Chapter 9 Chapter 7 Makeup
Old people often say that time is like a river, the left bank is the unforgettable memory, the right bank is the youth worth grasping, and the middle is the faint sadness of youth.
There are many beautiful things in the world, but there are not many that really belong to us. In this troubled secular world, it is also a state to learn to treat everything around us with an ordinary heart.
But people in the world have too much helplessness in life, we can't change, and we are powerless to change. What's worse, we lose the idea of changing.So when it comes time to grieve, what do people do?Blindly sad, or find a way to dilute it?
Yuan Xiaowen may belong to the latter.
"Excuse me, is this the 'place where you can effectively waste time and pain' that you want me to accompany you?" I looked at the noisy playground, and a crow flew over my head.
"Well, I love to come here when I'm in a bad mood." Yuan Xiaowen didn't even look at me, and worked hard in the big game.
But your mother died just now, is this just called "unhappy"?Of course I didn't say this stupidly, I just stood beside her silently as a bodyguard.
After playing wildly for a while, she walked to a NAMCO Monopoly coin pusher with many screens, carefully looked around, and then told me: "Hey, help me look around."
"What are you doing?" I frowned. Could it be that this little girl wants to push the machine and shake the game coins out of the machine?No, the coin pusher in front of me is as big as a hill, and there are ten of them in her small body, so there is probably nothing they can do with this machine!
"Hmph, I just lost my mother, and you didn't follow me." As she spoke, she pretended to cry.
"Okay, auntie, I'll help you look after it, don't cry." Depressed, I've provoked someone, why did I come to this hellish place with good intentions!
It's easy for her to cry, but it's troublesome for the people around her to think about it.Most people in this world still have a strong imagination, although that kind of imagination is usually gossip.
Seeing that I agreed, Yuan Xiaowen immediately burst into laughter, and the quick change was heartless.Then, something happened that left me speechless.
She dropped a game coin into the coin pusher, and the coin-sized game coin was drawn into the push slot along the slide.There was no accident, because the aim was poor, the game currency bounced off the ground, and it just bounced onto a golden prop.
"Pity……"
Before the words were finished, an amazing thing happened.
I saw that it was still firmly above the coin drop opening just now, and a large number of game coins that seemed to fall off at the touch of a touch actually fell down, and the sound of falling coins kept rattling.Game coins kept falling out of the coin return slot, filling the coin return slot to the brim, and even overflowed to the outside and fell to the ground.
It is not difficult to find that the game currency does not drop for no reason.Basically, there was an invisible hand that took the coins and props over.
Immediately, a large group of people looked over, all with envious eyes, thinking that the girl in front of her had hit the big prize and won the big prize.
I stood there dumbfounded, and it took me a while to realize, "Did you do it with phantom limbs?"
"Well, the third hand is very useful, right?" Yuan Xiaowen nodded vigorously, and brought a plate with game coins with a smile on her face.After returning all the coins, I actually made more than a thousand yuan.
I looked at her dumbfounded, "It's the first time I've seen this method of earning extra money with super powers. Your technique can be regarded as the first person in China and abroad!"
"This beauty is a new human being, the same kind of person as Wolverine in "X-Men". Even though you are smart, Mr. Ye Buyu, you still can't understand me."
She put a thousand yuan into her pink strawberry wallet with peace of mind.
Well, there is a racial generation gap between me and her in an instant.
