Chapter 42 Section 41

When Sun Tianzhu returned to school, he was shocked to learn that the Lu family had transferred to Wumeng.Mi Liangba's rumors about Lu Guozhong's prostitution by selling girls immediately entered his ears.The teachers of Miliangba Middle School and those in power who hated Miliangba all vented their dissatisfaction on the podium.For example, Mr. District and others talked a lot about the secretary of the county party committee forcing the director of the public security bureau to accept his daughter as his daughter-in-law. Because the director of the police department had done a great job in donating his daughter, he promoted the director of the public security bureau to be the deputy secretary of the county party committee.He also talked about how the chief of the public security bureau made a fortune for his promotion, how he presented his daughters for courtship, and so on.When the teacher spoke on stage, the girls all looked at God Sun.Sun Tianzhu ignored them before and only cared about Lu Zhaochen, but now that Sun Tianzhu was humiliated, they were happy.Sun Tianzhu lowered his head.But this matter has been going on.This teacher just taught this class, and another teacher came in the next class and talked again, all while cursing.The girls looked at God Sun again, they were pity Sun God!Sun Tianzhu was extremely disappointed and was hit hard.Holy love can be profaned so easily.In just over a month, Lu has changed his mind to such an extent.What's the point of living in this world!

Sun Tianzhu didn't go to class all day long, didn't read books, and lay in bed and slept late.But he has no habit of sleeping late, instead of falling asleep, his head hurts.Get up and go, don't know where to go.All he thought about all day was how to take revenge on Lu Zhaochen.She had completely humiliated him and deceived him.Yan Xingxing betrayed him once before, he thought that Lu would not betray him, but unexpectedly Lu betrayed him again.He hates women.I finally felt that everything was fake and hypocritical.There is nothing in the world that does not contain selfishness, love is especially selfish.For example, Yan and Lu are not beautiful, he will not love them.He has no talent, and the two will not love him.So many girls love me, why don't I love them?There are so many people who love Yan and Lu, why don't they love them?False, everything is false.

Sun Tianzhu lives in a trance all day long, with a gloomy mood.Newspapers are still publishing his articles, and his reputation is in full swing in Miliangba.But he was no longer interested.The editor of the newspaper office also wrote an enthusiastic letter, praising Sun Tianzhu and asking him to continue to contribute articles. The newspaper office will continue to enthusiastically use manuscripts and open his articles as a column.Sun Tianzhu was also indifferent.Those girls, because Sun Tianzhu suffered a great setback in love, rekindled the fire of hope.When Sun Tianzhu walked dejectedly, the most exquisite scenery always appeared in front of him suddenly.Another girl with a blushing face, brighter than a spring flower, appeared before him again.Sun Tianzhu cheered up, my God, another girl fell in love with me.But he immediately became depressed again, feeling sorry for these girls.There are so many good people in the world, why bother to look at me, a good-for-nothing trash!He already felt that everyone in the world was pitiful.

A letter from Lu Zhaochen arrived.Sun Tianzhu read it and threw it away.In her letter, she stated the reason for the incident, declared that she had nothing to do with Liu, and still loved him, and asked him to write back after reading it.Sun Tianzhu didn't come back, thinking that there is really no silver three hundred taels here.My grandson, God, loves you, so I will never get Lu Zhaochen to get a hand behind your back, so I write a letter to explain the reason, and declare that I still love you.I will not!If I want to love, I will love, if I want to hate, I will hate, I am impatient and play tricks like you!Soon, Lu sent a second letter again, asking if he had received the first letter, please reply.Sun Tianzhu still ignored.When the third letter came, I asked about the whereabouts of one or two more letters.Sun Tianzhu became angry, and went to the post office to draft a telegram: "Everyone understands. The sky has collapsed, the earth has collapsed; the sea has dried up, the stone has rotted; people are dead, the heart is dead, and the love is gone. I don't want to see you again!" After thinking about it, I changed it to: "Everything is known. There is no silver three hundred taels here. Absolutely!" After sending the telegram, I felt a faint pain in my heart, and suddenly felt that this was wrong.If Lu Ruo is ruthless to me, why bother to write three times!After this telegram went, everything was cut off, and he was unwilling!He went back to the dormitory, feeling sad.I want to send a telegram to correct it again, but I feel conflicted. There are reasons why it must be corrected and why it cannot be corrected. Both reasons are extremely sufficient.He finally didn't reply to the call and letter to make corrections. You make me sad and indignant, and I will make you sad and indignant too!

