Chapter 6 Chapter 5 He Smells a General Smell of Blood in the Air

This is the first cloudy day since the beginning of summer, and it is also a Sunday.This cloudy day seemed unusually dull, Song Yawen was washing dishes in the kitchen, she thought, it would be nice if it rained, it would not be so stuffy, she felt like she was in an airtight jar, this kind of weather It reminded her of a distant noon, it was also such a sultry cloudy day, she was blindfolded by a piece of cloth, a pair of strong hands pinched her childlike neck, she felt the golden light in her eyes splashing, and her ears were buzzing It was beeping, her heart was like an over-inflated balloon that was about to burst... She closed her eyes and made a short mental adjustment. Song Yawen took a long breath and let it out.

After her tense nerves were effectively relieved, she opened her eyes. At this time, her sister-in-law Wang Qin stood in front of her.Wang Qin asked her with concern, Yawen, what's wrong with you? Song Yawen quickly said, nothing, nothing. Wang Qin said, Yawen, is it too hard? It will be fine when you find a job and go to work. I discussed it with your brother. After you find a job, we will hire a nanny to take care of the children. Song Yawen smiled, what kind of nanny should I hire, I will help you raise the child. Wang Qin said, don't be silly, you finally finished college, how can you do without a job, I feel very uneasy for you to serve me for so long, this is an overkill for you.

Yawen said, sister-in-law, don't say that. This is what I should do. I went to college because of you and my brother. I haven't done enough. After Wang Qin went out, Song Yawen sighed. In such a gloomy and hot weather, she felt very heavy.She thought of Dr. Zhang, and she wanted to go to Dr. Zhang and talk to him.After tidying up the kitchen, Song Yawen came to her brother-in-law's bedroom.Song Yawen saw his sister-in-law Wang Qin breastfeeding the child. Song Zhengwen sat beside her, looking at the child affectionately and sweetly. He said, the child's nose really looks like mine.

Song Yawen looked at their affectionate look, and an imperceptible look flashed in his eyes.Song Yawen hesitated for a while and said, brother, sister-in-law, I want to go to school today, I have something to do. Song Zhengwen looked up at his sister with a smile and said cheerfully, go, go.I am at home today and can help your sister-in-law. Wang Qin also said, Yawen, you can go, since the child was born, you have not rested, so just go out and relax. Song Yawen said, brother, sister-in-law, then I'm leaving, I'll be back in the afternoon. Song Zhengwen said, don't worry, go play, have fun, and it's okay to come back later.

Song Yawen nodded and went out.Song Zhengwen said to his wife Wang Qin after Song Yawen left their room, I will go out to buy vegetables too, if it is late, there will be nothing left, just say what you want, I will buy whatever you want. Wang Qin smiled, I have eaten enough during this time, you can buy whatever you want, I don't care. Song Zhengwen said, what you said is wrong. Now you are the focus of the whole family, and you should be the main one. Wang Qin said, well, let's go. Song Zhengwen went downstairs with Song Yawen. In the elevator, Song Zhengwen looked at Song Yawen with erratic eyes.

Song Yawen didn't speak. Song Zhengwen wanted to say something, but he didn't say it. They got out of the elevator and walked towards the gate of the community together.They walked out of the gate of Qingyun Community, and walked together for a while towards the subway on East Mortal Road, Song Yawen and Song Zhengwen separated.Song Yawen is going to take the subway, which can take her directly to Chiban University.Song Zhengwen went directly to Gumei Vegetable Market through Mortal East Road.After crossing the road, he didn't go directly into the Gumei vegetable market, but followed his sister Song Yawen's back with his eyes. He felt that something was wrong with Song Yawen, and he didn't know what his sister Song Yawen was thinking.It wasn't until Song Yawen disappeared at the subway entrance that Song Zhengwen moved towards the Gumei vegetable market.

When Song Yawen entered the subway entrance, he saw the pony, the cripple who usually wandered on Mortal East Road.The cripple named Pony was standing next to the trash can next to the subway exit. He was staring at the trash can, as if waiting for a piece of gold to appear in the trash can.Song Yawen thinks pony is a weird person.She suddenly thought, if she were a pony, would she stare at the trash can like him?This fake did not make her heart ache suddenly. Something is always going to happen in this dreary weather. Song Zhengwen walked into the vegetable market, and he saw that Fat Granny Wu's stall was empty.Usually, he buys vegetables at Granny Wu's stall. He feels sorry for Fat Granny Wu, so he always buys more vegetables from her to show his help to Fat Granny Wu.He always thought that he would grow old one day, and maybe he would need someone to help him.When Song Zhengwen thought of Fat Granny Wu, he naturally thought of the person he saw in the hospital that night. That person had an important relationship with Fat Granny Wu.Where is he now?Song Zhengwen felt uncomfortable when he thought of that person. Why did he go to the Maternal Love Hospital that night?Why did he look into the ward from that window?

