Chapter 78 Section 77

After Fu Hua finished the exam, the four hundred yuan borrowed by God was also gone.Just when he arrived at the pavilion, Chen Fushun asked Fuhua to bring two hundred yuan back.The Lord said to Fuhua, "Just give the whole two hundred yuan to his family when you go back. Give me the two hundred yuan to go to Guangzhou!" God arrived at the station and bought a ticket to Guangzhou.This is his first time taking a train and going out of Yunnan.In the afternoon, the train passed Xuanwei, and the train passed through the tunnel of Wumengshan Bridge.Look at the big ravine below and the high mountain above, the homeland in the afterglow of the west, made God shed tears.He thought of Nafala Village in northern Yunnan and the small river in southern Yunnan, and felt sad.It's really sad and pitiful like the African natives!Now that he has arrived in Guizhou, he changed his observation point of view and angle, and found that it is pitiful.Driving overnight.At dawn, the car arrived in Dushan County, Guizhou.Enter Guangxi at noon.There was no water to drink in the car.God's goiter was swollen on both sides, and he couldn't even swallow water.In the past, please use the firewood smoke and salt from the bottom of the pot to press it in.God is in pain.It's hopeless. Is it possible to die on this Mercedes-Benz train, and be thrown down by these conductors like trash in the end?

The scenery I saw that day were all small independent rocky mountains, without the majestic and sinister feeling of the northern Yunnan plateau at all.God couldn't help but be very disdainful.These mountains are too stingy, how can they be as majestic and magnificent as the mountains in his hometown, with myriad sights!That is the real mountain, and those lives are the real life.Although too poor, God still has a little pride in it! Before reaching Guilin, it was getting dark again.The next morning, the car arrived in Hengyang, Hunan.Then turned around and headed south, sprinting again in the tunnel between Hunan and Guangdong.South through Shaoguan, Qingyuan.In the afternoon, I saw the vastness of the earth, the sky and the sky, and I arrived in Guangzhou.

After leaving the train station, when God sees the hotels soliciting customers with cards with prices marked on them, he sees 20-yuan and 10-yuan cards.He is worried.I only have two yuan in my pocket.After finally choosing a family with a minimum price of eight yuan, the woman gathered the group of accommodation people at a corner of the train station and waited for the pick-up car to arrive.A well-dressed young man chatted with God.Said that he worked as an assistant to the director of a garment factory, and showed his business card to God.God is also the first to know the business card.Pay him back.Very impressed with him.He said he graduated from Hunan University.God said that he graduated from Yunnan University.My elder brother works in this municipal committee, so I came here to find my elder brother.The minibus is here.The man pulled God into the chariot.

The car ran up in the urban area and got on the overpass.After all, God thinks it is more developed than Kunming.There is no overpass in Kunming yet!When they arrived at the hostel and went upstairs, the man put away things with God, and then went to take a bath together, and then took God downstairs to eat in the street.Every store he passed by, he would ask God to look at the suits and shoes.God never sees these things.Being pulled by him, he had no choice but to stand at the store door and watch.He looked at it and said, "These shoes are fine, brother, why don't you buy a pair?" God said there was no money.Afterwards, he still looked at the shops and said to God, "I didn't bring any money. You lent me two hundred yuan. I will buy a pair of shoes. I will pay you back when I go to the factory tomorrow." God said that he had no money.He was upset, and God was on the alert.I asked for a box lunch of ten yuan.It is also the first time for God to eat box lunch.finish eating.God drank water, and he taught God: "Don't drink up the whole cup of tea at once, or you will be despised all at once." He also told God to eat slowly, not to gobble it up.When he came out, he forced God to borrow money, but God said no.He bumped into God, sealed the collar of God, and said, "Do you want to borrow it?" God said, "What do you do if you don't?" He pulled God to a dark place where the night light could not shine, and said, "You little bastard, If you don’t pay, I’ll bet you to fly out of Guangzhou!” God said, “Don’t make a mistake, I’m also a homeless man, and I’m worried that I can’t find someone to do my best, so you just sent me to my door.” He also sealed his collar tie.He said, "Will you give it? One last question." God pretended to be a little afraid, and said, "The money is all in the bread above. Go up and give it to you." The two let go, went back to the hotel and went upstairs.God pulled down, and he shouted anxiously on the first floor: "Quick." God went to the main service desk and said.The waiter took God upstairs and found the general manager.The general manager said: "Fraudulently cheated and came to Lao Tzu." He called a few people: "Go and catch me." God proposed to check out and not go.The general manager also called back.God went to get the bag, and saw that guy was brought back by two security guards.God hurried downstairs.Dajue couldn't guarantee that the hotel was not with that person, so he climbed onto the bus, thinking that you wouldn't be able to find me even if I made a couple of turns around the city.The bus pulled God to the station, and God got on another bus.He has decided to save a few dollars and not stay at the hotel tonight. 