The college entrance examination is approaching, and Mr. Au waits anxiously.If Sun Tianzhu suffered a lot in his third year of high school, although there is no hope for university, colleges, etc., there is still hope.So remind me every day.Sun Tianzhu was indifferent.He is no longer interested in further studies and so on.The newspaper office also sent a telegram, saying that the manuscripts submitted by God Sun will be exhausted, and hope to send manuscripts quickly.Sun Tianzhu ignored him, and now he is not interested in making him a world hero.Unless the road comes back to him.Sometimes he went to the post office and wanted to send a telegram asking Lu to come back. If she still hadn't changed her mind, he would ask her to come back and explain it to him face to face.He knew that as long as she was in his presence, without a word from her, he would still love her.But when I got to the post office, I hesitated for a long time, and couldn't send the telegram.He imagined that Lu Ji was very smart, he would think that he was infatuated with her, and he would think that as soon as she came back, he would make him love her without a single word.She should have thought of this move and found it on her own initiative.

It was really sad, and Sun Tianzhu couldn't let it go.Leaving school this day, I suddenly thought of my teacher Li in elementary school. I haven't seen him for many years. Going to see him can relieve the sadness in my heart.So I inquired and went to Mr. Li's house.I found Teacher Li's house, which was a rather old tile-roofed house.A man with gray hair and mental decline came out. Sun Tianzhu thought it was Teacher Li's father or something, and said, "Comrade, I'm looking for Teacher Li." The man said, "What are you looking for?" Sun Tianzhu said "I'm his student." The man said, "Where are you from?" Sun Tianzhu said, "I'm from Buckwheat Mountain." The man said, "What's your name?" Sun Tianzhu recognized it for a long time, and suddenly felt In front of him was Teacher Li, and he called out, "Are you Teacher Li? I'm Sun Tianchou!" Teacher Li also recognized it, and hurriedly took Sun Tianzhu's hand and said, "You've grown taller, you've grown taller! It has grown and changed, and I can't recognize it anymore." So he dragged Sun Tianzhu into the house.Sun Tianzhu was amazed that Mr. Li had aged a lot, and he was no longer the radiant and full of energy he used to be.He secretly calculated that it had been six years since he left.Teacher Li, who has been in school for six years, has become like a rotten wood. The most beautiful scene in life is gone.He couldn't help being a little sad, wondering what Lu Zhaochen would be like six years later, and what he would be like.

Teacher Li's family is very poor.When I entered the house, I saw nothing.After working for a long time, Teacher Li found a stool, which was full of dust, so he was busy blowing the dust with his mouth.Sun Tianzhu quickly took it and sat down.Teacher Li shouted: "Blow the ashes and sit down again." He went into the house again and wanted to find something to eat for Sun Tianzhu. After searching for a long time, he found some cold sweet potatoes, handed them to Sun Tianzhu and said, "Tianchou, I want to find something to eat." I gave you a banana to eat, but there are no more. You can eat a sweet potato." Sun Tianzhu took it, thinking that when he went to the surrounding people in the county, which one would not be rich?Only Mr. Li's house is like walking into the house of the Sun God of Fara.Teacher Li asked Sun Tianzhu about his studies over the years, and Sun Tianzhu talked about it.He asked, "If I graduate this year, can I go to a university?" Sun Tianzhu said, "There is no hope for a bachelor's degree, but there is still a glimmer of hope for a junior college degree." Teacher Li hurriedly said, "It's good to get a junior college degree! It's also a university!" Then he felt sad. Said: "These students, only you come to see me! For example, Wang Xunjie, I also taught him for a few days. Even if I didn't teach him, I was the principal of Fara Primary School at that time, so I should have taught him. Doesn't he know me? I know him. But when he saw me on the street, he raised his head from afar, stepped his eyes, and walked away from the side. It’s also like the eldest son of Xie Jilin’s family. Knowing this, why did you bother to work so hard back then!" After speaking, he was very depressed.Teacher Li talked about his experience.His wife died two years ago, at the age of forty-six.The eldest girl graduated from Miliangba Middle School the year before last, but failed to pass the exam. Last year, she took tutoring and failed to pass the exam. This year, she married a high school classmate of hers.The second daughter graduated from Miliangba Middle School last year and failed to pass the exam. This year, she also married a classmate of hers.The third daughter is now studying in the third grade of Miliangba Middle School, and her grades are not good.The fourth girl is in the first day of junior high school, and her studies are not good.The younger son is only in the fourth grade of elementary school.Teacher Li said: "I have borrowed debts every year these years, and I haven't paid off the debts yet!"

