Chapter 26 Twenty-six

The two talked and laughed all the way back to the inn, only to see Yan Yulan sitting alone in the courtyard in a daze, Jun Ziao couldn't help but stepped forward and asked: "Miss Yan, it's so late, why don't you go to rest? Seeing the two of them coming back, Yan Yulan hurriedly stood up and said, "I...I can't sleep, so I just... come out and sit..." Jun Ziao said: "It's dark and cold at night, be careful not to catch a cold, go back to the room to rest Go." Yan Yulan nodded blushingly, looked at Jun Ziao and smiled, then walked slowly back into the room.

Long Ziwen smiled gently and said, "Miss Yan is probably waiting for you to come back!" Jun Zi proudly said, "Don't talk nonsense, what is she waiting for me?" I can't sleep!" Jun Zi proudly said: "Why is Zi Wen so fond of talking and laughing like Brother Chai?" Long Ziwen said: "I'm not joking, Miss Yan is very affectionate to you, can't you see that What?" Jun Ziao was stunned and said, "What?" Long Ziwen smiled and said, "Sure enough, you are a fan of the authorities. Didn't you see the way Miss Caiyan looked at you just now? She is gentle and affectionate, and she clearly likes you!"

Jun Ziao was stunned on the spot, speechless for a while, Long Ziwen smiled and said: "Miss Yan is a good girl, to be liked by such a girl is a great blessing, Ziao, I am a little envious of you!" Not knowing what to say, Long Ziwen patted him on the shoulder and said with a smile: "Think about it carefully, don't let the beauty down." Jun Zi proudly shook his head, sighed softly, "I'm in a mess now..." The night is dark, the moon hangs high in the sky, the whole world is silent, everyone has fallen asleep, only you are proud, still standing by the window, feeling ups and downs.Scenes of the past unfolded from the bottom of my heart, from Yan Yulan's blushing bow when we first met, to her affectionate smile tonight, all of them revealed the secrets in her heart, and all of them expressed to Jun that she is getting more and more proud. The deep love, the words and smiles, the bowing of the head and the look back, now think about it, there are so many meanings, Jun Ziao couldn't help but beat his head with his fist, cursing himself for not realizing it.

Yan Yulan is indeed a cute and good girl, but Jun Ziao is not sure whether his feelings for her belong to liking, or if it belongs to love.He couldn't help thinking of Yun Ziyan, everything he had done for her willingly and secretly, his painful and contradictory feelings when he was parting, and the tears that couldn't be restrained from pouring out of his eyes.And all of this was unprecedented between him and Yan Yulan. He clearly knew that when he was with Yan Yulan, he didn't have the feeling that he had when he was with Yun Ziyan—the kind of deep feelings. Buried in my heart and never revealed it, but it is always strong and pervasive.

Suddenly, he woke up to the fact that his feelings for Yan Yulan were as much as his feelings for his mother. Yan Yulan's careful care of him when he was sick reminded him of his mother's love, so he unconsciously drew closer to her. After breaking the distance from Yan Yulan, he hoped to spend more time with her. He felt that his attachment to her might just be a kind of yearning for his mother. But he wasn't sure that was the case, he clearly knew that his feelings for Yan Yulan were far more than that simple.Although he still missed Yun Ziyan, it was impossible for him to meet her again, and it was impossible for him to have any results with her.There is still a long way to go in life, and he will definitely have his own lover, but who that person will be is not something he can know, he suddenly felt that it would be great if that person was Yan Yulan, she likes him, and he I also have a crush on her, isn't it appropriate to make a couple like this?

Jun Ziao only felt a splitting headache, the more he thought about it, the more he couldn't figure it out, the more he thought about it, the more he couldn't figure out whether he liked Yan Yulan, the more he thought about it, the more he couldn't figure out whether he should accept Yan Yulan The more he thinks about the love he has, the more he can't think of his exact future. A feeling of depression surges in his heart, which makes him uneasy, makes him irritable, and makes him just want to look up to the sky and scream until he dies. He just stood by the window all night, but he couldn't think clearly.

Before I knew it, the sky was bright, everyone in the store got up and washed up, and went to the lobby for dinner.Yan Yulan looked around and asked Chai Fei: "Brother, why didn't Brother Jun come out?" Chai Fei laughed and said, "I don't think about him every day, so how would I know? You can go to him and ask yourself. Got it?" Yan Yulan glared at him, bowed his head to eat. Seeing this, Yan Zhen coughed lightly, and said, "That's right, brother Jun is used to getting up early, why didn't he come out today? Lan'er, go and have a look!" Yan Yulan was overjoyed, but on the surface he said: "Shouldn't it be enough to ask the senior brother to go?" He said so, but the man had already stood up and walked towards the guest room in the inner hall.

