Chapter 17 Chapter 72 Depression

Ye Tianxing said: "I believe in you, so do you still remember the gun I gave you before going to sea?" I kept the gun on me all the time, so I took it out and put it on the table in front of him and said, "Give it back to you." When I was about to withdraw my hand, Ye Tianxing pressed my hand and said: "I want to ask you to do one thing: please kill me." I almost jumped up from the chair and said, "What, you asked me to kill you?" Ye Tianxing said: "That's right, whalers cannot commit suicide, otherwise they will be cursed by the gods for generations, but I really deserve to die, and since you are here to assassinate me, you just finished your mission and everything is fine." I deserved it."

I said: "That's absolutely impossible, I never thought of killing someone." Ye Tianxing said: "You killed a guilty person, no one will blame you, if you don't kill me, your conscience should be condemned." Seeing my hesitation, Ye Tianxing said again: "They sent you out to do things, of course you have to do things well, otherwise you won't even be able to explain yourself." It's really strange, I have never seen such a person who perseveres so tirelessly in persuading others to kill him, and he is very sincere in his performance. Thinking of this, I said: "Whatever you say, I will not be a murderer."

Ye Tianxing's expression became elusive, and the air was so quiet that he could even hear his breath clearly. It is difficult to force others to die, and it is equally difficult to force others to kill, so Ye Tianxing finally chose to press me. I pulled the trigger with my hand, and I didn't prevent him from doing such a thing. When I jumped up from the chair, I could already see the blood flowing down like a shot, and it was all over my body in an instant. . Before I could speak, Ye Tianxing shook his hand weakly and said: "I don't blame you, it's my fault from the beginning to the end, I shouldn't do those things that destroy humanity, I... deserve what I deserve, in fact, I have already lived enough ...Every day, I'm counting on you." After barely finishing these words, he tilted his head and died.

This is the first time I have faced a bloody corpse since I grew up. Ye Tianxing died indirectly by my hands, but it is strange. Facing a corpse, I don't have the fear I imagined, and I don't even feel anxious. None, even... It's really hard for me to explain my current mood, because it's very different from the mood I expected. Now I'm so calm, it's not normal. Thinking of this, I walked up to Ye Tianxing, probed his breath with my hand, then I picked up the pistol and stuck it in my body. I was about to open the door but found a letter on the doorknob. It seemed that Ye Tianxing had already I was ready to die, I opened the envelope, and there was not only a letter but also a hospital certificate inside. After reading it, I realized that Ye Tianxing had suffered from depression very early, no wonder he wanted to die so much.

After opening the letter and reading the whole content, it is nothing more than his last words, telling me to take good care of Gou Tiantian, and left a password for the safe, it seems that I want to inherit his inheritance, but his safe is set The place is very strange. According to his message in the letter, I opened the glass door of the bookcase behind his desk, which is divided into five compartments, but there are nine "Engels Diaries" in three rows near the middle, which are already covered with dust. When the corner of the outermost book was pulled, the nine books moved as a whole. It turned out to be a well-disguised outer body, revealing a square safe inside.

This is a digital safe. When I entered the password, there was a sudden beep, and the glass-like object in the middle suddenly lit up, and a green light shot out. Of course I knew that this was a very advanced fingerprint recognition system. This is a big joke. Well, he should have opened the safe first before he died. Thinking of this, I pushed Ye Tianxing's body, which was slumped in the soft chair, under the safe, and lifted his hands and pressed them against the glass one by one. But I was disappointed because they couldn't be opened. This is really a big joke. The system to identify the lockbox does not use his fingerprint as an identification, so how do I open it?Thinking of this, I read the letter carefully from the inside to the outside, but found that I couldn't find any clues. But I also know that if the news of Ye Tianxing's death gets out, it won't take long There will be a thorough investigation by the police, so the safe will naturally be insecure. If there is any shocking secret in it, it may be a very big loss for the whale driver.

Thinking of this, I turned my attention to Ye Tianxing's corpse. It seemed that the truth must be concealed. Facing a corpse, I began to think about how to deal with him. Suddenly, I came back to my senses. I was in a cold sweat for a moment, because I suddenly I realized that I was so cold-blooded. It seems that I resisted killing people because I didn't know that I could actually kill people. Is it possible that apart from outstanding personal ability, a hard heart is also a manifestation of a whaler? Thinking of this, I took out the cigarette Ye Tianxing gave me, lit it and took a sip, my hand was as steady as Mount Tai, without shaking at all. When I finished smoking a cigarette, I began to calmly recall the origin of the whole thing. , confirmed that I was a whaler, and then he took me out to sea, let me understand Gou Tiantian's every move, promote the relationship between me and him, and then understand the true state of mind in my heart, and confirmed that I don't hate them. The group of people chose to commit suicide to get rid of it, and entrusted Gou Tiantian to me... No, let a cold-blooded person like me take care of the child, what did Ye Tianxing think?