Song Zhengwen didn't think so much anymore. He asked the person next to Fatty Wu, why didn't Fatty Wu stop selling vegetables? The man said, Mr. Song, you don't know that Granny Wu is hospitalized. Song Zhengwen asked, why was she hospitalized? The man pointed to the Violet Shampoo shop and said that it was caused by a hair-washing girl there. Song Zhengwen looked towards the Violet Shampoo Shop. The door of the Violet Shampoo Shop was closed. Song Zhengwen knew that such a shampoo shop that was open until the early morning would not open until noon.Song Zhengwen looked away from the Violet Shampoo Shop, the man was talking about how Suzaku'er went to Fat Granny Wu to ask for money.

After Song Zhengwen listened, he didn't blame Suzaku'er, but said, Wu Feipo's son Ah San is too disgraceful and irresponsible, how could this happen! The man also echoed and said, yes, it is said that no one can be found now, and I don't know where he went. Song Zhengwen shook his head, where would he go? I saw him at the Maternal Love Hospital a few nights ago, did I see the wrong person? Song Zhengwen was about to leave when the man said, Mr. Song, let's buy some vegetables. Look at these vegetables, they are all fresh, green and without pesticides. Song Zhengwen smiled and said, I will go inside to buy some meat first, and then I will buy vegetables when I come out. Don't worry, I will buy it from you when I come out.

The man also laughed, of course, I don't worry, who doesn't know that Mr. Song is a kind and trustworthy person! The pony stared dreamily at the empty trash can.The stuffy air made him short of breath.Just last night, he heard the baby crying again, and he could tell the direction of the baby crying, it should come from the trash can.The pony has been coming to the trash can since early in the morning, but he didn't find the baby, nor the white cat.When the garbage truck came to collect the garbage, the pony asked the middle-aged woman who collected the garbage, did you see a baby, a baby in the garbage can?

The middle-aged woman said, Pony, you must have a neurological problem, where did the baby come from in the trash can, Pony, you should go to a mental hospital for treatment. The pony is very confused. Could it be that he is really mentally ill?This is impossible, my thinking is still very clear. At about ten o'clock in the morning, the pony saw Xiao Wu.Xiao Wu sat on the back rack of a bicycle.He knew the rider on the bicycle, A Bian, the chef of Friday Sichuan Restaurant. When the pony was arguing with the owner of Friday Sichuan Restaurant Wang Guangda, he threatened the pony with a kitchen knife.The pony hated the pockmarked chef. Xiao Wu saw the pony, she called out to him, the pony—— The pony froze for a moment, looking at her. A-Bian said, Xiao Wu, what are you calling him for? Xiao Wu said, I like to call him, what's wrong? Ah Bian said that he was the worst person in the city. Xiao Wu jumped off the bicycle and said to Ah Bian, you go to the restaurant first, I'll be there in a while. Ah Bian's face darkened, he stopped his bicycle, Xiao Wu, what are you doing? Xiao Wu ignored him and walked straight towards the pony. A-Bian said again, Xiao Wu, don't forget to clock in, the wages will be deducted. Xiao Wu didn't seem to hear A-Bian's words, she came in front of the pony.Xiao Wu's face is a flower, a sunflower-like flower, pony, what are you doing here?This trash can is empty, there is nothing you want. When Xiao Wu was talking, the pony kept looking at A-Bian who was riding away resentfully. The pony felt that A-Bian looked back at him full of hatred, and his expression was also very strange. The pony regained his composure and looked at Xiao Wu. He didn't answer her question, but just asked her, Xiao Wu, did you hear the baby cry last night? Xiao Wu looked at the pony strangely, where did the baby cry! The pony pointed to the trash can, where the baby's cry came from. Xiao Wu's eyes widened. There was a baby crying in the trash can? The pony nodded vigorously. Xiao Wu said, Pony, are you alright? The pony shook his head. Xiao Wu also shook her head, and then she left. The pony thought, I must be a monster in the eyes of the fat girl Xiaowu. After staying in Mortal East Road for a long time, Xiaoma knows many people on Mortal East Road, such as Zhu Shuiwang, the security guard of Qingyun Community.The pony thought he should ask him, he thought that he must not be the only one who heard the cry of the baby on the Mortal East Road at night. At this time, Pony saw policeman Huang Xiaochu walking towards him, and Pony was about to go to Qingyun Community.Huang Xiaochu's complexion is very ugly, pony can swear, ever since Huang Xiaochu became a policeman on Mortal East Road, pony has never seen him smile, his face is like today's cloudy day.The