It was getting late, Teacher Li cooked the meal and called for dinner.It was dark in the kitchen.Teacher Li's youngest son came back from school, so the three squatted in the kitchen to eat without even a stool.The rice is only a little rice, and the dishes are light pumpkin and light eggplant, which are cooked and eaten with spicy peppers and water, and there is almost no oil.Sun Tianzhu saw that the teacher worked hard all his life, so in the evening there was only a young son who was not familiar with the world by his side, and the evening was so desolate that he couldn't eat.Thinking about myself now is also sad.Think about the Buddhist saying that birth, old age, sickness and death are all suffering. This statement is true!

After dinner, Mr. Li's son went to bed.The teacher and the student talked about the people and things of Fara.Teacher Li asked about the situation of Sun Jiangcheng and others, and Sun Tianzhu said.He also asked Sun Tianzhu about the situation of their class of students at that time.Sun Tianzhu said: "In that year, four people including me and Wu Yaojun were admitted, and the other two studied in Qiaomaishan Middle School for a year. Due to family difficulties, they dropped out of school. Only Wu Yaojun and I persisted in studying. Wu Yaojun is now also in Miliangba. He is in the third year of middle school. For the rest, Xie Qingcheng, the son of Xie Jilin, did not pass the exam that year, and took tutoring in elementary school. The next year, he was admitted to Qiaomaishan Middle School. He failed the exam after graduating from junior high school. He took a year of tutoring and was admitted to the regional agricultural school this year. Zhao Jiashou In the second year of tutoring, he was admitted to junior high school, but he failed to pass the exam after graduating from junior high school. Now he has returned home and married. Wu Yaoxiang passed the exam in the second year, but failed to pass the exam after graduating from junior high school. Now he is wandering in other places. In the third year, Wu Yaozhou was admitted to Qiaomaishan Middle School and graduated from junior high school. He didn’t pass the exam, and got married at home. Wang Xunke passed the exam in the second year. He returned home before he graduated from junior high school, and he is now married. The rest of them did not pass the exam after graduating from primary school, and are now married. Some children are two or three years old. gone."

Teacher Li asked about the lives of the masses.Sun Tianzhu said: "It's better than when you left. When you left, there were thatched houses, and now more than half of the houses have been converted into tile-roofed houses. But it is more difficult to survive in Fara. The mountains are more difficult than when you left. It’s gone. The mudslides are even more severe than then. The stones in the dam are already higher than the elementary school. The elementary school will soon be washed away by the mudslides. Last year, the mudslides swept away three families. Fara’s water also dried up Some families could not survive in Fara, and have moved to Xishuangbanna and other places. Others have gone to Kunming to work." Teacher Li said: "The concept has changed a lot! When I was in Fara, Fara was only A few soldiers who have been to Kunming and the county, that is, your grandfather and others, have gone far away now." Sun Tianzhu said: "In the past six years, the concept has indeed changed a lot. When you left, the Fara people To get married, you have to hold a formal wine, which is still very old-fashioned. Nowadays, there are too few people who hold wine to get married. Most of them are men who abduct women and leave. And they are not under the age of marriage, and marriage certificates are not issued. Every day Got into a lot of fuss about it.”

