Chapter 5 Chapter 5 Horror in the Garden

I have never seen such a large amount of snow, one by one, sticking to my body.Suddenly I raised my head, a white petal softly moved towards my eyelashes, twisting and lingering, covering and sticking to my eyelashes, the eyelids drooped, shaking off some of the sparkles. I laughed suddenly, it turned out that it wasn’t snow, but large flakes of pear blossoms falling, the fragrance was as strong as snow, a large flake fell straight down, I never thought that the sky would be full of snow of pear blossoms. That was the memory of my first visit to the garden, engraved on the bottom of my heart and eyes, and it was all white.Someone later told me that it was snow in June, and Qiongbai was so enchanting that she felt resentful.

Yes, resentment! That was Bailiyuan, and there lived a troupe there, and the play they often performed was "A Chinese Girl's Leaving Soul".Because there is a very spacious corridor pavilion, there is a winding path under the corridor, and the audience can watch the opera on the path, so the stage is often set up in the pavilion.After a long time, Lihun Pavilion is equal to a stage, and the stage is Lihun Pavilion. I am a freshman, because this is a well-known engineering university, so it took me 12 minutes of hard work to get into this Jiangru University of Science and Technology.I was studying architecture, which is also the key major of this university.I like the architectural pattern of Suzhou gardens very much, and I am also studying hard, hoping to design Chinese-style buildings in the future.By the way, my surname is Bai, and my name is Bai Li'er.

Passing through the white pear orchard like Baiqiong colored glaze, after many twists and turns, I still couldn't see the girls' dormitory. In a moment of anxiety, I caught a girl who was in a hurry and asked, "Sister, I'm a freshman, don't you?" Do you know where the garden corridor is?" The Garden Corridor is the apartment where I live. Because this is a university located in the south of the Yangtze River, the campus is planned in the style of a Suzhou garden. There are pavilions, small bridges and flowing water everywhere. It is easy to get lost.In order to create a particularly poetic and picturesque atmosphere in the south of the Yangtze River, the names of all the buildings in the park are very elegant.

The girl didn't care, and casually pointed to the white glazed roof in the north: "That's over there." I couldn't help muttering: "Isn't that over there a lotus pond?" The girl smiled: "So you know Lu." It was obvious that she was a lively girl.I don't like excitement, so I said lightly, "I lived in Bailiyuan for a while when I was young." "Ah, don't you also know about the ghost in Liuyuan..." Suddenly, the girl covered her mouth and stopped talking. I looked at her suspiciously, and I saw a trace of fear spreading from her eyes. "What the hell?" I shook my head blankly.She relaxed and said with a smile: "It's nothing, I'm just talking nonsense." So she didn't bring up that topic again.I picked up the map and looked at it, and frowned unconsciously: "Where is Building A in the Garden Corridor? The road map has twists and turns."

"A...Building A?" Her cautiousness, precautions, and prudence were all caught in my eyes. "What's wrong?" I asked hesitantly.She finally smiled warmly and said, "Let me take you there. It's quite remote there." I quickly nodded my head in thanks. Building A is different from the other apartments in the garden corridor area. Walking along the path, repeatedly bypassing the old trees and crows, bypassing the Dongxiao Mountain and the Moon, finally arrived in front of a Xiangfei Bamboo Forest.When I arrived at the bamboo forest, I saw that the inside was deep and gloomy, and there was an indescribable strange smell.Looking to the right, you can see the white-roofed garden corridor on the opposite bank, but on this side of the small river, there is only a building A, which is placed behind the deep bamboo, like an abandoned ruin.

When I got closer, I found that this kind of bamboo is very special. There are teardrops oozing out of the bamboo body, and the flow can't be stopped. When it condenses, there is only sorrow left. No one can understand whose it is. Tears, whose heart is sad.As soon as the wind passed, the long and narrow bamboo leaves let out low weeping, lamenting and mourning. After standing for a long time and listening to it for a long time, I felt very cold. "Don't listen carefully, go quickly." The girl couldn't hide her panic, and pulled me into the woods quickly. The originally beautiful sunny day seemed to be frozen by the bamboo dew here, and everything seemed to be shrouded in mist.His body shook suddenly, a feeling of being stared at slowly climbed from his back to his shoulder blades, and he twisted his neck lightly.I couldn't bear it any longer, turned my head suddenly, and a black figure flashed through the bamboo bushes behind me.It’s clear that there’s not even a ray of sunlight leaking in here, and even time seems to be frozen, but why can I see the faint crystal tears attached to the bamboo bushes?

Xiangfei Zhuben has an allusion, which is attached to the bamboo body, and what is condensed is just the woman's resentment. Ehuang and Nvying serve her husband together and become a model. Who can understand the heartache behind the two of them.Everything is mere mere.It's just that under such an atmosphere, there is a strange mood that is suppressed and cannot be vented. "My name is Huang Xiaoke." The girl tilted her head and said to me with a smile as if to break the depressed atmosphere. "Miss Xiaoke, my name is Bai Li'er." I answered a little casually, because all my attention was focused on a stool made of a wooden pile not far away, and there was a stone table beside the wooden pile.It was difficult to see clearly because the wooden posts and the stone table were blocked by a row of sparse bamboo trees.

Following my line of sight, Huang Xiaoke's complexion changed again, and she coughed dryly, only to hear her say: "Let's go there quickly. Building A is not far ahead." As soon as I turned around, I He heard a sigh, which came to his ears erratically.I was eager to turn around, but Xiao Ke grabbed my shoulder: "Don't look," she paused, and then pulled me forward, "What did you hear?" I didn't answer, but out of the corner of my eye, I saw Yi A yellow figure on a stone table.Faintly, hidden in the dark green and deep black bamboo leaves, the light and shadow are sparse, and if you think about it again, it will disappear.

