Chapter 16 Section 4

She has known him for a few months, and his appearance has not changed a bit in the past few months, but her feelings have changed a lot. The mystery and unfathomable feeling she felt when she first met him, now There is nothing left, he is a man who came out of Manjialing, and will go back to Manjialing, his world is very simple and clear, his thoughts are very simple and clear, not as complicated and complicated as she imagined before. Profound, naturally it is not mysterious. She thought with emotion, maybe a person like him should marry Mei Yazi, the two of them don't talk about romance, they just live together.For Mei Yazi, being able to marry a young and handsome doctor from a more remote countryside to Manjialing, and she can also learn to be a nurse herself without having to go to the fields, is already the ultimate happiness.For Dr. Man, although marrying Mei Yazi is less educated than marrying a girl who graduated from a medical school, it is just a different division of labor. To marry a doctor, Dr. Man may have to do some nurse work by the way; , Dr. Man will do more work as a doctor, it doesn't make much difference.

She tried her best to imagine the scene of herself and Doctor Man together, but she couldn't think of any details. She could only see the two walking on the rugged mountain road, without seeing the village in front of them or the shop in the back, which was long and arduous.She knew that she had no future with him, so she had no choice but to enjoy the present warmth. Under the soft desk light, he was sitting at the writing desk next to her bed, and she was sitting on the bed. The two of them were very close. The room was small and the door was closed. It was a feeling of being in love.She had never invited a man to her bedroom. Although Xiao Jin had been to her house before, he always sat and chatted in the living room.And Dr. Man has entered her bedroom several times, and took a nap on her bed.She didn't know whether she had a sense of intimacy because she let him into the bedroom, or if she let him in because of intimacy.

She liked to look at him from the side, and felt that his profile was not at all like a hard-spoken mountain man, but a gentle lover full of poetry and books.She thought, thanks to him being so incomprehensible about style, if he understood one-tenth of style, he wouldn't be sitting in her bedroom looking at photos today, and someone would have snatched her away. She hoped that he would look at the photos more, endlessly, but she just sat beside him silently, looking at him endlessly. But he finally finished reading the photos, put them in a paper bag, and drank the soda one after another. As a result, he swallowed too fast, not only hiccupped a few times, but also choked himself, spewed out a mouthful of soda, and spilled it all over the table. Yes, he hurriedly put down the soda bottle to salvage the paper bag containing the photos, only to overturn the soda bottle again, and all the soda left in the bottle spilled on the table.

She ran out to get a rag, took another bottle of soda from the refrigerator, opened the lid, and brought it to the bedroom, where she saw him carefully wiping the paper bag with the hem of his sweatshirt. She asked, "Is the photo not wet?" "No." She handed him the soda bottle: "Don't drink too fast, it will choke you." "Give me another bottle? I can't finish it." "If you can't finish it, take it on the road." "You don't have to return the bottle?" "The refund is only a dime." "If you put a dime in our Manjialing, you can buy half a catty of salt." He sat down at the table again and started drinking soda, probably saving half a catty of salt money for the people of Manjialing.

She wiped the table, sat down and chatted with him: "You just said that it is impossible to marry Mei Yazi, so what will be called 'really impossible'?" "If I haven't found a girlfriend at twenty-nine, I'll just marry Mei Yazi." She thought the "twenty-nine" was weird, why not make up the whole number "thirty"?She asked curiously, "Why twenty-nine?" "Because a man must have a baby at the age of thirty." "What if a man is thirty and hasn't given birth yet?" He couldn't answer.She guessed it was something like "everyone in Lingling will scold".

She asked suspiciously, "Are you still under twenty-nine?" "Soon." "I heard from my father that only a professional title above the deputy senior level can open an expert clinic." "Your father runs a specialist clinic?" "My father is a university professor, what kind of specialist clinic does he open?" "Then how does he know so much about the specialist clinic?" "He has seen a specialist clinic." "Oh, what's wrong with him?" "diabetes." "Tell him to eat less." She felt that his words were too impolite, so she shot back: "He eats very little. You forgot that when you ate at our house that time, the sum of the few of us didn't eat as much as you did."

He didn't feel the sarcasm in her words, and said proudly: "No one in Manjialing has diabetes." "why?" "Plant well." She didn't like his arrogant tone very much, as if he was saying that her family was not good at growing.But she couldn't think of anything to refute him. Although people in Manjialing may not have diabetes because they are poor, she couldn't prove it, so she stopped and brought back the topic she cared about: "Your hospital's promotion of deputy senior titles doesn't depend on work. Years?" "Why don't you watch it?"