As soon as he got on the bus, God fainted and fell asleep.I think that seat is the happiest thing in the world.But at the terminal, the driver and the conductor urged him to get off the bus. He got off with regret and bid farewell to the seat he loved.Walking to find a place to stay.The streets were sparsely populated.The number of cars dwindled.God saw that the bus station was about to close, so I really hoped to stay overnight in the bus station.But also can't.I had no choice but to walk along the street with tired steps.My head is dizzy and my bag is heavy.After walking for a long time, my feet hurt.He sat down on the steps in front of some institutions, took a piece of clothing from his bag, put it on the ground, and leaned against it.But in the end it was the concrete floor, which was cold and unable to sleep.He walked back to the station.The large passenger station next to the railway station has freed up the living room for people to sit.One yuan per person per night.God went in and looked, and it was all human.He had to come out.Take a seat among the thousands of homeless in the square outside the station.Time passed so long.After sitting for half a day, it was only one o'clock at night.God stood up.I really want to go to the corner of the public toilet and lie down overnight.But the person in charge of the public toilet also needs 50 cents.And it was full of people.God had no choice but to go back to the square and endure the time half asleep and half awake, and finally arrived at four o'clock in the morning.He walked around the streets with his bag on his back.

God has regretted this rash action.It is impossible to return to Yunnan.If the money is enough for the train ticket, he will return immediately.He thought of going to Lu Zhaochen for help.But if I don't see the image of a vagabond like myself, it's okay, it's even more shameful and ashamed to see it.He managed to find a public toilet, took out a towel and washed his face.I think the most important thing now is to find a place as soon as possible, find a job, and earn some money to survive.Walking all over the street, I sometimes met the provincial party committee and the provincial government, and sometimes met the municipal party committee and government.Buy a bowl of rice noodles and eat it.At noon, whenever he came across a store, he went to ask if he wanted someone.Everyone said no.On the contrary, God saw the White Swan Hotel, China Hotel, etc., which are all high-rise buildings that do not exist in Kunming, and it was an eye-opener.He rushed in to admire it.Seeing God take a step in the luxurious hall, the people behind will wipe the ground with God's footprints.When we got to the bathroom, someone came up respectfully from behind and handed God soap and towels.God washed his hands, walked out, and kept wiping behind him.God can't help but feel a little proud.

Finally someone asked what God came to do.God said to find someone.Ask who to look for.God spoke nonsense.There it shouted, "Get out!" God went downstairs and came out.Later said: "This kind of clothes, put them all in, what does it look like!" This day, God beat the newspaper office.Then I walked in, thinking that my only ability was to write articles anyway.Go in and ask.Everyone saw that his hair was messy, his leather shoes were gray and yellow, he was wearing a Chinese tunic suit, and polyester trousers that only people in remote places would wear.There are not many people who even care about him.God is ashamed.He went to find several well-known journalists and writers here.It was easy to find, and the street lights were all on.Just found one in the outskirts of the city.People are not there.God came downstairs.The man who had just answered God said, "Isn't that? You're back."

A bearded man, thirty-seven or eighteen years old, came back arm in arm with a girl in her twenties.The two are in love.God go up and say hello.The man frowned and stared at God, while the woman snickered.He couldn't understand what God said, but he obviously felt that the image of God had tarnished his brilliance.He ignored God and took the girl back to the house.God gritted his teeth and came out.I vowed never to find any writers and ilk again.He wanted to find a place nearby to lie there overnight.Since I had slept out last night, it was time to sleep out tonight.He found an overpass, found an extra piece of clothing and a pair of pants in his bag to put on to keep out the cold, and wanted to take a nap, but he couldn't sleep.The cars rumbling by there affected God.After a while, God found another stone bench in a garden in the middle of the street, lay down on it, and fell asleep.At some point, he was woken up by two policemen yelling at him.Tell him to get out of here quickly.The soles of God’s feet were already in pain, so he had to walk around the streets at night with a backpack.