I was dragged out of the weird bamboo forest by Xiao Ke, and a dark building stood in front of me.There are black eaves flying out from the top of the building, and the ridge-style roof connects the front and back six sides, which has the feeling of a hip-hop structure, making the four-storey building look quite majestic and solemn. the taste of.It's just that even the roof tiles on six sides are all black, layered on top of each other, making people extremely depressing. The strangest thing is that even the door of the building is painted black, which is a big taboo in architectural Feng Shui.There is a record in the ancient scroll "Cao Shi Xun": "The king of Zhongshan made his palace, painted its doors, and heard women cry every night. Later, he was killed by Zhu Rong, and many palace people died suddenly."

Yes, I know a little bit about Feng Shui.Because there is a partial course in the Department of Architecture, which is Architectural Feng Shui.It is not a superstition, but just some conventional experience in architecture.Just like the Zangshu Pavilion in the Forbidden City, black glazed tiles are used, because black is water, which prevents water from leaking and does not attract Zhu Rong.But this is just a girl's apartment, why are black bricks and tiles built? "There was a fire here?" I blurted out in a moment of impatience.Xiao Ke looked rather weird, he only glanced at me, and just about to answer, he heard a rough curse: "Don't dawdle here, get your pass quickly, people from other apartment buildings are not allowed to enter .” It turned out to be the aunt guarding the door.

Xiao Ke kindly said: "Go in quickly. I'm a junior, I live in Room 201, Building 3, Youyuan Corridor, if you have anything to do, you can come to me." After finishing speaking, he left first. I got my pass and was just about to go upstairs when I was stopped by my aunt. She gave me a disdainful look and slapped the desk with her hands seemingly unintentionally: "Don't associate with that supernatural person like Huang Xiaoke. , It’s not good for you.” I was indifferent in nature, so I listened to her lesson with nodding my head and narrowing my eyes.I know that this kind of aunt likes to teach people the most, but if they listen obediently, they will let them go.Sure enough, she was very satisfied with my well-behaved and quiet, waved her hand, and said go ahead. "You must return to the dormitory before 9 o'clock in the evening, and you must turn off the lights and go to sleep at 10 o'clock." She suddenly dropped a sentence.I frowned slightly, and my eyes flicked over her face, only to find that her smile was very strange. I live in room 409, which is the innermost room. The back of the room is facing the back of the mountain. It is very deserted. There is no sunshine all year round. Even the draft is very strong. Even in September, I can feel the wind. With autumn cold.That's how I settled down. There are four girls living in 409, from the Departments of Foreign Languages, Chinese, Architecture and Psychology.And these are the most lively and mischievous little crickets told me.The little cricket is called Lan Qing, from the Department of Psychology. She is a chatterbox, hence the name Little Cricket.Her self-introduction was the most interesting. She first put on a sad expression, and then said sadly: "Hey, after studying this major, I'm afraid you will call me Qing girl in the future." I couldn't help laughing: "Isn't it Dr. Lan?" She blinked her big eyes, still complaining: "Those female psychiatrists, which one is not like an old aunt." Meaning: "Oh, it turned out to be a young girl like 'Mishi Girl Prudence'." When the little cricket heard it, she puffed up her cute cheeks and wanted to hit me, and we became friends like this. "Li'er, you really need to smile more, look how beautiful you are when you smile." The little cricket is a familiar person, she reached out to touch my cheek very naturally, and gently tapped my lips, "Look , What a beautiful little dimple." I was embarrassed, and hurriedly lowered my head, no one has ever praised me so much. Not only this sentence, but also attracted the attention of the other two girls.They are the department flowers of the Chinese Department and the Foreign Language Department respectively, and they look very beautiful and outstanding.Especially Tang Tangli from the Department of Foreign Languages, who lives up to her name, is as delicate and beautiful as Tangli in early spring and midsummer, very stunning.I saw the disdain in her eyes, and just laughed it off. Perhaps it was my carelessness that attracted Tang Tangli's disdain.The little cricket couldn't understand Tang Tangli looking down on others because of her beauty, so she taunted: "Li'er, you must be very beautiful if you dress up a little bit. I'm a psychology student, and I can understand people's thoughts clearly. Some people are just jealous. .” There was another "chi" sound, but this time the smile was even more presumptuous.I looked down at the old white cotton skirt, because after wearing it for a long time, even though it was washed clean, it was a little yellowed after all. "My family is poor, and all I have are these clothes." When I said