Walk out of the playground and take a slow walk on the street.It took a long time for the fake smile on Yuan Xiaowen's face to dissipate, and tears flashed in her eyes, "Thank you for being crazy with me today." I sighed secretly, sure enough, the sadness of the loss of a loved one is not so easy to fade away.She was obviously in pain, but she tried every means to hold on. This girl is more sensible and stronger than I imagined. "It's nothing, as a handsome guy, you have the obligation to date beautiful women. You think handsome guys are easy to be!" I smiled lightly, took out a tissue from my pocket and handed it to her. Yuan Xiaowen lowered her head and wiped away the tears that were about to flow from her eyes again, her voice returned to normal, but she was still trembling slightly: "Actually, I called Mr. Ye Buyu to check on my mother's affairs. But I didn't expect it to be too late step." My brows lowered, and the weird scene of crazy Obasan killing himself and then committing suicide quickly flashed deep in my heart, "Oh, what's going on?" "Although I don't know how my mother died now, I'm afraid it's a big mess. I'm not a fool, just look at the expressions of those policemen." Yuan Xiaowen is very smart, she looked up at me, "Mr. Ye Buyu I'm afraid there are already some guesses?" "How do you say?" I remained calm. Yuan Xiaowen closed her eyes, seemed to be feeling the wind blowing on the street, took a deep breath, and then said: "Just now, when I was in the playground, there was a news break. It said that there was a female lunatic on Yushi Avenue, not far from Yushi Hospital. Killed a lot of people with a kitchen knife and then committed suicide. I suspect that is my mother!" There was no turmoil on my face, but my heart was turbulent. How did this girl guess it?Could it be that her mother had shown some signs when she was at home? "Let's sit in a coffee shop, if Mr. Yebuyu doesn't think I'm long-winded. The little girl will slowly tell the matter to the husband, although it's too late." Yuan Xiaowen wiped her tears and held back Without crying, she walked straight to a nearby coffee shop. I followed her, ordered two cappuccinos and a fruit salad, and slowly listened to her talk.The weird things that happened in her house began to gradually surface in front of me. As before, the "I" Yuan Xiaowen refers to refers to her herself.
Before telling my story, let me tell a horror story I saw from the Internet.Speaking of which, everything happened after reading that story. That story was widely circulated on the Internet. It was about a very beautiful girl named Lin Shi, with fair skin, big eyes, and beautiful hair fluttering in the wind. Everyone likes her very much. Of course, Lin Shi knew that she was beautiful since she was a child. When her grandmother was around, she often showed Lin Shi a delicate mirror and said she was beautiful.Later, when grandma died, the mirror was left to Lin Shi, and it became Lin Shi's treasure, and she had to take a picture of it two or three times a day. Lin Shi grew up slowly, and she has always been the most lovable girl in the class. One day, a very cute girl came to the class, which made Lin Shi unhappy for a long time.From then on, Lin Shi's thoughts were spent on dressing up, and that girl was also compared with her intentionally or unintentionally. Lin Shi's grades plummeted, and her temper became worse and worse.She took out the mirror almost every hour to look at it. She saw that the stars on TV were so dazzling, and she felt that she should be the same. So she saved every lunch money to buy cosmetics, and didn't eat dinner, saying that she wanted to lose weight.Not long after, the height of 1.6 meters was reduced to 35 kilograms, and the whole person looked like a skeleton. The family members were anxious in their eyes, but every time they talked about her, she always protested by going on a hunger strike, so that the family members did not dare to say anything more, for fear that she would not even eat breakfast. But Lin Shi's situation became more and more weird, she went to bed late every day, and didn't know what to do alone in the house.But suddenly one day, she returned to normal, her grades gradually improved, and she was not as thin as before, so everyone was relieved. A few days later, Lin Shi's cousin came over because of something, and she shared a room with Lin Shi.That night, my cousin saw that Lin Shi was sleeping soundly, so she fell asleep herself, but for some reason, she couldn't fall asleep all the time, so she just lay on the bed thinking about her thoughts.At this moment, I suddenly saw Lin Shi sitting up, and by the moonlight, I saw her slowly take out some things and paint on her face. The cousin opened her eyes wide and looked at the makeup of her younger sister. It was very strange, red eye shadow, red eyebrows, red lips, but her face was terribly pale.After melting, Lin Shi took the mirror and began to comb her hair, but the hair fell down one by one, and the cousin finally cried out in fright. Lin Shi turned her head to look at her cousin, smiled and said, "You see, my hair is falling out, what should I do, you are my sister, please help me." "What, what do you want me to help you with?" The cousin was too scared to speak at this time. Lin Shi smiled strangely again: "I've been using black