Chapter 11 Chapter Ten: Claws Inserted into His Chest

Look at the clouds in the western sky, it is very beautiful now, hurry up, if you and I are under the same sky.Taozi, who received this mobile phone message, hadn't left the office yet. She came to the window and looked towards the west sky. What she saw was a gray area, there were no clouds at all, and the whole city was also gray.The city seemed to be burning, and that gray thing was the smoke of the burning city. The person who sent her the message was a college classmate who was far away.She didn't text back the classmate who was in a good mood.There are also different scenes under the same sky, just like everyone's mood at this time, there are good and bad.Taozi was in a bad mood, and she was afraid that her bad mood would affect that classmate. Taozi never liked to bring bad moods to others. Bad moods are a kind of virus, and they are contagious.

Because of the continuous high temperature weather, the city's electricity consumption has been overloaded, and the government has begun to conduct a power outage in the city. Maybe it's because the block where Taozi lives has a power outage tonight. She didn't leave the office after get off work, but Taozi knew in her heart that it wasn't because of a power outage, but because of the balls of paper that Song Zhengwen threw into the wastebasket recently. She came to Song Zhengwen's wastebasket again, and picked up those balls of paper. Tao Zi put those balls of paper on the desk, before she opened them, she thought to herself, is this good?Is it a manifestation of psychological darkness?Looking at Song Zhengwen's paper balls is like peeping into Song Zhengwen's soul.She sat there, staring at the balls of paper with those beautiful eyes in a daze. If Song Zhengwen continues like this, will he become abnormal?Or Song Zhengwen has become abnormal?

Taozi's mood fell into a kind of crisis. When she read the words written by Song Zhengwen on the white paper, she also felt the crisis in Song Zhengwen's heart. He must be enduring a severe test. Song Zhengwen wrote It's not just as simple as graffiti, he must have something to do, and there must be a secret in his heart.Not only did Song Zhengwen have a crisis in his heart, but his work also fell into a crisis. This afternoon, the boss asked him to talk to him. The boss's words were very strict, and quickly spread throughout the company, saying that if Song Zhengwen couldn't meet the work quota, the boss would ask him to find another job.If this is the case, it is also quite unfavorable for her Taozi.

She once had the idea of ​​helping Song Zhengwen, but when she thought of Song Zhengwen's eyes in Su Qianhuang's bar that night, she dismissed that idea. She didn't want to be involved in Song Zhengwen's vortex. Song Zhengwen is absolutely A man with a problem, a man with a problem will cause trouble to another irrelevant person if he is not careful, Tao Zi knows the seriousness of the problem.But she really didn't want to see Song Zhengwen go on like this, her heart was full of contradictions. Taozi didn't know how long she had been sitting there, but she finally reached out to those balls of paper, and she unfolded them one by one, with the same words written on each paper.It seems that a piece of text has been copied several times at the same time. When Tao Zi reads these texts, she seems to have entered Song Zhengwen's secret and dark inner world.

This text is like this: I can't control myself, the devil in my heart is instigating me, asking me to execute you Ling Chi, I really can't control myself.I am standing in the darkness, the tide of darkness is drowning me, I am facing a disaster, all because of the devil in my heart.Yes, I want to have a good talk with you, but for what?Talk about the poisonous hand that reaches out to the flowers at dusk?Talk about that innocent child struggling in the world like drowning?Talking about a person's growth is related to that nightmare?The devil in my heart, how long have you lived in my heart, have you been with me since I was born?I can't break free from your control... No, no, you are the devil, why do you have to be born again and again?Your birth is a curse to me, you have taken my love, you have taken everything from me, I want you to die, I want you to go into the darkness that will never be restored, I will have no mercy on you, you are an evil ghost, your Crying broke my inner peace, why did you come?Why?Please, please let me go, you will be born after my soul and body are wiped out together, okay?Let me go, let me go!

Taozi's scalp was numb, these words plunged Taozi into a kind of darkness like a spell, she could even see Song Zhengwen groping in a huge black hole, his shouts were hoarse, Taozi couldn't imagine Song Zhengwen How exaggerated is the distorted face in the black hole? Maybe Song Zhengwen inserted his sharp claws into his chest while shouting, and he pulled out his heart, crushing it bit by bit... Taozi was breathing quickly, she felt an invisible hand reaching into her chest, it was going to take out Taozi's heart and crush it... Taozi didn't dare to think about it anymore.