this, I still smiled slightly. "That's even worse, it's called natural beauty." She put her hands on her hips and pointed at me.It was so cute and funny.I lightly stroked the creases of the skirt: "I'm a bit soiled, but the cotton cloth is very comfortable to wear." "That's right." The little cricket quickly echoed, unconsciously clenching the pink and purple lace dress tightly.Being so cautious is afraid of hurting my self-esteem, but she still studies psychology.Such small actions have betrayed her long ago. Although I saw the sympathy in her eyes, I still accepted her kindness. The day passed in idle conversation.Suddenly, the aunt pulled the switch, the lights went out, the TV that was on went out, and Tang Tangli's computer squeaked, and the screen went black after a blue light flashed. Tang Tangli couldn't help swearing, her family background is very good, it is a big family in France.Tang Tangli's college entrance examination results are very good, she is the number one student in the liberal arts, with full marks in English and French as a foreign language, and she was interviewed on the provincial radio station.I saw her on TV, and I remember she said at that time that she would be a diplomat in the future.It is undeniable that she is extraordinarily dazzling on TV, but she is more beautiful in real life than on camera. I thought about it endlessly, and finally fell asleep in a daze. The night wind blew up the corner of the curtain, and the fine light shone on my eyebrows and face.Rubbing my eyes, I unconsciously looked out the window.Hey, didn't I close the window before going to bed, why did I open it now? The mountain wind kept pouring in, and I shivered from the cold. I looked at the little cricket on the lower bunk. She covered the bed with a brocade quilt that she bought from the mall. Maybe it was hot, so she put her hands and feet outside the quilt. She really wasn’t Don't know how to take care of yourself.So I climbed out of the bed frame and tucked her hands and feet. My hands touched the silky brocade, and my fingertips felt warm and cool. What a good quilt. Glancing at the uniform quilt she received from her aunt on her bed, she shook her head unconsciously.There was another gust of cold wind, I hurriedly gathered up the clothes I was wearing, walked to the window and was about to close the window, but was attracted by a faint singing.Who sings in the dead of night?Out of curiosity, I poked my head out of the window, but I was facing the back mountain and saw nothing. Hastily closed the window tightly, and was about to turn around when another ethereal singing sound penetrated into the eardrums.The singing came closer, the tune was rather sad, and a yellow figure was reflected on the window.I was startled, and fixedly looked at the back mountain outside the window. There was a thick row of bamboo trees on the mountain, and a graceful yellow figure was rippling among the thick green bamboo bushes. "Ah!" An exclamation woke me up, when did I step on the window frame with my feet and body? "Li'er, what's wrong with you?" The little cricket hurriedly jumped up and hugged me tightly.I was taken aback, probably because my face was so ugly, I quickly comforted her: "It's nothing, I just want to close the window." "The window has never been opened." She swallowed desperately, and whispered, "As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw you standing in front of the window in a daze, and then stretched out my hand to pull the window. The window didn't move because it was locked. , and then you stayed there for a long time. Then you undid the button, opened the window, stepped on the window sill, and leaned out." She trembled, and quickly grabbed me, "Are you sleepwalking? " After a few days like this, I didn't see anything different. Although our four roommates are not in the same major, we got along day and night and gradually became acquainted, and I never had such a nightmare again.Yes, I regarded that accident as just a dream. Although the female dormitory building has only four floors, it is quite large.The little cricket is restless, and naturally likes to turn left and right in the building. "Why is it so dark here?" She tilted her head and looked around, "And why do you have to turn off the lights before 10 o'clock to go to sleep?" "It's also for our own good. If you fall asleep earlier, you won't know anything about it." Hua Hua in the next bedroom said it in a spirited way.I don't like gossip, so I grabbed my book and prepared to leave.As soon as I stepped out, I heard Huahua's words, "Primary school girls should just sleep with their heads covered, don't worry about so many things." Huahua is also a sophomore in the Department of Architecture.It was rare for Xu to open up the chatter box, and she also said a few more words, "From the perspective of architectural Fengshui, the structure of Building A here is like a temple on the top. I have lived here for a long time, and I always feel that there is something wronged here. The first floor outside The door to the dormitory is painted black. Isn’t this a self-inflicted disadvantage? But think about it, maybe it’s to fight poison with fire or something. In