Chapter 62 Section 3

Although Ding Yi had a minor operation and she didn't tell anyone about it, it was still known all over the world.The Koreans came to see her at home, and her supervisor and Professor Se also called to greet her. Even Lu Ping, who was far away in H State, heard about it and called to express condolences. She was surprised: "Even you have heard of it?" "Yeah. I forgot who told me. It's more than one person. Those classmates seem to know." She asked alertly, "Are they talking about me again?" "Uh - didn't say anything else, just that you had cancer and had an operation."

She cried out angrily: "Who said I had cancer? Even my doctor is still waiting for the test results, and these irrelevant people are sure that I have cancer?" "I don't believe it's cancer either, and I even argued with them: If Ding Yi is cancer, would I not know? I've been so close to her, she would definitely tell me. But they insisted that it was cancer, and I didn't bother to talk to her about it. If they argue, it’s better to ask you personally.” She talked about her condition and emphasized: "Even if it is cervical carcinoma in situ, it is not cervical cancer. It is not terminally ill. Cervical carcinoma in situ is completely curable."

"I really don't know if you don't tell me. I think those people may have misunderstood cervical carcinoma in situ as cervical cancer because they don't understand. Be careful when you talk to them, lest they spread the matter to J state Go, it will ruin your job." She yelled injustice: "How else should I pay attention? I didn't tell them anything, and I haven't been in contact with any of them during this period of time. Who knows where they heard the rumors from!" This made her very worried, because there was no news from J state during this period.After she sent the invoice to pay the bill, the money was remitted to her quickly, but since then, there has been no news, and she felt that the money was like a hush money, as if saying to her: The money is given to you, and we are settled, so don't bother us anymore.

Now it seems that it is very likely that someone here is behind her back, telling J state that she has cancer, and they don't want her. Which recruitment unit would foolishly recruit a cancer patient to support?Are you afraid that the company's money will have nowhere to go? The more she thought about it, the angrier she became. Who is spreading rumors about her outside?Who disclosed her condition? After thinking about it, it can only be that the husband's big mouth leaked the news, so he was arrested and settled: "Why did you tell about my surgery? It's good now, so many people know about it. If it spreads to J state, Will people still give me a job?"

He is innocent: "When did I tell you about your operation?" "You didn't say? How did Xiao Wen know?" "Does she know?" "The last time I called you, she asked me if I wanted you to send me for surgery." He didn't seem to understand the connection between them: "Ask what's wrong?" "That means she knows about my operation." "Oh, that's right." Seeing that he didn't deny the leak, she became even angrier: "What's the matter with you? You're a big man, why are you so talkative? Take everything at home to the laboratory."

"I couldn't remember just now, but now I do, I didn't tell her, I didn't tell anyone." "I do not believe." "You have to believe it if you don't believe it. It's not a glorious thing, why should I tell her?" "Who told her that?" "how could I know?" She thought of another possibility: the Koreans said it, because only a few people knew about her operation, Dr. Z would definitely not say it, let alone among the Chinese; neither would her sister , and her sister is far away and doesn't know the Chinese here at all; her tutor can't tell, not only because the tutor is a scholar and never gossips, but also the tutor doesn't know people like Xiao Wen at all.

If her husband didn't say it, it could only be the Koreans who said it. She was so angry, this Korean is really terrible, and he specially asked her to sign the information authorization, which means that the Koreans know that the patient's information should not be leaked, how can they slap themselves, turn around and slap her? Did you tell Xiao Wen about your illness? She immediately called the hospital and asked to revoke the authorization to obtain information.While she was on the phone, she was worried that the hospital would scold her for changing orders day and night to make trouble for nothing.