In a panic, she crumpled up the papers she spread out and threw them back into Song Zhengwen's wastebasket one by one. After finishing this, Tao Zi took a sip of water, and her heart calmed down.She just stood up, picked up her bag, and was about to leave the office. When she held her bag in her hand, she thought of Song Zhengwen's exaggeratedly large black leather bag, which seemed to be bulging every day, and she didn't know what was in it, maybe it contained a devil. Taozi turned off the lights in the office, walked out, closed the door, and left the place. Zhu Que'er was out of her mind for several days. That night, the taxi driver Xiao Wu came again, and he asked Zhu Que'er to wash her hair again by name.

Zhu Que'er sat on the sofa in a daze, she didn't seem to hear Xiao Wu's words. The proprietress knew that Zhu Que'er had something on her mind, so she asked Zhu Que'er many times, but Zhu Que'er froze and said nothing. The proprietress smiled and said to Xiao Wu, Master Wu, Suzaku'er is not in good health today, let Cuicui wash it for you. Xiao Wu looked at Zhu Que'er, who was ignoring him, and felt a little angry. He said, "Damn it, if you're sick, you'll be sick. If you say no, you'll be fine. Who are you going to show a dead look to?"

Zhu Que'er glanced at him and didn't say anything. If Xiao Wu dared to scold her like this in the past, she would have jumped up. Zhu Que'er's indifference made Xiao Wu have nothing to do with her. So Xiao Wu said to the proprietress, proprietress, come and wash for me. The proprietress smiled and said, let Cui Cui wash it for you, her craftsmanship is also good. Xiao Wu said, lady boss, you better wash it, Cui Cui's hands are heavy, and it hurts my scalp. Cui Cui said, lady boss, you better wash it for him, he will scold me for my heavy hands. The proprietress had no choice but to go out and wash Xiao Wu's hair herself.

While washing his hair, the proprietress asked him, Master Wu, has anything happened recently? Xiao Wu said, I don't drive the night bus now, what do you think can happen to me? The proprietress said, oh, the night bus is no longer running, so you don't come here often? Xiao Wu said, it’s okay to come there often.I don't want to support my family anymore. The proprietress said, there are not many people like you who are always thinking about home. Xiao Wu said proudly, of course! At this time, Suzaku'er spit out a word, fart! Cuicui burst out laughing. Xiao Wu ignored Zhu Que'er, he said, Ma'am, guess who I saw this afternoon.