addition, there is a 1.8-meter-high full-length mirror at the entrance, which is used as a screen to put it nicely It does. Students who don’t understand it just find it weird, and they can’t say anything about it, but we can see that it is used to block evil spirits. First, it can prevent “dirty things” from entering the apartment. The 'dirty things' can be fixed where they are illuminated, in other words, they are kept within this range, and they cannot escape to do evil." A gust of wind passed, and we all felt icy cold.Perhaps the little cricket was so bold that she didn't dare to make a fuss anymore. She pulled my sleeve and said, "Li'er, you also learned Feng Shui in architecture, what do you think..." I interrupted her at the right time, "It's only been a long time since I started school, how can I know so much. Don't worry, we will move to the garden corridor when we are in the third year." Huahua also smiled and comforted: "Sister Xiao, I just scared you Just for fun." There was a bit of bitterness under her friendly smile, but I actually agree with her words. That night, I slept very restlessly. I just fell asleep in a daze, but woke up again.I looked at my watch, it was only 11 o'clock, and just about to go back to sleep, I heard a sad song, so lonely, so scared, as if the whole world had abandoned me.I suddenly cried, covered my head with a quilt, and wished that I would never wake up in my life. No one loves me, no father, even my mother left me, no one wants me, no one wants me... That night, I had many fragmented dreams, and dreamed of many fragmented faces.The mottled face was full of bloodstains, one by one, scratched by scratches, and broken glass was stuck on it. "Ah!" I struggled to wake up from the nightmare, my face was full of tears, fortunately, it was just a dream. Obviously my movement still scared the little cricket, and she hurried to comfort me, but I could feel her fear because her body was shaking all the time.And Tang Tangli yelled: "Don't let anyone sleep!" Finally, he lifted the quilt and stared at me fiercely.At that time, it was already close to 8 o'clock, and it was time to get up.However, she took advantage of this incident to deliberately mock me.I gritted my teeth and finally endured it. Lin Yingying patted my shoulder to comfort me, then picked up her book and went to self-study, she always gets up early. I didn't go to class, I just thought it was out of place here.I raised my eyes to look around, and glanced around quietly, only to feel that the color of the beam facing my bed in the room was a bit strange.Those are dark blue beams, and the beams and columns are usually painted in white, beige or yellow, too dark a color is not good.I took a breath, climbed onto the bed again, stood up slowly, and reached the beam with my hand.Use your fingernails to dig down hard, and the powder and wood chips fall off one after another. After a while, the original color of the beams is revealed, which is actually blue-black. It is mentioned in architectural feng shui that blue (black) and red cannot be used for the beams of the room.Red is not good for the hero, and blue is not good for the heroine. "Three Kingdoms Barnyard History" contains: "Emperor Pi, Yemeng Liangshang Qingguang belonged to the land, and asked Zhu Zhouxuan, Xuanyun said: 'There should be a noble woman in the world who died unjustly.' At that time, the emperor sent an envoy to give Zhenhou a seal, and Zhenhou died." Had something happened to this room?Because it was a taboo to paint the beam in blue, so it was repainted in another color?My bed was originally No. 1. Since Tang Tangli was domineering, I didn't want to be troublesome, so I let her go. It turned out that her heart was dark. Passing through the tear-stained bamboo forest, I turned left and right and finally found Building 3 of Youyuanlang.Looking from a distance, the white glazed roof is hidden in the white pear blossom snow, crystal clear, like the pistil of the white pear blossom. Regardless of admiring the beautiful scenery in front of me, I went directly to 201.Fortunately, Miss Xiaoke still remembers me as a school girl.As soon as she saw me, she pulled me into the room and kept nagging, "Ah, after military training, you are still so fair." I smiled casually, and then changed the topic: "Miss Xiaoke, you may have been here for a long time. You should have heard about the building A of the garden corridor, right?" Her complexion changed, and she hurriedly opened the curtains. The morning sun passed through the beige curtains and fell on the two of us like yellow-winged butterflies, but I couldn't feel the slightest warmth from the sun.After she calmed down, she didn't look at me, but only looked at the large sun spots outside, and asked, "Did something happen to 409?" How did she know that I lived in 409, I never mentioned my bedroom number to her.Miss Xiaoke looked at me, her lips moved: "It was called Liuyuan in the 1980s, and it was a small villa-style mansion, where a woman with a special status lived. The woman died very young, and the mansion was burned down. Afterwards, the school made overall planning, incorporated it into the park, and changed it into a dormitory