pony didn't like the police looking for him, and the pony was even afraid of them, so when Huang Xiaochu walked towards him, he felt frightened.Maybe it was the flustered expression of the pony that caught Huang Xiaochu's attention, and he blocked the pony's way. The pony stammered, Huang, Officer Huang, what do you need from me? Huang Xiaochu said blankly, Pony, haven't you moved out of the security booth yet?Look at you making a good security booth smelly. The pony said, not yet, not yet. Huang Xiaochu said, hurry up and find a place to move. I’m kind enough to tell you that this security booth has been abandoned for a long time. The new director and new officer in our center have taken office. He wants to clean up the security booth. After hearing what he said, the pony's head was buzzing. Huang Xiaochu saw the pony's bewildered look, and said, "However, you can stay here for a few more days. The new director has important things to do. This fire will not reach you for the time being, but you have to act quickly. Understand? The pony quickly said, understand, understand. The pony immediately felt that the cold-faced police officer Huang Xiaochu was a kind-hearted person.In fact, no one can tell who is good and who is bad. There is no standard in this world. After Huang Xiaochu left, the pony breathed a sigh of relief, but soon another stone was blocked in his heart, where should he move to live?Where is his shelter? Is the pony still looking for Zhu Shuiwang, the security guard of the Qingyun Community? Go, why not go!A voice echoed in his ears, and the pony looked around, but no one spoke to him.The streets are full of people in a hurry. When the pony limped towards the Qingyun District, he saw that the stall of Fat Po Wu in the Gumei Vegetable Market across the street was empty.Is she still living in the hospital?Thinking about it, Wu Feipo is also a good person.But when he thinks of Fat Granny Wu wandering in the street at night, he will have another imagination of Fat Granny Wu in his heart. At that time, Fat Granny Wu seems to be a person from another world.Thinking of this, the pony felt cold. The pony came to the gate of Qingyun Community, Zhu Shuiwang was standing at the gate, and he went up to meet him.Zhu Shuiwang also found the pony, and he said to the pony, "Pony, you are so chic and carefree all day long. You can eat enough for one person and the whole family will not be hungry." The pony laughed, I am a useless person, how can I compare with you. Zhu Shuiwang said, Pony, don’t blame me if I don’t let you enter the Qingyun community, I can’t help it, all the people living here are rich people, unlike the old neighborhood opposite, if the owners find you picking up rubbish inside .As long as they make a complaint call to the property management company, I will lose my job. My wife and children are not working, so they point me to supporting them. The pony said, Zhu Shuiwang, I know, I understand what you said, how could I trouble you?That is to say, you treat me like a human being. The other security guards have their eyes on the top of their heads, and they don't look at me at all. You are the only one who tells me what's on your mind. Then Zhu Shuiwang found someone coming, so he said, Pony, hurry up, someone is coming, I'm afraid people will say me. The pony said, okay, I'll go right away, I just want to ask you, did you hear the cry of a baby on Mortal East Road last night? Zhu Shuiwang said, I didn't hear it, but I heard it a few nights ago, it was weird.Pony, let's go! After listening to Zhu Shuiwang's words, the pony thought to himself, could it be that I was the only one who heard the cry of the baby last night? Zhu Shuiwang was obviously unwilling to discuss more issues with him, so the pony had to leave.The pony turned around and was about to leave when he saw Song Zhengwen coming with a basket of vegetables.He saw the pony too!When the pony saw Song Zhengwen, it became flustered. Zhu Shuiwang didn't understand why the pony was so flustered when it saw Song Zhengwen.Song Zhengwen still cast a pinpoint gaze at the pony, and his gaze made the pony tremble.The pony ran away quickly, and in the process of running away, he didn't dare to look back, he was afraid that Song Zhengwen would do something against him, this well-dressed man was his nightmare.The pony was very sad in his heart, and he said to himself, I am a useless person that anyone can despise, I am a dirty mouse on the east road of mortals, and I am a stain in this city. When Song Zhengwen entered the Qingyun Community, he smiled strangely at Zhu Shuiwang, and Zhu Shuiwang suddenly felt a chill in his heart.For some reason, he felt more and more that there was something about Song Zhengwen that frightened him.He didn't dare to say it, he was on guard.Zhu Shuiwang