At this moment he was deeply saddened.The father in the small village in northern Yunnan, the Fuhua who went to Buckwheat Mountain Middle School, the mother, Fumin, Fuwen and Fuchun who wandered in the tropical jungle in southern Yunnan, how humble and pitiful and powerless as ants Powerless!It is precisely because of his humble birth that he flows like duckweed and waves like reeds.And it is easier said than done to change fate!My father offered me to graduate from a teacher college, but the pus was still there.What if my father came to Guangzhou!He felt that he couldn't think anymore.But the height of this world is probably something he will never be able to foresee in this life.Compared to Lu Zhaochen, he was honored by his parents.God can't help but sing Li Shangyin's poem "Jiang Kuo only looks back, the sky is high but caresses", and Geng Xin's poem "When the sky is dead, there is an angry war, and the sun is worth worrying about soldiers".I feel that these two lines of poems sum up his current sad situation incomparably.I couldn't help crying all night.Later, he fell asleep on the steps outside a residential house.

I got up every day and searched a few streets before I found water to wash away the tears on my face.Today is the third day here.The hope of God has been lost.He only knows how to roam, and he doesn't want to find any work at all, and he has no idea that this is coming.He only felt that in this world, he was not even as capable as fleas and lice.He is extremely eager to return to Yunnan.Hope is there, and vitality is also there.The sun is also in the far west that he can't see now.After a few turns like this, the day passed.Night came again.God returned to the train station again, and there were still so many homeless farmers from all over the country.The square was still full of people sleeping.God lies down.After lying down for a while and getting up, I thought that I was going blind to the police station to surrender.He imagined that he could be stuffed into a stuffy tank truck and sent back, that would be too blissful.Unexpectedly, he was blasted out as soon as he stepped through the door.

A new day begins again, and God has countless ideas about going home.Walking all the way west, begging all the way to go home through Guangxi?God didn't dare to think about it, it was too scary.Thousands of miles away, there is no guarantee that nothing will happen.And what else!nothing!Only Lu Zhaochen was there, but he didn't go there.I don't know how she is now!God wants to find her.I have never washed my hair or changed my clothes since I got on the train!He really can't bear the shame to go! Another day is over.God's money is finally finished after eating a loaf of bread.He already felt that there was an endless wandering road ahead, with no end in sight.It was as dark as an abyss, so terrifying!It is the path of despair, it is death!And nothing can save him!His heart is sad and full of fear!After half a day, he realized that he was humming just now, "It is said that the sea water is bitter and salty, who knows the sorrow of wandering!" He hummed it over and over again, and kept humming.After a long time, he realized that he was still humming just now.This tune is really a true portrayal of him today!It was getting dark, and God was lying on those streets, wishing so badly to have a warm bed and a warm quilt, that would be the greatest happiness in life!He looked at the city. Millions of people were sleeping comfortably!Even Lu Zhaochen fell asleep in a nearby city.Father must have fallen asleep at home on Heiliangzi.Fu Hua must have fallen asleep in his own dormitory at Buckwheat Mountain.Even mothers, rich people, etc., vagrancy is different from vagrancy, and now they can have a place to sleep, which is 10,000 times better than God!While God thought so admiringly, he was shivering from the cold.No matter how you add clothes to your body, it will always be cold.He thought of the night scenes of Buckwheat Mountain, Heiliangzi, and the small river, all of which were so charming. It was light again and dark again.God does not keep track of time.I don't know how many days he has been here.Anyway, he has been begging for two days.The first day was a person selling bread.God went up to ask for it, but the store refused to give it.A woman who came to buy bread took out two cents, bought a loaf and handed it to God.God took it and asked, "May I ask your name and unit, comrade." She hurriedly said, "You can just eat, don't ask." She went.God knows what she means.Go up and say: "I'm not that kind of shameless tramp. The letter from my mother, and Han Xin's daughter will repay it. That's what I mean." She shook her hand even more.God had nothing to do.Later, I got half a bowl of rice noodles.The next day, I got half a catty of biscuits, and I can't tell the pain of begging. That night God lay down opposite the train station, very sleepy.He made the bag into a pillow and lay down. Looking back, he saw two homeless people looking at him greedily.With those fierce eyes, the