Chapter 16 epilogue your disappearance is a mystery

Li Dawei stood next to the subway station on Mortal East Road on a dewy morning, looking at the open space that used to be the abandoned security booth, the sound of guns and guns in the distant years resounded in his heart. He seemed to see a soldier crying on the scorched earth that was also burning. It was a timid soldier, and that soldier even urinated on his army pants. The soldier was terrified. He fled the Scarlet Heights in the middle of the night when his comrades were resting. He didn't take up the responsibility of a soldier of the Republic. He became a deserter. During his escape, he fell down the mountain and became crippled. It was a fellow villager who found him dying, rescued him, and sent him to a field hospital.At first, the people in the field hospital regarded him as a wounded hero, but soon, the hospital found out about him.

He was a deserter, and of course a deserter is shameful and punishable.At that time, it was his luck that he was not shot according to the discipline of wartime.He was court-martialed, and after a few years in prison, he returned to Chiban with a commuted sentence. His name is Li Shouchang, his nickname is Dudu, and his nickname is Pony. In this city, few people know his name, and those who know him call him pony. Li Dawei's eyes were covered with mist.The pony had a disgraceful life, but his life made Li Dawei sad, and it was difficult for him to erase the lonely figure of this man from his heart.

Pony is a garbage picker, perhaps in the eyes of many people, he is a garbage. When this sweltering summer was about to pass, Zhu Que'er, the hair-washing girl of Violet Shampoo Shop, read a news in the newspaper, saying that the murder case in the Qingyun Community on Mortal East Road had been solved more than a year later. It was a fugitive.He sneaked into the Qingyun community on that thunderstorm night.He escaped the electronic monitor at the entrance and climbed the stairs to the fifth floor.When he came to the fifth floor, he suddenly heard the sound of the door opening. He hid behind the wall of the stairs and saw a woman in a nightgown coming out to take out the garbage. Pushing into the house, he entered the house himself.He locked the door behind him, and took out a sharp knife from his waist to point at the woman... The fugitive escaped from Chiban City by train that night. to twenty-four hours.He later went to Xinjiang and was arrested when he committed crimes in Xinjiang. He truthfully confessed his previous crimes, including this burglary and homicide case.He killed Donna, and when he dismembered the body, he discovered that Donna was pregnant with a child.

Suzaku'er was startled when he saw it. She thought that after paying off the two thousand yuan from the proprietress, she would leave the city no matter what, and she hoped to return to her hometown. The air in my hometown is so fresh, which makes her feel so safe and peaceful. My name is Pony, and I still often sit on the steps outside the Sunshine Cinema on Mortal East Road and wait for Donna. I hope she will come to me one day. She used to walk so elegantly on the sidewalk of Mortal East Road, her white dress stirred the desire of the wind.I was sitting on the steps, and I spotted her in the crowd at a glance. She walked slowly in my direction, her haughty face revealed a fascinating luster in the sun, and I seemed to be able to smell her clean and pure jade. The scent of apples on the face.

At that time, there will be a surge of sweetness in my heart, and that sweetness will seep out of the pores of my whole body like honey, and I imagine myself as a happy man. Now I can't wait for Donna on the steps in the sun, I can only sit on the steps at night and wait for Donna. I thought I could find Donna in another world, but I am the only one in this deserted world. I haven't seen anyone, I can't see my father, I can't see my comrades who died in the battle, and Wu Feipo, I don't know where they are hiding... I thought this world would be very lively, with traffic and people coming and going everywhere, but no, I am the only one in this deserted world.

I can only watch a lot of fireflies dancing in the dark night. I don't know if those fireflies were changed by them. In the eyes of those fireflies, maybe I am also a firefly. Sometimes, I would stand at the gate of the Qingyun community, and I would look at the security guard Zhu Shuiwang, and I would speak loudly to him, but he couldn't hear me. I thought to myself, what's wrong? Zhu Shuiwang didn't seem to see me either. I will go to that alley and find a seat in Li Lao Er's ramen shop. I yell to Li Lao Er loudly, bring me a bowl of mutton noodles, I am not afraid to eat my nails in the noodles coming.