The proprietress is very curious, who? Xiao Wu said, I saw Ah San. The proprietress said, where did you see that bastard? Xiao Wu said, at the train station, I was there to solicit customers, and saw him and a few people walk into the waiting hall. The proprietress said, you read that right, right? Xiao Wu said, how could my eyes see the wrong person?That's him, he's a bear, and I know him even when he's skinned! The proprietress said, we all thought he was missing, so it was useless for Fatty Wu to raise such a son. By the way, Fatty Wu hasn't come to set up a stall for several days, so I don't know how she is. Xiao Wu said, who knows! Suzaku'er heard this, stood up, and walked straight to the door. The proprietress asked him, Suzaku, why are you going? Suzaku'er ignored her and went out.Suzaku'er stood on the street, a gust of hot wind blew over, Suzaku'er felt her face was burned, she saw a piece of paper was lifted up by the gust of wind and then put down, the piece of paper was like a tired butterfly, trying to spread its wings Goofy, but he no longer had the strength to lie quietly on the ground, waiting for the trampling of passers-by.When the wind stopped, Zhu Que'er felt like that piece of paper, so worthless, that Fatty Wu's no longer appearing was a heavy burden on her heart, and she suddenly wanted to visit Fatty Wu's house. Zhu Que'er walked on the street for a while, then turned into the alley.There were people coming and going in that alley, Suzaku'er thought, what are these people walking around outside on such a hot day?One thing is certain, they are not looking for Fat Po Wu. Zhu Que'er knew that Fei Po Wu was in this old residential area.This old residential area has two-story old buildings, some one-story houses, and some miscellaneous houses, which look very messy.Zhu Que'er didn't know where Fat Po Wu lived.She came to the door of Li Laoer's ramen shop, and she thought, maybe Li Laoer knew the specific address of Wu Feipo, so she entered Li Laoer's ramen shop. The ramen shop is full, and it's time to eat. Li's second son saw Zhu Que'er, his eyes lit up, Zhu Que'er, you haven't eaten ramen for a long time, do you want a bowl today? Zhu Que'er said, Second Li, I've already eaten. Li Laoer laughed and said, what are you doing here after dinner, do you miss me? At this time, Li Lao Er's wife approached Li Lao Er, stretched out a hand, and twisted Li Lao Er's buttocks hard.Li Lao Er let out an ouch, his facial features huddled together. Zhu Que'er was amused, and she said to Li's second wife, "Sister-in-law, I'll let Li's second follow me, he doesn't have the guts!" An embarrassing smile appeared on Li's second wife's face. He wants to go with you. I have no objection at all. The problem is, who wants him? He looks crooked and a pauper! Zhu Que'er smiled again and said, I want to ask where Fat Granny Wu lives. Li's second son said, is that the fat woman Wu who sells vegetables in the vegetable market? Li's second wife said, it's either who she is, or Ah San's mother who always eats noodles with us without paying. Zhu Que'er said, yes, yes, that's right, it's her. Li Lao Er said that he seems to live in this room, but I don't know exactly which room it is in. Li Laoer turned his head and asked his wife, do you know the head of the house? Li's second wife shook her head and said, I don't know either. At this time, a man who was eating noodles raised his head and said to Zhu Que'er, "Shu Que'er, I know, I want to tell you, what's the benefit?" Suzaku'er said, what benefits do you want? The man smiled hey, washed my hair for free, and then—— Zhu Que'er spit on him and wash your mother's head! The man didn't get angry after being scolded by Zhu Que'er, but instead told her the address of Fatty Wu. Zhu Que'er thought in her heart that this man is really cheap, but she still thanked him. Zhu Que'er continued to walk into the alley, the lights in the alley were as dim as will-o'-the-wisps, if it weren't for the pedestrians walking around in the alley, Zhu Que'er really wouldn't dare to walk here.Zhu Que'er turned around and came to a dilapidated old two-story building, which was the home of Fat Granny Wu. There are no lights on the upper and lower floors of this dilapidated small building, and the doors are closed tightly, giving it a gloomy atmosphere.Zhu Que'er stood at the door of Fat Granny Wu's house, feeling the sweat dripping from her body.Zhu Que'er thought, Fat Granny Wu might not be at home, if she were at home, she would definitely not go to bed so early, now it's time for dinner. Zhu Que'er cried out, Fat Granny Wu—— No one answered Suzaku'er. Zhu Que'er yelled again, Fat Granny Wu—— Still no one answered her. Zhu Que'er was discouraged. She was about to leave when suddenly a person came out from a door next to Fatty Wu's small building. That was also an old woman. She asked Zhu Que'er, are you looking for Fatty Wu? Suzaku'er said, yes. The old woman said that she was not here. Two days ago, she came back from the hospital and told me that she was leaving. I asked her where she was going, but she didn't tell me. Anyway, she was gone and she is not at home now. Suzaku asked her, do you know when she will come back? The old woman said she didn't know. After speaking, the old woman entered and closed the door. Suzaku'er's heart was empty, where would Fatty Wu go? When Suzaku'er was walking back, she always felt that there was someone following her behind her, hiding behind her.She