Chapter 2 create disease

The Yang family's couple had a small lump in their hearts. After they got married, they often had small bumps in their hearts, like narcissus buns, which would not bloom until a certain period of time.In their small family, there are such flowers everywhere.Tables, chairs, and small gadgets, almost all of them don't first grow pimples and then bloom into flowers. During the pimple period, their small family was like the only black spot in Harumi's world, except that there was no sunshine here.Their conversation lost its music, their laughter lost its heat, and their embrace was like two clothes piled together.They almost thought that divorce wasn't all bad either.

After a few days, the small bumps sprouted.This little bud often comes suddenly, causing thunderstorms in the small family.That is, since the buds have grown, the flowers must bloom.Flowers bring sunshine and spring breeze, and the small family moves back to the beautiful world; that little lump, in my conscience, is not a bad bag.It makes their life not too ordinary, makes them confident in their creative power, makes them forget the darkness and love the flowers that they themselves bloom.They also understand: in conflict, they will make peace by themselves, and make ugly tears turn into drops on petals; they understand each other's strength and measure.Besides, every flower that blooms belongs to both of them; although the little bag grew in one person's heart.They recognized the common flower, but forgot the unique little bump.Their flowers are all side by side, they say.

A few days ago, the two of them were carrying a small bag each.Married in spring, his light coat is still suitable in autumn.But how can it always be autumn?Dong already tugged at his cuffs in the wind, he trembled slightly, a small lump formed in his heart.He has a great coat; is life a rack of old clothes? He must make a new overcoat.He has already planned what material to use, what style to cut, and what color to want.In addition, he also thought of the glory and beauty when he put on this coat, and he was like a noble flower under this coat.In order to wear this new coat, he thought of the places that should be modified all over the body; without the new coat, these modifications would not need to be bothered to think about; the new coat gave him attention and interest in the beauty of the whole body.The music of winter life, take this coat as the lead.Without it, life is bleak; wind, cold, and shivering.

He knew that he had left a lot of shortfalls during the engagement and marriage, and he should not make the debt even bigger.But life is created, and the sum of beauty in the world is an individual's creation and contribution to beauty; he has to fulfill his responsibility.He is not selfish, he only cares about his own good looks; he is imagining the scene and glory of wearing a new coat and walking on the street with his wife: he is a handsome man, she is a beautiful woman, in everyone's eyes. But he can't decide for himself, he has to discuss it with his wife.He must also know that his wife will definitely not stop him, and she wants him to dress up beautifully and hang his youth on the outside, like the gold paint logo of a new car.But he cannot take advantage of this and immediately go to make clothes, because he has a deficit.It would be all right for him to borrow some money for the coat, if he was not in debt.Now, he shouldn't make it difficult to make future reservations, so he can't discuss with his wife at all.However, a coat must be bought.What to do?There was a small knot in his heart.

He didn't want to reveal what was on his mind, but his heart couldn't control his face, just like soil can't stop a seed from plucking up.If you hide your thoughts, your face will be haunted. As for her, she also learned a lot after getting married. She knew that the fulfillment of love does not alleviate other difficulties; money—not to mention anything else—does not favor love.But when she thought about it the other way around, they were still young and shouldn't throw away their youth casually.If you are frugal everywhere and enjoy it when you are old, will you still enjoy it when you are old?Thinking about it this way, she felt that old age was still far away from them, and it was almost impossible to get there forever.Even if it is unfortunate, let’s talk about old age, who can worry about the fruit without blossoming.She had to buy a black leather bag for winter first.She has a yellow one, suitable for spring and autumn; and a white one with a sky blue button, which is also decent in summer—with long white gloves.Winter is almost here, and you need to have a suitable leather bag.

She also didn't want to tell her husband, and a small lump formed in her heart. They all secretly calculated and recorded the accounts in detail, to see if there was a small gap between the income and expenses in January, and whether they could get out of this small gap without feeling very uncomfortable.There are almost no seams!Winter has not yet arrived, and their autumn flowers are buried by frost and snow.They don't know whether they can survive this winter, maybe both of them will go to the tomb! They can't give in, the value of life is in creation.If you can't be perfect, then you have to make concessions on one side, so as not to freeze both of them in the ice.This, they admit, can break the deadlock.Who should give in?Both are willing to sacrifice themselves.Sacrifice is sweet pain.He would try to buy her a leather bag, his own coat would be a fallback in the face of ardent heroism; she would buy him a coat, but not a leather bag just for sacrifice.They are very determined.Almost as if the purchase fee for a coat or purse is already there.They vehemently argued, hugged and gave way, but to no avail.When it became clear that the money to buy one thing had not yet been secured, their courage and mutual admiration made them decide not to do one thing, but to borrow money to buy both.