Li Laoer couldn't hear me no matter what, he couldn't see me, and he couldn't hear my voice. I don't know what happened. Sometimes I would go to Violet Shampoo's and listen to Suzaku'er's silvery laughter. When I saw her laugh, I laughed too. I don't know if she heard my laughter.She is a happy person.I also want to be as happy as her, but I can't. If Suzaku'er's smile is a happy one, then mine is a bitter one. I also have a strange thought, let Suzaku'er wash my hair once, I don't know what it's like to wash my hair, why so many people wash their hair.

No one can hear me, I'm so lonely. Sometimes, I sit on the steps at the entrance of the Sunshine Cinema, and I have a lot of pebbles in my hands. I play with pebbles while waiting for Donna to arrive. When I get tired of waiting, I will throw pebbles at people passing by. If you pass by the entrance of Sunshine Cinema one night and get hit by a pebble or something, don’t panic, it’s just me joking with you ,I have no malice. Now time is passing day by day, I don't know what the future holds. The difference between me now and before is that I don't have to pick up trash. I'm not hungry, really not, although sometimes I crave a bowl of ramen from Li Lao Er's Ramen Shop.I don't want to find a place to live, I can stay anywhere, and I still don't feel warm or cold.

I am here, besides waiting for Donna, I will find someone else, and that is Xiao Wu. Speaking of Xiao Wu, I still feel so guilty, I feel sorry for her. I don't know where she is, I searched everywhere, every corner of the city, but I couldn't find her. I will hold the injustice for Xiao Wu.I know the Sichuan restaurant is still open on Fridays, just with a different owner.Business there seems to be booming. I know that Xiao Wu left Friday Sichuan Restaurant because of A Bian's troubles. Sometimes I would sneak into the Sichuan restaurant on Fridays to give Ah Bian a bad look.Ah Bian sometimes cuts his fingers while chopping vegetables, that is my masterpiece.

I will put A Bian's cut off finger skin or fingernail in the dish, if you eat fingernail or finger skin in Sichuan restaurant on Friday, don't be nervous, that is my prank, I have never done a prank before , because I am afraid. Now I am also afraid, I am afraid of fire, when I see fire, I will smell the pungent burnt smell, and that kind of burnt smell makes me sad.If you happen to meet me in the dark night of Mortal East Road, don't be afraid, as long as you light the lighter in your hand, I will escape. I really want to find Xiao Wu, I want to say sorry to her, I want to tell her that I have no malicious intentions, I am a cowardly person, but I committed such a serious crime against her, I will never have peace .Xiao Wu, where are you?Why did you disappear without a trace like Donna?Xiao Wu, your disappearance is a mystery, an eternal mystery in my heart.

I will always sit on the steps outside the Sunshine Cinema, waiting for Donna, maybe I can wait for Xiao Wu, if Xiao Wu comes, I hope to take her to see a movie.If I can't wait for Xiao Wu, I will search for her all over the world, wandering in every corner of the city until I find her. One night, I suddenly saw Granny Wu, and she walked towards me.She said to me, are you here too? I said to her, have you found Xiao Wu? Fat woman Wu asked me, who is Xiao Wu? Oh my god, Fat Granny Wu doesn't even know who Xiao Wu is.I didn't ask her again, but I suddenly felt a sense of happiness. Fat woman Wu appeared, and those people I wanted to meet would definitely appear.I am not alone.I talked about Song Zhengwen with Granny Wu.Fat Po Wu said that she actually knew about Song Zhengwen and Donna for a long time. Song Zhengwen approached her and asked her to abort Donna, but Fat Po Wu refused him because she couldn't stand the torture and didn't do that anymore. Just then I heard a scream from Fat Woman Wu.I saw a group of bloody naked babies coming out of nowhere, some of them were male and female, some were crying, some were laughing, some were babbling... They pressed Fatty Wu there, stretched out With sharp claws, he scratched and poked Wu Feipo's body.Fat woman Wu was struggling in pain, she called out, Pony, help me!Pony, save me! I was terrified. I have no way to save Fatty Wu, I feel very helpless, I am still so timid, I am a real coward now, I am afraid of those babies lying on top of me, I am also afraid...