Teacher Li said: "I miss the simple folk customs of Fara at that time very much! It is very humane. In winter, every family kills pigs. A family kills pigs, and the whole village invites people to go. It is very lively. The few of us Teacher, I will be a guest at this house today and that one tomorrow. When I read Tao Yuanming’s book, I think of Fara Village. How I wish I could still live in the environment of Fara! The people around this county are so snobbish gone." Sun Tianzhu said: "Mr. Li, the Peach Blossom Spring in Fara Village is also disappearing. Now the scene of a family killing a pig and the whole village to eat it is gone. People are very good at cost-effective. Unless the relationship is very good, they will kill pigs Invite them to eat. In the old way, today your family kills pigs to eat, and tomorrow my family kills pigs to eat. In one winter, all the pigs killed will be eaten. When spring plowing, summer planting and autumn harvest, there will be no meat or oil. , Everyone thinks it’s not worth it. So now killing pigs, eat less in winter, and save them for spring and summer. It is my duty to help others. Nowadays, I can’t ask for help even if I go to the door. Even if the rice and meat are cooked, I can’t ask for help. Teacher, remember that Cui Shao’an, when he was in the cooperative, his family had nothing to eat Yes. I don’t do my own work, but I do it for others. I try to help others, and I have meat to eat at night. But I do it at my own home, and I can’t eat yams at night. As a result, he helps others to eat meat, and his wife and son are hungry at home. Brothers from Wu Mingyi's family specially coaxed Cui Shaoan to help them, and at night, they picked up big bones from the pot for Cui Shaoan to chew. The Wu family brothers boasted that they had a group of talking cows and horses. Since last year, Cui Shaoan waited no longer. Helped, the brothers from the Wu family came to ask for wine, but they couldn’t invite them anymore. Cui Shao’an said: “I used to be stupid! I helped others get rich, but my family is still poor. Rather than trying to eat your meat, I’d rather sleep in the It’s like building a house under this eaves. In the past, as long as the wall of a house rang, relatives and friends came to help. Hundreds of people came to the door every day, and a house was built in less than ten days. Nowadays, it’s easy to invite No one came. Even if it is a relative, when you go to ask for it, it depends on whether you are powerful or powerful. If you have all of them, maybe I will ask you tomorrow, then I will help you today. If you have no rights No matter how close you are, you can’t ask no matter how much you ask. Some people can’t afford to start a house for a month. The same is true for dead people. In the past, when someone died in a family, the whole village, regardless of whether they were relatives or not, would not invite them to the door. Now, please can’t ask. Of course, powerful people, everything is the same as before, relatives or not, they all come to help. It’s still bustling and vigorous.” Teacher Li was stunned after hearing this.Said: "Then this last Peach Blossom Spring is over?" Sun Tianzhu said with certainty: "It's over." Teacher Li said: "I still dream of returning to Fala! I can't forget that simple, kind, loyal, and kind Fala. La Village! I still hope that Fara people are as good as before, not as bad as you said! There are too few good things and memorable things in this world, and Fara Village is the last one! Fara Village is also over, Then all the good things in this world will be gone!" sighed endlessly.So he talked to Sun Tianzhu about the Fara in his memory: steep cliffs, vast grasslands, fresh air, clear water, rhododendrons blooming all over the mountains, the whole village is full of birdsong, and the lively scene of slaughtering pigs and feasting in winter , the scene of seeing off the bride when the girl gets married, the funeral procession when the dead carry the funeral, etc. Sun Tianzhu was also silent. The Fara Village in his childhood memories of Sun Tianzhu was indeed very cute.When he was young, he followed Tian Zhengfen. Tian Zhengfen sang the ballads that have been sung for hundreds of years while using a pendant to drop wool.At night in winter, everyone gathers by the fire pond, the fire is raging, the voices of people are noisy, and it is very lively.After sitting for a