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Chapter 6 Jasmine slices (6)

Jasmine slices 张爱玲 2186Words 2018-03-22
He hates her, but he is an incompetent person, what's the use of just hating her?If she loves him, he has the power to dominate her and can inflict all kinds of subtle mental abuse on her.That was his only hope of revenge. He asked tremblingly, "Danzhu, do you like me a little bit?... a little bit?" She is really not afraid of the cold.Bare arms protruded from the cloak and rested on the rail.He took it with both hands, bowed his head , wanted to put his cheek on her arm, but for some reason, he stopped in mid-air, tears streaming down his face.He lay on the railing, resting his arms on his head—his own.

Does she love him a little?He doesn't want revenge, just a little love—especially the love of the Yan family.Since the Yan family has no blood relationship with him, then even marriage is fine.In any case, he wanted to have a little connection with the Yan family. Danzhu pulled down the fluttering cloak, tied it tightly around his body, and said with a smile, "More than a little, I don't like you, so why would I want to be friends with you?" Chuanqing stood up straight and swallowed a breath Said: "Friend! I don't want you to be my friend." Danzhu said: "But you need friends." Chuanqing said: "Friends alone are not enough. I want father and mother." Danzhu looked at him in astonishment.He held the railing tightly as if it was her hand, and said enthusiastically, "Danzhu, if you are in love with someone, you are just a lover to him. But to me, you are not only a lover, You are a creator, a father, a mother, a new environment, a new world. You are the past and the future. You are the god." Danzhu was silent for a while, then said quietly, "I'm afraid I don't have such big expectations. If I fall in love with someone, at least I can only be his lover and wife. As for other things, I—I can't be so overwhelmed."

A gust of wind blocked Chuanqing's breath.He turned his face away, held the rail tightly with both hands, and whispered: "Then, you don't love me. Not at all." Danzhu said: "I never thought about it." Chuanqing said: "Because you put I want to be a girl." Danzhu said: "No! No! Really...but..." She was a little embarrassed at first, then suddenly annoyed, frowned, and coughed wearily: "Since you don't You love to hear this, so why bother forcing me to say it?" Chuanqing turned his back, gritted his teeth and said, "You treat me like a girl. You—you—you don't treat me like a human being at all!" I lost control of my throat, and at the end, I literally screamed.

Danzhu was taken aback, and subconsciously left the edge of the railing next to the deep valley in two steps, and changed to a safer position.After running over, I felt ridiculously nervous again.Gaining his composure, he smiled at Chuanqing, "It's fine if you want me to treat you as a man. I promise you, I will definitely try to look at you from a different perspective. But you also have to show some masculinity." Come on, Bu Zuoxing is crying so easily, you are so careless──"─Chuanqing laughed a few times and said: "You really know how to coax children! Good boy, don't cry! How old are you, don't cry Hahahaha..." He smiled, pulled away, and went down the mountain by himself.

Danzhu stood there in shock for a while.She never thought that Chuanqing would fall in love with her.Of course, that is also within reason.There is no one close to him around him, only she has shown him good feelings repeatedly.She seduces him (though that's not her intention), and fails to satisfy him.He had apparently been suffering from something of late.Is it for her?So, in the final analysis, all the troubles are caused by her?She tried her best to help him, but instead hurt him!She couldn't let him go away in such a crazy way. If something happened to him, she couldn't forgive herself for the rest of her life.

His selfishness, his rudeness, and his inhumanity, she forgave him because he loved her.Even such an oddity loved her--that gratified her vanity.Danzhu is a kind woman, but she is always a woman. He had gone a long way, but she caught up with him after all, shouting all the way: "Chuanqing! Wait a minute, wait a moment!" Chuanqing just didn't hear him.She chased after him, and for a moment, she felt so confused that she couldn't talk about it.Panting for breath, she said, "Tell me...you tell me..." Chuanqing gritted out a few words, "Tell you, I want you to die! With you, there will be no Me. With me, without you, understand?"

He held her shoulders tightly with one arm, and pressed her head down desperately with the other hand, as if he wanted her head to retract into the cavity.She shouldn't have been born in this world at all, and he wanted her to go back.He didn't know where the brute force came from, but his hands and feet were still not sharp enough.She didn't cry out, but struggled, and the two of them rolled down the stone steps together.Chuanqing got up, raised his leg and kicked the people on the ground for a while.As he kicked, he cursed like water from his mouth.The words were too fast, even he couldn't hear clearly, it seemed to be: "You have seen that I am a bad person! In the middle of the night, I was alone on the mountain with me... If you change someone, you won't be so relieved You've already seen that I won't kiss you, beat you, or kill you, right? Don't you? Nie Chuanqing──It doesn't matter! It doesn't matter, Chuanqing can send me home!...You've seen me! "

When the first kick was kicked, she let out a low beep, and there has been no sound since then.He couldn't stop kicking her feet hard, for fear that she would still be alive.However, if he continues to kick, he is also afraid.After kicking, his legs felt weak and numb.Under the conflict of double terror, he finally left her and ran down the mountain.The body is like in a nightmare, flying through the clouds and fog, without touching the ground, only seeing the stone steps step by step in the moonlight, rising and falling in front of your eyes. After running a long way, he stopped suddenly.There was no one in Montenegro—except him and Danzhu.The two were separated by seventy or eighty yards, but he was in a trance and could hear her breathing hard.At this moment, he and her soul communicated.He knew she was not dead.so what?If you have the guts to go back, it ended up with her?

He stood still for only two or three seconds, but he thought it was two or three hours.He ran down again.This time, he didn't stop, and ran all the way to the driveway down the mountain, where there were cars. The house was extremely cold, and the whitewashed walls were blue with cold.There was no stove in Chuanqing's room, and the air was so cold that it made one's nose sour when breathing.However, the window was not opened, and it had not been opened for a long time, and the room could smell the greasy smell of dust and hair. Chuanqing lay face down on the bed.He heard the father next door say to his mother: "This child is getting wild. He came back after dancing so late!" His stepmother said: "Look at this, it's time to marry him a wife."

Chuanqing's tears streamed down his face, and he moved his mouth, as if he wanted to laugh, but he couldn't move, his face seemed to be covered with a layer of ice.It was as if a layer of ice had been frozen over his body. Danzhu is not dead.School started two days later, and he still had to see her at school.He can't run.
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