cat hair on my head recently, but it still doesn't look good. Sister, give me your hair." After finishing speaking, she walked over faintly, and only a scream from her cousin could be heard in the dark room. Everyone suddenly woke up from their sleep and came to Lin Shi's room. They saw her cousin scratching her head vigorously, and the long black hair that had been grabbed was all on the ground.Seeing her family members with blood all over her face, she suddenly smiled and said, "I gave all my hair to my younger sister. Look at how beautiful she is." But no matter how noisy the room was, Lin Shi on the bed lay there motionless, fast asleep.Someone felt that something was wrong, walked over to take a look, and was surprised to find that Lin Shi was already dead, and the body looked particularly ugly. His thin face was covered with red makeup, and his hair fell on the bed because of lack of nutrition, it was sparse.Lin Shi is holding the mirror that her grandmother gave her. It turns out that she has to look in the mirror every night to dress up. Lin Shi was finally sent to the hospital. The doctor said that the girl had been dead for two or three days.But none of the family members knew how Lin Shi died. From then on, I just listened to my insane cousin often say to others alone at night: "Don't make up at night, don't dress up, ghosts put on makeup at night." It is said that there is a local legend that all the people who put on makeup at night are ghosts, and because Lin Shi always puts on makeup at night, the ghosts took away their souls as if they were of the same kind. Ha ha, isn't it an interesting horror story?In fact, before reading this story, I didn’t wear much makeup, I only used some skin care products. After all, youth is the capital. Although I am not very beautiful, I am still above average in school. In school, I had a crush on a boy who was very handsome and talented.Originally, I planned to confess to him a month ago, but just like the story above, a very beautiful girl suddenly transferred to another school in my class.That girl is really beautiful, and everyone will be ashamed of themselves in front of her. All the boys looked at her with perverted eyes, and the boy I had a crush on was no exception. When he saw her for the first time, he never looked away. At that moment, I clearly heard the voice of my heartbroken.My plan to confess my confession failed. I will never win that girl's beauty in my life. The transfer student's name was Wang Qiuyu, and she lived up to her name, with a gloomy look on her face like autumn rain.She doesn't like to laugh, and she doesn't fit in very well. She likes to sit alone and look out the window silently. She almost never responded to anyone who spoke to her, and neither did the boy I had a crush on.Such indifference made her nickname "cold beauty" in school. But her appearance is so beautiful that it not only attracts men, but also makes girls obsessed.No one accused her of being cold, but felt that the coldness that emanated from her was a more attractive quality. I have to say that beautiful women can really make most people in the world more tolerant. (After Yuan Xiaowen said this, she lightly stroked her pretty face with her hands, and muttered.) This world is really unfair! Seeing such a situation, I, who was originally desperate, let out a sigh of relief, thinking that the boy should wake up after hitting a wall.Unexpectedly, the boy's fascination with Wang Qiuyu became more and more difficult to extricate himself. He began to follow her, but never took his eyes off her. I've never seen him like this.I really want him to look at me like that, just one look. All I need is for him to look at me, and I'm satisfied, and I don't even have to die. But he never paid attention to me after all, all his attention was on Wang Qiuyu.He no longer played his favorite football, and his grades plummeted. All of this made my heart that was already broken be trampled to a horrible degree.I began to think that it would be nice if I was a little prettier, then he would take a look at me. As if sensing my thoughts, the transfer student Wang Qiuyu suddenly walked up to my desk one afternoon a month ago, and asked softly, "Do you want to be beautiful?" "What?" I was stunned. From this sentence, the words between us began to increase. The men and women in the school envied me very much, because Wang Qiuyu only talked to me, and ignored everyone else, even the teacher.The funny thing is, at the time, I felt honored and thought I was special to her. Although she snatched away my crush and ruined my first love, I don't hold grudges against her because she was unintentional after all.During that time, I even regarded her as a friend. (Yuan Xiaowen sighed softly, as if releasing her inner depression.) The sight of the boy I have a crush on is finally projected on me for the first time, but I would rather not.He found me, knelt down and begged me to help him pursue Wang Qiuyu. It's ridiculous, isn't it, the boy didn't know that the person he was begging on his knees had actually been secretly in love with him all along, and the crush was very painful.My heart is full of bitterness, bitter to death. That day, my heart was bleeding all the time, but no tears came out. If only it could be beautiful.At that time, I thought that it would be