for girls. But the strange thing is that there are always students committing suicide there, and it has become the school's suicide sanctuary." She smiled secretly, and then interrupted conversation. "What should I do? I live in 409!" I panicked. "409 is the woman's bedroom according to the layout of the original small western-style building." One sentence threw me into an ice cellar, and my whole body was cold. "Don't worry too much. If you fall asleep before 10 o'clock, you won't hear anything. If you don't care, you'll be fine. I used to live in 409." How I got back to the apartment building is not even clear to me.Well, as long as I rest early every day, it will pass.Persevere for two years and you will be able to leave here.But every time he looked up and saw the blue-black beams pressing down on the zenith, fear spread unscrupulously. I heard from Ms. Xiaoke that Building A’s 409 was the best student apartment in the late 1990s. The rooms are equipped with TVs, telephones, air conditioners and water heaters.Only those with excellent academic performance can live here, and many students fight for this place with bloody heads.By the way, this dormitory was originally bigger, with a door leading to the study room, so that the students with the best grades can read and study without having to go to the public reading room and self-study room. Why is it gone now? Miss Xiaoke also said that until now, in the eyes of outsiders, this room is still the best, with complete facilities.Recalling what Little Cricket said, Tang Tangli was the daughter of the major shareholder of this school, so she asked to be allocated the best room.Her parents are high-level people here, so it's impossible not to know the inside story. Isn't she afraid of ghosts?If you are really not afraid, why bother to occupy my house. Look at the time, it is already afternoon.The blueprints are due tomorrow.I finally got up from the bed and went to the library to find some materials. Although my counting is not very good, but in terms of design inspiration, I have some talent.So I already had some ideas about how to design it. I was looking for it in the building column, and suddenly the book "Construction of the Willow Garden" caught my attention.I was just about to take it out when my hand just touched the other pair. Looking up, he met a warm smile: "What a coincidence, you're looking for this book too?" Drenched in golden light, overflowing with dazzling brilliance.A pear petal fell on his shoulder, lingering a touch of fresh sadness.I froze for a moment, forgetting his question. "You are from the Department of Architecture, right? I heard that there is a design exam for the freshman, so you should take it first." Still smiling, he took a step closer and walked out of the circle of golden light.It turns out that he has a mouthful of snow-white teeth, and his smile is very bright and beautiful.Like a pear blossom, yes, he is like a white and elegant white pear blossom. I turned around and ran, my face was already half red.After running away for a long time, I finally regretted it. I don't know what his name is.Damn inferiority complex, I cursed myself bitterly. "Facing strangers, running away in a hurry, can it be said to be a sign of inferiority?" He was the one who caught up?I turned around and he handed me the book.I didn't answer, just stared at him fiercely.He has a gentle outline and a smile, but those eyes, with a domineering soft light, cannot be ignored. "My name is Lang Zhuoyang, how about you?" He stretched out his hand. I grabbed the book in his hand and ran away.Yes, I have low self-esteem, he is like a luminous body, and I am just the most inconspicuous white spot, thrown into the ground, dust-free and dust-free. Maybe I was tired from running, so I sat on a stool made of wooden piles, opened the book casually, and his faint smile appeared in front of my eyes in a trance, why did he borrow this book?I turned the pages of the book inadvertently, and suddenly a photo fell out. It's an old photo, black and white, and the woman in it is wearing a crescent white dress, pure and beautiful.I took a closer look, but why is the outline somewhat familiar?I unconsciously stroked my cheek and shook my head.It turns out that Liuyuan was designed by Bai Qingquan, the woman in the photo. The book "Construction of the Willow Garden" also mentioned that Bai Qingquan left all the content of how she conceived the Liuyuan in the Liuyuan Archives.Where is the Liuyuan Archives?My head felt like it was stuck. The bamboo forest is already dim, and a clump of bamboo is planted in front of the wooden pile and stone table, separated like a screen, and the sight line is even more limited.After looking at the dim photos for a long time, I couldn't help but feel flustered.Undoubtedly, Bai Qingquan's appearance is very beautiful, but why does her face give me a strange sense of familiarity? A song "A Chinese Girl Lies Soul" resounded faintly and resentfully.I panicked, the book fell to the ground, the wind passed, and several petals of bamboo leaves rustled down, sticking to the path, the roadside, the book, and my feet.I bent down to pick it up, and suddenly a yellow gauze skirt floated