"Then how could you have been promoted to a deputy high school and opened a specialist clinic before the age of thirty?" "I replaced my mentor, he went abroad." "Oh, are you still happy?" "Just a few months." He had a smug expression on his face, "I was also leading the graduate students he led, and I was also leading the acupuncture points he walked." "You can sing?" "Won't." "How can you walk around if you can't sing?" "I walked on the doctor's point for surgery." No wonder he is so busy!She comforted and said, "When your mentor comes back, you won't have to do these jobs for him."

But he didn't seem to like this prospect, and his mood dropped suddenly. After a while, he said: "Actually, patients say that I am better than him in medical skills. They say that when my supervisor comes back, they don't look for him, but look for me." She felt that it was a bit dangerous, and she might offend his mentor. She really wanted to remind him, but she felt that the patient was just coaxing him temporarily. Who doesn't know that Jiang is still hot?Now that his mentor has gone abroad, the patients come to flatter him so that he can treat them meticulously.As soon as his mentor came back, those patients must have gone to flatter his mentor.

As far as she is concerned, she is not interested in who has better medical skills, he or his mentor. Anyway, she doesn't have a second appendix to cut, and other surgical diseases are far away from her, so she doesn't want to spoil his interest, so she talks again. Back to the topic I care about: "Since all men in Manjialing must have children at the age of thirty, why don't you get married earlier?" He couldn't answer, and looked blankly at the calendar on the wall. But she figured it out, it was probably dragged down by that girlfriend who graduated from medical school, he may have always thought that he could marry that girlfriend, it was a match made in heaven, both of them graduated from medical school, The couple went to Manjialing to open a hospital, one engaged in surgery, the other in internal medicine, or one in andrology and the other in women's department. Both career and marriage were fruitful.

But that girlfriend went to Manjialing, and found that the conditions there were too difficult, so she backed out, and this made Dr. Man miserable. It's gone. She asked: "Now there is only more than a year left, can you guarantee that you can get married within this time?" "can." "Will Mei Yazi wait for you there?" "What is she waiting for me for?" "That's right, what would you do if she was already married when you were twenty-nine?" "Then her sister Taoyazi, or her other sister Xingyazi." She couldn't help laughing out loud: "So there are three echelons waiting for you there? No wonder you are not in a hurry." He also laughed. She asked, "How come you can't find Mei Yazi's family?" "It's not a family, it's a village, they're all relatives." "Then how come you can't get around Mei Yazi's village?" He scratched his head: "Only people there are willing to marry in Manjialing." After all, I still can't get around Manjialing!Whoever wants to marry in Manjialing, he can marry. For him, it is the same to marry anyone. They are all his helpers in running the hospital and tools for giving birth to children. She reminded him: "Even if you get married at the age of twenty-nine, how can you guarantee that you will have a child within a year?" He couldn't answer, and was about to run away. He took out a ten-yuan bill that was obviously prepared in advance from his pocket, put it on the table, and pushed it in front of her. She didn't refuse, but she didn't take the money either. He clapped the paper bag in his hand contentedly: "These photos can coax them for half a year without any problem." "Why use photos to coax? Isn't it possible to find someone to impersonate?" "Where can I find someone to impersonate?" "Can't I impersonate?" He looked at her in disbelief: "Can you still pretend to be National Day?" "Why not?" "You didn't have a boyfriend by then?" "It's okay." He was very happy: "Really? That's great, or I'll give you travel expenses. " She looked at him with conflicting emotions, and she was also very happy to see him happy, but she felt very sad when she thought that what she meant to him was only pretending to be a girlfriend. He didn't notice it at all, he drank the second bottle of ice soda, hiccupped a few times, went to the toilet, and left. She walked him downstairs as usual. When he got downstairs, he said as usual, "I'm leaving." But this time, she no longer forced to send him away, nor did she try to keep him. Knowing that these were useless, he didn't understand at all, and he didn't have any needs in this regard.He must be regretting the time it took to look at the photos, and rush back to the laboratory. Seeing his disappearing back quickly, she thought of Xu Zhimo's poem. Every time she read "You have yours, I have mine, direction", she would feel a kind of sadness, but she didn't understand where the sadness came from , I finally figured it out today. When she got home, she stared at the chair he had sat in, stared blankly for a while, then copied Xu Zhimo's on the calendar from memory, but made some changes: accidental I am a cloud in the sky, Accidentally projected on your mountain heart—— I was surprised also used to rejoice-- Thought I could follow your tracks forever. You and I met in the hospital ward, You have yours, I don't have mine, direction; I remember well, better i forget, You shine brightly at this rendezvous!