Chapter 31 chapter Five

On the first night in the hospital, Wang Xiaohang looked at the pale room and calmed down. He thought of death again (yes, he always wanted to die), and then he fell asleep. He had another dream, an even weirder one. Walking through the white walls and the long corridor, he easily killed all those who blocked him with a scalpel he snatched from the doctor, escaped from the hospital, and came to a free and spacious place. seaside.He threw the bleeding scalpel into the sea and laughed wildly at the sky. At this time, an old man with a white beard suddenly appeared in the sky. He was dressed in a white robe and had an extraordinary temperament.He said that he is a god, in charge of everything in the world, creation, killing, betrayal, salvation...

God also said: "It was a mistake to create you. I should end you. But you are a life after all. I am willing to give you another chance. You must promise me that you will never make the same mistake again and never let others Suffer for you. Otherwise, you will disappear from this world." Wang Xiaohang looked at the bloodstains on his body, and mockingly said to God: "Opportunity? I have killed so many people, can I still live?" "You didn't really kill them. You just killed them in a dream, and that was fake." "Then... you said I was a mistake, so what's going on?"

"When you were created, one very important thing was missing, and that was death. In other words, you are eternal. Once you make up your mind to die, someone in the world will definitely pay the price for your thoughts .You didn't die, but they did, and your thoughts swayed them." "I do not really understand." "Don't you understand? As long as you want to commit suicide, there will be people who will do it, those who have the same thoughts as you. Although 90% of them just think about it and don't know how to implement it, but you And let them actually do it. Do you understand?"

Wang Xiaohang finally understood: "You mean, from now on, I can no longer have the thought of dying. Because as long as I think about it, someone will die under my influence. And at that time, you will end me?" "right!" Wang Xiaohang smiled bitterly: "Then you can do it now." God was stunned. "You created human beings, but you don't understand your own works and the pain in the world. You are right, many people want to die, but do you know why they want to die? It's because of you!" Wang Xiaohang complained. "I?" "Yes, it's you! You made people too complicated, so the world is full of hatred and pain. These things have increased over time, and many people can't get rid of the haze in their hearts, so thoughts of suicide flood their brains, and you I don't know anything about this. You let me live in the world, but you can't allow me to choose death by myself, you are too selfish!"

After a moment of silence, God said, "Don't you think it's a perfect thing for me to let you experience the process of life gradually moving towards death?" This time it was Wang Xiaohang's turn to be stunned. "Don't you think if I make you too simple, you will lose a lot of beautiful things? Where there is beauty there is ugliness, where there is black there is white, otherwise, how would you know how to cherish this world? How would you be able to produce richness? emotions? Why does human civilization exist?" The god paused, and continued: "If you insist on dying, I can fulfill your wish. From then on, there will be no more you in this world, and your relatives and friends will forget you. You will learn from them It completely disappeared from my memory, as if it had never appeared before. Are you ready?"

Wang Xiaohang was in a hurry: "What did you say? Everyone will forget me?" "yes!" "Then how?! Let me go back, you bastard!"