didn't dare to look back, and walked out all the way.When she came to Li Laoer's ramen shop, she walked in.At this time, there were fewer customers in Li Laoer's ramen shop.Suzaku'er found a seat and sat down. Second Li asked her, Suzaku, have you found Fat Granny Wu? Suzaku shook his head, no. A secretive smile appeared on Li's second face, I guess you won't find it. Suzaku'er was puzzled, why? Li Lao Er did not answer her question. Suzaku'er kept looking outside, she couldn't figure out which of the passers-by was hiding behind her. Second Li asked her, Zhu Queer, why did you find Granny Wu? Zhu Que'er said, it's nothing, just give me two taels of ramen. Li's second son said, haven't you had dinner yet? Suzaku'er said, but I'm hungry now. Li's second wife said to him angrily, what are you talking about, go downstairs! Li Laoer went downstairs, it seems that Li Laoer is indeed a henpecked master.The noodles came out quickly, and Suzaku'er smelled a strange fragrance.She had never eaten such delicious ramen in Li's second ramen shop. Suzaku'er smelled the strange fragrance, and all her taste buds burst into bloom. She took a bite, and this bowl of ramen tasted really good. Zhu Que'er said, "Second Li, why are the noodles you ordered today so delicious? Did you add any special ingredients?" Li Laoer smiled, it was still the same as before. Li's second wife gave Zhu Que'er a strange look. When Zhu Que'er was eating noodles, she always felt that there was someone standing beside her, but every time she turned her head, she didn't see anything. She also felt a cool air around her, like the cool air emanating from a piece of ice. Suzaku thought it was the cool air blowing from the old electric fan in the ramen shop, but in fact, the electric fan was blowing the cool air. A gust of hot air. Zhu Queer quickly finished the noodles. After she ate all the ramen and beef in the bowl, there was half a bowl of Youhuahua soup left. The hair, that lock of hair was actually connected to a small piece of scalp. She yelled, "Second Li, come and have a look, what is this?" She picked up the lock of hair with chopsticks and let it appear under the light, and the lock of hair turned out to be gray. Li's second child came over, and he said to Zhu Que'er, what's your name, what did you see? Zhu Que'er put the lock of gray hair held by the chopsticks in front of Li Laoer's eyes. Open your eyes and see, what is this? Li's second child looked very surprised, Zhu Que'er, there is nothing! At this time, Li's second wife also came over, and she also said, Zhu Que'er, you are sick, there is nothing! But Suzaku'er clearly saw the lock of gray hair that she was holding.She said loudly, look, what is this?See clearly! Li Laoer said, I really didn't see anything! Li's second wife also said that there is nothing! Suzaku'er seemed very excited, her voice changed, why didn't she?Why not? She held her hair between her chopsticks and walked up to a noodle customer and asked him, did you see it?The guest looked up, looked at her and shook her head, I saw nothing. Suzaku'er didn't give up, how could this be possible?She came to another guest again, did you see that?The guest also shook his head, nothing, what's wrong with you? Suzaku'er thought this was an incredible thing, she put the chopsticks back on the table, her chest heaved.Her face flushed red. Second Li asked her, Suzaku, what did you see? Suzaku'er said, hair. Li Laoer blinked his eyes, but we didn't see anything. Where did the hair come from?Suzaku, you must be dazzled. Zhu Que'er murmured, "How is this possible? I clearly saw a lock of hair, and it was still connected to the scalp. Why couldn't you see it?"Are your eyes blinded by something? Suzaku'er suddenly heard a sinister laugh, the laughter was misty, but no one in the ramen shop laughed, Suzaku'er looked at them with panic on his face. Li Laoer and the people in the ramen shop also looked at Zhu Que'er who was a different person when she came in. They didn't know what happened to her. Although the ceiling fan in the ramen shop was still creaking, the ramen shop The air inside seemed to freeze, and so did time. Song Yawen closed the door of the room. She sat by the window alone, looking at the night of the city outside the window, feeling very uncomfortable.Tonight, at Song Zhengwen's home, she and her elder brother Song Zhengwen were the only two. Her sister-in-law Wang Qin and her nephew had already returned to Wang Qin's natal home. Song Yawen didn't expect that Song Zhengwen would quarrel with Wang Qin because of her affairs.This was the only time Song Yawen saw his brother and sister-in-law quarreling. Song Yawen didn't know if they had quarreled before.After the quarrel, Wang Qin carried the child back to her natal home overnight in a fit of anger. During dinner, Song Yawen told her that she was going to work. Dr. Zhang had already accompanied her to that foreign company, and the boss treated her well. Maybe it was because Dr. Zhang and him were good friends. Song Yawen provided a dormitory for singles. She will move out of Song Zhengwen's house tomorrow and go to work.Dr. Zhang said it would be good for her, and she thought so too. When Song Yawen said this, Song Zhengwen ate with a sullen head. He didn't say a word, neither agreed nor opposed. Wang Qin frowned after hearing what she said, and said, "If you want to leave, don't say it early, and we should make preparations." Song Yawen quickly said, sister-in-law, I'm