Lord knew whether he was a bulging bag, compared to the two of them, he was rich.I wanted to change the location quickly, but then I fell asleep.When I got up early the next day, I saw books all over the floor, and the bags had been cut to pieces.Many books were looted.What remains are some waste first drafts written by God. God regrets that his articles have suffered another catastrophe.I'm glad they didn't take his life, otherwise, if he wiped his neck with a knife, everything would be over! God is determined to go to Lu Zhaochen, begging is too difficult, begging ten times can't get anything.If begging can go on, he will not go looking for it.He thought that he was not the only hero who wandered in history, there were everywhere.God sat and thought about countless people such as Han Xin and Zhu Yuanzhang, and his courage grew more and more.It seems that my wandering is the most reasonable in the world.In the early morning, he got on the bus bound for Qingyuan.The car drove on the road for a long time before it came to collect the money.God was cast out.God took another car, went up and walked for a while, and when he asked God for money, God was driven down again.Take about a dozen cars.Asymptotically Qingyuan.The last car came to ask God for money, but if he couldn't get it, he didn't drive him down.I took him for about 30 kilometers to Qingyuan. God got out of the car and called for the municipal party committee.See the city map on the road, the planning is bigger than Kunming.When I went to the municipal party committee, I saw that the new building was dozens of floors high, reaching directly into the sky.God feels magnificent.He went in and registered with his ID card.He was told to go up to the fifteenth floor to look for it.God entered the elevator with a group of people.Those people pressed the electric switch, God suddenly felt that he was sinking, and cried out loudly.It attracted the disdain of a dozen faces nearby.God blushed.go upstairs.Ask about Lu Zhaochen's office.God hesitated towards the office with the word "Secretary Section".He really wanted to go downstairs and went back.Someone already called and said someone was looking for Lu Zhaochen.Lu Zhaochen came out to welcome him.God has no escape.I had to say "Lu Zhaochen".Lu Zhaochen was startled, recognized God, and quickly straightened his face.Seeing that she was pretending nothing happened, the Lord had already detected the activity in her heart.I felt ashamed and blushed. into the office.God sits down.She made tea to God and said, "It's so unexpected! You are the only person from my hometown who has come to Guangdong to look for me in five years!" God was happy to see her, and he was also happy.She said: "Why did you run so far to come here!" God had no choice but to say that he came here to venture into the world and the money was stolen!I ran out of money and wanted to go home, so I came to borrow from her.She said: "You can stay here for one night! Leave tomorrow?" God said: "Is it convenient?" , They have something to do. I will find time to talk to you." During this time, God thought: The gap is boundless.She is smart and beautiful.The unit of points is good.Look at this office, telephone, fax machine, computer, metal cabinets, you will know.God looks at himself again.The feet have not been washed for more than ten days, and the hair has not been washed for more than ten days.He could no longer smell the stench on his body.But he reckons his sour smell has filled the office.So he opened the window slightly so that the convective air could dilute the smell as much as possible. Lu Zhaochen came back again, brought a few bottles of drinks, and gave them to God.Said: "I didn't know the information of my classmates for several years. I wanted to die. I was alone in Guangdong. I really became a lonely ghost." God said: "Haven't you been back?" She said: "I went back once .” He asked God about the situation of those sessions.God said: "You are the one who ran the farthest among those students. One graduated from Yunshi Normal University and went back to Miliangba Middle School in the county seat. Several of our normal school students, Shen Wei, Qi Huixi, Chen Minzhong, Xiang Rukai, Teng Ying is in Miliangba Middle School. Wang Longyi, Liu Yingjun and I are in Qiaomaishan Middle School. Wu Junde is in Zebu Middle School, and Gao Shuyong is in Dongguaping Middle School." Then we talked about the specific situation of each person and the situation of the teachers.Finally, let's talk about God.God told me about the situation since I was studying in the teacher's college.Only the fight at Buckwheat Mountain Middle School was concealed.Talk about normal.It's just a classmate from the same hometown, and I no longer have the feeling of being reunited with the lovers of the past. Lu Zhaochen said: "I have received your letter. I replied to your letter." Feeling ashamed, God interrupted and said: "Don't say it." She said: "Just don't say it! Later I want to ask Send me some articles you have written. I haven’t