would suddenly think of something that happened late at night.It was more than a year ago. In the middle of the night, he clearly saw Song Zhengwen coming out of the alley diagonally opposite. He didn't know what Song Zhengwen was doing there.That night, when Song Zhengwen entered the community, he looked very flustered, as if he had just returned from doing something shameful.Not long after Song Zhengwen entered, Zhu Shuiwang saw Fat Granny Wu also coming out of the alley. Fat Granny Wu looked so weird that people dared not approach her.Zhu Shuiwang naturally connected Song Zhengwen and Wu Feipo together. What did they do together? The stuffy air really made it difficult for the pony to breathe, and he smelled a bloody smell in the air, just like the bloody smell that suffocated him on the battlefield.Where does the smell of blood come from?Perhaps it came from a certain corner of the city. The pony didn't know how many people in this city were bleeding every day and why.Or it came from some hidden part of the pony's heart, and he couldn't stop his own fragile heart from bleeding.The pony couldn't be sure, so he was very confused. The pony wished for a downpour of rain to wash away the smell of blood that was choking him. Song Zhengwen returned home, and he put the bought vegetables into the kitchen.A child's cry came from the bedroom, and Song Zhengwen frowned.He stayed in the kitchen for a while, then put on a smiling face and went into the bedroom.His wife motioned to him to keep him quiet, she was coaxing the child.His wife Wang Qin softly sang nursery rhymes while coaxing the children.Wang Qin's singing voice full of maternal love quickly put the child to sleep. Song Zhengwen stared blankly at his wife and children. He stood there motionless, the smile on his face froze.Wang Qin gently put the child on the crib, and tiptoedly pulled Song Zhengwen out of the bedroom.She gently closed the door and came to the living room. His wife Wang Qin looked at Song Zhengwen and said, Zhengwen, why are you sweating all over, go take a shower and change your clothes. Wang Qin's body was full of a milky smell. This milky smell stimulated Song Zhengwen. A terrifying color appeared in his eyes. This milky smell made him unbearable!He stood there and said to himself, I'm going to strangle you, you devil!Why are you showing up, why?Do you want to follow me all your life and make me suffer! He seems to be having another seizure.His lips moved, and the muscles on his face twitched slightly. Wang Qin noticed his abnormality, she was a little scared, she said, text, you, don't do this, I'm afraid!I'm really scared, I can't stand seeing you like this, really, Zhengwen, can you be normal, please! When Song Zhengwen's heart was changing, his heart was replaced by another thing, which was an impulse he hadn't had for a long time. Song Zhengwen stared at his wife, suddenly pulled Wang Qin into his arms, and kissed her wildly on the mouth. With a low growl, he picked up Wang Qin and entered the room where his younger sister Song Yawen lived. Wang Qin said, text, no, I can't do it yet, the doctor said that it can only be done after the full moon. Song Zhengwen didn't seem to hear Wang Qin's words. After he put Wang Qin on Song Yawen's bed, he threw himself on Wang Qin's chest, kissing and sucking wildly on Wang Qin's chest.At this time, Song Zhengwen was like a beast in heat. Wang Qin said, Zhengwen, it’s really not good, you think about me, think about the child, I just gave birth a few days ago, don’t do this, hurry up, Zhengwen! Song Zhengwen was panting heavily, he was on fire all over, he couldn't control himself.Song Zhengwen sucked Wang Qin's bulging breasts, he was sucking the nectar of life. Wang Qin begged, Wenwen, get down quickly, I'm about to die, Wenwen, take pity on me, okay?Wait until it's done, I'll make you happy, text? Song Zhengwen was sucking persistently, and his hand was trying to push back Wang Qin's pajama pants. Wang Qin tightly pulled on his belt to prevent him from succeeding, and continued to beg Song Zhengwen.At this moment, a baby's cry suddenly came from their bedroom. The baby's cry hit Song Zhengwen like a bullet, and his body suddenly went limp. Rolled down. Wang Qin took the opportunity to rush out of Song Yawen's room in a panic. Her eyes were filled with tears. Wang Qin came to the bedroom and picked up her awakened son.As soon as she picked up her son, the son stopped crying, and suddenly opened his mouth and smiled at Wang Qin, as if his crying was to relieve his mother. Wang Qin said, my baby—— Wang Qin's tears fell on her son's immature face, although she tried her best not to let her tears roll down.Wang Qin suddenly remembered a smell that made her sick, and that smell seemed to pervade the entire bedroom in an instant. She