinary people, but I really can't understand what she means by spirit power What exactly? "Do you still remember what the Teda chief said about a thousand years ago?" "You mean the legend about touching the gods and covering up a city in the desert?" "That's not a legend. In fact, the person who convinced the chief to open the pyramid is my ancestor." "Oh?" I let out a soft cry, which was something I had never thought of. "Our family has always believed in a belief that the spirit can function independently of the body. What we have pursued for generations is to practice the spirit to make it stronger, and each generation will inherit what the predecessors have learned, and each generation will also be able to use it in other generations. At the end of life, I will pass my cultivation achievements to my offspring through blood. Therefore, our family only chooses to have children at the end of life, in order to inherit cultivation. And in our family, it is passed down from generation to generation With a belief that one day, we will be able to reach the realm of ascension and fly to heaven." The more I listen, the more I feel that this is a ridiculous heresy of seeking immortality. If I hadn't personally experienced the strange experience Ningxue brought me, I really thought she had gone crazy: "What realm can you reach now?" Ningxue said: "It can freeze time in a short period of time, can perceive the psychological changes of people around it and have an impact in a short period of time, and can make certain small objects be transferred in space." I was speechless when I heard that, these abilities are no longer just in the category of superpowers, they have reached the level of supernatural powers.However, this also allowed me to find a more reasonable explanation for the strange experience that happened around me during this period, although it still sounds so shocking. "Then, why did your ancestor a thousand years ago know the secret of the existence of that pyramid, but it seems that what he knew was not accurate." I asked again. "It's a long story, let me tell you!" said another voice.However, after he finished this sentence, there was no further explanation. But at this moment, I seemed to be enlightened, and all the doubts in my heart immediately had a reasonable explanation.Because at this time a strange picture spanning hundreds of millions of years appeared in my mind.It seems that this magical and grotesque picture scroll has always existed in my subconscious mind, but it has only been awakened now. "This memory should be considered as a gift to human friends when we leave. I hope you will not repeat the same mistakes. I hope you can live peacefully on this beautiful planet forever." "Where are you going?" I asked as I pondered the meaning of his words. The shadow finally moved a little bit. He raised his head and looked up at the empty "air".In fact, it wasn't just him, the endless black shadow stretching behind him all raised their heads.Only then did I realize that the foggy blur was no longer there, and I could clearly see the number of these unrecognizable shadows. To describe it, it is clearly a sea of ​​shadows, filled in the boundless blue space. Out of curiosity, I also raised my head and looked up, but there was only a hazy blue, and it was hard to distinguish when it was far or near, and it made me feel like opening my mouth to vomit. "Everything is over. We have waited for hundreds of millions of years, and we live in this place that does not distinguish time and space. Looking around, there is only chaotic blue, only illusory images. Now, we can finally leave here, step forward to the real world." I still didn't understand, and sent him a puzzled signal: "What do you mean?" "In a place far, far away from here, a new star is forming, and in a few hundred million years, a beautiful planet will be formed there, and in a few hundred million years, there will be a star on this planet. Water, by the time we get there, life forms have evolved enough to provide us with enough terraformed samples that a new civilization will blossom on a distant planet. I think, after the baptism of this catastrophe , where we can live forever." I "listened" to his emotional description, and couldn't help being moved.The desire of life to survive is so strong that a life form has waited for hundreds of millions of years in order to survive for tens of thousands of years.Hundreds of millions of years may be just a moment in the universe, but for fragile life, it is almost eternity. Now, I also understand what he meant by the redemption he told me in the Sahara.I obviously misunderstood, what destruction, what doomsday, it's just a ridiculous idea of ​​poor human beings centered on themselves.I am ashamed of the self-righteousness of human beings, including myself. Perhaps, in the memory of life that has developed a more powerful civilization, human beings are just a kind of monkeys that have not yet fully evolved. "A space journey lasting hundreds of millions of years is too dangerous, and any accidental factor may destroy you physically and mentally!" I said with emotion. "Yes!" answered the voice, "but this is the risk we must take, and any life takes the risk of its own mistakes. And, is there any other way? Since our world ended, What are our memories, life? Or lonely ghosts? Ghosts have their own destination, where is our destination? This planet no longer belongs to us." In fact, there is another way for them to continue to survive on the earth, and that is to use other life forms, but for a life form that has developed a high degree of civilization, this kind of wandering life is unbearable. They can neither live in their own way, nor can they integrate into another life group.Of course, I don't want to see this happen either.Just imagine, if you have a friend by your side, he is very close to you, even your significant other, you eat together, sleep together, have fun together, suffer together, you are almost inseparable.But suddenly one day, you find that this wife or husband is just a dead body without breathing, how would you feel? "What about you? Ningxue, you want to take such a big risk to go to a planet that doesn't belong to you?" I turned to look at Ningxue. "Since my spirit can exist independently without my body, I don't belong to human beings anymore. Maybe I will live happier if I stay with them." Ningxue replied cheerfully. "Yes, although she had a lot of spiritual energy at that time, her spirit could only exist in the body. But now, her spirit can be free." That signal sent out a strong vibration, even I was shocked. Can feel the taste of affection inside. "This is all thanks to you. Without your guidance, I'm afraid I would never be able to reach this level in my life." Ningxue's signal was full of gentleness, and it was the first time I heard her speak like this. Woman, when she faces her lover, the ice and snow will melt! I felt a little uncomfortable standing in front of them, so I had no choice but to change the subject: "Then...then I wish you all the best of luck...but Mrs. Luo may feel sad about this ending." "Please apologize to Mrs. Luo on my behalf. Although I am not her son, I can feel a mother's love for her son. I am sorry for this ending. However, I think she will see me soon The message I left for her is to understand the truth of the matter. Fortunately, Roque still has a son. I have endowed him with a stronger intelligence than ordinary people, and I hope he can carry forward the career of the Luo family." "Okay, Mr. Yi, you should go, and we should go too." Ningxue said. "Can I go back?" I asked in surprise. "Of course, you didn't actually leave your body...now, you'll know," Roque (let me call him that for the last time) replied. "Then... I wish you all good luck!" I smiled wryly, and I really didn't know what else to say other than this simple farewell sentence. "Good luck to you too!" Rock finally said. After he finished speaking, my vision slowly became blurred again.All the figures disappeared in an instant, including Ningxue, my kind, of course.