great if I could become as beautiful as Wang Qiuyu. Wang Qiuyu, who was sitting not far behind me, asked me to buy snacks during recess, and stared at my face on the way, her eyes had a strange look.At that moment, I even felt a sense of fear deep in my heart, as if I had become a mouse stared at by a cat. Suddenly, she laughed, the first time I saw her laugh.Wang Qiuyu's smile is so beautiful that even if he is a girl, it makes my heart skip a beat. "Do you want to be beautiful?" She asked again the question she had when she spoke to me for the first time, this time she gently held my face in her hands, and said in a bewitching tone: "Actually, the outline of your face She has the lines of a stunning beauty, and with a little make-up, she will become very beautiful." "The school doesn't allow students to wear make-up. Parents will be invited." Yushi Middle School's folk customs are actually very conservative. The school believes that the responsibility of students is to study, and it is unforgivable for middle school girls to wear make-up. "Look at me, I have put on makeup." Wang Qiuyu brought her flamboyant and hopelessly pink face closer. "No, there is no trace of makeup on you at all." I scrutinized her a few times, but I couldn't tell if she was really wearing makeup. I thought she was afraid that I would feel inferior, so she deliberately comforted me. Now that I think about it, I'm just an idiot who doesn't understand anything. Wang Qiuyu smiled brightly, and slightly closed her star-like eyes, and said softly, "Because I'm wearing a special kind of makeup. That kind of makeup can't be seen at all. Do you want to try it?" Maybe it's because he wants to get the attention of his crush, or maybe it's because of the girl's mentality of loving beauty, and even more out of jealousy of her beauty.I followed her in a daze. Wang Qiuyu took me to the old school building, a place that was said to have been haunted.She said it was to keep that special makeup a secret and only share it with me. I believed it, and walked into a certain room on the third floor of the old school building with her.In that place, she carefully held out a ceramic jar.The jar was full of a rotten, foul-smelling substance, much like the silt in a river.I'm so disgusted that I wouldn't want her to smear that thing on my face. Wang Qiuyu ignored my protest, and completely lost the gentleness and elegance of the school.She slapped me on the face, knocking me into a daze. Taking advantage of this moment, she quickly smeared the mud on my face. To be honest, the liquid object was icy cold, soft and greasy, as if it was the fat extracted from some kind of animal. The skin absorbs those oily substances quickly, just like the dry land that has been raining for a long time, it is quickly absorbed by the pores.Although I felt disgusted inside, my facial muscles and skin felt very comfortable, and I even felt addicted. Wang Qiuyu packed some silt-like grease and threw it to me, and said dryly: "From tomorrow, around twelve o'clock in the morning every day, take an appropriate amount of these cosmetics and apply them to your face on time, and you will become very healthy." Pretty, even prettier than me." Then, I really started to look pretty.This kind of change is not a quantitative change after long-term accumulation, but a rapid qualitative change. The speed of the change caught me off guard. When I woke up the next day, my otherwise above-average looks began to look like I was superior. My skin has become softer and smoother, and the freckles under my eyes have disappeared. It is natural for girls to love beauty, just like a sociologist said, society causes men to die from excessive smoking and alcohol, and women die from cosmetic poisoning. I obviously felt that there was a problem in my heart, but it was hard to extricate myself because of its really strange effect. I'm afraid this mentality is exactly the same as that of a drug addict, addicted to beauty.As long as it is something that can make you beautiful, no matter how disgusting it is or if it has huge side effects, a large number of girls will flock to use it. After Wang Qiuyu gave me those weird cosmetics, she never appeared in school again. The boy I had a crush on was very decadent for a while.Suddenly one day, I found that his eyes began to notice me, and the frequency of his eyes sweeping towards me became faster and faster. Finally, he confessed to me. But when that day comes, I feel very boring.Boys are like this, as long as it is a beautiful girl, no matter who she is, you can change your favorite target at will. He is like this, and other boys are like this.Really boring. Although not long ago, I couldn't even think of being boring. But now I am beautiful, confident, and surrounded by men and women at all times. Without any suspense, I readily rejected him.This is how my first love ended. But the story is far from over.The terrible things have only just begun. (Yuan Xiaowen took a sip of her cappuccino, her gaze cast through the wooden table in front of her, projecting to an unknown number of kilometers below the ground. It can be seen that although she showed no concern for the phantom limb, she was indeed terrified inside.) After more than ten days of using that slushy thing, I did a stupid thing.I introduced this thing to my mother.