murmured, how could this happen, how could this happen—— Her stomach convulsed, Wang Qin put the baby back in the crib, and ran into the bathroom. She pointed her mouth at the toilet and vomited wildly. Song Zhengwen didn't seem to hear his wife's vomiting. He lay on his back on the bed, staring blankly at the white ceiling. He seemed to see a woman moving away from him. A child was chasing after that woman, crying and crying. The woman walked to the depths of the field until she disappeared. The child stood on the empty field, unable to cry.Who is that kid? Song Zhengwen was breathing heavily, his eyes were foggy, he was covered in sweat, and his clothes were soaked.Song Zhengwen was struggling and shouting in his heart.At this time, his wife, Wang Qin, who was vomiting madly, could not hear the tragic voice of his inner struggle and cry, and no one could hear it.Song Zhengwen suddenly turned over, put his head on the pillow, and sobbed.He suddenly felt so helpless. From the moment Xiao Wu entered Friday Sichuan Restaurant, the owner Wang Guangda sat in a corner, drinking tea and watching Xiao Wu's every move.He saw that Xiao Wu was pulled aside by Chef A-Bian just after she punched the card.Ah Bian seemed to be very emotional, he and Xiao Wu were talking in a low voice, and a few waiters stood not far away watching them and laughing.Before Ah Bian finished speaking, Xiao Wu left him and went to change into work clothes.Ah Bian looked at her back with an angry look on his face. Wang Guangda frowned and said, playing the piano indiscriminately! The restaurant is a place where it is difficult to hide any secrets, as long as there is any disturbance, it will be spread in the shortest possible time. He has already heard about the chef A Bian Pao Xiaowu.Wang Guangda knew that the restaurant was a place of right and wrong, and he didn't want his employees to make any disturbances that had nothing to do with work, which would affect the work, especially the relationship between men and women. Such things would not only affect the management of the hotel, but also Affect the service quality of the restaurant, and even business.Originally, the business of the restaurant was not good recently, and if something happened, it would make things worse. Wang Guangda stood up and said to a waiter, go and call Master A-Bian to my office. After speaking, he returned to his office. After a while, Ah Bian came in, and he sat down opposite Wang Guangda carelessly and said, Boss, what do you need from me? Wang Guangda stared at his pockmarked face for a while. Ah Bian touched his face with his hand and said, boss, why are you looking at me like this? Wang Guangda said coldly, "Ah Bian, what else do you have on your face besides pockmarks?" Ah Bian touched it again and said, "It's nothing!" Wang Guangda raised his voice, don't you blush? A-Bian was very puzzled, I didn't steal, I didn't rob, and I didn't eat too much, Boss, what do you mean by that? Wang Guangda lit a cigarette and said, Bian, let me ask you, how old are you?How old is your child? A-Bian said, you know all these things, boss, what do you mean by asking these things? Wang Guangda's voice was full of anger, Bian, I hate you so much!You are in your forties, and your children are all in junior high school. What are you talking about with Xiao Wu? Xiao Wu can be your daughter. What are you flirting with?You even went to pick up Xiao Wu by bicycle early in the morning, what are you doing, there is no one in the hotel who doesn't know that you are playing tricks with Xiao Wu! Ah Bian was obviously also very excited, I didn't even touch Xiao Wu's finger, who the hell is talking nonsense, isn't this pouring dirty water on me! Wang Guangda's voice is very severe, don't argue, I know what you have done, and the eyes of the masses are discerning, there is no wave without wind, I don't need you to admit anything now, I just want you to give me a guarantee, To be honest, if you don’t give me this guarantee, you can go wherever you want. It’s not easy for me to find a chef, it’s just a matter of a minute! As soon as A-Bian heard Wang Guangda's words, he lowered his head, Boss Wang, what guarantee do you want me to give you? Wang Guangda said, I guarantee that you will not harass Xiao Wu in the future, and don't make up her mind!She's still a little girl, don't ruin her! Ah Bian lowered his head and was silent for a while and said, Boss Wang, I promise! He spoke in a low voice. Wang Guangda said again, speak louder, I didn't hear it! Ah Bian said again, I promise! At this time, Wang Guangda showed a smiling face. He handed A-Bian a cigarette and lit it for him. His tone became gentler. A-Bian, you must know that I am doing it for your own good. Wu really wants to rely on you, how do you get away?Your tigress-like wife needs to