He put on his coat, and she put on her purse. Life seemed to be unaware of the wind and snow in winter.They no longer discussed the issue of money, and beauty and happiness filled the world.The debt must be repaid, but that is in the future, and their future is limitless.Besides, they didn't spend their money on unnecessary things, they never dreamed of buying curios or starting a Shince company.They can't help but buy what they need.If they come with a fortune, they will first buy a car, which is a must. winter is here.The joy of coats and purses has gradually faded, because these two things are not as good as replacements for everything, not enough to end the loan, as I thought when I didn't buy them.There are still problems in winter.At first, I never dreamed that winter nights are so terrible. The cold wind prohibits all outdoor games, even if I have a coat and a leather bag, it is useless.This winter, if it continues like this, it will kill people.What a long night, no movies, no coffee, no walks.What are you talking about sitting together?What are you doing?There are times when I hate kissing, but if I keep kissing!

This time, that little lump was planted in the hearts of both of them at the same time.They must try to break out of this boredom and depression.They all thought at the same time: they need to buy a chatterbox. Chatterboxes are more expensive than coats and purses.If you want to buy it, you can buy it, and you can't be ridiculed by others.Those who can go down have to be between one hundred and five to two hundred.Mr. Yang earns one hundred and twenty a month, and Mrs. Yang earns thirty-five. The total is only one hundred and fifty-five! But life is just experience, and the result, good or bad, is death.Experience and pursuit are real and everything.With this in mind, they are almost willing to reduce their status to an extremely low level, if this meets the needs and ideals of the moment.

None of them had the courage to attack first, but they knew that if they lost their courage, they would lose their lives.It would be ridiculous and pitiful for life to be stifled by a gramophone.They would rather starve in the future than suffer the famine of the present soul.They must give winter some music.No one speaks, but they all pay attention to the small advertisements in the newspapers, in case there are cheap gramophones, in case there are monthly repayments... They have never realized that the newspaper is so important and should take so much care to take a closer look.Anyone who has put in a lot of effort will be rewarded, Mrs. Yang saw: Minghua Company's phonographs can be paid monthly, and paid off in eight months.She could no longer be silent, but she didn't need to speak.She hooked up the ad with a red pencil and put it on her husband's desk.He can't see this.

He saw it and smiled at her: she smiled back.A flower suddenly bloomed in the cold wind and snow! I got the phonograph, but unfortunately there were few films, and I only bought three, all of which were famous Western music.The films need to be bought with cash, so they have to listen to these three films temporarily, and wait for the number of films to increase gradually month by month.They imagined that in a year's time, they could have at least forty or fifty pieces of precious music and singing.They can learn to sing, they can dance along, they can close their eyes and listen to the great music that touches their hearts. Their happiness is endless.

For the machine and the three films, they cherish it like a newly-accepted kitten.Mrs. Yang prepared a silk handkerchief to wipe the film.The machine glowed with joy, and there was a bright red circle in the middle of each film, like the sun suddenly appearing in the dark night.They listened, watched, touched, and the joy came from various senses, making them more innocent, like a pair of eight or nine-year-old children. In one week, they had memorized three films; it seemed that there was no need to rotate the films any more.And I also thought that if they were rotated again, the neighbors would probably laugh secretly, if they didn't curse loudly.As for the time, don't worry about it, there are still more than three weeks before next month.In order to wait until the beginning of next month to buy a new film, these three weeks have become a blank sheet of paper. What is the difference between buying a chatterbox and not buying it?I dare not think about buying new movies right away, the second half of this month is already difficult. Looking at the machine, they felt a little regretful.Although they took a step back and thought that the toy could also be regarded as a decoration, but it was not the way.It's a way to send it back to lose a month's money and the three films, but what a shame!Who can pull off the long face and send it back?Neither of them had the courage.The two of them dare not even discuss this matter, because the joy of buying it was so high, how dare they admit that a smart couple would fall into such embarrassment; young people refuse to admit their mistakes, let alone admit that they are stupid of.They were relatively stunned, hardly daring to look at the machine again; it was a heart disease they had created themselves.In the third issue of "Wenfan Xiaopin" in April 1935