written a letter to ask you for it, but you have come.” God said, “I had it with me. The thief cut it all up and stole it. I still remember some, let me recite a few sentences for you!" I wrote while reciting, and handed it to her.She watched while sipping her drink.Her eyes, which occasionally looked at God, changed mysteriously, gradually blushing, and she dared not look at God anymore. God understood, and he was even more ashamed, blushed even more, and laughed at himself, saying, "My image will make you lose face in front of your colleagues. My hair and clothes have not been washed for more than ten days since the money was stolen. I’m done.” She said, “This is going out, what are you afraid of, I’m on a business trip to various counties, and I don’t wash when I’m busy.” Then she said, “Your poem is really good.” She sighed again. In God's heart, it is really overwhelming.Now this is heaven.Thousands of miles away in a small county in northern Yunnan, he encountered his most unforgettable memory now.But everything is so unrealistic.In my own body, apart from having the ambition to reach the sky and a stubborn heart, I don't have any soil that can cultivate this ambition.His heart is as high as the sky, and his life is as thin as paper, which is the portrayal of him now!get off work.Lu Zhaochen took God downstairs.The pick-up car has been lined up.There are already a dozen people inside.Lu Zhaochen and God got into the car, and the car drove away.After a few kilometers, we arrived at the old town.One place sent people down.In a blink of an eye, Lu Zhaochen took God out of the car when he came downstairs.Going upstairs, Lu Zhaochen said: "This is the kitchen, it's wide, and you can stay here at night. The upstairs above is my dormitory." After going up to the dormitory, she put away her things, and said, "I'm so sorry, I didn’t buy food, so I had to cook some noodles!” God followed her downstairs.Cook and talk.It was delicious once cooked.God said with shame: "Can you take a bath and do laundry?" Lu Zhaochen took God to the bathroom, inevitably teaching God how to operate.God blushed and listened.And said: "This is my boyfriend's clothes, you might as well change it." Then she went back.God took a bath, washed his clothes, and went up.She came to wash.At that time, God was sitting in her dormitory.I saw a stack of express mails on the table, all from the Provincial Party School.He knew it was sent by her boyfriend.But he didn't dare to move.Just look at the books on her bookshelf or something. She came back and said, "A few friends invited me to a dance, why don't you go? There are not many people, just seven or eight young people, singing karaoke. It's not the kind of dance party where there are many people and a big scene." All right, say: "Go." So go downstairs.There were two cars below, five or six people were already sitting, and two people got into the car.Lu Zhaochen introduced: "This is a friend from my hometown in Yunnan." The few people said: "It's rare, it's rare. I've never seen you have people from Yunnan's hometown here. We will help you do the host tomorrow night." Two cars drove out, talking about the closure of Yunnan.One person said: "I have only been to Kunming once, but Kunming is not as good as a prefecture-level city here. It is not even as good as a county-level city in Guangzhou. The mountains are so big. When we saw the mountains of Xuanwei, we were intimidated." Lu Zhaochen said: "Didn't you see the mountains in the county where I went to high school! It is described in "The Road to Shu"." Then he asked God: "Is the road paved with asphalt now?" God said: "In ten years, I will be afraid. It can’t be paved with asphalt.” One said: “Our place will be full of highways in another ten years.” Another said: “I saw a photo album of Yunnan, which is really terrible. Wumeng Mountain, Nu River, Lancang River, these names are terrible. The river is angry!" Lu Zhaochen said: "The mountains are also angry. There is also a mountain of anger!" Another said: "I remembered, there is Hengduan Mountain. And Horizontal and broken, that kind of wildness and arrogance have never been appreciated, but I can feel it from the name!" One said again: "Is there still a Yunling?" God said yes, and everyone laughed and said: "Yunling Ridge! When I mention it, I think of the feeling of high mountains and thousands of miles, and clouds and peaks!" Another said: "There is also Tiger Leaping Gorge! The Yangtze River is a majestic world-famous river, and the upper reaches of the tiger can pass by it! You can imagine that the mountains in Yunnan are high and the water is deep." One said: "Wumeng Mountain, think of Wumeng, how can I live!" One said: "Isn't the Lancang River scary! I think the water must be blue." The other said: "There is The Jinsha River, named after "Jinsha", shows how rich Yunnan is. Let alone the "Jinsha River" in Guangdong, we are very satisfied with the "Yinsha River" and "Tongsha River". Go, God is asleep. God was awakened by Lu Zhaochen.Arrived.Everyone went