while, he lost his way in the room when he got up, thinking that the direction of the altar was the door.Chen Minghe's family has the biggest fire, and the yams are the best.Every time he went to grandpa's house, he was reluctant to leave.What's more, every time someone dies, there will be the sound of sea songs, and the sound of gongs and drums.It is deeply flavorful to miss it carefully.However, in any case, the law of social development always eliminates everything.Teacher Li misses Fala Village, why not miss Yan Mingxing and Lu Zhaochen as much as he does!Why doesn't he hope that Yan and Lu are as pure and lovely as before.However, his fantasies, just like Mr. Li's fantasies, cannot withstand the impact of reality.Everything will be wiped out by time and space!This is the case regardless of Fara Village, or Yan and Lu. Talking about late at night, teachers and students went to bed, still talking about the past.Teacher Li recalled that Sun Fugui changed his name to Sun Tianchou.The teachers and students were very happy and laughed.I didn't fall asleep until dawn. The next day, Mr. Li's eldest daughter, eldest son-in-law, second daughter and second son-in-law all came to help Mr. Li cut sugar cane.Those two men and two women are ignorant people.Teacher Li's two daughters already knew Sun Tianzhu's name at school.It's just not close.Seeing Sun Tianzhu running here, who is his father's student, it was a godsend, and they were all moved, forgetting about it, blushing and leaning next to Sun Tianzhu, almost jumping on him.Immediately, Sun Tianzhu was surrounded by the enthusiasm from both sides, and he was almost breathless.Teacher Li also saw it, sometimes happy and sometimes sad.Seeing that their wives had gone to surround Sun Tianzhu, the two men became very jealous.They also know Sun Tianzhu's reputation quite well, and now they continue to slander Sun Tianzhu.The two said that there is something to write in the article, they don't want to write any article, otherwise they will become great writers.The two women vigorously defended Sun Tianzhu, saying that they were jealous of Sun Tianzhu, so they slandered Sun Tianzhu.Mr. Li also helped Sun Tianzhu and criticized the two sons-in-law.The two couldn't argue with the two women, and they added Teacher Li to help out, showing their feet everywhere.The more he argued, the more anxious he became, his face turned red.Going home for dinner at noon, the two daughters sandwiched Sun Tianzhu in the middle, and kept picking up vegetables for Sun Tianzhu, urging Sun Tianzhu to have a full meal.Even the chopsticks licked the food straight into Sun Tianzhu's mouth, angrily telling Sun Tianzhu to eat it.Sun Tianzhu slowed down for a while, and the other hand stretched out to Sun Tianzhu's waist to pinch him, causing Sun Tianzhu to twitch and jump wildly.The food fell from the bowl to the floor.The second man became angry, and shouted: "Eat seriously! What are you playing about!" The second woman said: "If you don't eat, go and order." It's still the same.The two men stopped eating and left.Teacher Li also had dinner and went to elementary school for class.The two daughters surrounded Sun Tianzhu in the middle, and put their red faces in front of Sun Tianzhu's nose, asking Sun Jiaotong and the others to write.His hands pinched Sun Tianzhu's body back and forth.Sun Tianzhu seemed to be intoxicated in the garden, thinking to himself, it seems that besides Yan Mingxing and Lu Zhaochen, there are many good places in the world.The two asked Sun Tianzhu and Lu how they were in love at the time, and Sun Tianzhu said that there was no love.The two refused to accept it, and asked Sun Tianzhu if he had kissed the road, and Sun Tianzhu said no.The two said, "Shall we teach you?" Sun Tianzhu said, "You can teach me!" The two sisters looked at each other and smiled for a long time, and said, "You really haven't kissed before?" Said: "Come and teach!" The elder sister said: "You teach him!" The younger sister said: "You teach him." The elder sister pushed the younger sister: "Go and teach." The younger sister blushed and pulled Sun Tianzhu into her arms Zhong: "I'll teach you." Sun Tianzhu closed her eyes, and she stuck her tongue into Sun's mouth. Sun Tianzhu was shocked: "So gentle!" Just as she wanted to experience it again, she pushed him and her sister: "You Teach him!" My sister blushed, hugged Sun Tianzhu into her