over my head.I gripped the book tightly and looked again, but there was nothing. I ran desperately, trying to get out of the bamboo forest and rush back to the dormitory, but no matter how I ran, I couldn't get out.There seemed to be someone in front of me. I was overjoyed and quickened my pace.Someone was really there, wearing a yellow knee-length skirt, "Student, where is the dormitory building?" I clasped her shoulders tightly so that I could not slip down.Why is her body so cold? "Student?" She turned her head slowly, "Liuyuan Archives." Her face was shattered into countless pieces in an instant, bloody and bloody, glass shards pierced into the fleshy face, and it was exactly the same as what I had seen in my dream. See exactly the same. "Ah!" I was so hoarse that I almost fainted.A pair of strong hands held me steady, and I saw tears in my eyes in the eyes of the visitor. "What's the matter?" He looked at me with concern, and when I thought that I had fallen into the arms of a stranger, I was so ashamed that I hurriedly pushed him away: "Why are you?" He smiled heartily: "My dormitory is also in Bailiyuan." "Oh." I nodded blankly. "What's your name?" Xu Shi's smile looked gentle and harmless, so I blurted out, "Bai Li'er." "It's a beautiful name, I like pear blossom." He smiled.Immediately, my face turned red, I hurriedly lowered my head and lowered my eyes, only looking at the ground, and at his slender legs and feet wearing white pants and white sneakers. "Shouldn't you look at people from the head to the feet? Why do you only stare at other people's feet?" I raised my head anxiously, but what I met was his sly eyes, and there was a bit of teasing in the bottom of the eyes.That's how I met him.You can tell he's a good guy. One night, he asked me to listen to a play at the Lihun Pavilion, which was still the same "A Chinese Girl's Departing Soul".As I got in touch with him for a long time, I knew his preferences. He liked some old things, such as operas.He is a doctoral student in the Department of Psychology and lives in the teacher's dormitory in Bailiyuan. I just don't understand why he wants to approach such an ordinary me. "Do you like me?" I asked him tentatively.He touched his soft chin and looked at me with a smile: "Well, the original inferiority complex has gone away a lot." I also know that he likes to tease me and watch me laugh. "You didn't answer me." I lowered my head, just staring at the ground. He lifted my chin: "I like pear blossoms." He still answered like this.But, standing under the pear trees that were as white as snow, he kissed me for the first time.Does that mean that he likes white pears, not just pear blossoms? For the first time, I exceeded the time to go back to the dormitory.But I was never a weak girl, I was as poor as me, and I had no chance to act like a baby, so when I climbed up the high wall of the dormitory, I turned my head and greeted him with a smile.He stood there, and the night couldn't hide his light. He stood there until I landed safely. The dormitory building was extremely dark, I walked forward in the dark, and walked cautiously to 409.It was the song "A Chinese Girl's Departing Soul" again, and my heart stopped beating in fright at that moment.Why?Why does that wronged soul want to haunt me? In the darkness, there was obviously no light, but I saw her, Bai Qingquan.She was wearing the little crescent-white dress in the photo, but her face was still shattered in the darkness, and every time she laughed, more blood spilled from the shattered skin. As if possessed by a demon, I could only follow her, the front was dark and I couldn't see anything.I am like standing in an empty world, everything is unreal, and only by taking a step forward can I return to reality.So, I really took a step forward. "No!" A shrill cry pulled me back to reality, and I finally understood that I had been tricked by the female ghost, and that taking a step forward was not an exit, but a fall. There was a muffled sound of "boom", and the limbs and bones felt like they were broken.Fortunately, I didn't die.So the secret of the Liuyuan Archives Room is like this.Jumping from the window sill of 409, it was blocked by a platform half a meter below the window sill.Because of the ingenious structure, the entire platform and even the walls are black, so no one has discovered this hidden space hidden between the 4th and 3rd floors.It turns out that 409 has a mezzanine, and I saw countless books in that small mezzanine, with photos and Bai Qingquan's diary in it. Taking advantage of the bright lights and before the whole group was mobilized, I climbed out of the window on the mezzanine, and just one meter away, the wall was blocked, and I pushed hard, and turned over from the toilet compartment.But no matter how much I pushed it from the toilet, there was no response at all.It was a compartment in the public restroom on the 3rd floor. They found me at the stairs on the third floor.The little cricket hugged me excitedly, and my shoulders were soaked with tears.It was still Lin Yingying who remained calm, and hurriedly pulled her away: "Don't scare Li'er, it's more important to see her injury." I just had a slight fracture