But I immediately wanted to understand, the reason is very simple, Ye Tianxing doesn't know what kind of personality I am, because even I didn't know it before. Thinking of this, I took a deep puff of the cigarette and exhaled it slowly. This is enough to prove that my breathing is very even. I stared at my reflection on the glass of the bookcase for a long time. Could this be me?Real me?I don't want to be like this, I don't want to be a cold person, but my feelings can't be deceived, I really showed a chilling calmness, I think even if a killer faces the prey he kills, I'm afraid that's what I am now.

But...why did some not-so-big accidents immediately touch my nerves?Some unexpected situations before would always surprise me, and I would also feel scared, but many things should be nothing compared to indirect killing, but I am indifferent to killing. The more I thought about it, the more confused I became, and I even forgot about the safe. Suddenly someone knocked on the door. I woke up from my contemplation, and immediately panicked. It was murder. When I realized it, I immediately put the pistol on the table, but the knock on the door didn't stop. What should I do?what should I do?In the midst of a dilemma, I picked up the pistol by mistake, and when I was about to open the door with the gun, I heard Gou Tiantian say: "Uncle Zou is me, please open the door."

The voice was as calm as water, but it made me suspicious again. This is obviously Ye Tianxing's office. Why did he ask me to open the door? Could it be that he already knew that Ye Tianxing was dead. But since it was him, I calmed down. Although I know his relationship with Ye Tianxing, such a child is not difficult to deal with. Thinking of this, I opened the door, Gou Tiantian sat in the wheelchair with a normal expression, and we looked at each other for a while , or I spoke first: "Your Uncle Ye is dead." But Gou Tiantian's words were beyond my expectation, he said: "I know, because I heard the gunshot."

I can't accept my calmness when facing the dead because I feel that I am too cold, but it also makes me wonder that a child is so indifferent to the departure of the person who may be his closest. Isn't this world crazy? Is it me? Gou Tiantian expressed his intention to enter the house, I made way for him, he pushed the wheelchair in, and closed the door casually, I kept my eyes on him, and found that his expression didn't change at all when he saw Ye Tianxing's body, He just said lightly: "Finally he died." This sentence made me lose my head, and I said, "What do you mean by that?" Gou Tian said: "Isn't my meaning clear enough?" I took a breath, tried to calm myself down and said, "This person has been taking care of you and devoted a lot of effort to you. Are you really indifferent to his death?" Gou Tian said: "Is this also worth appealing? Do I have to sympathize with a coward?" After hearing this, I wondered: "He is a coward? How did you come to such a conclusion?" Gou Tian said: "Because he killed people in the past, he actually suffered from depression. Isn't such a person a coward? My father is an indomitable hero. He is also my father's life-and-death acquaintance. Reflecting on his mistakes, he was a jerk, a complete jerk." He said this in a powerful tone, completely different from the kind and simple Gou Tiantian before, so I couldn't help but re-evaluate him and said: "Since you despise him so much, why are you still willing to follow him for so long? " Gou Tiantian glanced at me, and there was no such pure and righteous look in his eyes anymore, it was a sinister look, a mean look, expressing the truest emotion in his heart, and said: "If I don't follow him, I will die. And he owns my father's wealth. In fact, I always wanted him to die, but I was afraid that he would really die, because once he died, I would lose my protection, but if he didn't die, I would have to live in his life all day long. In control, controlled by a coward, do you know what it feels like?" The more I listened, the more amazed I was. I didn't expect the difference between this child's thinking and behavior to be so huge, and I didn't expect him to be so deep-minded and able to pretend so thoroughly. Although I didn't feel the corpse, I really felt it. This child is very scary. Gou Tiantian said to me: "What are your plans? I see that you have already discovered the secret of the safe, so no outsiders are allowed to enter this room, otherwise it is very likely that the secret will be revealed." I said: "You seem to know everything. I really don't understand how a child who is sick every day can have this ability?" Gou Tiantian suddenly stood up from the wheelchair and said, "Seeing is not necessarily believing." His cunning expression was obvious, and he was a little complacent, just like the kind of child who has done bad things without telling the adults and yet managed to do so. With that kind of expression, from his body, I seem to vaguely see the appearance of Gou Zhangkong.