Walk out of the playground and take a slow walk on the street.It took a long time for the fake smile on Yuan Xiaowen's face to dissipate, and tears flashed in her eyes, "Thank you for being crazy with me today." I sighed secretly, sure enough, the sadness of the loss of a loved one is not so easy to fade away.She was obviously in pain, but she tried every means to hold on. This girl is more sensible and stronger than I imagined. "It's nothing, as a handsome guy, you have the obligation to date beautiful women. You think handsome guys are easy to be!" I smiled lightly, took out a tissue from my pocket and handed it to her. Yuan Xiaowen lowered her head and wiped away the tears that were about to flow from her eyes again, her voice returned to normal, but she was still trembling slightly: "Actually, I called Mr. Ye Buyu to check on my mother's affairs. But I didn't expect it to be too late step." My brows lowered, and the weird scene of crazy Obasan killing himself and then committing suicide quickly flashed deep in my heart, "Oh, what's going on?" "Although I don't know how my mother died now, I'm afraid it's a big mess. I'm not a fool, just look at the expressions of those policemen." Yuan Xiaowen is very smart, she looked up at me, "Mr. Ye Buyu I'm afraid there are already some guesses?" "How do you say?" I remained calm. Yuan Xiaowen closed her eyes, seemed to be feeling the wind blowing on the street, took a deep breath, and then said: "Just now, when I was in the playground, there was a news break. It said that there was a female lunatic on Yushi Avenue, not far from Yushi Hospital. Killed a lot of people with a kitchen knife and then committed suicide. I suspect that is my mother!" There was no turmoil on my face, but my heart was turbulent. How did this girl guess it?Could it be that her mother had shown some signs when she was at home? "Let's sit in a coffee shop, if Mr. Yebuyu doesn't think I'm long-winded. The little girl will slowly tell the matter to the husband, although it's too late." Yuan Xiaowen wiped her tears and held back Without crying, she walked straight to a nearby coffee shop. I followed her, ordered two cappuccinos and a fruit salad, and slowly listened to her talk.The weird things that happened in her house began to gradually surface in front of me. As before, the "I" Yuan Xiaowen refers to refers to her herself.
Before telling my story, let me tell a horror story I saw from the Internet.Speaking of which, everything happened after reading that story. That story was widely circulated on the Internet. It was about a very beautiful girl named Lin Shi, with fair skin, big eyes, and beautiful hair fluttering in the wind. Everyone likes her very much. Of course, Lin Shi knew that she was beautiful since she was a child. When her grandmother was around, she often showed Lin Shi a delicate mirror and said she was beautiful.Later, when grandma died, the mirror was left to Lin Shi, and it became Lin Shi's treasure, and she had to take a picture of it two or three times a day. Lin Shi grew up slowly, and she has always been the most lovable girl in the class. One day, a very cute girl came to the class, which made Lin Shi unhappy for a long time.From then on, Lin Shi's thoughts were spent on dressing up, and that girl was also compared with her intentionally or unintentionally. Lin Shi's grades plummeted, and her temper became worse and worse.She took out the mirror almost every hour to look at it. She saw that the stars on TV were so dazzling, and she felt that she should be the same. So she saved every lunch money to buy cosmetics, and didn't eat dinner, saying that she wanted to lose weight.Not long after, the height of 1.6 meters was reduced to 35 kilograms, and the whole person looked like a skeleton. The family members were anxious in their eyes, but every time they talked about her, she always protested by going on a hunger strike, so that the family members did not dare to say anything more, for fear that she would not even eat breakfast. But Lin Shi's situation became more and more weird, she went to bed late every day, and didn't know what to do alone in the house.But suddenly one day, she returned to normal, her grades gradually improved, and she was not as thin as before, so everyone was relieved. A few days later, Lin Shi's cousin came over because of something, and she shared a room with Lin Shi.That night, my cousin saw that Lin Shi was sleeping soundly, so she fell asleep herself, but for some reason, she couldn't fall asleep all the time, so she just lay on the bed thinking about her thoughts.At this moment, I suddenly saw Lin Shi sitting up, and by the moonlight, I saw her slowly take out some things and paint on her face. The cousin opened her eyes wide and looked at the makeup of her younger sister. It was very strange, red eye shadow, red eyebrows, red lips, but her face was terribly pale.After melting, Lin Shi took the mirror and began to comb her hair, but the hair fell down one by one, and the cousin finally cried out in fright. Lin Shi turned her head to look at her cousin, smiled and said, "You see, my hair is falling out, what should I do, you are my sister, please help me." "What, what do you want me to help you with?" The cousin was too scared to speak at this time. Lin Shi smiled strangely again: "I've been using black