sorry, it was only decided today. Wang Qin put down the bowl and chopsticks and went into the house. At that time, the child was sleeping. Song Yawen felt sorry for them, she ate with her head down and said nothing. After Song Zhengwen finished eating, he put down the bowls and chopsticks. He looked at Song Yawen with a strange look, his eyelids trembled, and then he said, live alone outside, be careful, this world is not In Taiping, Donna who used to live downstairs was killed. When he said this, his face was gloomy, and the muscles on his face trembled. After Song Yawen heard Song Zhengwen's words, she instinctively became nervous, but she forced herself to relax.Song Yawen said to Song Zhengwen, brother, thank you for your concern, don't worry, I will take good care of myself. Song Zhengwen stood up without saying anything, and went into the bedroom. Song Yawen started to pack the bowls and chopsticks into the kitchen and started doing housework.After finishing the housework, she still needs to pack her luggage, and she will go to a new place tomorrow. Song Yawen didn't expect that Song Zhengwen and Wang Qin had a big quarrel in the bedroom while she was washing the dishes.She heard the child's cry and went out of the kitchen door. He came to the door of brother-in-law's bedroom and found that the door was closed.They were arguing very loudly, she didn't know what they were arguing about, and said some inexplicable words. Listening to their noise and the crying of the child, Song Yawen was also very anxious. She was not worried about what would happen to Song Zhengwen and Wang Qin, but worried that the child would be frightened during their quarrel. Song Yawen said to the room, brother and sister-in-law, please stop arguing. After she finished speaking, the quarreling in the room stopped, only the crying of the children remained. After a while, the door opened, Wang Qin was holding the child, her eyes filled with tears, she pushed away Song Yawen who was blocking the door, and said, "Your Song family doesn't have a good thing!" After she finished speaking, she rushed to the front of the house, opened the door, and walked away. Song Yawen chased her out, she said, sister-in-law, don't go—— Without even looking at Song Yawen, Wang Qin carried the child into the elevator. Song Yawen returned to the house, she rushed into the bedroom, and saw her brother Song Zhengwen sitting on the edge of the bed, holding his head in his hands, looking very painful.Song Yawen said, brother, what's wrong with you?Hurry up and get my sister-in-law back! Song Zhengwen sighed and said, let her go! Song Yawen said, brother, it's all my fault that made my sister-in-law run away in anger. Song Zhengwen stood up, he said, this has nothing to do with you, you go out, I will be alone. With that said, Song Zhengwen pushed Song Yawen out of the bedroom, then closed the door and locked it. Song Yawen stood there alone, not knowing what to do.Song Yawen stood for a while, then went into the kitchen again.She cleaned up the kitchen before she came to her room, closed the door, and sat alone by the window, looking at the night of the city outside the window, thinking about some problems. Song Yawen didn't know how many couples were arguing, how many people were wandering in the streets, how many families were facing disintegration, how many unexpected things happened, how many people were bleeding, and how many people were in fear... …Song Yawen was out of breath, and she said to herself, Yawen, relax, relax, nothing will happen. Doctor Zhang's benevolent face appeared in front of Song Yawen's eyes. The smile on his face was so serene. She seemed to hear Dr. Zhang's soft and magnetic voice, like a hypnotic voice. Song Yawen didn't know how long she had been sitting by the window. She felt that her mind had been fully relaxed before she stood up, drew the curtains, and blocked the night of the city from the room.Song Yawen found his red suitcase from under the bed and began to pack his things.In the process of packing up, Song Yawen heard a meow, and that meow passed through Song Yawen's heart like glass.She raised her head vigilantly and pricked up her ears. After she found that there was no movement, she continued to pack her things. After packing up, Song Yawen was a little tired.She's going to take a shower and then go to bed, she doesn't want to leave a bad impression when she goes to work on the first day tomorrow.Song Yawen changed into her pajamas and went out of the room.Song Yawen had to go through the door of his brother-in-law's bedroom to take a shower in the bathroom on the other side of the living room. When Song Yawen passed Song Zhengwen's bedroom, he heard crying. It was not the cry of a baby, but the cry of a man. To be precise, it was the cry of Song Yawen's brother Song Zhengwen. Song Yawen hadn't heard Song Zhengwen's cry for a long, long time. I remember that when she was a child, she often heard bleak cries from the small room next door late at night, and she was woken up by the bleak and tragic cry.She was very scared. When Song Yawen was a child, when she heard her brother Song Zhengwen crying late at night, she would open her frightened eyes and dive into her mother's arms.She didn't understand why her brother was crying, and his crying sound was so dark that she couldn't breathe. She often asked why her brother was crying, but Song Zhengwen would never answer her question. Sometimes, Song Zhengwen would ask