know, won't she come and skin you?You will never live in peace.Besides, Xiao Wu looks like that, is it worth it for you?What do you really want, just find one and give some money to solve the problem?Now the street is full of such beautiful women, I think Suzaku'er from the Violet Shampoo shop across the door is pretty good. Ah Bian exhaled a puff of smoke and nodded again and again, but he cursed viciously in his heart, Wang Guangda, you damn full man doesn't know how hungry you are, why don't you go whoring Suzaku'er yourself, I'm afraid of such a scumbag! I don't want it, and it costs money! Wang Guangda smiled and said to him, Ah Bian, work hard, I will not treat you badly! A-Bian stood up at this moment and said to Wang Guangda, "Boss Wang, then I'm off to work." Wang Guangda said contentedly, go, go, you must take care of Xiao Wu's matter, and don't come to me again if things get out of hand. Ah Bian said, I understand, boss, don't worry! After speaking, Ah Bian took his duck steps and went out with a swing. It could be seen that although he verbally agreed to Wang Guangda, he was still very depressed. Wang Guangda said after A-Bian came out of his office, this guy is good at everything, but this is the problem, as long as he thinks of women, his legs can't move, alas!What's so good about Xiao Wu, let him fall in love with it. Wang Guangda's face darkened. He sighed and said to himself, "Damn it, why are things always going so badly lately?"Babies suddenly appeared in his mind, a group of babies, they crawled towards him naked, they crawled on top of him, each baby reached out to grab him, and he saw their fingers turned into sharp claws.Wang Guangda yelled, and soon he calmed down, and he started calling someone. Song Yawen sat opposite Dr. Zhang, and Dr. Zhang's smile made her feel more at ease.Dr. Zhang is a professor of psychology at Chiban University and a psychologist.Song Yawen has been looking for Dr. Zhang to do psychotherapy for herself when she was in school.She has psychological problems, Song Yawen knew very early on, she found an outlet with Dr. Zhang, as long as she felt that she had any psychological obstacles, she would go to Dr. Zhang, she hoped that she was a mentally healthy person.Doctor Zhang is a gentle person, but he is also very sensitive. He can catch the most fatal weakness in Song Yawen's heart through casual chatting.After Song Yawen entered Dr. Zhang's office, Dr. Zhang played soft music.In the casual chat between him and Song Yawen, he brought up the topic that Song Yawen wanted to talk to him.Song Yawen felt that Dr. Zhang was a trustworthy person, and only based on this, would she confide in him the depression and confusion in her heart. Song Yawen said, since my sister-in-law's child was born, I always have a feeling of insecurity, and I am always afraid that this child will suddenly disappear.I also often have a nightmare. I dream that I am strangled by a pair of hands. I was pinching the child's neck, especially this morning, when I came to my brother-in-law's bedroom and found that the child was safe and sound, but my heart became more and more anxious. Dr. Zhang looked into Song Yawen's terrified eyes, and said softly, Yawen, you just need to tell me. Didn't you say that a child disappeared in the hospital the night before your nephew was born, and you were worried about you? The nephew will also disappear, and you connect this incident with the incident when you were a child, so you think that your nephew will also be attacked, and your fear comes from your heart.In fact, many things have passed and changed over the years, and you don't need to be immersed in the shadow of the past. Song Yawen said again, but, but I think my brother is very abnormal, especially after he had a child, that night, he came home very late, and I happened to get up to pee, I saw him, I saw him looking panicked, I I asked him what happened, he stared blankly at me and entered the bedroom without saying a word, there were three bloodstains on his neck, as if he was caught by some sharp claws, that night, I didn't sleep all night, Always afraid of what might happen. Dr. Zhang said, Yawen, your worry is actually superfluous. It stems from your speculation about your brother after the attack in your childhood. Convince yourself with evidence.You admit that your brother is very good to you, and you are his own sister, he can't harm you. As for the scar on your brother's neck, you don't need to keep it in mind. His privacy has nothing to do with you, it is his own business.In the past, I also talked to your brother several times, he is a very rational person, he is very calm, I can't see any problem with him.You should trust him and trust his love for you.Over the years, he has done a great job, supported you through college, and is