But the hospital didn't scold her at all, just asked her to fill out a form, so she ran to the hospital and got a printed form, and couldn't help but admire the perfection of various procedures in the United States. You can think of everything, there is one In the application form, there is a form to cancel the application. It seems that you have expected that you will go back and forth, and then cancel after authorization, so the printed form is waiting for you here. After killing the Koreans secretly, she was worried about causing unjust, false and wrongful convictions, so she called the Koreans and asked about it as tactfully as possible.

The Korean denied it outright: "I didn't tell anyone. I'm in this business. Don't you know that doing so is against professional norms? Besides, I don't know your classmates, and I don't speak Chinese." "But you know Xiao Wen!" "How could I tell her? I've never told her about your condition. If you don't believe me, you can ask her." "Then how did she know about my operation?" "Your husband must have told her." She really doesn't know who to trust now, everyone is innocent, everyone is reasonable, but everyone is suspicious.

She wanted to write a letter to J State to clarify the cancer rumors, but she was afraid of unnecessary actions and self-defeating. Originally, they didn't hear the rumors and were planning to use hers. But when she made such a complaint, they found out instead, so Don't want her anymore. Unable to make up my mind, I had to call my sister. After hearing her description, my sister said, "Don't worry, J State won't believe the rumors. If someone really wants to plot against you behind your back and report to J State, J State won't believe it either. Reporting is a shameful act. Besides, American units dare not hire you because of cancer, otherwise you can sue them for discrimination."