Jun Ziao was in a daze when he was suddenly awakened by a knock on the door. When he opened the door and saw it was Yan Yulan, he couldn't help being stunned on the spot, not knowing what to say. Yan Yulan didn't feel anything was wrong, she smiled at Jun Ziao and said, "Brother Jun, so you got up early? Why didn't you go to eat?" Jun Ziao just felt very embarrassed, and said, "I...I You are not feeling well, you can eat by yourself..." Yan Yulan said urgently: "Brother Jun's old injury hasn't healed yet? I'm going to invite the doctor!" Jun Ziao said anxiously: "No need, it's just A little discomfort, nothing serious, just rest for a day..." Yan Yulan said with concern: "Then go and lie down for a while, I'll ask Xiaoer to make you some porridge." Jun Ziao shook his head and said "No need... I'll be fine after I sleep, you...you don't have to worry..." Yan Yulan was about to speak again, but Jun Ziao had already closed the door.

Yan Yulan returned to the front hall resentfully, sat there without saying a word, Yan Zhen couldn't help asking: "What's the matter?" Yan Yulan said: "Brother Jun is not feeling well, so he said he won't have breakfast. Oh, I hope It's better not to have anything to do." Chai Fei said: "Don't worry, brother Jun is strong and healthy, nothing will happen." Yan Yulan glanced at him, noncommittal, just bowed his head and remained silent, obviously disturbed Such as hemp. Jun Ziao sat in the room blankly, thinking of Yan Yulan's concerned expression just now, he couldn't help shaking his head and smiling bitterly, he really didn't know how he should treat her in the future, should he be close?is to stay away?Or act as if you didn't notice anything, and still get along as before?He couldn't make up his mind at all.

There was a knock on the door, and Long Ziwen's gentle voice came: "Ziao, it's me." Hearing the sound, Jun Ziao hurriedly opened the door and welcomed Long Ziwen in.Long Ziwen asked with concern: "I heard that the girl said that you are unwell, is it because you caught the wind and cold last night?" Jun Ziao shook his head and smiled bitterly: "It is better to say that something is on your mind than to say that you are unwell. Alas, Ziwen, I really don't know What should I do..." Long Ziwen was stunned and said: "Could it be that you are proud of talking about the girl..." Jun Ziao nodded and said: "Oh, it is because of her... I don't know how to face her now That's good."

Long Ziwen said: "Don't you like Miss Yan?" Jun Zi proudly shook his head and said: "I don't know, I can't tell what kind of feelings I have for her, and I don't know what kind of decision I should make...Zi Wen , I feel really confused now..." Long Ziwen sighed: "Oh, feelings are really hard to explain... But Miss Yan is indeed a rare good girl, you should cherish it as much as possible." Jun Ziao smiled wryly, and said: "I also know this truth, but for a while... well, I really don't know what decision to make." Long Ziwen patted him on the shoulder and said: "Forget it, if you really can't make up your mind, just Let’s keep it as it is, as time goes by, things will come to a conclusion, it’s useless to think about it now, instead you have to worry about it, tomorrow will announce the winners of the conference, today it’s better to go around and relax How about it?" Jun Ziao nodded and said: "That's fine, sitting in the room will make you more troubled, and it's also good to go for a walk." Long Ziwen smiled gently, and walked out side by side with Jun Ziao. The two of them came to the street, and after wandering east and west, Long Ziwen suddenly said: "It's no fun to wander around, why don't we go and have a drink or two?" Jun Ziao said in a daze, "Drinking? Really? I can't see that you still have this hobby. I've grown up, but I've never drank alcohol." Long Ziwen smiled and said: "My family has a servant named Lao Lin, who is quite funny and addicted to alcohol. I usually When I got bored from practicing, I would find him to play and relax. After a long time, I also learned to drink. Lao Lin often said that a man will not be manly if he does not drink, and the more he drinks, the more heroic he will be. Although the language is biased, there are also some Reason, man born in the world, is there any reason not to drink? Ziao, today I will help you make up for this shortcoming!" After speaking, he pulled Jun Ziao up and walked straight to a hotel. he. After entering the hotel, Long Ziwen found a square table by the window upstairs and sat down. Jun Ziao had never been to such a place, so Long Ziwen simply decided everything.Long Ziwen ordered seven or eight dishes, ordered two jugs of wine, and after filling up the wine glasses for the two of them, he raised his glass and said: "When our brothers got married, we just swore to the alliance of heaven, but we missed this sworn wine. Today is just the time to make up for it." Come on, let's have a drink together!" After finishing speaking, he clinked glasses with Jun Ziao and drank it down with his head raised. Jun Ziao looked at Long Ziwen, then at the wine in the glass, shook his head with a wry smile, and drank it down in one gulp.He only felt that the wine was pungent at the entrance, and felt as if it was on fire when it entered his throat, but after entering his stomach, there was a hint of warmth, which made his whole body warm and comfortable, so he couldn't help but praised: "Although wine tastes a bit weird. , but the aftertaste is rich and hearty, no wonder so many people like to drink it." After speaking, he looked at Long Ziwen, saw him half-opening his mouth, staring at himself, and wondered: "What's wrong? I said is it wrong?"