Chapter 13 Chapter 11 UACV Headquarters

Paula sat curled up in a chair and listened to everything Anthony had to say. "It all started in 1995, at least for me. I was out of the Air Force and I was working under my diocesan bishop who wanted to use my mental training to send me to St. Matthew's Institute, you guys. Ever heard of this place?" All three shook their heads. "It's not surprising. This place is closed to most people in North America. It is a hidden unit. Officially it is a residential area, dedicated to the treatment of priests and nuns who have 'problems'. The institute is located in Maryland. The Sakaidi Parker. In fact, 95% of the people in it have a history of sexual assault or drug use. The equipment of the institute is very luxurious: there are 35 wards, 9 housing for medical staff (including almost all inpatients) Doctor). There is also a tennis court, two cricket courts, a swimming pool, a recreation center with a pool hall..."

"Sounds more like a nursing home than a psychiatric institute," Pontillo put in. "Well, this place has many levels of mystery. It is mysterious to the outside world, and it is also very mysterious to the people who live in it. The first impression is that this is a place where you can come and stay for a few months after retirement. because it can be a place for recreation. But gradually you will find that there is something different here. You all know that in our country, the priests of the Catholic Church have had a big problem in the past two years. From the public point of view, these It is very unacceptable for a priest who has been accused of sexually assaulting the weak to live in such a luxurious hotel and enjoy his salary."

"Then they got away with it?" asked Pontillo, who seemed to be very sensitive to the subject, perhaps thinking of his two children, both teenagers. "No, when I was there, I tried to systematically organize the questions of these people from my experience. When I went, I found that it was a very unfathomable secluded secular world. It was not like a religious institute: There were no crosses on the walls, and no one was wearing monks' robes. I spent many nights out in the fresh air, and I never took off my clergyman's collar in front of people, but other people there seemed to be having fun coming and going. Faith and self-control are clearly not what is being offered and advocated there."

"So you never consulted anyone about things there?" Paula asked. "Of course, the first thing I did was to write a letter to the relevant lord bishop who was in charge of the diocese there. He blamed me for being too influenced by the army, saying that the army's 'strict military atmosphere' had influenced me too much. He suggested that I should be more 'adaptive'. It was a delicate time for me, I was on a rollercoaster of a professional environment in the Air Force, and I don't want to say too much about it because it's not the same as what we have There is no connection to the case. Let me just say that I am not trying to brag about my reputation with my uncompromising attitude."

"You don't have to arbitrate yourself." "I know, but at the institute, I had a really bad feeling about everything that happened there. They didn't do anything to the patients' minds or their souls there. They just gave the patients little nudges , leaving them with little objection. What is being done there is the exact opposite of what the diocese would like to see." "I don't understand what you mean," said Pontillo. "I don't understand either," Troy said, too. "It's complicated. Let me just put it this way, the only staff member there with a college degree in psychology was Father Crowe, who was director of the Institute at the time. None of the others had a college graduate degree, just some nursing school training or have a mechanic's diploma. Yet they are allowed to undergo complex psychological tests and evaluations!"

"Nonsense," said Paula, startled. "That's right. If you're going to get a job there, you only need to be sponsored by an organization that's employed by a reputable professional clergy department that should have special training for female clergy and special training for male clergy. Sex training and education. I personally disagree with some of their practices, but...that's not where I can judge. All I can do is assess the professional competence of their personnel, which they are very, very lacking .” "I don't understand what on earth you're trying to tell us?" said Pontillo, lighting another cigarette.

"Five more minutes and you'll understand. As I said, Father Crowe is a good friend of this surety department and has a great deal of latitude in the use of personnel. He runs St. Matthew's Institute in a completely erratic way." Not sure. Some honest priests went there and said they were innocent to be prosecuted and thanked Father Crowe for giving them a break from the priesthood that had been the light of their lives. To others, Father Crowe Urging them not to struggle with their natural dispositions, advising them to just live a simple life. He considers it a success to get a clergyman to renounce his religious vows and become a homosexual."

"And you think that's a problem?" Paula asked. "No, it's not a problem if a person is that kind of person or has that kind of need. But the needs of the patients there aren't really a concern to Father Crowe. First, he establishes a goal and then applies it to the patients." body, he knew nothing about the patient's medical history. In the patients, he played the role of God, thinking that he knew everything about their thoughts and hearts. Some patients had a great reaction. After the experiment, he got drunk Drunkenness covers up the whole truth. Alcohol washes away the truth."