upstairs.God began to see what karaoke is all about.Everyone sang and danced.After drinking a few bottles of beverages, God fell asleep on the sofa again.When woken up by Lu Zhaochen, everyone had already danced and it was twelve o'clock.God said ashamedly: "I haven't slept for several days. I fell asleep when I sat down." I felt really pitiful in my heart, and it took me more than ten days to get a sofa to sleep soundly. It was an indescribable sadness. The car drove out again.God only knew that he was in a Santana car.When I got in the car, I fell asleep again.He hurriedly twisted the flesh on his leg, warning himself in his heart not to embarrass Lu Zhaochen and the people of Yunnan again.In the car, everyone started talking about Yunnan again, and asked: "Who are some great figures in the history of Yunnan?" Lu Zhaochen said: "It's very pitiful, there is no one." God said: "There are no politicians, no military strategists, There are no thinkers, nor are there great writers and artists. There is only one Zheng He who can be mentioned, but in the entire history of China, how many people can be included!" One said: "Zheng He is too old! It should have gone on indefinitely. , could not have discovered the New World, and completed the circumnavigation of the world first. Unexpectedly, you are from Yunnan!” One said: “Seven trips to the Western Ocean will not accomplish great success. Why do you need so many times! Like Columbus, Magellan, One time is enough!" Lu Zhaochen said: "It seems that we still have to go forward! It's over once we retreat. We don't go out in Yunnan, but the steps are too small. There are Shaanxi, Gansu, Sichuan, There are peasants from Qinghai and even Xinjiang who come to work in the Pearl River Delta. There are none in Yunnan. I heard that some of them come here and they are not able to do hard work, unlike people from Sichuan. I have no food to eat, so I come here to help others. Lao Tzu only stays at home as Lao Tzu, so I don’t have the patience to be the eldest son! It’s not that I can’t find a pot to fry soybeans. When I go back to be poorer, I can still be so poor. Go home and starve to death?’ So I went back again, always hopeless.” God said: “This shows that people are backward. Compared with this kind of mentality in the whole country, I’m afraid it’s the most backward. They fell behind. Poor, these descendants of the Han nationality in Nanjing and Jiangxi are now the most backward category in the world.” Everyone asked God in amazement.God spoke a truth.Everyone admires.When they arrived at Lu Zhaochen's place, they went upstairs to play for a while, and everyone asked God to finish the lecture.God said: "Looking back at Yunnan culture, Yunnan has never produced Chinese-level writers, poets, politicians, military strategists, nothing. Yunnan's songs are not "Embroidered Purse", but "Little River Flowing Water", "By the Butterfly Spring", "Guests from afar, Please Stay", "There is a Beautiful Place", "Guess the Tune", "Marriage Vow", "Love and Friendship", "Awa People Drink New Songs". All of them are ethnic characteristics, love The nature is beautiful, but it is incomparably beautiful. There is not a single masculine song. It does not show the aggressive spirit and enterprising spirit." God went on to say: "Since the Ming Dynasty, the most advanced nation was the most backward now. Think about the Han nationality in the early Ming Dynasty, the largest nation in the world, and the most civilized and prosperous nation. At that time, the history of the Portuguese nation was just beginning, and the history of the Spanish nation was just beginning. The Castilians have not created their own history. The French nation is in the process of formation, and the English nation is just sprouting. The German nation, the Russian nation, and the Japanese nation have just begun their history. It can be said that no nation can be compared with the Han nation at that time. Xiang Bei. Six hundred years of isolation and backwardness, the policy of ignoring the people, has become the current situation. The descendants of Portugal, Spain, England, and France are all over the world. And 99% of Yunnan people stepped in from their ancestors. No more Take a step out of Yunnan! Until today. How many people are still living and dying silently in the mountains of Yunnan!” God wanted to say that he only had to take the elevator today, and only had to take the train ten days ago. I have seen the sea and so on, but I didn't talk about it in the end.Then he said: "The Ming Dynasty, which is unrivaled in the world, later made a magnificent trip to the West. Zheng He led seven fleets to the Middle East and Europe. This also shows the strength of its national power. This is a complete change in the face of world history. On the eve of various forces rushing towards the zenith of the world. China has everything and the best conditions, but the increasingly decadent and ignorant Ming Dynasty has no chance of this great opportunity. "Looking back, the sea is vast. Through reading