Chapter 13 third chapter
Exists because of despair, disappears because of hope, even if you get eternity, so what?Still can't escape the cruelty of life and death...
Dongming struggled in the darkness, he watched her walking towards him from a distance, silently, without any expression.He couldn't stop sweating, listening to her dry voice.She said: "You always said to me, you like my eyes, they are transparent, clear and innocent, why don't you like them now?"
He became wet in her questioning, looking at those sad eyes at a loss.
"In my endless dreams, I saw that puppet shop, you promised me that you would take me there one day...but you didn't...now I'm there alone, waiting for you at that place..."
After speaking, she fled into the darkness.In this world, some things are already predestined.
Dongming wanted to grab her, but suddenly saw her gouging out his eyes!
The blood floated in the void, spread behind him, and disappeared in the eternal darkness.Then, she too disappeared.
At this time, the baby's weak cry came from afar, real and erratic... He walked forward.In front of him, he saw a small baby whose eyes had been gouged out and was covered in sticky blood!He rushed over with all his might, but his foot fell into the air... From then on, there was no redemption.
In the darkness, Dong Ming sat up from the bed with an "Aww", big cold sweat ran down his forehead and covered his cheeks.
That dream, oh no, it should be that hallucination, tormented him almost every night.
Dongming hasn't slept at night for a long time.I don't know when it started, but when it got dark, he felt an inexplicable fear.He is afraid that if he closes his eyes, he will lose control of his surroundings.Sometimes he drank five cups of strong tea and smoked three packs of cigarettes overnight.
The son was lying on the side, sleeping quietly, with his mouth slightly open, as if he wanted to say something, and the pillow fell on the side of the bed, like an abandoned doll.
Dongming can't remember how many nights he spends slowly watching his son quietly like this.
He tucked the corner of the quilt for his son and looked up out of the window.It was pitch black outside the window, there were no stars and moons, and the sky and the earth were in chaos.At this time, a gust of ominous wind blew, gently rolled up the curtains, and then fell down again.
"It's going to be foggy again!"
Dongming put on his clothes and got off the ground, walked to the window and reached out to close the window.
Suddenly, in the darkness outside the window, something jumped and hurt his eyes.
His heart was startled in vain: what is that?
He reached out and quickly pulled the curtains open.
In the darkness, there is nothing but darkness, which is still darkness.
Dongming shook his head, maybe he was dazzled.
The moment he drew the curtain again, that thing appeared again.This time he saw it very clearly, it was a length of white skirt dragging on the ground, and it disappeared in the dark bushes in a blink of an eye.
At that moment, Dongming felt that the floor under his feet was instantly taken away, and a feeling of weightlessness spread all over his body...
a long time--
He quietly walked around the courtyard through the back door, and came to the place where the skirt disappeared.There is a huge shadow there, and everything in the shadow is blurry, as if hiding a terrible secret.
Still, he saw her.
She stood quietly in the shadows, as if she had been standing here for a long time and never left.She was still wearing the long white dress she wore the night she disappeared.
"...You...you're back?" Dong Ming asked tremblingly.
she laughed.There was a chilling light in her eyes when she smiled.
"Ok."
"Not leaving?"
"I decided to stay."
"Just like when you decided to go?"
"Just like I decided to go... decided to stay."
Dongming stopped talking and turned back to the room.He followed her.