arms, pressed her face against her, and stuck her tongue into Sun's mouth.Sun Tianzhu was afraid that she would go away after kissing her lightly again, so he quickly hugged her and rushed forward to kiss her fiercely.She panicked, and hurriedly pushed Sun Tianzhu: "Go to the field to cut sugar cane." Sun Tianzhu didn't let go.The older sister asked the younger sister to help, and pulled Sun Tianzhu away. The two of them blushed like paper and went to the field. Sun Tianzhu sat there, savoring it endlessly.It took a long time to go to the field.Seeing her grandson coming, the second daughter immediately blushed again.The second man is hot green again.Attack Sun Tianzhu again.The second daughter defended again, but this time, unlike in the morning, they were far away from Sun Tianzhu.Sun Tianzhu listened to the verbal battle between the four, and the two daughters tried their best to defend him.I thought to myself that I am so happy that there are women defending me everywhere.  When I came back late and had dinner, the second daughter went home with the man. When they went, they were very sad.Sun Tianzhu was also very sad.Teacher Li was also silent.And Mr. Li's two daughters who are studying in middle school came home on Saturday today. When they saw Sun Tianzhu, a well-known figure in the school, come to their house, they immediately blushed, laughed non-stop, and asked Mr. Li: "Daddy?" Why is Sun Tianzhu here?" Teacher Li said: "He was my father's favorite student when he was at Buckwheat Mountain." The two were overjoyed and surrounded Sun Tianzhu to ask questions about this and that.Sun Tianzhu was unhappy when he saw their two older sisters gone.The two came again, with two red faces, the spring color was still there, and they felt happy in their hearts.They both said: "How many girls love you, but dare not pursue you!" Sun Tianzhu said: "There are as many!" They said: "There are as many as there are." Sun Tianzhu They said: "Why didn't they dare to chase me?" The two said: "One is because your reputation frightened them. Even Lu Zhaochen, everyone thinks she is not good enough for you. She took advantage of you. Two It's because you usually ignore people and are quite arrogant, and when others see it, it's useless to chase after them, and if you don't succeed, you're making yourself miserable." Sun Tianzhu was shocked: "How can Lu Zhaochen not match me!" The two said: "Anyway, everyone They all commented like this. What do you say she has? In terms of beauty, there are people who are more beautiful than her; in terms of learning, there are people who study better than her; She took advantage of you for nothing!" Sun Tianzhu said: "But I don't think anyone takes advantage of anyone. On the contrary, I am not as good as her." The two laughed and said: "Everyone says that people in love are blind. Said that you have a problem with your eyes, and that's why you were pestered by Lu. If you have sharp eyes, then Lu Zhaochen is nothing!" The second daughter hurried to heat up the meal.Sun Tianzhu thought: "People in love are blind! Lu is no match for me! Are these words true?" But he couldn't figure it out.The two heated up the meal and asked Sun Tianzhu to eat with them.Sun God said to eat.The two disagreed and forced Sun Tianzhu to eat again.Teacher Li smiled and said, "Tianchou, let's eat with them." The two said, "Dad, you made a mistake. His name is Tianzhu Sun." Teacher Li said, "Okay, I'll change it." Next, the two continued to pick up vegetables for him.His stomach is already full, where can he eat.But the two of them finally got an opportunity to torture him, so they should make full use of it.Finally, Teacher Li said to forgive, and the two were spared. In the evening, the teacher and the student talked about going to bed until tomorrow.Teacher Li said: "Tianyu, I haven't been as happy as I have been in these two nights in many years. I'm afraid I haven't said as much as I said tonight. You have to work hard!" Sun Tianzhu said yes.At dawn, I went to chop sugarcane again.These two girls were very delicate, and they said that the burrs on the sugarcane made their hands hurt, and that the weather was too hot, and with a knife in their hand, they couldn't cut a single sugarcane even if they stood for a long time.While looking at Sun with a blushing face, he talked about Sun at the same time.Teacher Li was busy sweating and slashing.Sun Tianzhu