in my left hand and it didn't bother me.Everyone said that it was a miracle that I fell from the fourth floor and was able to walk back to the dormitory by myself.Because downstairs happened to be a pile of glass shards that hadn't had time to be cleaned.And when I fell, I was blocked by the clothes rail on the second floor, which slowed down my descent, and because of this collision, I fell away from the broken glass when I fell, so it was miraculously fine. Only I know the truth.The wronged soul is looking for a scapegoat. If it hadn't been blocked by the slightly protruding half-meter secret room platform, then my face would have been shattered into countless pieces by broken glass like that female ghost. I want to find out the truth, I don't want to know how I died in the end.During this period, many things happened.The always proud Tang Tangli and the quiet Lin Yingying had a quarrel, and I even saw Tang Tangli dating Lang Zhuoyang! And I didn't say anything, I became more and more silent.Often stay in the apartment, just sit for a day.I sat on the window sill and looked down, I saw Tang Tangli slowly approaching Building A holding Lang Zhuoyang's hand.She would look up on purpose and smile at me mockingly.That contemptuous look seemed to say: "Jump, jump off if you have the ability!" "Li'er?" The little cricket stood behind me cautiously, "Are you okay?" I smiled lightly and said, "It's okay." "That's all she has, don't worry about it." The little cricket pulled me away from the window.Of course, the little cricket let me not care, because she didn't know that Tang Tangli was holding my boyfriend. "Don't act like you're absent-minded all day long. That night really scared me to death. I watched you open the door with my own eyes, and then walked towards the window sill step by step. When you jump up, you are like a kite with a broken string, falling straight down the stairs!" She gestured in horror, "You just love to keep everything in your heart, and you can tell us anything. That night Even though it was so dark that I couldn't see anything, I didn't even know what happened to you downstairs, I only heard the sound of 'dong', and I just felt that I was going to die myself." "Thank you!" I held her hand tightly. Fortunately, she still cared about me sincerely.I hesitated for a while, and finally told her firmly, "What I saw at the time was that there was no window sill in front of me, but I saw a female ghost with a broken face, and she led me to jump down. I almost became her." For the dead ghost, my face will be the same as hers." Lin Yingying also saw what happened that night.She had just returned to the dormitory, and when she heard our conversation, she also joined in: "Actually, I have heard something from the seniors about the ghost in Liuyuan." She held my hand and comforted me, "Let's go to bed earlier at night. That's it." Lang Zhuoyang has been looking for me, but I refuse to see him, my only self-esteem makes me have to make a decision.One day, the little cricket finally couldn't stand it anymore and said to me: "Li'er, you should meet him. There must be some misunderstanding between you. Lang is a senior in the Department of Psychology. He has always been outstanding, and his family background and talents are all first-class. For one thing, there are too many girls actively chasing him, Tang Tangli must have resorted to some means, why don't you give him a chance to explain, and I think he can help you." Self-esteem does not allow me to give him a chance to explain, and only in this way can I maintain the only pride I have. "Why don't we play 'Word Connection'." I suddenly remembered a game he and I had done.He gave me hundreds of words and asked me to answer according to my feeling. Most of those words were asked casually, or so it seemed.Such as: fruit—banana, car—airplane, hospital—pain, diary—face, volley—cliff, spinning top—rotation, glass—fear (later changed to: mirror), pear blossom—beautiful, pink ——Love, book—lang(?) After a pause of three seconds, he answered: homework, Xiaoyanglou—jealousy (later changed to: garden), sister—black.If it is a series of instant answer questions, at this moment I suddenly understand that it must be a kind of test, why did he approach me, and what is it for the test?My past with him left me feeling cheated. The call outside the door interrupted my memory. Someone called Xiao Cricket. She was in a hurry to go out, but she didn't realize that the note in the book had fallen out.The handwriting on the paper is so familiar, it was written by Lang: glass—fear (later changed to: mirror), small mansion—jealousy (later changed to: garden), sisters—black, diary—face. He is analyzing me?I couldn't control my anger when I thought that he and the little cricket approached me and were kind to me.Does the little cricket think I have a mental problem?I trust her so much, tell her about the ghost encounter, and then she will analyze me with him? I began to envy Bai Qingquan.She has a good family background, knowledge, is a successful architect, has a good husband and a lovely son.Although her appearance is somewhat similar to mine, she is a hundred times luckier than me.I am very unwilling! No, not right!As stated in her diary, how could Bai Qingquan become an unjust ghost if he was so happy?Who is it that caused me to commit suicide? Just as she felt her brain was muddled with paste, Tang Tangli and Lin Yingying quarreled again.