"Discriminate against what?" "In your situation, it's best to sue. Sex discrimination, age discrimination, and physical condition discrimination. You can sue whichever you want, and you can sue all three together." "But how could they be so stupid, just say that they don't want me because of cancer? They can find any reason..." "No, I know the unit in J state. It's an authentic American institution with a great reputation. For them, equal opportunity is real equal opportunity. It's not just a slogan. I believe in this in my heart, and I also maintain this in practice, as long as they think you are qualified, they will hire you, no matter what ethnicity, political party, gender, or age group you are." "But it's not a matter of gender and ethnicity, it's a matter of body." "The same is true for physical problems. They will not regard any factors beyond your personal control as your fault. Unless you are a drug addict, they will not dismiss you because of your physical condition." She hopes that the United States is as good as her sister said, and she hopes that the unit in J State is as good as her sister said, so that people have hope, goals, and motivation to struggle.If this was in China, she must have been plotted against.Or it can be said that if this was in China, she would not have had the opportunity for this interview at all, a woman who is on the 4th, who wants it? What she is most afraid of now is that the news of her own cancer will come from the hospital. Although she can't think of how to get it from the hospital, she can't help but think of this possibility. This is a possibility that makes her shudder, because Which means her cancer isn't a rumor, it's a fact. But she didn't dare to call the hospital to ask, afraid of hearing the news she was most afraid of hearing. She always felt that every day was a day, as if as long as she didn't hear the word "cancer" from Dr. Z, she wouldn't be sick. Like cancer. My sister still remembered her pathology report, and called to ask: "Didn't you say that you will know the results of the pathology analysis in a week? Why haven't there been any news yet? Could it be that the doctor called and you didn't receive it?" "Probably not, because Ding Ding is on vacation during this period, I have been staying at home, and I always carry my mobile phone with me. If Dr. Z calls, I should receive it." My sister turned to comfort her: "That means it's okay. If something happens, the doctor will definitely try to notify you." She would also like to think so, but it cannot be ruled out that Dr. Z will tell her when he waits for a follow-up visit one month after the operation.In the end, she couldn't bear the unresolved suffering, and finally got up the courage to make a phone call to Dr. Z's consulting room. As usual, I could only call the front desk, but she told me about the operation, and the front desk agreed to transfer to Dr. Z's consulting room.She waited for a while, and a man answered the phone, claiming to be Dr. Z's assistant, saying that Dr. Z is not here now, so he can't come to answer the phone, and he can talk to him about anything. She didn't know what an assistant did, especially why a man went to the gynecology department to be an assistant.But she was eager to know her condition, so she inquired: "I just want to ask if the pathology report of my operation has come out." The man asked her name, birthday, etc., looked it up, and reported, "It's benign." She finally let go of her heart, but wanted to know more details, so she asked, "Is it atypical hyperplasia?" I don’t know what was said there, but she didn’t hear it clearly, so when I asked again, the man said: “Didn’t you and Dr. Z have a follow-up visit after surgery? When you meet her, she will tell you in detail. " She thanked the assistant and hung up.But the more she thought about it, the more uneasy she felt. Her postoperative follow-up consultation with Dr. Z was scheduled to be one month after the operation, which meant that she would have to wait a few weeks before seeing Dr. Z. Wouldn't that be a torment?Why couldn't the assistant tell her the exact result over the phone?If it is atypical hyperplasia, isn't it just a matter of one sentence?Say yes if yes, say no if no, why hesitate to let Dr. Z tell her in person? Now she regrets canceling the authorization to obtain information, otherwise she can let the Koreans read the pathological analysis report, and then she can know what is going on in time.But she was really embarrassed to sign another authorization to obtain information, so she could only curse herself for being short-sighted. After thinking about it, she decided to call the Korean to ask what benign means in her situation. The Korean didn't answer right away, but said he wanted to talk to her, which frightened her, thinking that she had memorized the words "benign" and "malignant" in English backwards. She hurriedly replied, "I'm at home, come here." She suddenly wondered if the Koreans knew she had canceled the authorization statement, were angry with her, and wanted to come to Xingshi to question her? She hasn't figured out how to explain to the Koreans why the authorization statement was cancelled, but the Koreans have already come to the door. She went to answer the door, and decided to adopt the "honesty first" policy, and honestly told the Koreans about the cancellation of the authorization statement. If the Koreans wanted to scold her, it was her own fault. As she took the lead to walk to the living room, she apologized: "I'm so sorry, I thought you told Wen about this, so I went to the hospital to cancel the information authorization I signed for you." Koreans seem to have just heard the news: "You canceled?" "How could you not know?" "How would I know if I didn't ask them for your medical records?" "Oh, that's right, what about you today?" "I'm here today for other things, no, it should be related to this matter, but it's not about your cancellation of authorization." "What's that?" The Korean hesitated and said, "I know this is beyond my authority and not in line with my professional ethics. I really don't know if I should tell you?" This hurdle was sold well, and it made her feel itchy, and she couldn't care less about the professional ethics of Koreans, so she said thoughtfully: "It's okay, just tell me, I don't like to spread