her strangely, are you afraid of death? At that time, Song Yawen didn't know what death was all about.Now, brother Song Zhengwen's cry reappeared.Song Yawen was a little at a loss.The cry of Song Zhengwen, an adult man, is more desolate and sad than his cry when he was a child. Song Yawen seems to be able to touch the pain expressed in Song Zhengwen's cry with his hand.Song Yawen didn't dare to knock on his door, and she didn't dare to ask her brother why he was crying so bitterly. Song Yawen suddenly didn't want to take a bath anymore, she returned to her room tremblingly, she closed the door gently, and locked the door behind her.Then, Song Yawen covered her chest and hid on the bed. At this time, Song Yawen heard another meowing, and the curtain seemed to be moving. Could there be a cat hiding behind the curtain?A white cat like it jumps on a child? Song Yawen didn't dare to go over and lift the curtain to prove her imagination. A distorted face appeared in front of Song Yawen's eyes. The eyes on that face were shining with evil light. That face was facing a cute baby girl. That face smiles. Song Yawen cried out, no, no, not brother!no! Song Yawen quickly pressed her mouth, but Song Yawen was not sure whether she would be in any danger this night.For many years, Song Yawen has always believed that danger is around, it is everywhere and all the time. Song Yawen dare not turn off the lights to sleep tonight.Song Yawen is tormented by memories.She would not only think of what happened to herself, but also of other things.She remembers very clearly that when she was a child, her cousin, who had just reached the full moon, came to their house as a guest with the child in her arms.During the meal, my cousin coaxed the child to sleep.During the meal, everyone was talking and laughing, only my brother didn't speak, he was silent all the time, his eyes were very complicated.The elder brother finished his meal quickly, and he walked into the room where the child slept.Seeing his brother like this, Song Yawen became curious.She quietly entered the room where her brother entered while the adults were talking without paying attention to her.The scene she saw made her unforgettable forever. She never believed that it was his brother.She saw her brother's face twisted, his eyes were evil, and he was muttering something, and he could see the anger and anxiety in his heart. He stretched out his hands to the sleeping child, and he wanted to Choke my cousin's child to death!At this moment, Song Yawen cried out.The child was also frightened and cried by Song Yawen's yelling.The adults walked in, they watched Song Zhengwen pick up the child as if nothing had happened, Song Yawen stayed there and couldn't say anything... He saw a child abandoned in the wilderness, the child was lying naked among the weeds, a wild dog came to smell his breath, and then went away in panic, and a poisonous snake swam past him and penetrated the grass disappeared.There is still an unknown fire in the distance fanning an emotion.The child saw an old woman whose tears fell on the child's skin.The old woman picked up the child and walked non-stop in the wilderness. She passed through a forest and came to a field of flowers. The child smelled the fragrance of flowers, but after a while, all the flowers withered. He looked at the old man. The woman disappeared at the end of the sky without even looking back.The child finds himself in a sea of ​​suffering, in which he rises and falls.As the sky darkened, waves rose in the sea of ​​bitterness.A wave came and drove the child into a deep black hole, a cold black hole.The cry of the child is silent and no one can hear it. The child is crying and descending into the black hole. This is a bottomless black hole. He doesn't know when he will be able to land on a safe ground... He held the child with one hand He gave birth to a child, and the cry of the child broke his heart. He said, why were you born into this world?Why did you come to suffer?Why should I hold you up?It's better to let you sink into the darkness and stay away from this ugly world! And he said, no, you're not a child, you're a devil, you've brought sin, you've killed love, why did you let me lift you up?Why did you come to me?You are the pain of my life, I want to end you and let you go back to that dark place... When Song Zhengwen woke up, he found that his face was full of tears and his throat was sore. He sat up blankly.His eyes were blurred and blood red. The white cat suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, and the white cat disappeared after meowing.Song Zhengwen trembled all over, he felt as if he had changed. He seemed to see a woman sitting there, fiddling with a pair of little red children's shoes, as if she was beckoning to him, text, come, come and see the pair of little red leather shoes I bought for our baby, I want our baby to wear How beautiful it would be. Song Zhengwen said in horror, I don't want, don't, don't let him be born! He murmured, and opened the bedroom door. Song Zhengwen slowly came to the door of his sister Song Yawen's room, he stood there blankly, without saying a word, he stretched out his hand.He seemed to hear a voice saying to him, they are all devils, they shouldn't come into this world!No, no, they are angels, they should not come to this dirty world to suffer, they should go back to heaven!Song Zhengwen breathed heavily, he didn't know what he would do, he had already entered a state.