起因是，作为两个系的美女，互相不让对方，而两个人都有大把的男孩子宠着纵着，脾气也就愈大。而朗濯阳送了一条裙子给唐棠梨，唐棠梨宝贝得不得了，偏偏第二天就不见了。那天只有林影影一人在寝室，所以唐棠梨说是林影影偷了她的裙子。那条裙子价值不菲，林影影的家境一般，是不可能买得起的。唐棠梨让林影影马上交出来，不然她就报警，说这番话时，唐棠梨还不忘瞪我一眼。 唐棠梨的家人是学校的高层，她针对林影影，怕是林影影往后的日子不好过了，甚至连声誉都会受损。我只能帮忙打圆场：“那天虽只有林影影一人在寝室，但我因忘了拿课本，又马上折回，当时就看见林影影在忙着赶功课，她不可能有时间做这些事，而且我还和她一起离开的。”我不想把事情闹大，所以撒了个谎。林影影满是感激地看向我，我明白，她不是感激我帮她，而是我相信她。 “你以为你是谁？别以为我不知道你背地里勾引朗濯阳的事。你妒忌我，难不成你也有份偷！” “你……”一口气上不来，我死死地攥紧了拳头，她就是要看笑话，她就是要全世界的人都知道，朗濯阳喜欢的是她。 泪，还是不争气地流下来。 林影影拉了拉我：“谢谢你，不必把自己搭进来，不值。”说着她便摔门离去。 而这一去，她再也没有回来过。她死了。她在半夜推开了409的房门，没有电，而夜又是那样的黑。那晚我和小蛐蛐睡在一起，尽管我恨小蛐蛐，但我不想马上撕破了脸，我倒想瞧瞧她和朗究竟想怎样研究我，把我写进论文材料里？还是另作他用？ 我假意和她好，还把新买的碟子借她听，凑在一张床上，听歌。因为天气冷，所以我俩把棉被盖过了头，一人一个耳塞，听得是津津有味，完全忘记了已经过了10点。 忽然觉得无比的冷。我感觉到了不妥，探出了头，那一幕吓死了我。我刚要喊，却眼睁睁地瞧着林掉下了四楼。我不能忘记她回眸的那一笑，如此诡异，仿佛赴死是件很愉快的事。 夜归的唐棠梨被吓着了，她刚进门，就眼睁睁瞧着林影影掉了下去，看见的还有小蛐蛐。 林影影的脸摔碎了，碎成了无数块，她倒在了一堆碎玻璃片上，血肉模糊，一块块碎片深深地扎进了她的脸面里。 一向天不怕地不怕的唐棠梨呆住了。她变得惶恐不安，因为谁都知道，林影影是被她逼死的。林影影是个骨子里很高傲的女孩子，从见她的第一眼我便知道。所以我比谁都明白林影影，明白她受人冤枉的苦楚、不堪和绝望。 林影影留下了遗书，就这样走了，遗书上写了，裙子不是她偷的，她以死证清白，在别人眼里不值得，甚至是不可理解的，但我能理解。唐棠梨怕了，但因她的家境好，学校对这件事不了了之。 唐棠梨要搬出409，今天是她待在409的最后一天了。我笑着走近她，她早没了最初的气焰：“你就不怕她回来找你？”她猛地抬头盯着我，眼底全是恐惧。我冷笑，刚要走，眼睛死死地盯住了窗户。 是白清泉来了，她不是过得很幸福的吗？为什么会变成了冤魂？对着她那张破碎的脸，我无可抑制地惊恐，她要找替死鬼，林影影就是被选中的，那还不够吗？她的身后，为什么那么模糊？“林影影，是你吗？”我惶恐地退后。 “啊！”唐棠梨疯狂地冲出了宿舍。已经是九点半了，阿姨提早关了电闸，外面漆黑一片，我也跟着跑了出去，拉上了小蛐蛐。这个宿舍再也住不得人了，里面闹鬼！ 又是一声惨叫，响彻了整个女生宿舍。灯终于亮了，我们看到了无比惊恐的一幕。唐棠梨死了，她在漆黑中滚下了楼梯，摔断了脖子，当场毙命。 409宿舍成了真正的鬼屋，没有人再敢靠近。A栋大门的那块镜子屏风虽能困住此处的冤魂，不让它们逃出作恶，却无法制止这个困境里的诡异杀戮。 为什么这么多人选择在A栋自杀，我不知道。有没有冤魂，我也不知道。我只知道，我就是那个冤魂。其实，没有白清泉的鬼魂，也没有林影影的冤魂，一切不过是我的杰作。从一开始，我要对付的便是唐棠梨，她是我同父异母的妹妹。但只选择她一人下手，会引起别人的怀疑，所以我先从林影影处下手。 我知道林影影和我一样讨厌唐棠梨，所以当唐棠梨冤枉她时，我便知道机会到了。我左右手都能写字，而且左手的模仿能力极强。我很早前就偷了一本林影影的作业本，把她的字迹模仿得一模一样。 因为我之前的装神弄鬼，林影影也相信了409闹鬼的事，加上以前就盛传的关于409的恐怖流言，我和她也就密谋了一个计划。我把409下有密室的事和林影影说了，让她当着唐棠梨的面吓她。按着我的指示跳下去不会摔死，只会掉到密室里。这样一来，吓了唐棠梨，大家也就解气了。 林影影照着我说的做了，而小蛐蛐也做了我的时间证人。其实八点多时，我曾跑下一楼，弄坏保险丝，让整栋楼停电，然后再爬到楼顶把一早就准备好的篮球绑上细橡皮，橡皮的另一头垂了下来，橡皮的末端还系了一条很细很细的丝绳。我再跑回宿舍，把柔韧的丝绳套在指间，因为夜里黑，又没有半点亮光，所以没有人注意到那条绳。我哄了小蛐蛐和我一起听歌，蒙着头，把耳机塞到了她耳里，当听见唐棠梨的脚步声时，我扯动丝绳，拉下篮球，砸到了309窗户的玻璃，然后玻璃整块掉落，而被气得昏了头的林影影，以为响声是我给她的提示，便站到了窗台前，等到唐棠梨到了，便跳下去。但她没有落到密室里，而是摔死在了碎玻璃上。 小蛐蛐因为当时在听歌，那首歌是快歌，我调得很大声，她根本没听见碎玻璃的声音。而309的玻璃为什么会碎，就更容易解释了，因为不知道是谁扔的篮球，砸到了玻璃，仅此而已。那绳索很好用，用力一抽，便到了我手上，我趁小蛐蛐不注意，便塞到了胸衣里。 仿的遗书就放在唐棠梨的床头，林影影又是以这样的方式在她面前死去。她心中有愧，当我故意吓她时，她便落荒而逃，而在楼梯上，早有我事先放下的香蕉皮，所以她摔断了脖子，而小蛐蛐就是我最好的时间证人。 我为什么要杀唐棠梨？因为我就是那个卑贱的私生女，而她就是高高在上的公主。我的妈妈本来是大户人家的女儿，只是命不好，也是个私生女，不被家族承认。她过得很卑微，很苦。甚至还被那个是我爸爸的人欺骗了感情，生下了我，当正室逼上门的时候，才知道他已经结过婚。 我小时候曾和妈妈住在柳园的那座小洋楼里，那是我的姨妈白清泉设计的小洋楼。白清泉便是白家高贵的公主，而母亲只是个不能见光的私生女。白清泉一生富贵，而我妈妈则被逼上门的正室用玻璃画花了脸，绝望中含冤跳楼。从此爸爸再也没理我，把我丢给了白家照管，而白家人只当我佣人使唤，说我是个野种。 直到我半工半读考上了这里的大学，唐棠梨一听见消息，便不顾她爸爸的反对，硬要搬进闹鬼的409，她只是想看看我这个野种怎样出笑话而已。 其实，我所谓的一直见到的冤魂不过是我妈妈的鬼魂，我当然不会害怕。该害怕的应该是迫害我们的那对母女。只是她妈妈活得好好的，权大势大，奈何不了她，那就只好动她的女儿唐棠梨了。唯有这样，才能让那个女人彻骨疼痛。所以便有了以上的一切。 好了，我的故事讲完了，也该申请调离409，换个环境了。 正当我开心地离开409时，在湘妃竹林里，我竟然又看见了他，心一痛，我扭头便走。手却被他攥住。 “放开我！”我厉声喝道。 “你回头还来得及。”他把一副手铐铐在了我手上。我茫然地看着他，不知道发生了什么事。“你自首吧。”小蛐蛐从他身后走了出来。 “从你要看《柳园构筑》时，我便注意到你。”朗濯阳看着我道，“我不仅仅是心理系的博士生，更是主修犯罪心理学的，我直属警局犯罪心理科，必要时也会做谈判专家的工作。所以第一次见面我便窥晓了你的企图犯罪心理。”他把那张标有词语联想的心理评判纸递给我：“玻璃——恐惧（后改为：镜子），小洋楼——嫉妒（后改成：花园），姐妹——黑色，日记——脸。我一直在进行联想，玻璃、脸、恐惧是因为你的妈妈在你面前自杀而使你留下的阴影。小洋楼，金屋藏娇也是怨恨嫉妒的载体，姐妹亲情在你心里也是扭曲的，你的心理联想写满了阴暗。” “这些是无法构成证据的。”我冷冷地答。“我一直没告诉你，林影影其实是我一个远方亲戚，关系十分疏远，但总算相识。她看见唐棠梨在和我来往，碰巧唐棠梨冤枉了她，所以给我留言，把你和她的约定告诉了我。只可惜我手机没电，直到回到家里，充了电才听到留言。而那通电话便是证据。”他顿了顿，继续说，“还有那只篮球，尽管你处理得很好，做事时也戴了手套，但是爬上屋顶时，留有鞋印，证明了是你的鞋留下的。更重要的一点是，因为爬墙，你的手刮伤了，还留下了血迹，经过鉴定，是你的DNA。为什么会做此推测，因为你曾借阅抛物线性原理一书。顺着推测，还是让我找到了顶楼上的证据。你妒忌你姐姐，因为她过得比你好，要什么有什么；你恨她，因为她们母女逼害你和你妈妈。只是，尽管报了仇，你真的过得了自己的良心吗？林难道就不无辜吗！” “原来你靠近我，就是为了研究我的犯罪心理。”我冷笑，心里明白，终究是无法逃脱法律制裁，我大吼，“难道我和我妈就不无辜吗？唐棠梨就是好人吗？我妈妈就该冤死吗？”我看见他在摇头，我能看得见他眼底的失望。 一阵风吹过，我看见了林影影和唐棠梨，她们站在了竹林深处，一步一步地朝我走来，林影影的脸血肉模糊，唐棠梨的头断了。No, it's impossible!这世界上不可能有鬼！ “啊！”我要逃，一定要逃，她们来索命了。 我拼命地挣扎，但无论我怎样撕咬踢打，朗濯阳仍不松手，一阵剧痛袭来，我晕了过去。 梦里，她俩索命来了，“不，不要！”我挣扎着起来，原来是朗濯阳和小蛐蛐在我身边。我的手上没有手铐，朗濯阳在给我扎针，我这是怎么了？ 突然，林影影走到了跟前。 “你不是死了吗？”我哆嗦着说。“梨儿，别怕，她们没事，你做梦了。”朗濯阳紧紧地搂住了我。我拼命地推开他：“不可能，不可能！明明是我亲手杀了她俩。我恨唐棠梨抢了你，我爱你，我爱你！”我头脑一片混乱，我不知道自己在说什么。 “我知道，我知道你爱我。你回答书本的联想词时我就知道，你原先回答的是——lang（朗），是我，我知道，因为我们是因为书而相识的。只是你太骄傲，你不愿承认，所以你改了答案。”他紧紧地搂住了我。“可我杀了人。”我不再挣扎，泪水湿了他肩膀，“她们索命来了。” “那是你的'心理补偿'。你恨唐棠梨一家，恨到无以复加，所以你出现了幻觉。玻璃、碎脸，这些词语联想不过是你精神分裂的标志，你出现了多重人格，自我分裂，来满足心里无法实现的一些愿望，例如父母的爱、亲情，其实你最在乎的是亲情。所以你做了杀害了仇人的梦，来补偿现实生活中的不如意。” “不可能，不可能。”我拼命地摇头。 “是真的。”小蛐蛐蹲下来握住了我的手，“还记得你和我说起，第一次见鬼的事吗？你说你打开窗户，正要跳下去。”她拉了我的手，一起走回了409室，“你自己看看。” 我一步步向前，只见窗帘静静垂着，我用力掀开了窗帘，窗户是被铁栏杆焊死的！“这一切都不是真的。”我痛苦地捂住了头。朗拼命地稳住了我，不让我倒下来。 “当小蛐蛐来找我时说了那番话，我便发现了你的精神状态很不好。明明是有铁栏的，你如何跳下去？更不论什么篮球打碎玻璃了，你知道要经过多少次的练习，才能将篮球准确无误地打破309的窗户吗！” 我的世界在突然间便坍塌了，我浑浑噩噩地听着他俩在说着什么却全然不明白了。 我听见他说：“梨儿不过是渴望一份完整的父母之爱，完整的家，但她的童年却是不幸的。因为他父母的不负责任，她过得很苦，导致心灵扭曲。可恨的不过是为人父母者，把家庭、亲情当作了消遣，没有负起该负的责任。我只不过是想和唐棠梨好好地沟通，却使梨儿的误会加深，加重了她的精神负担。就连裙子也不过是我妈妈让我替她送的礼物，唐棠梨就快过生日了。而她爸爸是我爸爸生意上的伙伴。” “原以为你只是为了帮助她。”小蛐蛐若有所思。 “我也没想到自己会爱上梨儿。”我茫然地被他搂在怀里，我不懂他的意思，只是看见他好像很悲伤。所以我也抱着他，那样他会不会快乐些？ “梨儿怎么办？” “我会一直照顾她，把她的病治好，她渴望的不过是一份爱。那样的父母，没有半分责任，才会造成这样的孩子。她情愿让心理补偿逼疯了自己，也不愿用恨来伤害亲人，她其实很善良。” “所以她赢得了你的爱。”我看见唐棠梨在对朗濯阳说话。她不是被我杀死了吗？但为何在她的眼里我看不见恨？“亲情可贵，我该珍惜的。” 唐棠梨为什么要和我说这些？她为什么哭了？她为什么要对我说对不起？ 不重要了，只要朗濯阳在我身边，便一切足够了，而我心中的那个冤魂，也随着大片大片的梨花雪一起飘落，一起消融……