Chapter 15 postscript fact and fiction

"What does it feel like to be in love?" "It doesn't feel like much." "Then, what is love?" "It's very simple, just like what we are now. Go shopping together, eat fast food, buy Haagen-Dazs for you to lick, Go to the movies, go to the amusement park... wait, stuff like that." "It's that simple?" "Well, it's really simple." "Then why don't I feel a heartbeat at all?" "You don't have a heartbeat, yes Because you don’t love me.” Some time ago, I flipped through my diary and suddenly found the above conversation.After recalling it for a long time, I finally remembered that this was a conversation on a date not long after I dated my second girlfriend in high school.After this conversation, I broke up with her.

Feeling depressed, maybe we are, like all empty men and women, desperately looking for fulfillment.However, the love of high school students is like the morning. Although the air is fresh, it is too pure and unbearably pure, so the so-called fulfillment does not include love. A friend once told me that love is not complicated, there are only five places to come and go: bars, banks, shopping malls, bedrooms, and streets.There are only five sentences: cheers, withdraw money, pay the bill, want you, goodbye.He said that Zhang Xiaoxian's view of love has been outdated for a long time. I am more depressed!Because my life, since the end of my school days, has never been fulfilled.The daily schedule seems to be full and busy, but as soon as I lie in bed and sleep, it becomes very empty.

At that time, I liked to turn off all the lights and stare blankly at the ceiling until my eyelids could no longer be opened, fell asleep, and then greeted the second empty day. My friend said that there is an adjective that can clearly describe such an emotional color, and he called it, wait. However, I am not waiting for anything at all, because in my life, there is no waiting at all.Some just eat, sleep, be empty, and work.Although the friends around me are envious that I can arrange my time freely and run around leisurely. But this kind of life, after a long time, is really boring. Depressed, writing here, I have completely forgotten what the purpose of this postscript is.Forget it, who cares, just treat it like an old man in his twenties whining indiscriminately.Anyway, that's what happened.

The novel "Golden Baby" was conceived after breaking up with my second girlfriend in high school, which came much earlier than the Silent Night series.There are actually many examples of the "false work" in the book in the world. Friends who are interested can investigate it, which is very interesting. This book, I wrote the hardest ever. As early as more than two years ago, I went to the place where there is a legend about the golden baby to collect materials.I couldn't write the manuscript this month, so I had to delay the manuscript and walk along the legendary route of the golden baby again.

Only this time it went further!Legend has it that he ran nearly 500 kilometers of mountain roads after chasing it. When he came back, he was covered with scars. Unfortunately, he took more than 300 photos with a digital camera, but there was not even a picture of the golden baby. It is said that as early as several decades ago, in that noisy age, everything was destroyed, and even the legend of the golden baby became incomplete. Writing this book does not include folklore at all, but simply discusses the facts based on the story of the golden baby.Many of the books in the book are me tinkering with the legend of the golden baby based on my imagination, which is of no reference value, just read it and laugh.

Speaking of high school, in fact, at that time, I wanted to be a folklorist.Because I can go to many places in the name of investigation, and it is still at public expense, so cool!Folklorists, there must be many stories to write! In fact, I started writing novels by myself, really by accident.I don't know how other writers live. Anyway, the money I earn from writing novels is far from being able to offset the cost of materials.Hehe, but it's also very fun. At least it can be said with confidence that the money I earn is rebates to readers in another form.And myself, in this kind of rebate, has enriched a lot of knowledge that was impossible to come into contact with before, huh, satisfied.

Well, let's stop here!I am invisible. The next three books are all written, and they are also hard-written novels. It took several months to collect materials and traveled to more than 20 places.The cost is probably higher than the value of the novel itself. I hope you will like it.