cat hair on my head recently, but it still doesn't look good. Sister, give me your hair." After finishing speaking, she walked over faintly, and only a scream from her cousin could be heard in the dark room. Everyone suddenly woke up from their sleep and came to Lin Shi's room. They saw her cousin scratching her head vigorously, and the long black hair that had been grabbed was all on the ground.Seeing her family members with blood all over her face, she suddenly smiled and said, "I gave all my hair to my younger sister. Look at how beautiful she is." But no matter how noisy the room was, Lin Shi on the bed lay there motionless, fast asleep.Someone felt that something was wrong, walked over to take a look, and was surprised to find that Lin Shi was already dead, and the body looked particularly ugly. His thin face was covered with red makeup, and his hair fell on the bed because of lack of nutrition, it was sparse.Lin Shi is holding the mirror that her grandmother gave her. It turns out that she has to look in the mirror every night to dress up. Lin Shi was finally sent to the hospital. The doctor said that the girl had been dead for two or three days.But none of the family members knew how Lin Shi died. From then on, I just listened to my insane cousin often say to others alone at night: "Don't make up at night, don't dress up, ghosts put on makeup at night." It is said that there is a local legend that all the people who put on makeup at night are ghosts, and because Lin Shi always puts on makeup at night, the ghosts took away their souls as if they were of the same kind. Ha ha, isn't it an interesting horror story?In fact, before reading this story, I didn’t wear much makeup, I only used some skin care products. After all, youth is the capital. Although I am not very beautiful, I am still above average in school. In school, I had a crush on a boy who was very handsome and talented.Originally, I planned to confess to him a month ago, but just like the story above, a very beautiful girl suddenly transferred to another school in my class.That girl is really beautiful, and everyone will be ashamed of themselves in front of her. All the boys looked at her with perverted eyes, and the boy I had a crush on was no exception. When he saw her for the first time, he never looked away. At that moment, I clearly heard the voice of my heartbroken.My plan to confess my confession failed. I will never win that girl's beauty in my life. The transfer student's name was Wang Qiuyu, and she lived up to her name, with a gloomy look on her face like autumn rain.She doesn't like to laugh, and she doesn't fit in very well. She likes to sit alone and look out the window silently. She almost never responded to anyone who spoke to her, and neither did the boy I had a crush on.Such indifference made her nickname "cold beauty" in school. But her appearance is so beautiful that it not only attracts men, but also makes girls obsessed.No one accused her of being cold, but felt that the coldness that emanated from her was a more attractive quality. I have to say that beautiful women can really make most people in the world more tolerant. (After Yuan Xiaowen said this, she lightly stroked her pretty face with her hands, and muttered.) This world is really unfair! Seeing such a situation, I, who was originally desperate, let out a sigh of relief, thinking that the boy should wake up after hitting a wall.Unexpectedly, the boy's fascination with Wang Qiuyu became more and more difficult to extricate himself. He began to follow her, but never took his eyes off her. I've never seen him like this.I really want him to look at me like that, just one look. All I need is for him to look at me, and I'm satisfied, and I don't even have to die. But he never paid attention to me after all, all his attention was on Wang Qiuyu.He no longer played his favorite football, and his grades plummeted. All of this made my heart that was already broken be trampled to a horrible degree.I began to think that it would be nice if I was a little prettier, then he would take a look at me. As if sensing my thoughts, the transfer student Wang Qiuyu suddenly walked up to my desk one afternoon a month ago, and asked softly, "Do you want to be beautiful?" "What?" I was stunned. From this sentence, the words between us began to increase. The men and women in the school envied me very much, because Wang Qiuyu only talked to me, and ignored everyone else, even the teacher.The funny thing is, at the time, I felt honored and thought I was special to her. Although she snatched away my crush and ruined my first love, I don't hold grudges against her because she was unintentional after all.During that time, I even regarded her as a friend. (Yuan Xiaowen sighed softly, as if releasing her inner depression.) The sight of the boy I have a crush on is finally projected on me for the first time, but I would rather not.He found me, knelt down and begged me to help him pursue Wang Qiuyu. It's ridiculous, isn't it, the boy didn't know that the person he was begging on his knees had actually been secretly in love with him all along, and the crush was very painful.My heart is full of bitterness, bitter to death. That day, my heart was bleeding all the time, but no tears came out. If only it could be beautiful.At that time, I thought that it would be