"My God," said Pontillo, as if framed by a scandal. "Believe me, it's not all, it's not the worst. In the 70s and 80s, because of the loopholes in the selection of candidates for diocesan bishops, many young people in our country were not fit to be shepherds of human souls. people, but also entered Catholic seminaries. They couldn't even handle their own souls, it's true. Many of these people took off their robes later. But they have done a bad job on the name of the Catholic Church, Even worse, it had a very bad influence on many children and young people. Many priests were accused of sexual assault, sexual abuse, but they were never sent to prison. Then they disappeared from people, from one parish to another A parish. Some people end up at St. Matthew's Institute. Once there, with any luck, they become civilians. But shamefully, many are rehabilitated when they should have been sent to prison. Bo Tell me, please, what are the chances of a cure for a serial killer?"

"Not at all. Once he crosses that line, there's no way to drag him back." "The same goes for people with compulsive pedophiles. It's a pity that this blurred line you speak of doesn't exist in our field. They know there's a monster inside of them and someone has to capture it and lock it up .But it's hard for a therapist to tell if a pedophile has crossed the line and gotten better or worse. He has other symptoms besides addiction." "Let me guess. You're talking about the murderer in our case: Victor Karowski." "yes." Troy cleared his throat before he spoke, which was annoying because he always did.