rumors, I promise I won't say anything. " "I know you won't say it, but I'm afraid that if you tell your husband, he will." "Then I won't tell him." The Korean seemed to have made up his mind: "Okay, then I'll tell you. It's like this. I went to my friend Dr. Jin the day before yesterday. I had something to do with her. She went to see a patient in another clinic. I'll wait In her office, her computer was always on, and I accidentally took a look and saw Wen's name." "Wen? Why is her name in Dr. Jin's computer?" "It's not Dr. Jin's personal computer, it's the hospital's computer, and Wen is her patient." "Wen is Dr. Jin's patient?" "Ok." "She has a gynecological disease? What disease?" "I was also curious, so I looked at her information, and found out that she went there for a smear." "Really? Is it a routine physical examination?" "That's the problem. It's not a routine physical examination, it's just a smear examination." "Does she have HPV?" "No." This result was beyond her expectation, and she couldn't help blurting out: "That's not her." "What isn't she?" She hesitated to answer. The Korean said: "Do you mean that means there is nothing between her and your husband?" She thought for a while and said, "Actually, I can't prove this. HPV can be eliminated by the immune system. If she had HPV and passed it on to my husband, my husband passed it on to me, and her own The immune system was strong and cleared her HPV, but my own immune system was weak and failed to clear mine, so I ended up like this, and she was fine." "It's entirely possible." "You are with them every day, you work in the lab, do you think they have this?" The Korean said frankly: "I can't say for sure. I feel that they have, but there is no evidence. I try to stay in the laboratory as much as possible, but I also have some work in the hospital. Patients often call me. Sometimes I have to If you don’t leave the lab and go to the hospital, you don’t know what they’re doing.” The Korean said with all his heart: "Their current situation is very similar to my ex-husband's situation when he first started cheating. You know that he is not interested in you anymore. I haven't had much contact with you, you can feel a lot of problems from your side, but you can't grasp their handles." Ding Yi asked with great interest: "Then what do you do?" "Me? Just like you, do nothing but focus on your own future." "Why do you want to 'do nothing'? Can't something like this be prevented?" The Korean smiled wryly: "How can this be prevented? Unless the nurse is driven away, otherwise, the two of them already have feelings for each other. The more I stop them, the closer they get." "Then let your husband drive that nurse away." "In fact, it's useless to drive her away. If I let my ex-husband drive her away, she will become a victim, weak, and someone who needs protection, and I will become the evil queen. Even if he doesn't follow her, he will will hate me forever." "Then according to what you're saying, there's nothing you can do about it?" "That depends on what you want. If what you want is marriage, a husband's body, of course there is a way; but if what you want is love, a husband's heart, then there is no way." "Then how did you prove that he really cheated?" "It was another nurse who came across it and told me, I confronted him and he admitted it himself." She said sympathetically, "Then you must be very sad!" "Actually, it's not. The saddest thing is when you suspect him of cheating, but there is no evidence. At that time, you are confused every day. You don't know if he cheated or not. Sometimes you want to just divorce him, but you are afraid of wronging him; Sometimes I want to close my eyes, as if he didn't cheat, but I can't convince myself to close my eyes, even if I close my eyes, I can see him with her. When it is really confirmed, and he admits it himself, I will not Sad." "You filed for divorce?" "Well, he doesn't want a divorce. He said that the nurse has low education, low quality, and even looks inferior to me. His family will definitely not agree." She said angrily: "He knows this, why should he be nice to her?" "He said it was just a novelty for a while, and that I was busy and didn't have time to be with him." "Were you really busy then?" "Busy is a bit busy. You don't know the custom in Korea. Doctors often go to the bar to drink together after get off work." "What? Your female doctor also goes to the bar to drink?" "Yeah, it may be that the work pressure is high, and I need to relax." "Then why don't you go home and be with your husband?" "He is also a doctor. Doesn't he go to the bar after get off work? We are all taken by the boss, can we not go?" "Then why doesn't he want you to go?" "Who knows, he just wanted to find a reason." She had to admit that the Koreans were right, but she was still unwilling to believe that her husband had a physical relationship with Xiaowen.She speculated: "Before my husband met me, he had a girlfriend. They had a sexual relationship. For a short time, the other party was a divorced woman. I think my HPV may be transmitted from that woman." "Well, it's possible, too. But that doesn't explain why Wen is going for a smear at this time." This sentence hit the nail on the head, and she couldn't escape it even if she wanted to, so she had to bite the bullet and said: "There is only one explanation: she has that kind of relationship with my husband, and now she heard that I was infected with HPV, and she was worried that she would get it from my husband." I got HPV there, so I went for a smear." "I think so too, so I'm here to tell you. I hope you will find out the truth as soon as possible, otherwise you will be very sad. But please don't tell this matter, because it is related to my future." "Don't worry, I won't say anything. I called you today to ask about my pathology report. Dr. Z's assistant only said it was 'benign', but I asked him if it was atypical hyperplasia. Refuse to say." "If he says it's benign, it's definitely not cancer, so you don't have to worry about it being cervical cancer. As for what grade of atypical hyperplasia it is, I haven't seen the pathology report, so I can't say for sure." She felt that the last sentence of the Korean was a bit of a complaint, but she knew that she did not do a good job, so she pretended not to hear it and muddled through.