great if I could become as beautiful as Wang Qiuyu. Wang Qiuyu, who was sitting not far behind me, asked me to buy snacks during recess, and stared at my face on the way, her eyes had a strange look.At that moment, I even felt a sense of fear deep in my heart, as if I had become a mouse stared at by a cat. Suddenly, she laughed, the first time I saw her laugh.Wang Qiuyu's smile is so beautiful that even if he is a girl, it makes my heart skip a beat. "Do you want to be beautiful?" She asked again the question she had when she spoke to me for the first time, this time she gently held my face in her hands, and said in a bewitching tone: "Actually, the outline of your face She has the lines of a stunning beauty, and with a little make-up, she will become very beautiful." "The school doesn't allow students to wear make-up. Parents will be invited." Yushi Middle School's folk customs are actually very conservative. The school believes that the responsibility of students is to study, and it is unforgivable for middle school girls to wear make-up. "Look at me, I have put on makeup." Wang Qiuyu brought her flamboyant and hopelessly pink face closer. "No, there is no trace of makeup on you at all." I scrutinized her a few times, but I couldn't tell if she was really wearing makeup. I thought she was afraid that I would feel inferior, so she deliberately comforted me. Now that I think about it, I'm just an idiot who doesn't understand anything. Wang Qiuyu smiled brightly, and slightly closed her star-like eyes, and said softly, "Because I'm wearing a special kind of makeup. That kind of makeup can't be seen at all. Do you want to try it?" Maybe it's because he wants to get the attention of his crush, or maybe it's because of the girl's mentality of loving beauty, and even more out of jealousy of her beauty.I followed her in a daze. Wang Qiuyu took me to the old school building, a place that was said to have been haunted.She said it was to keep that special makeup a secret and only share it with me. I believed it, and walked into a certain room on the third floor of the old school building with her.In that place, she carefully held out a ceramic jar.The jar was full of a rotten, foul-smelling substance, much like the silt in a river.I'm so disgusted that I wouldn't want her to smear that thing on my face. Wang Qiuyu ignored my protest, and completely lost the gentleness and elegance of the school.She slapped me on the face, knocking me into a daze. Taking advantage of this moment, she quickly smeared the mud on my face. To be honest, the liquid object was icy cold, soft and greasy, as if it was the fat extracted from some kind of animal. The skin absorbs those oily substances quickly, just like the dry land that has been raining for a long time, it is quickly absorbed by the pores.Although I felt disgusted inside, my facial muscles and skin felt very comfortable, and I even felt addicted. Wang Qiuyu packed some silt-like grease and threw it to me, and said dryly: "From tomorrow, around twelve o'clock in the morning every day, take an appropriate amount of these cosmetics and apply them to your face on time, and you will become very healthy." Pretty, even prettier than me." Then, I really started to look pretty.This kind of change is not a quantitative change after long-term accumulation, but a rapid qualitative change. The speed of the change caught me off guard. When I woke up the next day, my otherwise above-average looks began to look like I was superior. My skin has become softer and smoother, and the freckles under my eyes have disappeared. It is natural for girls to love beauty, just like a sociologist said, society causes men to die from excessive smoking and alcohol, and women die from cosmetic poisoning. I obviously felt that there was a problem in my heart, but it was hard to extricate myself because of its really strange effect. I'm afraid this mentality is exactly the same as that of a drug addict, addicted to beauty.As long as it is something that can make you beautiful, no matter how disgusting it is or if it has huge side effects, a large number of girls will flock to use it. After Wang Qiuyu gave me those weird cosmetics, she never appeared in school again. The boy I had a crush on was very decadent for a while.Suddenly one day, I found that his eyes began to notice me, and the frequency of his eyes sweeping towards me became faster and faster. Finally, he confessed to me. But when that day comes, I feel very boring.Boys are like this, as long as it is a beautiful girl, no matter who she is, you can change your favorite target at will. He is like this, and other boys are like this.Really boring. Although not long ago, I couldn't even think of being boring. But now I am beautiful, confident, and surrounded by men and women at all times. Without any suspense, I readily rejected him.This is how my first love ended. But the story is far from over.The terrible things have only just begun. (Yuan Xiaowen took a sip of her cappuccino, her gaze cast through the wooden table in front of her, projecting to an unknown number of kilometers below the ground. It can be seen that although she showed no concern for the phantom limb, she was indeed terrified inside.) After more than ten days of using that slushy thing, I did a stupid thing.I introduced this thing to my mother.