very filial to your parents, which shows that many of your guesses are superfluous.The shadow in your heart will appear when you are nervous, it doesn't matter, all I ask of you is just one thing, relax, imagine this world as a beautiful big garden, everyone lives happily in this big garden. Song Yawen said, it's not good for me to behave like this, is it? Doctor Zhang said, the root of everything is related to that incident in your childhood, you have to forget it, it will never reappear, Yawen, that is your dream, not real, the real you live in In a happy and warm family relationship, everyone likes you and loves you! Song Yawen closed her eyes at this moment. Doctor Zhang thought to himself, what a beautiful girl this is!Then, Dr. Zhang came behind Song Yawen, his tone was very light and soft, Yawen, you should be as casual as possible at this time, and relax yourself as much as you can. If you relax, please make a fist with your right hand and squeeze it tighter. Tighten and tighten while observing the tension.Yes, you stay tense, notice the tightness in the fist, hand and forearm... now relax, relax the fingers of the right hand... close the right hand again... hold, yes, watch the tension again... open, relax.Yawen, please spread your fingers again, and please observe the difference in muscle state again... Yawen, you can repeat it with your left fist now.Make a fist with your left hand and keep the rest of your body loose, make your fist tighter and watch the tension relax, yes Yavin, relax and watch the difference.You stay relaxed like this... Yawen, now you make fists with your hands, tighter and tighter, tense your fists, tense your forearms, pay attention to these sensations... Relax, Yawen, relax Spread your fingers and feel the muscles of your hands and forearms of relaxation.Yavin, relax the hand and forearm muscles, Yavin you did a good job, yes, relax further, relax the hand and forearm muscles... Now swing your elbows and tense your head muscles... After doing this for fifteen minutes, Song Yawen felt that her body calmed down, the anxiety in the morning disappeared, her muscles also relaxed, and her breathing became regular, even though the sky outside the window was still so gloomy. Dr. Zhang also prescribed some sedatives for her when she left.Doctor Zhang smiled and said to her, Yawen, you should take part in the work, it is best to move out to live by yourself, you can also try to fall in love, that will be more helpful to you and relieve your tense nerves. Song Yawen nodded and said, thank you, Dr. Zhang. Doctor Zhang still has a gentle smile on his face. You are welcome to chat with me. Remember, no matter when you come, I welcome you. After Song Yawen left, Dr. Zhang fell into deep thought. A beautiful little girl with two pigtails appeared in his mind.The little girl followed her brother's words and came to a forest by the small river.The brother asked her to wait for him there.It was an evening, and the quiet and beautiful evening sunset reflected the water of the small river with sparkles.There is a breeze blowing from the river, and there are birds singing in the grove.The beautiful little girl was sitting on a big rock in the woods, with a grass root in her mouth, her big transparent eyes were blinking, looking carefree into the distance.While she was waiting patiently, she heard rustling in the woods behind her, and she looked back, but found nothing.The little girl has been waiting, she is sure her brother will come.Her brother usually loves her so much.But the sun went down and the darkness came up, and my brother didn't come either.The little girl cried, and her cries traveled far and wide through the woods.At this moment, she felt that her eyes were covered with a cloth.Then, she was pinned down in the grass by a person, and that person's hands tightly grabbed her neck. She shouted, and after a while, she couldn't make a sound.The man let her go and fled the scene.She was not dead, and when she came up with one breath and opened her eyes, she saw the stars above the woods.She stood up in panic, holding something tightly in her little hands. It was a button, a button pulled from the clothes of the person who strangled her neck.She wailed until the people of the village and her father brought her home with torches.There was no elder brother among the people who came to look for her. That night, her elder brother came home very late, and a button was missing from his clothes... Thinking of this, Dr. Zhang took a deep breath. No matter what, that incident was a lingering nightmare for Song Yawen.Now, the adult Song Yawen is still shrouded in this nightmare, should he worry about Song Yawen?What will her future hold?Dr. Zhang knew nothing.Similarly, Dr. Zhang has no idea what will happen on Mortal East Road this summer.