Chapter 24 Appendix 4 Postscript: Why I Write Pornography

A female reader friend asked: "I'm not surprised that you can write pornographic books, but why do you write pornographic books? Is it just to vent? Why? Ah?" A certain female writer pointedly pointed out: "Your core reader group is middle-aged women between the ages of thirty-five and fifty-five. They are looking after husbands and children, struggling with menopause and despair, and longing for love. What they need is romance. Love and sexual fantasies until affectionate embrace are not pornography, you are digging your own grave in such a transformation." The actual situation is that since I began to tinker with Chinese characters more than 20 years ago, my writing has never been for the sake of fame and wealth, benefiting the people, preaching and dispelling doubts, and purifying the soul. Possession, dragon and snake writing, have always been for some trivial, swollen, flickering and insignificant reasons.In an instant, I also envied the amount of money earned by writing for a year. I was so famous that I needed to wear sunglasses on the street. I waved my hands in front of my face when I signed a book. I was thrown rotten eggs, Coca-Cola or flowers, but those were just a moment. between.More often, I remind myself that what I can't forget the most is the pure and small joy of being half a foot off the ground that writing brings me.My head is an alchemy furnace, not a Pizza Hut oven.Liu Xie commented that "Yuefu" is one of the best Chinese, "The ambition is not out of lust, and the words are not out of grief".Ouyang Xiu commented on himself, "Whether I have read a book or not, I have nothing to say to others."I told myself that such ambitions are high enough, and I have no higher ambitions.

In summary, my motivation for writing pornographic books is as follows: First, since "Meat Fu Tuan", in the past two hundred years, there have been no good Chinese pornographic books.Even Li Yu's "Meat Futuan" is full of chatter and low level of understanding.There are a total of 20 chapters, the first three chapters are used to prove that it is a Buddhist enlightenment book instead of pornography, another three chapters are used to prove that using women to hurt the body, and another three chapters are used to prove karma. Second, it is not easy to write pornography.Writing without getting dirty is as simple and beautiful as eating, drinking, basking in the sun, and taking a nap, but it is even more difficult.What I am writing now is an attempt to meet this requirement.

Third, when I was growing up pretending to be a cunt, I often watched literary films and was amazed by the abnormality of the human mind. I also often watched pornographic films.I always think, why can't the storm come more violently?Why can't a good literary film and a good porn film be mixed together?In this way, will it give people a whole picture of a better life?During the specific operation, I discovered that this is a huge challenge. The degree of awkwardness of the transition between soul and body is far greater than that of waking up and falling asleep, and slightly less than life and death.

Fourth, I'm almost forty years old, if I don't write now, in a few years, my heart will be dead, I will drink porridge and leak rice, and when I see a girl, I just want to touch her little hand. There will never be such a hundred thousand words in the world. .Modern medicine looks at it carefully, and men also have menopause. "Old Ji knows that Sangyu is late, so he doesn't need to raise his whip." Fifth, our next generation is so beautiful. As a Chinese writer, I feel guilty if I am enlightened by watching Japanese AVs that are not of my kind and Christians that are not my teachings and "Under the Roof of Paris".

Sixth, I hope that in the process, I can self-treat the premature midlife crisis and depression. As for the style of this pornographic book, I have explored it repeatedly. First of all, after writing "Beijing, Beijing", I decided not to write novels based on personal experience.The basic meaning has been reached.Regarding the theme of growth, the "Beijing Trilogy" tree is there, and it is enough for comrades in the next two hundred years to climb for a while. Outside of growing up, I decided to write about what fascinates me the most.Falseness and truth in time and space are refracted through the magic of history.Write three parts first.The first one, focuses on "chaos and gods", pornography and religion, and the background is the early Tang Dynasty.The second part, focuses on "force", murder and pornography, set in the Liao, Jin and Yuan dynasties.The third part, "Anyang", focuses on "monsters", medicine, witchcraft and ancient artifact making, the birth of science, and the background is Xia Shang.

When I first conceived it, I wanted to divide it into Volume A and Volume B. Volume A was about Zen Buddhism in Xi’an in the middle and late Tang Dynasty, and Volume B was about Zen Buddhism in Dunhuang in the middle and late Tang Dynasty.Volume A is pure pornography, volume B is pure spirit.Volume A is so pornographic that it may not be posted on the Internet, and Volume B is so energetic that maybe only the patients of the Sixth Hospital of Beijing Medical University (referred to as "Shen Six") can patiently read it from beginning to end.But in the process of writing, I feel more and more that this is too pretentious, too "two".Decided to keep it as it is now, write it together, dripping down, and stop at the end.I heard that February 14th has also been designated as the International Epilepsy Day. It seems that people share the same heart and the same reason.

During the process, I discovered that I accidentally wrote pornography into a love letter, which fits the word "erotica" that can be officially put on the headline of a newspaper.It seems that there is indeed a subdivision of the readership, and "Meat Futon" serves masturbation, and serves masturbation.I won't compete with Li Yu for counter-revolutionary masturbation offenders, nor can I. During the process, I discovered that the spread of this book probably gave me an additional way of death mixed with spirituality and secularism: being beaten to death by Buddhists who didn't understand it.In this world, at any time, there are far fewer Buddhists who have penetrated than those who have not.If I were not writing about Buddhism but about Islam or Christianity, the possibility of this kind of death is almost 100%.I even dreamed that I was beaten to death on the grasslands of Central Africa by stick monks, and the vultures were flying in the sky, and I was not afraid at all. In the dream, I heard a sentence from the Diamond Sutra: "Subhuti! What do you think? If a person fills up the three thousand great thousand worlds with the seven treasures and uses them to give, the person will gain merit, would it be better to have more?" Subhuti said, "There are so many, World Honored One! Why? The merit is not the nature of merit. Therefore, the Tathagata said that there are many blessings." "If there are people who accept and uphold this sutra, even four-line verses, etc., and explain it to others, their blessings will be better than others. Why? Subhuti! All the Buddhas, and all the Buddhas' anuts The Dharma of Dora, Samyak, and Bodhi all come from this sutra. Subhuti! The so-called Dharma is not Dharma."

During the process, I discovered that making up a story is actually not difficult, but the difficulty lies in whether the wine, medicine and character in the cup are plump, warm, weird and delicate. It's for postscript. From January 2007 to January 2011, Beijing, Hong Kong, Shenzhen, San Francisco