"Father Fowler, can you explain to us why you say he was the one who tore Father Robaya and Father Portini to pieces?" "Of course. Karowski arrived at the Institute in August 1994. He had changed parishes several times before, and each time he hid his problems well. Every time he took up a parish, there were complaints, some places Worse than elsewhere. He was not violent at the time. Based on the testimony we gathered, we believe he abused a total of 89 children, maybe more." "Damn it!" "Indeed. Pontillo. You see, Kaloski's troubles were rooted in his childhood. He was born in Katowice, Poland, in 1961, where..." "Wait a minute, Father. You mean he's forty-four now?" "That's right. He's 5'8½" and weighs 187 pounds. He's athletic and has an IQ test score of 110 to 125 depending on when the test is taken, but he's very smart anyway. He's been tested at the Institute 7 times. He loved the test." "IQ is very high." "You are a psychologist. I was never a good student in psychology. I met extremely abnormal psychopaths, but it was too late to study the specialized literature. So please tell me: is it a serial killer? Very smart?" Paula smiled, half mockingly.She glanced at Pontillo, and he looked at her in the same way. "I think the detectives here can answer your question better." "There's no 'Hannibal Lecter,' and it's time for Jodie Foster to go back to period drama. Paula always says that." Everyone laughed, not because the joke was so ridiculous, but because they all hoped to ease the tense atmosphere in the room. "Thank you Pontillo. Father, most super psychopaths are made mystified by movies and novels. Actually, those depictions don't correspond to reality. Serial killers have high IQs and low IQs. Both The biggest difference is that murderers with high IQ will try to keep their crime cycle very long, because it will be easier to not be found. Therefore, they will be more cautious. The consensus in academic circles is that serial killers are killing Showed a special talent." "What about outside of academia?" "Outside of academic research, I found that these murderers are sometimes smarter than the devil Satan. Not high IQ, but smart. Of course some of them are high IQ, and they are born to cover up their despicable deeds. So far there is only one case, All three traits are present in the criminal, who is also highly cultured. I mean Ted Bundy." "This case is famous in our country. He strangled his victims and then raped them. He killed more than 30 women with a piece of tire iron." "Thirty-six. That's the number we know." Paula corrected him.She remembered many details of the Bundy case because that was what she had learned in her training in the United States. Anthony nodded sadly. "As I said, Kaloski came to this world in 1961 and was born in Poland. Funny thing is, thousands of kilometers away, is the birthplace of Karol Jozef Wojtyla. 1969 , the Kaloski family, including himself, his parents, two brothers, immigrated to the US. His father got a job at the General Motors factory, which was in Detroit. According to our records, his father was a good worker , but it was also difficult to control. In 1972, due to the oil crisis, the company had another major layoff, and his father was among the first to be laid off. At that time, his father had already become an American citizen, so in their small apartment, He was still able to get along quite comfortably with his family, but his father drank through his severance pay and unemployment insurance benefits. His father drank so much that he became a different person and began sexually abusing Kaloski and his brother. Kaloski Lowski's older brother's name is Beria, who ran away from home when he was 14 and never came back." "Is this what Kaloski himself said?" Paula asked, a little confused. "He only spoke after intensive hypnotic regression. When he first arrived at the Institute, we only knew he was from a typical Catholic family." Paula rubbed her eyes as she wrote down every detail on a small slip of paper.She wanted to drive away all tiredness and sleepiness before she spoke. "Everything you've told us fits all the boxes for a first-degree schizophrenic: charismatic, outside of rational thinking, untrustworthy, self-blaming at times, and clever at hiding himself. His father said His sexual abuse and alcoholic parents also made him 74% more likely to be violent." "So that's a probable cause?" Anthony asked. "Rather the dominant factor. I can draw on thousands of cases of domestic violence to show that they could be worse than you say, and the chances of them living a relatively normal life as adults are pretty slim." "Wait a minute. We're getting to the point. Kaloski told me his brother died of meningitis in 1974. He said it lightly, and I'm surprised he can speak so calmly about something so special in his life." Two months after the boys died, their father also mysteriously disappeared. Kaloski did not say whether his father's disappearance was related to his brother's death, nor did we think so, he was only 13 years old at the time. But we know that From that time on, he began to torture small animals. The most painful thing for him was that he still maintained his compassion for his mother. His mother was very bossy, deeply involved in religion, and even dressed Karoski as a girl so that they Can 'play with'. Seems like his mother was very fond of him and used to tell little Kaloski that she was going to cut off his 'little thing' so he could really be a girl. Turns out, Kaloski was 15 He wets the bed, he wears cheap outdated rags, they are poor. At school he gets bullied, he's lonely... Once in high school a friend laughed at Karoski's clothes in the hallway when Karoski Enraged, he hit the classmate, kept hitting him hard in the face with a thick book, and the kid was wearing glasses and the lens stuck in his eye. He was blind." "Those eyes... like those of these two corpses. So this is his first violent crime?" "As far as I know. Kaloski was sent to a juvenile correctional facility outside of Boston. His mother's last words as she waved him goodbye were: 'I shouldn't have had you, I should have had an abortion .’ His mother committed suicide a few months later.” The room was completely silent.The silence speaks. "Kalowski was in the penitentiary until the end of 1979. We don't know anything about him that year. But in 1980 he entered the seminary in Baltimore. His application stated that he had no previous convictions, from A traditional catholic family. He was 19 at the time, and he seemed to be getting better. We don't know anything about the seminary, except that he studied there, but one day he passed out, and later he became ill Quite badly, because the school's openness to homosexuality made him very uncomfortable. Father Crowe insisted that Karowski was a repressed gay who rejected his own nature. But Father Crowe was wrong. Karloski was neither Gay is not straight either. He has no defined sexual orientation. In fact, sexuality was not an integral part of his personality, which in my personal opinion has resulted in him being severely damaged and unhealthy psychologically." "Can you explain it?" asked Pontillo. "No problem. I'm a priest who decided to choose to be single. But this does not prevent me from being attracted to Miss Paula." Anthony said, looking at Paula, Paula's face couldn't help but flush. "I know I'm bisexual, but I will follow my free will. I will incorporate my sexuality into my personality even though I don't want to try. Kaloski's case is different. The deep trauma of childhood made him Mentally divided into two halves, Kaloski himself obviously rejects his own sexuality and violence. He loves and hates himself, and at the same time, this kind of psychology makes his violent tendencies suddenly explode, leading to schizophrenia and eventually sex. Child abuser, repeating his father's abuse. In 1986, during his apprenticeship, Karowski first sexually assaulted a 14-year-old boy. It was nothing more than kissing and fondling. We guess The boy was reluctant. But anyway, the bishop of the diocese did not receive an official report of the incident. Because in the end the bishop ordained Karowski as a full priest. From then on, he became madly obsessed with himself His hands, he washes his hands 30 to 40 times a day, he takes special care." Pontello rummaged through the bloody photos spread all over the table, and finally he found what he needed, and threw the photos to Anthony.Anthony caught it with two fingers effortlessly, a gesture that made Paula a little envious. "Both hands, both cut off and washed, were placed on a white canvas. The white canvas symbolizes respect and dignity. There are many places in the New Testament of the Bible. You know, when Christians are in the grave, they are Wrapped in white silk linen." "It's not so white now," Troy interjected. "I think you must want to wrap all your little things in white cloth." Pontillo expressed his opinion. "That's right. Go ahead, Anthony." "A priest's hands are sacred. Because he uses them to manage sacred objects. This concept occupies a high place in Kaloski's heart, and we can see it. In 1987, he was working at a school in Pittsburgh, and it was him. The place where the first sexual assault took place. His victims were teenagers, between the ages of 11 and 18. Because he was very knowledgeable about how to form relationships with adults-whether they were same-sex or opposite-sex. Don't know. His behavior got through to his supervisors, they did nothing at first, then they moved Karowski from one parish to another. Soon there were complaints that he assaulted a boy who was serving at the altar , he slapped the child in the face, but fortunately there were no serious consequences...he ended up at the St. Matthew Institute." "Do you think if they had given him the proper help in the first place, it would have saved him from this?" Anthony tensed up all over, and he made a disgusted gesture. "We never helped him, not even the smallest amount of help. The only thing we did was to release the latent murderous desire in him. In the end, we let him escape." "Is it that bad?" "Worse. When he first arrived at the institute, he was an overwhelmed man, beset by emotions and violence he couldn't control. He had regrets for his actions, despite his own denials many times. He just couldn't Controlling himself. But over time, wrong treatments, and his close contact with some priest scum who lived in the institute, Karowski turned from bad to worse. He became cold and cynical, and he no longer Confession. You see, he discarded the most poignant memories of his childhood. Then he became a sodomite. And with the disastrous hypnotherapy that followed..." "Why do you say catastrophic?" "It would be great if this treatment could bring peace of mind to the patient, but what I'm very afraid of is that Father Crowe's almost morbid curiosity about Karoski's case has reached the limit of immorality in the treatment. In similar cases, the hypnotist just tried to induce the patient and release the bad memories of the past. Father Crowe forbade this. He not only recorded all the conversations in the treatment, but also forced Karowski to listen to it himself. It's the scene where Kaloski pretends to be a female voice and begs his mother to spare him." "Could it be that Mengele is managing your institute?" Paula was shocked. "Father Crowe felt that Karowski needed to accept himself first. For him, this was the only cure. According to Crowe, Karloski had to first recognize and accept all the terrible things about his childhood and admit that he was A heterosexual. As I said earlier, Crowe presupposed, and then stuffed the patient into the shoe box he designed according to his assumptions. He first decided that Kaloski needs to take mixed hormones, which is similar to a contraceptive Progesterone deposition. This drug was injected into Kaloski's body in large doses, which reduced Kaloski's responsiveness to sex, but increased his aggression. This treatment has continued, and there is no positive sign of improvement. For a while Loski was sedated, but only for a while, and Crowe thought the treatment was effective. Finally he invented a chemical castration method, which made Karowski no longer able to get an erection. It was this result that completely destroyed Karowski. " "When did you first contact him?" "I've been talking to him a lot since I got to the institute. It was 1995. There was a relationship of mutual trust between us, but then it was broken, and I'll tell you why in a moment, and I don't want to talk about myself right now. You guys You know, 15 days after he arrived at the institute, they gave Kaloski a penile erection test. That kind of test involves using a device with electrodes attached to the penis. And then using a particularly intense image stimulus to measure the size of the penis." "I know about that test," Paula said, sounding like someone just heard about the Ebola outbreak. "Yeah, you know... Kaloski reacted pretty badly to that. There were a lot of horrific images during the test, uncharacteristic images." "What are these pictures?" "It's all pedophile images." "Damn it!" "Karoski reacted strongly. He attacked the technician. The security guard came and subdued him, otherwise he would have killed the technician. At that time, Father Crowe should have realized that Karloski was not an ordinary patient. Send him to a psychiatric hospital. But the priest would never do that. The priest hired two strong security guards and ordered them to keep an eye on Karowski. At the same time, the priest began hypnotherapy for Karowski. It was when I first got there. After a few months, Kaloski went back into his inner world, and his outbursts of anger disappeared. Father Crowe thought it was a huge change in his character. They His guard was