history and discussing life, we know that people have no long-term concerns, and there must be near-term worries. People are still like this, let alone countries and nations. Only by constantly forging ahead, constantly developing, and constantly moving toward the distance, and constantly moving toward the ultimate goal. A nation that explores and pursues far away is a nation with hope. At that time, Zheng He had the ability to travel south along the east coast of Africa, discover the Cape of Good Hope, and go north to Europe. No matter how capable he was, like Columbus decades after him, To reach the Americas, it has the ability to cross the Pacific Ocean from Asia to the Americas. It can even complete the voyage around the world. It has the merits of Columbus, Vasco da Gama, and Magellan in one body, and the discoveries were made in China. However, this is a decadent dynasty. , sharp ideas are like a dynasty of great enemies. When small countries like Portugal and Spain drove the historical situation in the oceans of the world, breaking the tide of world development. The Ming Dynasty did not open up, but went a long way. "The stars have changed, the vicissitudes of life have changed dramatically, and the most powerful country in the world at that time has finally been reduced to a semi-colonial field. The metropolis of that year, the majestic Yingtian Mansion, became the first place where China's first treaty of humiliation and humiliation was signed, and it became the place where the 300,000 sons and daughters of China The massacre that was brutally destroyed. The descendants of Nanjing nobles who were highly crowned and well-dressed held a whip on Wumeng Mountain and beside the Jinsha River, but they were illiterate. The powerful East has weakened, and the weak West has become tyrannical. The rich and poor have become poor, and the civilization is barbaric Yes. In the mountains of Yunnan today, how many descendants of Soviet and Jiangxi immigrants are actually the most ignorant and poorest type of people in today’s world. "Even though Chengzu of the Ming Dynasty could not be far-sighted. No one in the Ming Dynasty was far-sighted. Zheng He did not take the lead, and missed the great opportunity of great geographical discovery and social change. But decades later, the Portuguese came to Macau, and the Dutch came to Taiwan. However, China does not even have the courage to learn from others. No one ventured into Europe to see what is going on. Missionaries came one after another, but no one in China went to Europe to spread academics. Pay attention to the momentum of Western learning in the Ming Dynasty. I am very I feel sad for the lack of creative spirit of the Chinese people and the ignorance of the entire nation. If the Westerners can come, the path has been opened, so why can't the Easterners go west! "There is no such thing in the world, only openness, reform, and self-improvement. A closed nation will always be a hopeless nation. "I am not inferior at all, but objectively speaking: the history of six hundred years is driven by the Western world. It really means that every effort is reaped. The mainstream that promotes the development of history is not Westerners but you, China. People? The heart of sorrow is entrenched in my heart. I am thinking, the glory of ancient China, we can still experience its glory until today. It makes us excited, inspired, national pride, generosity, and arrogance And if in the 600 years since the Ming Dynasty, we have also pioneered and forged ahead in the world like the West, and in our political, military, economic, and cultural fields, we have produced something as deafening as the West Great name. What will happen to our pride and heroism today? "How much worse people are than humans! The most feared thing is the concept. If you miss the concept, it is 'missing by a tiny bit, and the difference is a thousand miles.' This 'one thought difference' is too important. When Columbus discovered the New World, Magellan traveled around the world, I don’t know what my ancestors were doing in a corner of Yunnan. Maybe they were farming! When Copernicus created the heliocentric theory, and Galileo turned his thoughts to the distant starry sky, I don’t know what my ancestors were thinking in Yunnan. , Spain, Portugal, and Holland crossed continents, crossed oceans and ran across the world. I don’t know what mountain in Yunnan my ancestors lived in seclusion. But a hundred years ago, I knew. The publication of the Communist Manifesto, the discovery of bacilli, and the elements When the periodic table was scheduled, electric lights were invented, and X-rays were discovered, the three generations above my great-grandfather were farming in Nanguang County. In World War I, my great-grandfather was still farming in Fara Village; in World War II, I My grandfather was grazing in Fara Village. Gagarin flew into space, Americans set foot on the moon, and my father farmed in Fara Village. Even today, computers are all over the world, and the world information