was displeased, and buried his head in chopping. His hands were scratched by sugarcane leaves, and there were bloodstains all over them.The two felt sorry for Sun Tianzhu, and asked Sun Tianzhu to rest, and Teacher Li kept telling Sun Tianzhu to rest.Cut until noon, came back for lunch.Sun Tianzhu went back to school with Mr. Li's two girls.Teacher Li sent it a long way, and was reluctant to leave Sun Tianzhu.Parting, ask Sun Tianzhu to come and chat with him from time to time. Finally, while stroking Sun Tianzhu's head, he looked at the two girls and sighed, "Tianchao, I envy your father! Although he is a farmer, he has a good son. , is enough! I am a teacher, but I am not as good as your father in the end! I am not sorry to see you as a teacher, but I am extremely sorry when I see you!" Don't walk on the road, Sun Tianzhu has been savoring Teacher Li's words, feeling sad.Why doesn't Teacher Li hope that his son can be like himself, or become his son, or his uncle!Life is really unimaginable.None of them are transferred by human will.Mr. Li hoped for his children, but failed.How many parents in Fara Village have hoped for their children, but they have also failed.How many heroes in history have hoped for future generations, but they have all come to nothing.Initiating the founding of the Xia Kingdom, it is not impossible not to hope that its descendants will protect the country forever, but it has been passed down to such a stupid person like Jie that the country has changed hands.Tang Jian Shangguo, isn't that the case?Zhou, Qin, Han and Wei until now, any dynasty is weak and lost its descendants!If the children and grandchildren are as powerful as their parents, who will lose their country?Regarding this, he wrote many poems and discussed it. "Reading History": "The first ancestors have always opened up the hegemony, and they are brilliant and imposing. The last nineteen generations are all mediocre, and the history of Fei Taizu is unreadable." Zen does not accept. Pity how many infatuated fathers, see off the dogs and tears. Thinking of Shu, do you hate the snow when the country is subjugated?" "The dagger under the fence loses heart and lungs, and tears flow in old age at sunset. Poor wife donated three times, in exchange for Qiao Zhou being named Liehou." "Sima Shi": "Wei Wuxiong uses self-sufficiency , Sima can only serve as a humble animal husbandry. Once the hero is gone, the mainstay is gone, and the adulterer returns to be the pillar. Not only does he lose his intelligence, the nine tripods are also left to be relocated. A man's self-reliance is the most precious, and it is always a vain attempt to ask for help." "Liu Yuanhai Father and Son": " Father and son of the Xiongnu chanted Sun Wu, and Sima and his ministers fought coral. Emperor Huai was guided by drinking and drinking, and the sky was unambiguous in addition and subtraction." How many sons like Sun Jian are there?There are more sons like Liu Yan, Liu Bei, and Cao Cao in the world.It seems that I myself can't count on anyone!I can't count on my son in the future!If I want to fight, I have to fight myself.To be successful, I have to be successful on my own.In comparison, my ingenuity, my courage and hard work are unique.There are too many people in the world who have intelligence and intelligence, and often indulge in whatever they want, thus changing the direction of life.It is difficult to find someone like me in both aspects!I dare not expect my children and grandchildren to struggle like me!Even if I struggle so hard, I can't succeed, let alone them!He felt desperate and could only rely on himself!  Teacher Li's two girls kept teasing Sun Tianzhu on the road.But Sun Tianzhu had other things on his mind and was busy thinking about these issues.Seeing that the two were always teasing Sun Tianzhu, Sun Tianzhu ignored them, lost interest, and ignored Sun Tianzhu.On the way, I met more students from Miliangba Middle School. They were surprised when they saw Sun Tianzhu.Those girls blushed again.Along the way, each had their own concerns, and the journey was dull.Teacher Li's two daughters seem to have boyfriends.Since Sun Tianzhu ignored them, they each went to fight with their boyfriends.Sun Tianzhu saw that the two men looked like two hooligans, so he despised the two women for their ignorance, ignorance of Teacher Li's pain, and ignored them.When we got to school, we broke up.