relaxed, too, and one night Karowski opened the lock on his house." "Has he been locked up?" "They've always had a habit of locking his room from the outside at certain times in case of accidents." "Then what happened next?" "He cut off the hand of a priest who lived in the same room as him. He told everyone that the priest was an unclean man and that he saw the priest touch other priests' dirty hands with his hands. ' move. While security ran towards the priest, who was screaming in pain, Karowski was still washing the victim's severed hands under the shower head." "Same as those two cases. That puts my doubts aside," Paula said. "I was shocked and annoyed that Father Crowe did not report it to the local police. The priest who had his hand cut off got some compensation and a medical team from California managed to reattach his hand. But it was no longer as easy to use as before. During this period, Crowe stepped up security and built a 6-foot-by-10-foot cell to isolate Kaloski. Kaloski lived there until he escaped. Crowe Karloski has been treated wrongly one session after another, making him the devil he is today. I have written several letters to the Cardinal in charge, telling them what is going on here. But they have never replied. In 1999, Carlos Key finally escaped from his cell and committed his first murder: that of Father Peter Theosink." "We heard about it here too, but said he committed suicide." "Not sure. Karowski unlocked his cell with a ballpoint pen, then used a metal key handle he had sharpened in his cell to cut off Father Syosink's tongue and lips. He also cut off the Father Syosink's penis and forced him to eat it. Father Syosink hung there for more than three hours before he died and was not found until the next morning." "What did Chloe say?" "He formally denied that it was a post-treatment regression. He tried to cover it up and force the county judge and police chief to issue a conclusion of suicide." "And they listened to him?" Paula asked. "They're both Catholics. I think Crowe must be manipulating them into doing their duty to protect the Church. But he's terrified, even though he doesn't want to admit it. He realizes that Kaloski's mind is out of control, like a Every day is destroying his self righteousness. But despite this, he still refuses to report the accident to his superiors, he is afraid that his position will be lost. I wrote to the archbishop again, but they still pretend to be deaf and dumb. "I spoke to Kaloski and there was no sign of repentance at all, and in the end I understood that he had become a completely different person. He stopped contacting me and that was the last time I spoke to him. I Not going to lie: the monster terrified me when it was locked there. But Kaloski stayed at the institute. They installed cameras, increased security, until one night in June 2000, Kalosky disappeared, and then No one saw it either." "What about Crowe, what's his reaction?" "He was devastated. He drank more and three weeks later his liver ruptured and he died, sadly." "I don't think I can," said Pontillo. "We'd better just let him rest in peace. I was acting as interim there until they found someone suitable to replace Father Crowe, but the Archbishop never trusted me because I always complained about my superiors. I just managed no It's been a month, but I have tried my best. I reorganized the personnel as soon as possible, hired new professionals, and designed some new treatment plans for patients. But many improvements were not implemented in time, but there are still some changes after all, my Efforts have had some effect. I wrote a detailed report to an old friend of mine at ViCAP, her name is Kelly Sandel. This report was sent to her along with the case of Father Thyosink , so disturbed that she dispatched an agent to escort Kaloski, but returned empty-handed." "That's the end? He just disappeared?" Paula couldn't believe it. "Vaporized. In 2001 he seemed to resurface, and in Alberni, upstate New York, a mutilated body was found, murdered. But it wasn't him. A lot of people thought he must be dead, but luckily What happened was that someone entered his file into a computer. I got a job at a charity restaurant in the Hispanic area of ​​NYC and I worked there for a few years until a few days ago. An old superior of mine contacted me and said yes To my duty, I thought I was going to be a chaplain again. They told me that there were signs that Kaloski was reappearing after being silent for many years, so here I am. I bring you all my collection Kaloski's file. These are all the records I have with him in five years." Anthony took out a thick stack of documents, more than half a foot high, and he put the documents on the table. "The hormone information I just told you, here are some e-mail instructions. There are also some records of interviewing patients, and an article in a magazine that mentioned him, as well as letters and reports from psychologists. Here. Dr. Paula, you can ask me any question anytime." Paula reached for the papers on the table, feeling very uncomfortable after opening a few pages.The first page held a photo of Kaloski in a paper clip.He had pale skin, straight brown hair, and gray eyes.She had spent years working on these hollow faces, avoiding human emotion because they were serial killers, and she had learned to see the hollowness behind the eyes of these killers.They killed people like they ate, and they had one thing in common, that white shark look in their eyes.They look, but can't see, and it's scary.Nothing compares to it. That was the look in Kaloski's eyes. "Scared?" Anthony asked, looking at Paula. "This guy has something out of the ordinary in his demeanor, and it's hard to pin down what that is. He's unnoticeable at first, but, how shall we say, when his whole personality is galvanized, it's pretty scary." "And charming, isn't it?" "yes." Paula showed the photo to Pondello and Troy.Both of them brought their faces closer at the same time so that they could see clearly. "Which frightens you more, Father, the danger of his body itself, or the fact that when you look directly into his eyes, you feel that you are seen through and seen by him, as if he has advanced blood that can break us. All the rules?" Anthony glanced at the photo again, his mouth parted a little. "I think you already know the answer." "In my work I had the opportunity to interview three serial killers. All three of them gave me a kind of shock, their aura was much bigger than you and me, and I could feel it. But it was actually a A fake shock. Don't forget one thing: these people are losers, not prophets. They're the scum of humanity and don't deserve the slightest bit of sympathy."

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Notes: The name of the perverted killer in the film, the American movie star Jodie Foster plays the heroine in the film.The film won an Oscar, and here is a satirical film made up.