age is coming. My cousin They are all in their teens, and they are farming in Fara Village again with hoes in hand. For dozens of generations in six hundred years, the progress is minimal. "Advancers advance step by step and at a high speed of geometric progression from generation to generation, while laggards also lag behind step by step and at a high speed of geometric progression from generation to generation. Advancers are open, intelligent, and innovative, and all benefits are gained, while laggards are ignorant, Poverty, closedness and all kinds of disadvantages come together. It is really a careless move, and we will lose in six hundred years. We have lost in these six hundred years. From the perspective of the world, Yunnan is insignificant. But in the tens of thousands of mountain villages in Yunnan, a county is like the whole world, and a state is already vast and infinitely vast; a majestic Yunnan province is like the entire universe This is my feeling in the past, and it is the feeling of tens of millions of Yunnan people today. In ancient times, King Yelang did not know the size of the world, so he asked Han to make Han and which is bigger. The king of Dian also asked the same question. Today the earth has been called As a small village, the result of this kind of closure has not changed much. 'The general has no plan, and the army is exhausted'. The mediocrity of the rulers of the Ming and Qing Dynasties has caused dozens of generations and billions of Chinese people to be prepared. Taste the calamity and be slaughtered by others. The blame is so great that it can never be estimated! "Many times we have forgotten the essential characteristics of human beings. We have forgotten that human beings can dominate the world, relying on this brain. What determines the future destiny of human beings is not relying on hands and feet, but relying on the brain. The key to making the best use of your talents is to use your brain .However, in our thousands of years of history, when did we fully use our brains? Don’t dare to think, dare to break through, dare not try, what else can it be if it is not backward? Human beings must always do what they want to develop. The result is: dare to think and think, dare to do and act, dare to fight and fight, dare to break and break, this is the hope. This is the eternal secret of human development. "Now that China has finally ended its six-hundred-year isolation, it has embarked on the road it should have embarked on six hundred years ago. It is not too late to mend the situation. The past six hundred years are just a lesson. As for success or failure, we have to care about it." I can't care too much about it. There is no final outcome in the game of human history. Noisy, you sing and I come on stage. There is no lasting winner, and there is no lasting loser. The stage belongs to self-policing, self-motivation, and self-improvement. For human history , Six hundred years can only be equated to day and night ears! Everything starts again. What is open must have a future. "It is not enough for a village, a township, a county, a province, or a country to be self-enclosed. It is not even possible for the entire earth, the entire solar system, or the Milky Way to be self-enclosed. As long as there are people who are better than us, we have to learn from them. You can only continue to Only by taking advantage of the land can we participate in the competition and be invincible. This is the spirit of the universe and the eternal law." Everyone said: "Brother Sun, great idea! It's amazing!" But they went.A lesbian named Wei stayed here with Lu Zhaochen.God went to rest with one of the gay men.Go to bed and sleep soundly.第二天起来，全身舒泰，才明白了昨晚实现了长时间以来有床的梦想。路昭晨来了。叫天主到她宿舍去。说：“我昨晚忘记了告诉你，你如要打电话回家联系，只管打这电话。”天主答应。她去了，自己才悲哀起来！父亲、母亲处，何尝会有电话呢？这恍如梦想。即使有，如今也是断肠人通断肠话，流泪人传流泪声了。天主就写些诗句。她下班回来，煮了饭吃了。 天主想走了。路昭晨劝天主再玩一天。说那些人佩服天主得很了，说埋没在云南大山一所山村中学，就太可悲了。晚上要全力做东呢！天主凄然一笑，想路昭晨和他们均不知他在校被打、如今流浪的事，不然更不知要如何叹息埋没和悲哀。他说：“就托你转告他们，说我谢谢他们了。我得走了。”路昭晨半日不语，说：“你来这里，我太遗憾我的能力太弱了，帮不上你什么忙！真是爱莫能助啊！不然你是该在深圳、珠海这样的地方来闯。回米粮坝去，有什么意思呢！今早上上班时我都在想：你在深圳可能会成为雄狮，而你回荞麦山去顶多成为一只兔子、猫。反正我就这么想！要是我能有权力把你从云南调到广东来，就好了！我如果真能如此我是愿竭尽全力为你搭好这舞台的！而望你现在，落到……”这时觉失言了，忙煞住。天主听明白，想这多禁忌，就因为自己现在太不堪了，太悲哀了。忙说：“不怕，我回去重新努力！你只管相信，我还能闯出来的。现在二十二，就拿几年时间来奋斗。我不相信到三十岁还闯不出来！”她说：“我相信！你最大的优点是在于能把天都闯翻掉。看你穿老式的中山装，就来闯广东了。”就笑起来，说：“你连一套西装都没有？”天主说：“没有。” 她去买了一大包饮料、水果、罐头来，并拿出三百元钱来。天主一见拿这么多，忙说：“我向你借一百元，就回得去了。我只要一百元。”她说：“你必须拿着。经济上我比你宽裕得多。我们这边工资高，一个月有三百元。”天主不接。她说：“那就算送你一百元，借你二百元吧！”天主仍是不接。她说：“你简直婆婆妈妈的。那三百元都借你，你回去何时有，何时还我。这回再不接，我也就翻脸了。”天主接了。她送出来。一辆轿车开来，市委办那同志开车，送了天主到车站，买好票。送天主上车。路昭晨伸手，说：“再见！”天主握住，一时千言万语，尽在这离别时际，怎么说得出，他只说句：“心疼得很呀！”路昭晨点头。脸异常难过。天主握摩着她的手指，说不出话。久后，她勉强松手，说：“你看车要开了。”车开动了。天主松开，伸头一直回看她。她站在原地，挥着手。天主泪下来了。见她身影越来越小，在抹泪。不久，就不见了。 天主一直流泪。他心痛欲裂。这才是生离死别。苍天不老，情义已老，人生易老！想起才貌易逝，声名易灭。等十年、二十年后再来此地，何以朝路昭晨如今之风景呢！一直流泪，到了广州。  排队买票的人太多了，队伍一直拉到售票厅外的广场上，还折来曲去。天主进厅内看，也全是人。一伙伙流氓在此中横行。坐在售票窗口的警察全然不管。有欲先买票的，给三十元五十元，便被带到窗口前塞进队列，几分钟后就买到票了。而在里面寻衅滋事、强行抢夺的，天主进去的十多分钟就见了四五起。有一男子被抢去一百元，跟着还击，被打得躺在地上，口鼻流血，殷地愈丈。天主见此警匪一家，大为恐怖。因担心钱被抢去，汇了二百元回家。去排队。但排到晚上，关门了。大家一哄而散。天主悲哀起来。不知何日才能买到这票了。